no,ur not annoying,u can do it,u can tell your parents...i know it's not vvv easy,sometimes I can't even have enough courage to ask things to my mom,no matter simple and stupid they are,but u can,u can because ur smart,and awesome and ur not annoying,maybe if u can't tell ur parents directly,write a note a leave it where they can read it

you are not annoying. you are one of the bravest people i have ever met, gone through all of this and still holding up. most people i know would have probably been dead already, but your still here. and im sure most people are so happy about that. i dont know you that well, but if you ever need anybody to talk to i am always here for you. xoxo- tinted_rain💕