lol

Yuuusss baby same

And yes babe doin sshhiitt would of been amazing last night

lol yess... sorry I was out drivin and getting flowers 😂

Lol kk

don’t judge lol... I mean yea there r like a million fliers holy fxck

flowers*

Lol kk

baaaaabe I miss uuuu

Misss u to babe

u okay?

Yee baby just LAUGHIN my assss off still

do I wanna know? lol

I mean my dad skipper and i almost died earlyer

I don’t wanna know actually omll

So no u probs dont wanna know

yeaaa I don’t omll

Lol thats good

fxckin my mom said she kinda misses u 😂 she likes u over here lol

but yea lol

Ok then

okay she likes u don’t judge lol

I was just sayin cuz I have nothing else to say honestly lol

Lol ok but shouldnt u be the one missin me?? and not ur mom that thats that idk

okay well I fxckin miss u always if that’s not already obvious... I dunno she liked it when u came over tho and I mean when ur here she gets rid of me so 😂

Ok then ig i need to go over more often

lol I was just sayinnn

okay I think my only girly part I got is I fxckin love flowers like we have a million fxck 😂

Lol ok so i need a note to self saying "Bring flowers to baes house when u get back"❤️❤️

😊 loll good job babe lol (:

Lol and im guessing thats a yes

anddd I fxckin love u and u make me smile god babe lolll 😊

Well isnt that my job is to make u smile every day lol love yea to baby❤️❤️

😊❤️ loll yea I miss uuu tho oml

Miss yea to gorgeous❤️❤️

❤️ srslyyy in the mood to fxckin cuddle tho like fxckkk

I meann it sounds good rn cuz I’m hot and wanna take my jeans off but I can’t and cuddlin would just b 👌🏻

Yea that would be amazing baby

Both of us cuddlinin the same bed and half naked sounds amazing

yess

I mean fxckin gotta wear sweats so under a blanket hiding just snuggled up against u would b fxckin yess

Yeesssss baby that would be fxckin nice

lol yess.. I mean im way fxckin lovey rn and just wanna cuddle fxck and sleep like srsly kinda my mood for awhile now lol

Lol yea ik i mean we can fxck in the shower lol

lol yea that would b funn rn

Lol yee + its somethin new

lol yea I mean both of us naked in the shower fxckin against the wall... yess sounds fxckin funn rn loll

Lol yeesss it does

anddd now I wanna do shït godd lol

There yea go thats what we can do when i get back fxckin see if u can hang then come over here and fxck in the shower

Lol babe u always wanna do sshhiitt

lol yes that sounds fxckinn good rn... see I doubt they would care if I went over after u got back tbh lol

okay ik I do but like fxck babe 😂 no we talking about it like damñ lol

Lol what u fesky now lol

well I’m definitely thinking now lol

Lol yee probs baby

yea doin shït sounds good

Lol yeess after i take a shower baby

lol yeaa I need a shower right about now too lol... covered in mud godd lol

yea I miss u fxck

if I don’t reply right away I took a shower k babe I’ll b back love u ❤️❤️

ima just assume u died lolll

nvm 😂

Sorry bret came to get his buss

lol it’s fine

Kk i mean i seen ur dad and was scared sshhiitt less

gave me time to take a shower lol

Lol kk

lol yea he got home and said he saw u so yea lol... he won’t kill u babe don’t worry lol

Well skipper watched him drive by and his legs where shakin pretty dam bad lol and thats sayin some thin

godd lol... just getting home from work lol I mean he already has had a couple beers lol

Lol i mean thats probs goin to be me lol

lol well I’d end up drinkin with u tbh lol... so that wouldn’t b a problem

plus ur a love drunk, not an aśshole drunk so that’s better than my dad oml

Lol yea true witch isnt really a bad thing lol

Well yea true i am a love drunk

yea lol it’s not a bad thing... I mean we would just end up doin shït lol

yea u r lol

Oh well thats also not a bad thing

if I just knew the things u said when u were hammered and we were talking u would know how obvious it is that ur just lovey af 😂

if u knew*

but yea it’s not a bad thing lol

Well babe im that love druk that cant remember sshhiitt so nxt time take a vid or some sshhiitt

lol well last time I saw u that hammered was when u face timed me and the shït u say is funny tbh lol

Lol

I mean ur lovey afff so when ur slurring everything sayin cute things like yea it’s funny lol

Lol oh well

lol yea

anddd I can’t fxckin get up

nvmmm fixed it lol

Y cant u get up??

well I had a cat

laying on me soo yea lol

Lol what hes takin my spot now?? lol

loll well ur not here and I was in the mood to cuddle okay don’t judge lol

Lol ok im not judgein

lol well I’m in a lovey mood rn and just wanna cuddle makeout and play with shït

mainly just kinda cuddle and sleep tho ima tired and my legs still hurt

I mean im not there to help yea wit that i wish i was but im not lol and i mean monday on the buss u can play wit sshhiitt i mean ik u will

probs will honestly lol... I meannn they don’t hurt like yesterday but u should have seen me putting jeans on this morning... that sucked

BBAABBYY III FFXXCCKKIIINN LLOOVVEE UUU GGOORRGGEEOOUUSS❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

probs did babyu

godd lol I love u too baaaabe 😊😊❤️❤️❤️

wellll ik it’s gon suck getting up Monday to get dressed.. like no motivation to put pants on at all

❤️❤️ yyeess

lolll... I fxckin wish we could cuddle like nowwww honestly

If we were alone babe we can lock the doors and turn the light down low

Same babe same

lol yess that would b amazing rn

yeaa miss u like fxckin ugh

Miss u to baby❤️❤️

FFFFXXXXCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont want tomorrow to be here

wanna just b with u tho like everyone here pïsses me off I mean at least we can cuddle and play with shït

Well yea i wouldnt mind do that sshhiitt lol i mean i would be cuddlin the hottest girl in the world

y babe?

lol godd babe (:

Lol yeee love u gorgeous❤️❤️ well i gotat be locked up in a car wit gabe and trinity to kooskie then i have to help them wit the truck and be locked in the car again and thank god my dad is at least goin

😂😂

love u too tho babe lolll

Hopefully he can save my asssss

welll that’s funny 😂

Lol thats sshhiitt not fuunny how would u feel bein lock in a car wit ur ex for 45 fxckin mins and be wit them for the whole fxckin day and + gota remember she likes me so then im fxcked

If she starts grabbin sshhiitt ima bxtch slap her

ummm if she pulls shït I will become a major fxckin bxtch and she will no longer fxck with literally anyone 😑

sorry but fxckin she pulls shït that’s when ima get pïssed

And know if u kill her i will give u props

it’s kinda funny ur stuck with her all day tho lol

She might babe i mean its Trinity

Fxckin no its not

ummm I won’t kill her... I’ll just make living miserable for the bxtchh 😒 hey it’s kinda funny

Not really babe and if she lies a hand on u yea i might have to kill him cause i mean its man so yee

godd babe lol

but fxckin I will srsly get fxckin pïssed if she pulls asnything cuz obviously she likes u and it’s bull shït

Ill let u know if she does i mean ill try to sit on the other side of the car but yea ill tell u if she pulls sshhiitt

okayyy I’m not above slitting a bxtch’s throat

sorry I got kinda aggressive 😂

Ill help hit the body

nah... I’ll just make her death look like an accident

and leave her in her room or some shït

make it look like a suicide

that’s a good idea

yeaaa I think maybe ima too protective tho 😳

No babe ur not to protective

well I’m protective af tho

like no joke I will kill a bxtch

Yea but i think every girls like that is a women gets to close to there man

truu... I meannn I’m not about to lose u to some desperate fxckin bxtch so if a bxtch checks u out ima get pïssyyyy aff

I get aggressive 😐

Yea babe i can tell and i mean i think ur the only one who checks me out tho

umm trust me I see other bxtches check u out I mean especially fxckin casi and Trinity it’s like nooo so I mean

it could just b me bein paranoid but u know still wanna kill them

Yea true baby

seee I have nothing to check out so u don’t have to worry about guys checkin me out tho loll... but yea I mean I catch wes lookin sometimes but that’s it

srsly just wanna stab them

fxckin casi and trinity

Yee baby ik u wanna kill them and no babe ur pretty filled out

well not rly I mean srsly unless u catch ppl lookin there is literally no one that finds my aśs attractive soo yea lol... fxckin casi wonders y I glare tho lol

Lol cause she stares and nah babe ur assss is actually attractive believe me

So are ur ttiittss

suure babe lol I have nothin lolll... I thought she has a boyfriend she shouldn’t b lookin

Who casi idk i think its a guy as dark as she is tho

lol yea idek... I have no tïts lol maybe enough for u to lay on lol but nothin

But yea babe ur attractive dont worry

But yea babe ur attractive dont worry

suure babe lol

well definitely not sexually attractive lol

Like hella

I’m not tho lol

Ur sexually attractive i mean u got my attention

If that even matter

lol well I mean obviously I let u play with my püssy lol course that’s gon get a guy’s attention... u just gotta say tïts even and guys look lol

Ok so in all honestly im not the one sexually attractive i mean yea i have a dxck but that doesnt mean sshhiitt

bull shït babe lol

Lol sooo

Ha see u dont have anything to back that up wit LMMFAO

baaaabe god lol I mean ur hot af and most girls wanna fxck a guy if they r hot soo

I love u and ur hot so fxckin yes

Lol nice cover up

shut up lol

I mean I do fxckin love u tho babe just know that godd

Well of corse u love me but kk

baaaaaaabe

srslyyyyy nahhh

let’s not start 😐

Not start what babe

nvmmm nxt subject cuz u sounds like ur gettin pïssy

Im honestly not but ok

ugh okay

I need fxckkn food

Actually i was getting a bit ppiiss but yee nxt subject ig but aye on the bright side babe i love u❤️❤️

I knew u were it was kinda obvious but love u too

KK wys

Wyd

eating wyd

Thinkin about my gorgeous gf

god okay

sorry if I’m acting pïssy lol I’m not I swear

Well i am

Ok babe

ughhhhhh I swear ima kill a mf in a sec

Who u goin to killl baby

fxckin everyone here

Y babe what happend this time

Megan, my dad, shorty, my mom is the only one who hasn’t pïssed me off within the past hour

she pïssed me off earlier but fxckin

But how did they ppiiss u off babe??

andddd now ima kill Megan

I just need to leave 😐

Well babe 4 more years if ur still planing to leave wit me

fxckin 4 yrs is too long

Yea ik

I want it to b Monday tbh but also I don’t wanna get any closer to Thursday so fxck

Yea ik dont want it to be wendsday at all

I am going to b a fxckin mess Wednesday like I think ima literally have to walk out of class at some points fxckin

I’m kinda a bxtch about this shït honestly but fxck babe

Aye im goin to spend as much time as i posibly can wit u before i leave baby

u leave to fxckin soon tho

like srsly the min the 14th has June and July ima just stay at home and probs sleep most of the day so I don’t think

I mean probs the best ideahp babe

yep nxt week can’t come nope nope

ima b a fxckin mess like the min ima alone at all nxt week ima think then die

so nope

Yea ima be wit u at school babe

still gonna fxckin die

nope

Wednesday can’t come... nxt week can’t come like I’ll stay in this moment rn for awhile we good here

Well i wanna be there wit u babe

still can’t come cuz then it gets closer to when u leave and I don’t like I dunno not talkin even is wuts gonna kill me... not the fact ur gone just not talking or seein eachother like fxckin ughh

Yea ik thats goin to suck dxck

fxcccckkkk summer

nvm summer doesn’t need to come

Yea ik babe

so just so u know when u don’t get on the bus Thursday ima lose literally all my shït and just fxckin break for a few and I rly don’t care who sees at this point like fxckkn

Thursday babe im not goin to be there thursday

I’m so when u don’t get on the bus Thursday ima just did a little

die*

Oh nvm had to reread it and i dont blame u babe

cuz ur my gon b there and then it’s gon hit me and ima just break and ppl r gonna judge but I rly don’t even care

just going to die

Ok babe i mean ill find a way to txt u every once and a while at least

idek

godddd I’m no joke starting to tear up fxck

Baby i love u❤️ aye i need to smoke a lil tobaco ik u dont like it but i need it to calm down rn ok sorry but i need to do some thing love u tho baby❤️❤️

So am i baby so am i

I honestly don’t even try anymore with that shït I mean I would do that shït if I could so I can’t say I don’t like it honestly love u ig

srsly done caring with most shït anyways

maybe I deleted that soon enough so u didn’t see it

Babe u better not cut again plz

did u see it?

goddddddd fxckkkkkkkkkk

No i have a feelin that u did tho

there’s wayyyy tooo much god damñ shït goin on rnnn like holy fxckkk I wannna kill everyone here and break down and cry and I’m gon b here a fxckin lone for however long ur gone and John is fxckin leaving and shïiiiiiit

sorry I fxcking blew up

GODDDDD FXCKCKKKKKKK

Yea babe ik its goin to be stress full

tooo much fxckin shît tho

ahhhhhhhfxckkkkkkkk I kindaaa regrettt thisss

I don’t think it’s supposed to b like the normally... at least it hasn’t before

Babe its fine

ummmm sure

What babe

ig u got ways to handle shït and I get ways and my ways don’t go away for about a week, two maybe

I said sure

What babe what about a week

nothing I’m fine I kinda blew up for a sec

which I don’t normally do so I do things I wouldn’t normally do

BBBAAAABBBEEE😭😭

I’m fine I just don’t know don’t feel good tbh now I’m fine babe I’m fine

I hope to god u didnt od

if I took pills i would already b throwin everything up trust me... everyone is awake anyways

just it was supposed to stop by now like the rest and ima kinda dizzy tbh

So can u tell me what u done

like fxckin shïts spinning this not rly normal

Babe plz tell me what u done

I’m fine tho

just ima lay down for a bit I’m good just kinda blew up at everything cuz someone finally set me off enough

BAAAABBBEE plz tell me what u done

it’s okay

alllll okayyyyy

Tell me babe

it finally stopped I think ima good now

baaabe u can probs put two and two together like there’s a time with me is y I’m not rusted where one thing can set me tf off then I start doin shït i wouldn’t do and I’m not thinking at all when I’m set off like that and I kinda blew up and just flipped at every thing so I mean fxckin

that’s how I ended up in the hospital last August tho... someone set me off, I flipped, did shït and was locked in my closet and wouldn’t let no fxckers in and fxckin Joshua had to come say hello

But what did u do tho babe take pill or cut or drink

everyone is awake so think about that

yeaaa a lil blood isn’t supposed to do this I don’t think

So u cut??

Fxckin ik that one was my faly

noooooo it fxckin wasn’t don’t even think that

Sorry

I flipped okay I wasn’t thinking someone set me off, I flipped, I wasn’t thinking I flipped and did something cuz I wasn’t thinking

babe it wasn’t u I fxckin swear

I fxckin hope nor

it wasn’t u I fxcking swear I wouldn’t do shït like this if it were u okay I don’t do dumb shït when somethin happens between us and nothing happened anyways

I’m okay it’s fxckin fine I promise fxckin im sorry baby

Babe im the one who should be sorry

noooo stopppp it wasn’t u like fxckin nooo babe

u did absolutely nothing it’s fineee it’s not u

Ok i mean ig at lest ik it wasnt me

it wasn’t u did nothing to even make me remotely consider it even

sorry I keep fxckin shït up

Kk

Hang on babe ima meet john for a min

don’t get fxckin pïssed plz

Im not

that’s wut u said earlier when u were gettin pïssed don’t lie

fxckin if u wanna leave go ahead and leave I don’t even blame u I’m kinda a mess rn for no reason whatsoever

don’t want u to but at the same time idec anymore just as long as I don’t lose u I’m okay

OK well ima not goin to leave babe im calm i talked to John he finished my beer and we good know

Babe and all i need in life is my best friend and thats u love u baby

figured u weren’t comin back tbh... love u too tho

Baby im ok im not ppiiss ok i fxckin love u and the last thing i need is to loose u

Nah ill always come back to my gorgeous asssss gf

fxckin I just thought u were gone for the night like honestly I wouldn’t blame u either... ig I’m just chillin here in the dark with music on anyways so I’d b okay if u wanted to go

I’d actually survive oml

Oh?

I hope u would come back eventually

U survive without me? ll

KK* i will dont worry

honestly not rly... for the night maybe I mean if I lost u totally I’d b gone like I’d b fxcking done trying

music only works for so long

Okey

sorry I’m fxcking sorry I’m bein kinda a bxtch rn go ahead and leave if u want I don’t even blame u at this point

Babe im not goin to leave u

well obviously I keep pïssing u off honestly

sorry I’m starting to fxckin flip at every little thing and I’m trying to not b a bxtch towards u

Baby its ok thats how we get stronger

fxckin I hope it makes us stronger instead of my dumb asś breaking us

No babe ur not goin to break us up

andddd rn sleep would b good so I wouldn’t have to fxcking think

I hate thinking like it’s the reason I do dumb shït

Fall asleep while we cuddle would be nive

Nice*

yea honestly it would

break down the rest of the shït I’m currently holding back then sleep cuz I’m fxckin done with myself rn

Babe if u wanna go to bed u can

I can’t

I can’t get myself to sleep trust me I already tried

Ok babe

sorry u can always leave whenever tho it’s fine don’t feel like u have to talk to me babe

Nah baby ima stay up wit u

Unless u want me to go

u sure?

ima just sit here and die for awhile it’s fine babe

Yes im sure babe

go if u want it’s fine babe

No im not goin unless u want me to

I mean if u go I’ll probs just go sit outside for the next hour or so and listen to music and cry cuz that’s all I’m rly good at at the moment

I don’t want u to but at the same time I feel like u want to go that’s y I’m saying it’s okay cuz I have a feelin u just want space

No babe if u dont want me to go i wont and no i dont wanna go babe

okay ig I just feel kinda idek tbh

Idek how to feel at the moment

Ok babe but i mean i love❤️❤️

love u babe ❤️

❤️❤️ yeesss i feeel lovvved❤️❤️

well I mean I do fxckin love u that’s never going to change no matter how much of a bxtch ima b

Ik baby and honesltly my love will never for u will never come on emptie

I kinda fxckin need u right about now honestly fxck

Same bae i just need to see u and cuddle u and kiss u and just enjoy u

fxckin same... think I miss u just a bit too much

I miss u way to much not a lil not a bit just i miss u way to much❤️❤️

I think honestly we r fxcked the min u leave honestly

goddd gonna b fxckin lonely and miss ur aśs way too much and fxck

Yes babe we are fxcked know lets not talk about that rn ok?

Thats the least of are worrys rn ok baby

okay...

Ok talk about some thin else ok baby ok i fxcking love u alot tho❤️❤️

I love u too babe ❤️

idek honestly tho just kinda... chillin here in the dark wishing I wasn’t a fxckin lone

Ik babe i mean i would walk over rn but every one at ur house is probs asleep

yea at least they r all heading to bed... plus u would get ur aśs in trouble ik that shït

Well parents are not here so no i wouldnt

I’m waiting till they r all asleep and goin outside... just to the porch and turn up my music and talk to u cuz ima hot honestly

oh?

I dunno I would feel bad havin u walk over here tho at 10 at night unless u rly actually wanted to but fxck I doubt it lol

Yee run meh mom to the hospital so yee no one is home besides me and my siblings

oh?

Lol i can drive the loud asssss wheeler

I dunno i might walk out later and vent to a horse or some shït cuz I’m full of absolute shït rn

god yea that would wake everyone up lol... unless u like stopped at the end of the driveway lol

Ok

it’s hot in here

dammït ummm babe I’ll brb

Lol well i would have to lol

Lol ok

god lol yea ima run out real quick apparently there’s somethin with horses I’ll b back in a sec

Ima wake up Bill heath lol

lol good job

nvm they r fine

Lol kk aye u should see if u can hear the wheeler once i get it goin

U should be able to hear it

um I doubt I can hear it from ur place lol like probs if u were drivin around fast but yea lol

well ima sittin on the porch rn soo yea lol

Nah ill rev it up lol

lol I doubt I’ll hear it babe lol

I mean obviously I would hear it if u were drivin right in front of my damń house or thru town lol but I dunno

I’m kinda just missin u like fxckin crazy rn ughhh

I miss u to babe

sorry I’m kinda lovey rn omll

Lol so am i lol

lol yea cuddlin would b great rn... even just like a hug like k love u lol

I hear line a giant aśs diesel or somethin like doubt it would b u but it’s kinda entertaining

Lol yee i heard it to lol

lol okay ima not hearin things

think my parents finallyyyyy went to bed lol

fxckin just outside cuz it’s too hot shït

ugh anddd my phone is at 20% 😐

Lol hang on babe

?

don’t wanna know lol

Goin to get it started in a min

okay lll

lol* if I don’t txt back I don’t have WiFi lol I’ll b in at like 10 50 tho if not before

Lol kk

missss uuuuuu

horses r screaming again like ughhh

rly wish I was fxckin with u rn ugh the silence rn kills me

Same babe

yea ima way too lovey rn

got lonely lol walking around so yea don’t judge lol

Im not lol

lol okay

yea fxckin lonely as shït 😂 actually I think just the fxckin dark is sketching me out cuz I heard some guy just start laughin out of no where like ummmm no

babe u tired!

?**

Nah baby lol welp she didnt want to start ppiiss me off

lol good job babe

feels like someone is gonna run around a corner and kill me like it’s sketchy lol

Lol well its not that sketchy here or im just used to it

I kinda know wut I wanna go do but I wonder if anyone would catch me

umm I’m not lol

What u wanna go out lol

I should fxckin scream out "Baby i love u" and see if u hear it

god lol wanted to go jog I dunno I’m getting kinda cold and my parents r asleep and no one even knows I’m out here

Lol we can do that another time lol

loll I might

hear u I dunno

Should i try it atleast lol

lol well I just went inside... ima charge my phone then go jog somewhere idek where tbh

just somewhere

Fxckin kk baby

well I mean I can’t get out during the day so ima get out during the night

sure I might get murdered but oh well

Yea some one would probs catch u

Fxckin no u better not get murdered

well I dunno I need out like claustrophobic moment ig bein locked up

bein fxckin claustrophobic sucks aśs

I might get murdered

Now u know how i feel lol sorry had to say that

U better not get murdered

hm u don’t want me to go out?

Nah babe go out if u wanna but bein locked up ik how u feel cause thats what my parents do but sure go jog i dont care just dont die

idek I’m probs too püssy to leave tbh

I wanna go out to the corner and back but for one I’m alone and for two I hear cars and I’m kinda sketched out but at the same time kinda want one to hit me

I dont want u to get hit by a car

aww come on I would like one to hit me

ugh if I go out I won’t come back u know that

Ok have funn then

ugh baaabe I was just kidding

fxckin I’ll stay in then ig

Sure babe sure thats y u say it all the time and actually run in front of it

fxckin fine I’ll stay

Nah just go Jog if u wanna im not goin to stop u

no cuz I’ll do something dumb okay I don’t rly wanna die like honestly I don’t and that the first time I’ve said that I’m like a year so feel special cuz rn ur the only reason y I don’t wanna die

Well babe i am special in the brain tho

babe stop

I mean fxckin 2 years since I actually had a reason to live, been about two years since I last said that I wanted to b alive that I didn’t want to die so fxckin

Stop what babe im bein honest thats the sad thing

and I say it now k cuz u make me wanna love, somehow u make me wanna live and I love u, literally have no purpose besides u honestly

babe just stop

quit getting all pïssed off okay fxckin jesus

I love u okay don’t rly wanna fxckin fight over something dumb as shït

Sorry its what happens when u have been up longer then 24 hourse sorry babe

Love u to babe

fxckin go to bed then

if ur tired then sleep

Not tired so no point to go to bed

well it sounds like u need sleep but okay

Nah

okayyy then

+ i have to watch the kids so yea

k

But yeeee sorryyy for getting ppiiss

it’s fxckin fine let’s just pretend any of that never happened

cuz now I’m kinda pïssy and I’m tryna not b a bxtch

Kk baby

soooo wyd idek

Ok then change subjects

Watchin a movie and txtin u

good job

Yee wys

Wyd

tryna get my fxckin leg to quit hurting honestly

there’s one bad one and I’m sorry but should just bleed on contact that’s not normal... ugh okay sorry idek shouldn’t bring that up tbh

rly don’t wanna pïss u off anymore

Its fine babe im try not to get ppiiss

well ima not bring that up anyways cuz I feel like a total aśshole for doin that and it’s gonna pïss u off so yea

maybe u just need some alone time idek feel kinda like u need it, like I dunno maybe u need a break from me I mean I am bein kinda cling on rn

Nah baby its fine just needed a smoke thats it im calm know

course

U can say whatever u need to say and no i dont need a break from u ok i fxckin love u

love u too... fxcking guess I’ll b back then

Sorry better then drinkinh

Goin on that jog??

I’ll b back promise just I dunno when just soon I think

U should come over here for a min baby

i can’t leave the property I’m goin out to the shop I mean u could come hang out here but I can’t leave sorry megs is in the guest house, b too obvious if I left

If u wanna

I don’t get WiFi in the shop

Ok do u still want me to txt u later

Yea so later do u want me to txt u later??

Baby i love u❤️❤️

sorry just it back... okay I’m confusioned at the moment if I wanna wut

love u too... my mom fxckin moved everything like dammït

Lol dam that sucks and if u wanted to come over here

I can’t leave sorry... if u wanted to come here we could hang out but I can’t leave

yea I might know where it is tho... maybe I doubt it but maybe

What would u smoke it in anywats

Aye im probs go over there tomorrow before John and i go fishin

there’s a pipe

a lighter in the shop... the pipe is with the shït somewhere wherever she hid it

U should take a hit

okay

welll I got to find everything

seee I wish we could hang out cuz rn would b perfect buuuut probs not

Tru just done make it noticable

okay hey give me 5 mins I think ik where it is I might’ve just missed it I think tho

I mean i can probs go over there without a worry in the world but i rather take somethin wit headlight and that actually wanna run

welll do wutever u want I’ll brb

Ok babe

I mean I miss u but yea I don’t blame u for wantin somethin to run... I wouldn’t walk in town alone in the dark 😳

Yea and somethin wit headlight

hey I mean if I wanna I just found everything anddd I’m kinda a clueless bxtch sooo wanna smoke pot I got shït 😂

I mean unless I’m blind there was like 2 pipes and a bunch of jars of shït and yea smells like pot lol

Hella yea i do but when tho

wellll everyone is asleep but ig u don’t have shït that runs ugh lol

tell me when u see the pic cuz ima delete it

Ok babe

I’ve srsly gotta b in by 2 anddd ima not smoke my first time alone I mean if u wanna we can do it another time but sayin hey if u wanna do shït there’s a couch in there and pot so yea lol

OOO looks like she got some good sshhiitt

lolll u wanna now huh? 😂

We can do it when i get back

ima delete that pic okay lo

Lol kk

lol well I dunno how long she’s gon have it in plain view tbh

I had to search for it cuz she likes to move her shït around

Lol ok well if u cant find it ik where to get some lol

goddd I wanna so bad but I can’t figure shït out myself... dammït lol

lol tru

seee this is one of those moments I kinda just wanna b with u like smoke pot and we can just fxck on the couch we put out there lol

cuz everyone is asleep

Lol ok babe i mean pretty simple lol but yee we can do it when i get back

I wanna go back but I wanna talk to u ugh fxck

Lol yeeeesssss that would be amazing baby

Yee same babe

welll ik shït would happen lol I mean I literally have no bra on rn and my sweats r loose af lol so shït would b easy

goddddd I want thatttt

Nothin wrong wit that

Lol im fine wit out but yee kinda same tho

ughhhh ima get my phone charged 100 then go play around out there for a bit... I’ll b back but ima not leavin rn it’s at like 70 rn lol

hey u could lol but u kinda can’t rn :/

What babe

ima charge my phone then go out there I mean u could come play with this shït with me lol but sounds like u kinda can’t rn apparently sooo yea oml

I mean i can for a couple mins but what am i goin to take tho

I dunno honestly that would all b up to u and wut ur comfortable with... I just know there’s bomb aśs weed in my shop and ima go fxck with it in a few lol

Yea have fun smokin it

wut time r ur parents gonna b back anyways like wut lol

ughh

Idk there suposed to call the work phone when there on there way but i never got call from them yet

okay.. fxckin 3 pipes god damñ

I just noticed the third in the pic lol

okay I’ll b back I wanna run out there before I run out of time

okay yea brb need me I’m in the shop

Lol ok baby

Have funn

dammït yup I need u

I’m srsly debating

there’s not all that much left

okay b back

KK

I’m satisfied enough

I grabbed some but not a lot so one day u get ahold of a pipe or somethin and wanna go down to the park I literally have a tiny bit tho it’s not a lot

u alive?

sorry I didn’t grab that much lol

Yea babe and ik how to fxckin make a pipe out of tin foil lol so i got this we just need a lighter

Oh well itll work

I got a lighter lol she had like 15 in there so I grabbed one

Lol ok does it work??

I’ll bring it one day lol if u want to go down to the park or somethin... not a lot but she didn’t have a lot left

the lighter? yea

Does the lighter work? lol and sure i mean if u can get off wendsday

Or whenever u can get off

I doubt I can get off Wednesday u know that... I dunno we could pull wut Jerome and Kenny did lol... go down to the park during lunch lol

just bring an extra hoodie lol and yes the lighter works

Yea true

I don’t think I can get off any day I mean my dad babe he’s bein an assss lately

he said u gotta come over if we gon hang out so yea

that would b our best bet at school tho I mean would rather not get caught but yea can’t rly do it after school

Well fxck ok

Yea true babe

yea wutever ur cool with tho

I can always try and get more but I don’t wanna grab enough to where she will notice

I dont care just do what u wanna do babe

True babe

wellll idek tbh lol

I looked for cigarettes but of course she didn’t have any

at least any that I could find

I have tobacco

Or do u mean joints

hey tobacco would work lol

i mean like actual cigarettes cuz she had a couple butts out there but ima thinkin that was from my grrandma or some shït

she had the fxckin butts from like a million joints I was like damñ okay lol

Lol kk

welll don’t judge lol

Im not judgin

lol

okay

yeaaa I miss u a lot rn

Miss u to babe

u okay?

Yee baby y lol

I dunnooo just seem different or maybe it’s just me idek lol

tired or some shït?

Yee havent smoked for about an hour lol im sorry but its trur

god... yeaaa ima just not say anything omlll

What its the truth lol god im smokin to much holy fxck

yeaaaa that’s y I wasn’t gonna say anything

Lol kk baby

like I srsly don’t care u just do it a lot like I mean a lot so just gonna keep my mouth shut cuz I can’t blame u cuz I like that shït tbh, the smokin, drinkin, yeaaa it’s funn for me so I can tell u not to tbh oml

Welp my dad is finally comin home

yea? so y did they leave again?

like curiousity

Well he left meh mom is still in the hospital

My mom was sick

ummm that’s not good..

just k then

See babe u do it for funn i do it cause i need the smoke for it to run my body

Nah ig not and babe i cant work wit out it and im adicted

ik u r and ima not... nvm

Babe just say it

I need to know ur prospective on it and i might just try to quit

no cuz I don’t wanna start something tonight I’m too tired to try and do shït rn

ik I miss the fxckin smoke honestly like even just a couple times with u fxckin want more I just can’t is my deal and ima not go further

Babe no it wont be a fight dont worry ill make sure of it

u knowwww I just want a cigarette and slee

Babe just say it plz

sleep*

and not get into this rn

Welp not goin to end my carer tonight then

Sorry sorry just ignore that plz

well I kinda can’t say it tho I mean I’m kinda bein a hypocrite here when I get irritated with this shït I mean u smoke and drink and then there’s me that once u get me into it it’s enjoyable and gets rid of most of the fxckin stress so I don’t blame u for doin it just u do it a lot and the only time I get pïssed off about it is when like u start txting me that ur doin all this shït like okayyy love u but nahhh not rn

well apparently I can vent just randomly

fxckin babe don’t say shït like that around me that’s guaranteed to pïss me off

fine i don’t even fxckin care go do wutever then fxckin god

Oh well im cool wit it lol i mean yea ik i need to stop and it might kill me before im 40 but thats what i get for smokin at a early age

I might as well just leave for the night tbh

Babe dont worry ima try stopin ok know i love u❤️

Fxckin no babe

okay well ur kinda pïssin me off now

Yea i noticed that babe

well u tell me to ignore something u know is most likely going to pïss me off I think I should leave and give u some fxckin space then

fxckin no ik I’m a bxtch about things but fxckk try and not get mad easily but srsly

Nah baby dont

u gonna fxckin stop pïssin me off then?

Sorry i mean ik sorry might not cut it but i trully am

fxckin better quit with the fxckin attitude shït sorry sounded kinda dumb af but shït

just quit with that whole sayin shït to pïss me off crâp that’s no fxckin I’ll leave if u pull that on me

Okey baby

I love u but fxckin sometimes babe I just kinda wanna stab u just a bit and rn I think is one of those times honestly

Yee probably is

ughhhhhhhhh just nooooo that’s probs the easiest damñ way anyone could pïss me off sooo plzzzz just nottt cuz I don’t wanna b a bxtch towards u

Ok i wont bae ill keep smart assssss remarks to my self

For now on

well there’s a difference between smart aśs and sayin something u know is going to set me off

we r both smart aśs but fxckin don’t say shït to pïss me off like that godd

Aye ill brb

k

if ur just gon go smoke dont even txt me back I’ll just go to bed and txt u in the morning

like I wanna talk but ima not in the mood rn

Nah i was talkin to meh dad

k

Lol yee sorry for ppiiss u off tho babe like i trully am like god dam babe im sorry

just... ugh idek i mean I kinda blew up but when I get pïssed I get pïssed like just start blowing up but it takes me a bit to get there soooo idek

Its fine babe just nxt time tell me to fxck off

well hopefully there won’t b a nxt time

Yee true babe

I mean it takes me a bit to get me to that point and it’s kinda obvious when I’m about to just start losing my shît soo fxck

Well im the same way babe

fxcking ughhhhh nxt thing cuz I’m kinda on edge at this point

Ok babe wyd

Besides playin wit a frogf

well my frog is outside... he’s pretty cute tho and he’s gon b my fren cuz I hate literally just about everyone else 😐

just sitting here tho in the damñ dark... wyd

that frog is pretty cute tho I like him

we cool

Lyin down wishin we were cuddlin

same... I mean I’m kinda startin to freak out a bit rn so I dunno

like paranoia

okay yea I’m kinda flipping now fxckin baaaaaabe shït

fxck I can’t bring that up with u nvm but fxckin yea cuddlin now would b great plz

Y u freakin out babe

???

I can’t bring that up with u

Y not

but someone brought it up with me and I’m kinda flipping like everything is way too close to me and I need to kinda get tf out of here like now but I don’t wanna b outside fxck

I can’t babe trust me I can’t that’s not fair to u

Babe yea it is i mean u delt wit my asssss so just vent what happend

it kinda feels like everything is happening all over again and ughhhh fxckinnnn I neeeeeed uuuuu like nowwwww

noooooo cuz u might flip Idek how u will react bringing it up and idek it should b me being over it by. o but I’m not and I’m kinda gettin claustrophobic af and kinda flipping

Babe is it about the guy

Who brought it up

fxckkknnnnn I’m kinda flipping babe fxckin it’s like in here noo fxck

okay nope nope ima just chill in this corner in a ball and freak for a sec

someone I was txting that knew about it and like all the images like the first week after like every time I close my eyes fxckin there can’t get tf rid of it

Tell me more who brought it up y did they bring it up and babe calm down breath threw ur noise and out ur mouth

I’m legit fxckin shaking umfxckkkn noo

he said the name, I closed my eyes, he was there and I flipped like idek y I’m just fxck no

Babe in threw ur noise and out ur mouth ok? its goin to be ok just talk to me about it or some thin else

Ok well calm down babe like i said breath threw ur nose and out ur mouth god ik i spelt some thin wrong

idekkk I’m not even meaning to which scares me like kinda feels like ima look down and it’s there and everywhere and in my head and holy fxck

Try to think about spring break and how much fun u had then or some other time just think about some thin good

u know I just kinda feel like ima bout to throw everything up

Y babe

good question just now I don’t rly feel good at all

u know I’m not getting sleep tonight

Kinda weird

I don’t like he’s fxcking everywhere I look at the moment and I feel like ima just throw up in a sec

I can stay up wit u

Idk what to tell u babe

no u don’t have to it’s fine

go to sleep if u want

I shouldn’t even b freaking out about this fxckin im sorry this was March I mean if I’m sensitive idek it’s just kinda hitting me hard rn

Babe im stayin up wit u cause i love u and im here for u and ima goin to try to be a good bf for once and stay up and give u comfort

babe I’m fine okay I promise idek I’m bein weird tonight I don’t rly know y but I am it’s okay babe

Babe it will be wit u no matter what it will wake u up at nights even tho u might be in a good drea,

it’s just now when I close my eyes it’s idek I’m so fxckin sensitive shït

Babe ima be here for u

Cuddlin cuddle a cat or ur blanket

I dunno I wanna sleep honestly but I can’t close my eyes

just gonna idek I have a fluffy pillow ima just put between me and the door cuz rn the door is freaking me tf out and I can’t put my back towards it

And if u cant do that thats sayin somethin ok babe just it ok

I rly wanna cuddle with u rn holy fxck idek y any of this is happening just one name

like literally one name was said to set me off idek

Yea babe ik it might not seem like alot but it is and yeess i would cuddle wit u rn

babe just go to bed okay u need to sleep and I’m keeping u up and in all honesty I need to try and sleep at least cuz idek I just don’t wanna keep u awake

baaaaaaaaaaabe noooo fxckk

ummmmm nope not normal fxck this okay this isn’t okay

yup ima die someone is gonna come and murder me ima die

Babe r u ok like whats happening now

ummmm was it raining

plz say it’s raining

And babe ima stay up wit u as long as i can

is it fxckin rianig

raining*

ima die ima b murdered

Ok what about it

Nah babe u wont

is it raining do u hear rain

YEP I’m dying

murder is gonna come killme

No i dont hear rail

Rain*

yep I’m dying

I heard a scream then rain and I hear rain rn and then the scream again and I hear rain still then I heard somethin and it feels like someone is here like I hear someone hear and fxck ima die

fxck there was the scream again

Babe no one is at ur house ok its probs just owen or shortys cats

well the scream was no that was no thx I can’t tell wth it is I mean it could just b a horse or some shït but fxckin nah nope that’s not right

I heard like Idek how to explain it but it wasn’t a damñ cat the kittens r in shorts room and they r asleep

Babe its ok no ones at ur house ur goin to live ur fine ok know i love u gorgeous❤️❤️

babe okay soo fxckin ru tired

no ima fxckin die but I love u too babe ❤️

Then babe idk what there are

Nah im not tired babe and no ur not goin to die

babe u tired?

No babe im fine lol

yes I am... I mean I kinda want u to go get sleep okay I mean I might try here I’m kinda tired and would rathe rn asleep before my dad wakes up

I mean I’m curled up in a ball currently so I think ima b fine I mean if there is a murderer then ima fxcked but u know

True but ur goin to live babe ok and no one is at ur house so ur fine babe ok

well it feels like a mf is here

hey go to bed babe srsly okay? like u need sleep oml

Nah i dont need sleep im fine

u sure? I was gonna try and see if I can sleep I mean I doubt I can but idek tbh

ugh I srslt just wanna see u tho fxck this ugh

Same babe

Monday seems fxckin too far but at the same time I don’t want Monday to come at all

Yea babe ik

sorryyy I’m tryna idek

I should just sleep but idek

Babe its fine lol yee ur the one who should sleep tho baby

idek I should but fxckin I dunno I could try but I’m so paranoid rn I dunno if I could

Im sorry baby yee cuddlin would be perfect wouldnt it

maybe I should I just almost fell asleep a sec ago tho

yess it would b fxckin perfect rn

Yee so r u goin to bed??

I might need to tbh oml

I mean I’m either gon fall asleep while talking to u or I’m gon stay up then hear something again then flip

Like u said i should go to bed but i wanna make sure ur doin ok and fall asleep ok

babe I’m fine I’ll just go to bed I think I’m good rn I mean I’m calm now unless I hear anything else but so far everything is quiet again

just got to bed I’ll go to bed too

and my dad is awake so fxck

Well good luck good night love u gorgeous❤️❤️

Good morning*

okayy I love u too babe ❤️❤️ ig ima miss u tomorrow idek if ur gon txt at any point oml but yea... k night tho babe ❤️

lol tru tho

Lol yee ima txt yea kk love yea❤️❤️

okayy love u ❤️

❤️❤️

holy fxckkk I’m fat