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come with me *motions to the kitchen and smiles small*

i’ve got chocolate, vanilla, and cookies and cream *opens the freezer and steps aside gently*

that’s what i was thinking too *nods and grabs it, then grabs two bowls from the cabinet*

should we watch a movie? or listen to sad music again? *forces a bit of a laugh and puts the ice cream into the bowls*

yeah of course *hands you the scoop and smiles small while i go to grab two spoons*

good thing i have blankets *smiles and comes back to you, putting the spoons in the bowls*

*takes the bowl and waits for you, then starts to walk to the living room* what movie are you feeling?

it’s allll up to you *smiles small and sits down on the couch, then grabs a blanket for you*

oh i’ve never seen it *nods and grabs the remote, turning it on and sets my bowl in my lap*

good god *tries to hold back a laugh and takes a bite to stop myself* i’m sorry it’s not funny i just didn’t expect that to come out of your mouth

i didn’t think it would be that sad *smiles and turns my attention to the screen*

*pouts my lip out a bit and glances over at you then back at the screen*

*eats my ice cream and watches the movie, occasionally glancing at you*

i don’t mind this *shakes my head softly and smiles gently as i look at you* but i understand if you’re uncomfortable

me too, you’re not alone *nods gently and turns back to the screen, taking another bite*

*watches and leans my head back on the couch softly*

yeah of course *picks up the remote, gently handing it to you*

*smiles and sets my bowl on the coffee table* what song?

*takes the remote from you again and squints my eyes as i pull up youtube and turn it on then smiles* brat

*laughs softly and pushes your legs gently* actually i have a better idea for after this and it starts with tara and ends with yummyyyyy

*laughs and playfully shields my face* hey hey hey not niceeee

*chews on the inside of my cheek and smiles as i shake my head, taking my pillow and tosses it back at you playfully*

*grins and shakes my head at you, then raises my eyebrows back* a new miller

i’m done, thank you *smiles and gently places my bowl in your hand*

*watches you walk away and lets out a breath as you walk into the kitchen*

*waits for you to come back, tapping my f ingers on my knee*

of course it is *nods at you gently and smiles small*

*smiles at you and gently takes the bottle, opening it then hands it back to you*

*turns to face you and tilts my head a bit* so, now could you tell me what the doctors think you may have? i’ve been worried about you since you told me

*changes to a riley green some for you and looks back at you* you don’t have to tell me

right, i see *nods softly and looks at you* but they still don’t know like for sure?

*nods and goes to reach for your hand then stops myself, discreetly “fixes” the blanket instead the pulls my hand back* you’re going to be okay, maybe this is part of the reason you’re sad?

yeah i bet that’s part of it. that and just feeling weak all the time, you just don’t feel like yourself *nods and looks at your hand, playing with my f ingers*

yeah *nods and l ays my head against the couch as well, still looking at you*

why not? *smiles small as i keep my eyes on you, playing with the edge of the blanket near your legs*

*watches as your leg moves closer and takes in a silent deep breath* hmmm, are they? i didn’t know

i had a hunch *smiles at you and meets your eyes gently*

that’s also true *smiles a bit wider and looks down at your leg, then back up at you*

*places my hand gently on your leg and brushes my thumb against it* i know

it’s okay *keeps my hand on your leg and nods gently*

*moves my hand from your leg and frowns a bit as i place my hands back in my lap* i’m sorry too

well i’m still sorry *forces a bit of a smile and scoots a little closer to you*

*wraps my arms around you, running my fingers through your hair gently as i hold you tightly* we’re okay

*pulls you into my lap so i can hold you better, resting my head on top of yours as my eyes will with tears*

*gently wipes my eyes before looking down at you in my arms*

hi *smiles halfway at you, my eyes still watery*

i’m okay *sniffs a bit and nods as i finish wiping my eyes*

*lets out a breath and rests my forehead against yours, furrowing my eyebrows* i don’t know

but i’ll always be right here *nods and keeps my forehead against you, wrapping my arms back around your waist*

yes *nods and looks at you gently, brining my hand up to wipe your tears before they fall*

you will *nods gently and speaks softly*

don’t say that *shakes my head gently and brushes your hair out of your face*

*moves my hands to your back, holding you against me as our foreheads press together*