Never give up fren, ok? I've been at the hospital since 5:00 this morning and I've seen so many people in ICU hooked up to every tube you could think of. And I thought about how many of them wanted to die and be done. And I saw their families, crying and holding their hands, talking to them, even though they weren't responding. But you could hear the monitor still beeping. Guys, please realize how much your family would miss you. When you down all those pills and they're pumping your stomach in the hospital, you might be on a cot later wishing your mom hadn't called 911 when she saw you passed out on the kitchen floor. But the relief that swept over her when the doctor told her that you were still alive was one of the strongest feelings she would ever feel in her life. Fren, people care, okay? Keep fighting. Please!

this is like my alter ego that wants to come out and put flowers in everyone's hair and smile but nah