the last time I got a comment from them was like 6 hours ago and I’m not okay

that was last night

at like 12am

agh I’m in school and I’m freaking out I’m sorry

I’m about to switch classes and if I’m caught with my phone in my next class I’m in trouble so I’ll try to talk the next chance I get

I’m gonna try to hope. ty fren

nO come back!

noooo please come back fren!!!😥

oof I miss you

^^^ UM THATS NOT TRUE GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW I LOVE YOU

oof I’m sorry

and I’m not pretty

agh no

I’m really not though

I guess I’m gonna go die in a hole then

I feel terrible Kate

Lots of depression. I have this heavy empty feeling in my chest

I’ve been trying all day and nothing is working. I just want to crawl into a ball and die

I’m never positive I won’t hurt myself in any way though

nono don’t feel terrible please

you’re delaying a post I had planned to post 20 minutes ago so that’s good

it’s not your fault

it’s mine

ergh no you’ll be mad at me

I planned to post something saying I’m sorry in advance and then go on private 30 minutes later..agh you’re going to be mad at me why am I telling you this

I’m sorry. You’ll probably see it some time this week...i planning on going on private right now, if you hadn’t talked to me I would be on private right now

tell them not to be worried

and boy let me tell you about timing

I left to go eat dinner thinking you were worried o hadn’t answered you

but I come back

and you had just commented

ack no I don’t want you to worry

nO yOu CaNt WoRry

nonono I can’t have you worrying when I leave that’s not good

sorry my dad asked me to do something

I’m back

I’m just overwhelmed with the events of my life from the past few days. My anxiety is getting worse, I’m getting panic attacks more and more often, sometimes for no reason. I feel more and more depressed every day. I just can’t do it

I also feel like a burden and an annoyance to everyone

but I’m so attached to the people here on pc

but i feel like i need to distance myself from everyone

asklfjrneiflsf no

will it? everyone can stop being annoyed by my stupid posts if I just leave

I feel annoying

I don’t feel like it

my brain is telling me terrible things I’m so sorry

I C A N T

hold on my mom told me to fold clothes

sorry I’m back

okay what

gr8 👌

how much ibuprofen is an overdose (oh my god I just realized how terrible that sounds. no I’m not about to overdose)

okay

not really, but I’ll be fine

I think

please don’t care about me

i don’t deserve you or anyone else here

im such a bītch

im sorry

I’m not worth your worry

please stop freaking out

I don’t want you to freak out

agh stop freaking out. its confusing me even more

no you haven’t messed up you’re just confusing me. my emotions are confusing me

this is not your fault

it’s mine

also I’m either falling asleep or blacking out I’m not really sure yet

BUT IT IS MY FAULT

I promise to attempt to make it through the night, if it means you’ll stop worrying

i love you too

thank you for not worrying. aren’t you at school?

no I’m on the bus

I’m not busy. Are you okay?

no not really but it’s whatever. I’m sorry I scared you

it is though, I scared you

just the same stuff as yesterday

and I swear it was my fault do not blame it on yourself

it’s okay

hey I gotta go get my sister from the bus stop I should be back soon