im sorry!! do you want to talk about it?

i woke up exhausted and then just barely made it to school. then first period, my english teacher was upset with all of us bc my whole class did bad on an assignment so that made me feel icky. and then, we continued watching animal farm and we were right about at the middle/end which is the most depressing part of the movie. so that put me in a real sad mood. then my day was ok-ish, until band and lunch, i felt so self conscious and i felt so bad about my body and myself in general (i wore this cute shirt and kept my sweatshirt on all day bc i hayes the way i looked)

hated*

so then in math, i have to sit next to these two guys. one of them is rlly nice, we’ve been friends for a while. the other one is an annoying freshman who’s rlly smart but idk what his problem is. he just can’t keep his cool and it’s SO ANNOYING. y’all don’t understand, he makes me want to smash my head into a wall (or his, i can’t decide sometimes)

like i was so annoyed with him i almost started crying. and then my spanish teacher was difficult as usual (i rarely curse on here bc i don’t like to but she’s a complete cûńt i swear i hate her am). and now i’ve been at the dentists for two hours and i’m starving and i have work to do and i just feel like crying, i already have a few times after school but i just feel so horrible and now i’m lowkey heartbroken bc this dumb guy is dumb and i’m so done in general