What do you do when you think someone knows you, but they either don’t or don’t care? This piece of a poem I wrote comes from these past few weeks. I’ve been extremely depressed (not to the point of hurting myself physically) all of a sudden lately. Things had been going good with my boyfriend and then when I began to not feel myself and haven’t really been acting right or had the energy to fully engage in conversation, he now hasn’t been talking to me and all conversation is basically dead. Idk what to do anymore. Half the time I feel like maybe he doesn’t understand but I really just feel like he doesn’t care. We’ve been dating for what will be 2 years in a month. I don’t know if it’s easier to continue to be miserable, or break up with him and have to tell my family and other people, and clean my room of all “our” stuff. So I will post the poem later on it bc I really think it mirrors my confusion and not knowing how to handle this. Thanks for listening guys😘I don’t really have anyone to talk about this with

aww I’m so sorry you’re feeling like this🥺ik it’s hard to think that you’ll feel better but trust me you will. you have the right to feel sad and alone but know that you never are because we’re always here for you🥰and with the bf thing I’m not sure I could help cause I’ve never been in a relationship😂but what’s supposed to happen will happen and sometimes it’s just not meant to be. but the fact that you’ve been together for two years, maybe you just need to talk and figure it out. sorry if this makes no sense whatsoever I’m terrible at putting thoughts into words😂

I think you should definitely talk to him, no matter how hard this is. Have you told him how you've been feeling? Because if not, do tell. He may not always sense what's going on and communication is defintely important. Tell him how you feel, let him tell you how he feels. Open up that conversation. It doesn't have to be much but even something like 'I haven't really been in a good mood lately and talking is real hard for me right now' can clear things up. But also realise what he might be feeling about it. And also my advice is to really think about what you need and want right now. If the relationship is way too much to handle right now and you would feel better to break it off, do that. Do what feels right for you. If you wanna keep it, talk about it, even just a little. If you think it's better for you to be alone right now, break it off and tell him why. Be honest.

aw you’re welcome any time🥰and ofc I will💕xx

it’s so cute!

this poem was beautiful. I agree with what everyone else has said, communication is important and is always worth a try :) if you feel breaking up is still the right move after talking things out, that’s still totally fine. But, I’ve never been in a relationship so take my words with a grain of salt 😅 hope you feel better and know we will always support you

aw I’m so so sorry u feel like that girlie :( I don’t rlly have any advice bc I’m kinda in the same boat (not with the bf thing but the depression…) but if u ever need to talk I’m here for u okay 🥺🥺