hewwo babes 💕💕

hi!! 💓

hru? xx

i'm great! :D i slept a lot so i feel good :)

but was there something you needed to say? :o it sounded important :)

ermmmm....

i'm listening~~

I still like u 😳💕

you do? >< you're not sad that i can't really feel anything right?

idk anymore tbh

i don't want you to be sad but i can't help the way i look at things billie. :( i still like someone that broke my heart half a year ago. i'm a huge dweller and i'm really sorry about that :( but you're really cool and pretty and you'll find someone 💓

i can't just magically change my feelings to make you happy because i'd be lying to myself. i'm sorry, i'm all for making people happy but i don't like being a liar-- and the truth is that i don't see you that way.

okay dw bout it

i still love you :) 💓

okay 😔

dw bout it I think I've found someone 😉

i told you you would! 💓 good luck billie, i'm here for u! 💓

thanks but the thing is... 💖💖

is..?

they r straight 💕

ah that's happened to me before :-( it'll get better! at least you've moved on! i'm proud of you for doing what you can do. 💓💓

I'm bout to ask them 🤔

good luck billie!! 💓

thanks babes I'm sorry 💕💕

aha no need to apologize~~~ i'm actually really happy for you! tell me how it goes! 💓

wil do xx

DAMMÏT

straight?

it'll be ok! there's lots of other fish in the sea~~ don't bring yourself down! 💓

I need help 💕

with?

someone

sorry I love u ✌🏻️

it's fine, i'm probably just gonna leave anyway lol

im continuously being brought into drama that i don't need to be in and people around me keep being negative and having two panic attacks in two days isn't good, it's a sign i need to take a break

i have genuinely overworked myself i truly can't do this for awhile

sorry it's just that it's 12 years today since I was adopted

stop apologizing when it's quite evident i'm the only one at fault. all i've done these two days is make you feel miserable. i'm absolutely worthless and it's no secret. stop apologizing and stop being sad i truly can't stand to see it. it keeps bringing me down so please stop.

i'm taking a break though. i'm being pushed over my limit and i can't take it anymore; it's likely i'll relapse if i stay here much longer. so just take care of yourself and remember all the good and positive things i told you that you just won't believe. because they're all true. all of the positive things i post and say are true. you just have to realize that on your own.

don't leave please I haven't meant for this to happen