hey

everyday I look and see if you posted anything new. I know it will be a no, but there is some hope in me that you’re not actually dead. I watched your casket get lowered into the ground.. yet I still have hope. if you can see this bro.. I love you. things are hard here. Jess is starting school soon, she likes boys and I want to kill them all and she is the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. she looks just like you. I don’t know what I’ll do when she moves out. I love you bro. hope you’re happy wherever you are.

//Jay