plz have respect and don’t read. THANK U!!

Swimmer08

plz have respect and don’t read. THANK U!!


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hello
I have a really long story about why I’m depressed and why I started hurting myself
I’ll tell u if I wanna hear it
I won’t tell you if you don’t want to hear it
well basically a girl in my class was being very rude and homophobic to em after I came out as Bi to my class and then I told my friend what she was saying and she got mad at me and said she was going to kill herself
like 2hrs later I was crying and talking to my ex bestie who was messaging her and she didn’t even do anything to herself
I spent like 2 hrs thinking I just made her kill her self and went and cut myself and then she told everyone that it was my fault and then said it was all a joke and started laughing about it even though I’d don’t sleep at all that night cause I was o stressed out
so*
she also then had been being really horrible to me
I also then lost my best friend of 10 years and now I have no friends I literally have no one
i havnt has contact with anyone in my class in ages and they all H8 me
I punch my wall when I’m upset but it just makes it hurt more
I’m not allowed to get a pet......I’m not allowed to get stuff cause my parents say they don’t want me to seem ‘special’
they don’t know I hurt myself
they think I’m fine
my parents also H8 me I was the mistake
my reason is to kill myself
I miss my best friend so much I’m lost without her and idk what to do with myself
it just makes me more upset! she was my best friend for 10 years
hi how r u? 😁