8/6/18 Feeling hopeless again, I’m being let down by someone over and over again. To the point where I’m self harming again, but the worst part is that they don’t realise just how much it’s hurting me

To put it simply, imagine I’m a sparkler, when the sparkler is lit then it’s full of life and happy to be around, but then a gust of wind blows out the sparkler. The sparkler can be re-lit, but it needs a lighter to help it start again

I am currently a blown out sparkler, I can be “re-lit” but I need the support to help me (the lighter) and atm I haven’t got a lighter to help me

I’m sure that someone will be my lighter, and I’ll be re-lot soon, but until then I’m just drained and kind burnt out and there’s not much I can do without a lighter

I’m sure I’ll be fine, I just need a lighter first. Also, I haven’t been active just cause I’ve been busy with work, I’m still alive and breathing. I haven’t been depressed this whole time, just for about the past week and I just needed to vent to someone

If you took the time to read till the end of all of this mess, thank you so much for listening. I love you so so much and I’m glad I have someone I can at least vent my feelings to 🙂💙💙💙💙💙xxxxxxxxx

dude, if you need to vent, I'm the fecking emotional vacuum... sucking up all the venting u need!

if you need anything..... hmu cuz I know how draining life can be sometimes, and sometimes all we need is something small or just to, ya know, vent