it's super fun to get flashbacks to some of the worst stuff with your stepmom while feeling very low-key suicidal and your bf is being all sweet and trying to cheer you up but you don't know how to put your feelings to words and you don't want him to worr

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it's super fun to get flashbacks to some of the worst stuff with your stepmom while feeling very low-key suicidal and your bf is being all sweet and trying to cheer you up but you don't know how to put your feelings to words and you don't want him to worr

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(cont.) you don't want him to worry so you just stay quiet and feel bad for existing and want to press sharp objects into your own skin
I don't need therapy I swear
Tiegannn that sucks :( he wants to be there for you and help you but I know what you mean, it's hard to let people know how you're feeling. I hope you feel better 💚
do you want to talk with me??? I’m so sorry you’re having all those flashbacks, memories dredging up constantly and not leaving you alone are the worst :( please let your bf know, I know he’d want to know. you could even come up with a singular word to say instead of explaining you’re feeling suicidal and having urges. mine is pineapple. I say it to tristin and he hugs me a bit tighter or tells me to stay in the room with him. I love you SO MUCH and you should NEVER feel bad for existing. you are an absolute blessing to everyone who knows you.