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um meredith told me some guys took her and are putting needles in her arms?? and they took her clothes but she doesn’t know where she is
she said it’s someone associated with mitchell
i don’t know jay. can you go and try to find her?
nothing yet.
this probably won’t help but she said she’s at a really big house.
uGh she’s not giving me any details
i don’t know. she said they put needles in her arms that make her sleepy and her typing is very bad
ugh i fûcking hate mitchell
woah go meredith
damñ
he deserves it honestly
i don’t like him
very much
i honestly don’t know jay
im sorry:(
its not your fault:(
no. she deleted her account:(
she said she got sold for one grand for the week.
i dunno:(
yay:)
it’s not your fault bud:(
mm i know you do:)
mm did you find her?
she told me she’s on east past the golden mile and that she’s wearing a pink poofy dress
why’d you guys break up:((
she said you were drunk and you broke up with her
and she’s back at that masters house
she said she’s gonna hurt him and escape
mm
umm meredith told me to tell you that you’re her lobster and that she misses you and not to go with someone else
something like that ha
she wants me to be mean to her??
she wants you to go pick her up
outside hollywood cinema at 1:39
*1:30 ugh
she is, she wants you to meet her there
she’s going there after she beats the dude i guess
hopefully she gets out
sorryyyy
jAaaAyyY
did you know joe died?
oh shît. is she doing better?
can you not go see her?
have you heard anything?
my friend is in england and i’m jealous
she won’t let you see her? that sucks
i know. i don’t know why she’s with him. she loves you. all she tells me is “i miss jay” “i want jay to hug me” and all that
i don’t know jay. lets just see how long this meredith and rodger relationship lasts
don’t do anything dumb jay.
don’t go fûck some bîtch, you know how heartbroken she’d be
i don’t like pîssed off jay, so i’m not gonna talk to him. xoxo
i’m here jay. you’re not cutting, you promised. talk to me.
jay you can’t, you promised. you’ve been doing so good, do you know how happy that makes me? that’s all me and meredith were talking about the other day, how you haven’t cut in over two months. don’t ruin it now.
don’t drink too much.
because you’re crazy when you’re drunk jay.
you’re still her lobster jay, you’ll always be her lobster
i’m sorry:(( you wanna talk about it?
always. i was crying last night aha
she won’t call him her lobster bud.
she stopped talking to me too bud.
hopefully jay.
no side hôes jay
jay.
yikes
i don’t think she has bud.
go after her jay. fûck that rodger dude.
go to the hospital jay.
she won’t freak out. bring her something nice. like a mcflurry, she likes though. or maybe some pretty flowers?
haha i don’t know what that is
your mcdonald’s aren’t opened 24/7 there? that’s lame. theyre open 24/7 in america.
you got 15 minutes, you better hurry
that’s sweet jay.
sucks for you
umm yikes
break the rules and sneak in
shît
the doctors feed her, she spits it out sometimes
i love her wow she’s a great friend
you’re in love with hEr, i just love her as my best friend:)
i love you as my best friend too:)
YOURE MY BEST FRIEND JAY I LOVE YOU
my ex got mad at me for saying i love you to my friends
he thought i was in love with them or someThinG
we’re not together anymore so i’m just gonna say i love you to all my friends
I LOVE YOU A LOT JAY
YOURE PRETTY GREAT
NO IM NOT
MEREDITH
SHES TALKING TO ME
OKAY
NO DONT GET HIGH
REQUEST DENIED:)
BECAUSE I SAID SO
visiting hours are 10-12 and 2-5 tomorrow
she wants a mcflurry
or a curly wurly
whatever the fûck that is
or a marvelous creation
mcdonald’s is cheap be quiet
drugs are gross
no you’re not
i want chick-fil-a
good food
better than mcdonald’s
ugh jAy
it’s illegal to drink under 21 sooo no drinking for me
vodka smells gross
that sucks
my friends in england right now and i’m actually jealous that she’s in the same country as you and meredith
what did she say
i told you :)
okay i’m coming
why do you have to go live with him?
i love my dad, i hate my mom
um how far away is that?
you can’t move that far away from meredith, she’d freak
i still got six hours bud.
you’re an adult, you don’t have to go live with your father
i hate parents sometimes
i got the sudden urge to barf haha
no.
you’re drunk?
awh bud:(
i’m laying in bed watching friends ahah
that makes me uncomfortable.
your sister right? :(
you’d didn’t kill her bud. you got in an accident.
talk to me jay.
awh bud:(
i know, it breaks my heart that she’s there
awh my babe:(
yes i did, 7 weeks.
is it yours or mitchell or some other dude?
i dunno
i don’t know, i was just wondering
there’s not another guy bud
there’s not another dude jay
i don’t know jay
IM SO PROUD OF YOU BUD
GO JAY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
no jay, you’ve been doing so good
no it’s not
what time is it there?
she might be sleeping i don’t know
mhm i feel bad for you
jay don’t do thatttt
bud she’s in a better place, she’s happy up there
jay no more drinking, you’re drunk
bud stop drinking, drink some water and get some rest.
bud stop drinking, please
good. drink some water
no bud you can’t.
you can’t, you promised me
awh bud:(
who’s rosie?
how about you hug meredith’s bear instead?
and listen to her playlist bud.
only if you just cuddle bud.
i know you do bud
mhm i’m sorry
i did not understand a word you just said, you’re so drunk jay
i’m not drunk jay. and no you cannot fûck rosie
thank you.
mm i don’t know bud
me too
i told you not to drink
mhm i think you should
goodnight jay, i love you too. sleep good
well you wanted to cuddle rosie and fûck her and i told you not to. then you said you were cuddling meredith’s bear and then you went to sleep
meredith broke up with that rodger dude :)
yes, yes she did:)
jay... :((
meredith’s gonna be pîssed
you know she’s gonna find out eventually jay
are you drunk?
i won’t leave jay. just no more drinking okay?
thank you
very proud
meredith wants you to go pick her up or message her at least
dang
yes. she said people are really mean
umm i dunno
are you drunk again?
just hold her or something
ooh sing to her she likes that
mm good
what?
yay:)
i’m trying:(
i gotta pee but i’m watching friends
oh no :(
holy shît
hey hi i know you’re excited about that but umm meredith passed out
focus jAy
pick her up and grab some stuff to take to the hospital
she’s passed out you can’t wake her
she’ll wake up on her own. my brother has passed out before and he was woken on his own. is she breathing?
just make sure that she stays breathing. did you stop the bleeding?
clean up the cuts
okay then have them clean the cuts
are they gonna let you go with them?
i’m tired
why? x
well that’s good. is she awake?
did they put a oxygen mask on her?
well that’s good. how you holding up?
mm what time is it? like almost 2am?
mhm. are you allowed to be in her room?
you do need to let her rest bud:(
you’re very excited about her being your girlfriend:) i’m glad :))
does nick know what happened?
i think you should tell him
he’s mean i know :(
he told me to fûck off because i told him to be nice to meredith:(
i hope you won:)
why are you up aha?
is meredith up?
mm okay. so you stayed there the whole night?
that’s sweet of you :)
omg so does miNe
i slept on it wrong
i’m tired tOo
hm me too :(
oh la la:))
so you got her for her birthday?
you’ll get her back soon jay
ignore her baha
oh yikes that’s funny
when can you?
when do you think she’ll be awake?
mHm
i don’t know jay :((
me too :( no one cuddles me though
GO SEE HER
tell her i love her :))
umm sing to her again :)
and hold her
oh um that’s the luke dude. he’s mad at her and she’s sad about it
don’t be upset jay :(
are you sure?
sure it does jay :(
i’m sorry:( wanna talk about it?
i cried today whoops. it was for the stupidest reason bahah
oh no:(
hm tell her i love her again:) tell her i love her very much
give her a good hug for me :)
what is she sorry for? :(
no no tell her it’s fine
tell her it’s fine, really. i understand
just let her cry it out
she’s so precious, i love her
my neck really hurts:(
it’s almost 1:30am here ughhhh
oh that sucks
let her sleep, i’m sure she needs it
oh no no no don’t do that
did she wake up?
that’s good
oh yikes
is it weird when she calls you that in public?
well you have fun with that aha
hm i don’t know, i’m sleepy
i’m in serious pain
my neck
i sleep in awful position
dude 7:45am, who gets drunk that early?
uh you’re weird
don’t get drunk
jay don’t :(
because i don’t want you to
don’t :(
i start school on tuesday oh my lord
i won’t
at all
that school is hełl on earth
you’re right
i wanna go to sleep
you suck
i’m exhausted
i gotta pee too
you’re in the same building as you, im in a different countRy
don’t get drunk jay
but i don’t want you tooooo
please:((
i don’t know, maybe. why?
i’ll stay up for another hour, i have to be up at 9:30
it’s 2:10 in the morNing be grateful i’m up still
you’re welcome jay:)
i’m not
i’m sleepy though
i’m getting my hair done tomorrow yAy
yeS
how much should i get cut off?
oH yikes i don’t know
i was thinking like maybe an inch off
that’s a lot wOw
mine goes like mid back
anD i’m getting it thinned
my hairs too thick, so i’m thinning it out
tHink about iT
ew gross no not layered
i hate layers
i’m boRed
i’m thirsty
ugh jay
guess i’m not going to sleep then :)
HAHA NO YOU THOUGHT
i need to sleep
i actually have no idea
i love meredith too
i need to sleep
mhm
what?
okAy
i don’t knowww
twelve more minutes
i have to be up in six hours fÛcK
i slept for ten hours it was great
can i go to sleep?
hm okay i’m going to sleep :)
i’m here bud
i don’t know jay :(
she told me drunk jay was cute :)
just go see her bud
my arm hurts
what happened ?
who’s aurora?
oh shît
my babe:(
i don’t know jay :( i think we just needs some time alone
just give her some time, but don’t go far, how about that ?
mm
um go get her
i’ll try and talk to her
she said she’s going with aurora and that maybe you can come too
yikes
she said she’s on the golden mile
i don’t know jay:(
i feel so bad for her oh my lord :(
not like i used to:(
she’s near retro skate, she told me to tell you
she said there’s a guy who’s following her and putting his hand up her skirt, sO yeah go get her
mhm yeAh
that’s what she told me
i don’t know jay:(
yay:)
beat the guy
are you okay?
awh jay:(
are you alright?
why are you crying bud? :(
is that um when emily died? :(
or something else?
awh bud:( i’m so sorry
i know you do :(
i’m sorry:(
accidents happen jay, it’s not your fault
jay, no:(
crying is good jay
i know you miss her jay:(
no:( you’ve been doing so good jay:((
still crying? :(
mhm:(
how can i help?
why’d she go home? :(
she said that nick told her she has to get a grand this month or he’s gonna kick her out and send her to master :(
i think we all do
awh:(
did you ever find out about moving in with your dad?
mm okay
i don’t like your dad:(
please don’t:(
i’m cold
jay meredith said she’s sorry for everything and for being a bîtch and she said she’s “leafing”
i don’t know where she is:(
no you can’t bud:(
i don’t know jay:( she didn’t answer me
she said you didn’t do anything, it’s her
she said she’s not gonna talk to you
she thinks you’re gonna cheat on her
and she said you can talk to rosie
you fûcked rosie? when did this happen?
“fûck him. he can go fûck himself, rosie. what a dîck”
:(
jay don’t cut.
i don’t know where she is jay.
she’s at masters house.
yes that’s where she is
oh
i know you are jay.
i’m sorry. but you’re drunk jay, you need to stay home
what?
someone dropped a baby off at your house?
oh shît
hold it and rock it.
jay is it your baby?
oh jay.
not at all.
did you cheat on meredith with this girl?
but you got a girl pregnant. and you got meredith pregnant didn’t you?
but meredith is pregnant.
mhm
she’s gonna know something’s up. you’re drunk, no one lets a drunk person watch their baby
that’s because it’s your baby.
she knows about the baby.
mm okay.
she’s just upset.
she said she was outside your house
status epilepticus? x
oh my. x
what? what is happening?
holy shît
i have no idea what to do jay, shît
i don’t know jay, i really don’t
she doesn’t hate you. she’s upset with you.
there could of been a chance of death, i’m sure
she won’t jay, i promise
so am i jay
i mean that’s what happens when you’re having a seizure
well at least you called for an ambulance
she doesn’t hate you jay
shes in a coma?…
she loves babies:)
she’s so cute
she will jay, give it some time
um i guess, i don’t know
mhm maybe
she’ll be fine jay
she’ll wake up jay, she’ll be fine. people who usually don’t wake up from comas are people who got in really bad accidents.
she’ll be fine, okay?
what if she wakes up?
good.
mm okay
how is she?
mhm
she’s having a c section?
awh :(
i know she is, i know how bad she wants a little meredith
i know she was:(
poor meredith:(
put a baby in her :)
okay don’t do that
i don’t know jay:(
yay
mm i know
mhm good, she needs to sleep
i think she did
she thinks you don’t like her anymore because of all her scars and all that
why haven’t you seen her? where’d she go?
she’s at masters :/
awh :(
she misses you too
mhm i know. she got an app for ariana grande emoji stickers stuff
mm she said she’s feeling vet suicidal right now
why was someone holding a knife to your neck?
i know. okay but you hid the blade in the fridge? you need to learn to hide things better
so throw it out? why keep it in the house?
call the ambulance again jay
okay is she still breathing?
wash her cuts and call the ambulance.
just do it jay
poor meredith awh :(
good
so she woke up?
good
it makes me feel heartbroken and sad. :(
mhm
just make sure she gets better
and tell her i love her
she’s my babe:( i hate when this happens to her
awh:( she isn’t going to lose me
why did she break up with you?
are you with meredith?
she’s not talking to me anymore :/
she said she loves me and then left
oh no :(
oh good lord
her dad touches her? that’s so fûcked up. i hate boys
did you ever find her?
you didn’t go? my hełl jay
um i think she will know
i’m sorry jay i’m here
oh shît
i got her to believe that you didn’t hit her and she wants you to go back
i have no idea
she said you called her nuts.
hi um no you’re not gonna cut
what the fûck?
i’m so sorry jay:( i have no idea what to say :(
don’t cut bud :(
why did he even do it in the first place?
what did the letter say?
jay, bud :(
can you talk to meredith? please?
hm
will you talk to me?
i mean about how you’re feeling
don’t you think you should sleep?
why not?
meredith just asked me what her favorite color is, what is it? i feel bad i don’t know it
mhm
someone’s taking her phone in 2 minutes
why is she asking me all these questionsss
what’s her favorite food?
what the heck are potato waffles?
she said that’s her favorite
her favorite hot drink?
i still don’t get why she’s asking me these questions
isn’t it like coffee or something?
is it bad that i don’t know these? i mean it’s not like we talk about it
okay why the hełl would i know this, is she right handed or left?
oH i think i remember her telling me that
oh shîT she told me this once what is she allergic to?
dang that sucks
awh:(
what are her favorite shows on netflix?
oh yeah she told me about orange is the new black
and friends
i love friends
you’re her lobster :)
what’s her favorite movie?
you should, and then you’ll get the reference
the whole lobster reference, it’s from friends
what accent does she have? i said british but she said more specific anD i said i should get extra points because i said you have an irish accent
um because you told me and meredith told me
well then
no :(
jay :((
you’ve been doing so good jay
thank you jay
can you just get some rest please?
want me to see if i can get meredith over to your house?
she just asked me why her middle name is symbolic to her
oH yeah she told me it was her moms name
i have a bad memory aha
meredith said she doesn’t know if she can come see you
she said josh won’t let her out
i know you do bud :(
she’s working
of course
i know jay. why did you do it?
meredith really wants you
she said near asda
she’s in a house, she doesn’t know
she said the people told her to go to sleep
i’m sorry jay
um they also told her to take a pill
unfortunately i am serious
me neither
i have no idea what to do jay
i think she’s awake now
okay goodnight bud
jay i think she wants to do something
she said to me “look after jay”
she won’t tell me what’s wrong
she’s not answering me anymore
mm he safe
how about that forrest or whatever?
with aurora?
did you look anywhere else?
i’m talking to her now, i’ll make sure she’s somewhere safe
she said she’s not going back into town
she said addie died?
who’s addie?
she said she won’t ever come back into town
she wants to start over?
her life. she said she could move away and change her name, fake her age and go back to school
i said that you’re in town with her other friends
she said you two could move away together
to cambrīdge
“he could move with me!!!!! we could go to cambrīdge!!!! he could be ross and my name could be rachel and we could be a happy family and hold claws at the bottom of the tank when we’re really old”
i don’t know why she won’t go back into town
i don’t know she won’t tell me
out of town somewhere
did gun find her?
dang
she said she’s leaving and she’ll be back sunday
jay
um so apparently she moved to london with joe and she got a new phone and doesn’t know your number so she said to turn your imessage on
hi
when was the last time you saw her?
these boys took her, doing bad things to her
very serious
i don’t know. i don’t know why she’s staying with her dad anyways
mhm same
i’m so sore
jay
i’m sorry :(
i miss you too bud
i don’t know bud, i really don’t know
i know you love her bud
unblock meredith
hi
of course she did, she still does
jay she loves you
i miss you too
hi jay
miss you
mhm i’m proud of you
i’m alright, how are you?
you okay?
wanna talk about it?
mhm i miss her too
um so she said there’s a train leaving at 10:17 and she’s coming to see you i think
hi
eh i’m alright
hi
is she back yet?
how is she?
sing to her
she’s precious, i love her
you’re my favorite person jay
i know, meredith told me how happy you were
i’m glad
i’m doing good
you might be sleeping ahha
hi
hi i’m about to leave
i’m going to see incredibles
hi i’m back
why not propose? you two are old enough to get married
of course she would want to
mhm she’s great
don’t cut jay
why were you going to cut?
a lot of people would care jay
i love you too jay
i love you jay
mhm
hi jay
i’m tired
hi jay
hi
i’m still tired
i’m gonna go back to bed
hi i’m still tired
no i’m never
i’m always tired
my mom said i’ve been sleeping too much ahsgdgehgd
oh well
mhm i love you too
you got in a fight?
why?
did you end it?
hm how many guys did you punch?
why did they fight you?
did you win?
five to one and you won?
wow
go you
hi
i’m tired
i know
i got fourteen hours of sleep one time and i was still tired
hi
no i don’t know what was wrong with meredith
she’s in the hospital?
what happened?
is she okay?
i feel bad for her :(
she didn’t tell me anything
she said that she couldn’t feel
she didn’t feel happy or sad
she felt nothing
mhm i know
this might be vEry shocking but
i’m tired
goodness
that’s a long time
you should of just snuck into her room
well
i’m gonna go take a nap
tell meredith i love her whenever you see her :)
hi
did you go home or are you still at the hospital?
and you can’t go back and see her?
she’s talking to me right now
just sneak back there ahah
well that sucks
that sounds uncomfortable
i’m sorry
i asked her if she knows what room she’s in but she doesn’t
she is talking to me
wait
she’s in room d8
that’s dumb
it’s just dumb how you can’t go back there whenever you want
when are visiting hours?
hm
well
that might help you fall asleep
but you need some sleep
go to sleep
well good luck with that
meredith scratched one of her cuts and she’s bleeding and she won’t get the nurse
she hasn’t answered me so i’m thinking she got the nurse
okay you should go to sleep now
no one can beat the amount of sleep i get
okay that’s true
where are you and meredith going?
okay but like don’t get too drunk
eh good enough
have fun
meredith is hot
hi
i’m here
but you’re probably sleeping
well neither am i
take her
i have the hiccups
she doesn’t hate you
no
i don’t want to choke
tell her i say she should go to the hospital
no
that requires me to go downstairs
i’m not going downstairs at two in the morning
um tell her that i said that she shouldn’t have any
um me
and other people
well i have a water bottle up here with water in it but it’s been in here for like two days
i know
i can tell you’re drunk
tell her to talk to me
nasty
it’s gross
take her back to the hospital jay
good
she doesn’t hate you jay.
jay stop
she doesn’t hate you
taking her to the hospital was a good thing
and if she doesn’t think that i’ll talk to he
*her
i don’t know jay
hopefully
the paramedics have seen worse, trust me
just tell her i love her, okay?
i might be heading to bed
just keep me updated, okay?
ah let’s not forget that i love you jay
goodnight
but oh
i definitely love meredith more, sorry
and no more drinking
she’s not gonna die jay.
just take a breath jay, she’ll be fine
it’s almost 3am, i’m going to sleep
i love you too jay
i keep looking at the photo because she’s a fûCking babe
i love her
don’t let her go jay, she’s a keeper
she does want a kid
like bad
but i don’t know
um
tell her that i love her
tell her a i love her a lot
i don’t like her like this :(
i think the best thing you can do is just stand by her side
i feel bad for her :(
this is making me sad
mhm me too
yes
she keeps saying she’s not gonna detox
mhm
she keeps telling me she’s going to do just a little bit of drugs
please do
good
i’ll talk to her
she doesn’t hate you
stop saying that jay
mhm thank you
hold her hand
mhm i know you do
read her a book then
look one up online
good idea
you have fun
um you dummy
find her
do you know your way back to meredith?
good
goodness jay
good
me too
hi
my bôobs hurT
ugh
i hate bras
but at the same time i don’t like not wearing one
which is why i wear sports bras
they are
they sucK
i hate them
trust me, they s u c k
how’s meredith?
a quick update because i am exhausted
hi
hi
my mouth feels weird
i don’t knoW
yes meredith was telling me about it
i need a nap
i’m gonna take one
then tell her it doesn’t matter what she wears
i’m perfect because i got soniC
you don’t know what that is but it’s good
omg no
it’s a fast food place
they should build some in england
because she keeps changing
why don’t you just pick something out for her
she’s perfect the way she is and i don’t know why she thinks she doesn’t look good in things
hi
how was going out?
you walked into a car?
you are her profile picture
she keeps saying how cute you are
shut up jay, you’re a babe
you got all the british girls all over you
and basically every other girl too
buT like you got an amazing girL so
anyways i’m going to sleep
it’s nap time
hi
i’m awake
that’s not good
where were you guys?
well that’s good
can you sleep without them?
dang
good
i just got some ice cream
it is good
and why do you want to cut?
don’t do it please :(
i’d be a sad hadley
so don’t cut :(
good
i love you
and i love you most
no you don’t
i win
now go to bed
i thought you were going to get soMe
don’t be sad :(
then i’ll be sad
hi
i’m going to sleep
hi
i might go back to sleep loL
because i love sleep
yes she did send it to me :)
itS fine
you look good for it being a flash photo and you not being ready for it
i would look like a hot mess if that happened
shut up you looked fiNe
you’re very welcome
i love you jay
i love you most
did you get more pills?
when can you go get some from the doctors?
you guys do it weird in england
if you need more pills you just call the doctors and then they send them to a pharmacy and you just pick them up there
it’s easy
oH that’s why
tell meredith to wake up
i miss her
i wanna talk to her before i go to sleep
probably in like a half hour
dang
well she needs rest sO it’s fine
did you get any sleep?
well that’s good
why do you think it’s worse?
i’m sorry that you can’t sleep :(
i’m sure you do
well i’m gonna head to bed
drink some energy drinks or something
i love you :)
hi
how are you?
hi i hope you’re asleep
awh that’s good
hi jay
hi
i cant talk to her till she’s done with her detox :(
um i don’t know
she just said she didn’t want to
i’m gonna miss her
it’s stupid that you can’t visit her
me too :(
don’t drink too much
go d
*good
i’m alright
i’m watching friends and cuddling my dog
we’re lame
but cool
so cool
no
please tell me you don’t have those
oh good lord
i hate you now
true
i have designer sunglasses
they were free though
i’m living large
for my moms work they have conventions things to promote companies and one of them were just handing out designer sunglasses
i meAn who gives out free designer sunglasses
that cost like 300 bucks each
i’ll send you mine
sure thing
i’ll just wear my six dollar sunglasses from las vegas
great
you’re a great friend :)
i know i am :)
i’m kidding
omg
i’m not cocky
honestly me too
there’s confident then there’s cocky
i don’t feel good
my stomach huRts
i ate too many kit kats :(
i love chocolate in general
what the heck is that
what’s an aero bar
i’m so conFuSeD
how the heck do you put bubbles in a candy bar
england is weird
because i live in america
noPe
what are those
no we do not
those sound gross
ew
do you guys have twix?
i love twix
so good
do you have reese’s?
how do you not like them
okay so basically you have the american chocolate but we don’t have the british chocolate
do you have crunch?
crunch is good
no
crunch
it’s chocolate that has like rice chips in it
it’s good
toffee is gross
i like caramel
they’re not even close to the same thing
don’t judge me
whattttt
i do too
what time is it?
well do you believe in soul mates?
mhm it would be
i just had pizza
it’s 7:50 and i want to sleep
me too
how can i help you?
i love you jay
hi
i’m getting chickfila yAy
hi
my dog is shakinG
no i haven’t talked to her
hi
bro she sent me a whole bunch of pictures of you
one with your classes on
and she said you’re tired of waiting and you turned gay omG
no you need to explAiN
yes clearly
listen and this little mustache you’re growing
shave it
:)
good
you need to shave it
and why did you get pulled over
meredith got told that you cheated on her
um i don’t know
she said that getting told that hurt her
we were talking this morning
sorry brO
did you shave yet
good
better than having a mustache
because gross
that depends
i have to see what it looks like :)
okay but like
i don’t know what you looked like when you were seven
all seven year olds are cute
shuT uP
that’s funny
i bet she was adorable
i love that girl
who’s megan?
that’s who told meredith that you cheated on her
um she told meredith that you guys fûcked
oh bro she’s mad at you
“i fûcking hate this. is this why he took me here so happily? to fûck some bïtch”
something like that
i didn’t memorize it
because she thinks you did something
sorry dude
i keep telling her you didn’t cheat
what did she say?
awh ahaha
i love her
hm
well
well that’s good
um i don’t know
me too
i should i of taken a nap today
then take one
my aśs hurts
i wish i knew
i hate life
i want some food
but i’m not getting out of bed
I KNOW MEREDITH SHOWED ME AHAHAHHA
you do look like little baby
you have my approval jay
you have such a baby face noW
omg
that’s so funny ahHhahah
hehe me and meredith are talking about how young you look
SHES SHOWING ME OLD PICTURES OF YOU AWH
THIS IS SO FUNNY BAHAHAHSG
she already showed me twO of herself
true
you were adorable when you were younger
she’s showing me more
i’m laughing hAha
all of them :))
she’s talking about how cute and fluffy your hair was
well it was more fluffy back thEn
my stomach hurts
are you sure you’re not gay 🤔
she showed me a pic of you kissing some dudes cheek
interesting
it’s okay to be gAy
hm okAyyYyY
oh bro that’s true
oH so if you weren’t dating meredith you would be gay
okAy then
you british people are weird
very weird
i love british people though
dude don’t even get me started on ignorant people
cough cough
americans
everyone in america is ignorant
america sucks
because it just does
you’re dumb
why would you do that
um just pull it out then put a band aid on
did you get the class out?
I MEANT GLASS LOL
that’s not good
jay that’s not good
did you cover the cut?
good idea
i know how you feel
i’ve gotten glass stuck in me before
just cover the cut
well just cover it
and apply pressure
i feel bad for you
i’msorry
it’s really bad, isn’t it?
wow
that’s bad
i’m sure it does
i love you too jay
hi
i need to pee
oh shït
im sorry jay
i love you jay
how’s your foot?
well i’m glad it’s feeling better
i’m so sorry
why are they just now telling you this?
i’m so sorry
i’m good
i got some mac and cheese
me and meredith have decided that you two are coming to texas to watch friends with me
we’re gonna pArtYyyY
and party
of course
aH yes i have one like two minutes from my house
it’s so good
my mom got it this morning but didn’t get me anything
i want mcdonald’s
ooh yeah their chicken sandwich is good
i’m so sorry jay :(
hey but meredith comes home soon
mhm
i’m gonna take a nap
i didn’t nap
i took a shower
are you allowed to go see her?
good
what time is it?
hm
well
i’m sure meredith is gonna be glad you’re going to see her
that’s not good
why are you awake
well at least you were sleeping
that’s good
that’s good
i have to pee
i don’t want to go to the bathroom
i’m lazy
and i have a window and i’m bathroom and it scares me when i go in there at night
so what happened with meredith?
well i’m glad you calmed her down
she’s alright now though right?
when does she come home?
that’s good
i’m so sorry about your uncle jay :((
hm well i’m sure he’s happy now jay
yes of course
jay don’t cut, please
just continue to talk to me, okay? don’t do anything, just talk to me
i love you jay
i love you a lot
mhm
just come to texas
then you can be hAppy and hang with me
well yes of course
it’s okay jay. just don’t please
i’d be sad
hm
i think i’m gonna go to sleep soon
i love you jay
mhm i love you too jay
i’m sure today was hard for you
i took a nap earlier
awh jay :(
please don’t :((
you’ve been doing so good jay
awh jay :(
mhm i’m sure he was great
what?
don’t cut babe :(
that’s a long time jay
you should be proud of yourself
no jay :(
jay please don’t :(
how about you drink
better than cutting
how about you just talk to meredith
she makes you happy
well how about you try and sleep
just please don’t cut
are you okay?
hopefully you don’t tell it tomorrow
i know
are you happy?
well how about you just focus on meredith
mhm i love her too
mhm i’m sure you’re happy to finally see her
i love you two
you two are cute
don’t argue with me
no
not facts
stoppp
you and meredith are adorable
i know she is
i know you are jay :(
jay :(
i’m sorry
what makes you happy jay?
why don’t you look at her pictures
mhm have fun
hopefully it will cheer you up
i’m sure it does
maybe once you see her you’ll be happy
i’m sure you don’t jay
and i’m sorry
what time is it?
you really need to sleep
why is it light already
it doesn’t get light till like 6 or 7
how long till the drugs kick in?
hm why don’t you lay down
mhm okay jay, i love you
hi i just finished the episode where phoebe said rachel was ross’s lobster and i thought of you and meredith :)
hi
are you a happy jay today?
well i’m glad you’re happy jay
show me your cAr
have you been driving it a lot today?
my friend has a name for her car
it’s dumb
don’t cut jay :(
well it’s good that you were sleeping
hi
jay
why do you want to take a break from meredith?
okay well
i just think that’s dumb that you are taking a break
you made her upset
you made her think she fûcked up
yes
because you told her that you guys shouldn’t be together till she sobers up
that’s what she told me
i don’t know
here’s what i think
i think you two need each other
especially right now
if you guys are both having some issues
okay well
hi
hi i’m out of town and i kinda wanna go home
what happened?
hi
jay what the heck
stop jay
you’re not doing anything
nothing’s gonna work because you’re not gonna do anything
jay stop
you know you make meredith beyond happy
and you know you make me happy
and you make so many more people happy
so don’t do anything
hi jay
how are you feeling?
do you know how upset she would be
she would be beyond sad
you are a stud
jay you’re not gonna kill yourself
you’re not killing yourself, okay?
why would she be happy? she was scared for her life when she saw you on the floor passed out the other day
jay stop.
i swear
jay stop now
i don’t think you understand how fûcked up you would of made meredith’s life if you killed yourself
can you please just not kill yourself
i’m being serious
i love you
hi
you’re sending her to rehab for a whole month?
hi jay
i’m here
you could never bother me jay
please don’t
you just need to ignore it
i love you jay
so i’m guessing you’re not holding up well with meredith being gone and all that
hi
hi
hi i miss you
hi
it’s your sisters birthday huh
i’m sorry :(
i know you miss her
jay you have to realize it’s not your fault
it wasn’t your fault
it was a car accident
why do you think it’s called an accident?
things like that happen
you can’t blame yourself
it wasn’t your fault jay
hi
stressed
school started
hi i miss you
i love you
what do you mean something happened?
what?
oh my goodness
can you go see her?
what happened?
why does she hate you?
she cheated on you?
oh my lord
how many times have you cheated on her jay?
how many times have you broken her heart?
why doesn’t it matter?
you think she’s dead and you’re not even gonna go try and find out?
what the fûck jay
ok
is she seriously dead?
she cant be dead
i won’t accept that
jay
Jay. Omg. Merediths BF!!
DUUUUUDE HOWS MER
oops sorry
I'm merRs good frewnd and I miss her
and you are the jay she talks about all the time
and you're the guy she would give her life to
so I guessed you might know how she's doing?
hm okidoki, how's merbear
whatt??
SHES WHAT
YOURE KIDDING RIGHT?
WHAT
IM WHAT
WHAT TF HAPPENED
NO SHE WAS SO YOUNG
NAH MAN ARE YOU FOOLING AROUND WITH ME
MY MERBEAR
I CANT
NO WAY
AAAAAAAH NO
you're lying
she can't be dead
she
she just can't
she can't be dead
not mer
why
what
I'm
no
WHAT HAPPENED?!?!?!
did you? did you leave her alone again? did you go out drinking whilst she was alone again? when you should've known she needed help AND LOTS OF IT? DID YOU?
eep I'm sorry
just eh
I just hope
pf
never mind
you both cheated on each other, don't come at me with that būll
I stg
you both let each other down
all I know is that she fūckin adored you, I think you adored her too
oh thanks for the reminder dude👍🏻 I feel a whole load better now
have a good life, I'm sorry abt mer and that person in your family
I remember mer telling me something about you being upset because someone died but I can't remember who so I reckon it's someone in your family?
she was worried about you I think, she loved you a lot:)
sorry for your loss man.
it's not whatever jay,
well that's totally understandable
she's aWsOme
awesome *
don't we all : )
it's fine, are you um never mind
I hope so
the names loïs :) --> right here if ya need anything jay
Well then, I'm nat. Ntmy.
I'm sorry also, for coming at you like that earlier:)
Wait ... what happened to Meredith ...
you shouldn't be:)
Seriously? Wait what happened?! Wow ... I can't believe she's gone ...
ah well we all know what we lose when we lose it
??
ah no never mind
I understand
didn't think it through yet
oops
Oh my lord ... I feel like this is partly my fault now .. I could've been a better friend but I wasn't ..
me too man, I loved that girl sm
but it must hurt more for you
I'm sorry
mhm I'm so so so sorry
nah man keep talking, it's good if you talk about it
you will, you have to talk about the things that bother you. trust me I know some things about that
mhm, I understand. think some happy thoughts jay
happy times you guys had
Jay look, I know all about the drugs, and the sēx with the drug dealers, you being angry at her n whatever else, it was definitely not your fault and she wouldn't want you thinking that
being sad is a good thing jay, you need to be sad to cope with these sorta things. that's why our mind makes us sad.
the promise sounds ridiculous
^^^what my gorl says
never do you mind
ah well
i love you jay
Haha, definitely not in the movies. Where would they have got the idea to do it from ?!!
Nat - nice to meet you. Yeah, I though we were pretty close :)
yes, that's me
uh what? what did it say?
fūck man please don't tell me Im One of THE reasons she did it
don't you have the note?
I understand:), can you tell me what she said whenever you feel comfortable doing so?
hm okidoki, are you alright ?
I didn't mean it like that :') I'm just wondering how you're coping
that's not good. you miss her a lot don't you?
yes like you could even miss her trillion
a trillion *
it's totally normal b
what's her song?
I have, it was my favourite song when I was six aha
oop that's cute, she told me you sung her to sleep sometimes:)
that's sweet:) I'm sure she misses you too wherever she is right now
I miss her too man
I know :) you told me yesterday
yes aha:) it's coolio
what did it say?
Hiyaa Jay. How're you?
Just okay ?
I'm missing Mer a lot. I keep wanting to text her, even though I know she won't reply
Mm, she really had a strong personality that I'm going to miss more and more.
Wait ... My name? My name was is in it? Really? Wow that's ... something.
What did it say ...?
Oh, really? Huh ... :)
Well .. She told me she was writing that letter :) I miss her Jay, I really do
hey jay
how you doing?
I'm alright aha, you doing any better than before tho?
Smh
Sorry.
how so?
Just being annoying, yanno?
If you say so.
oh goosh do ya like it there?
hsbsjsjsbsjsbs I'm sorry jay
now I just feel bad for asking
it's not jeeZ you must feel rotten
I'm so sorry ma frwend
that's understandable b, I'm here for ya
if I was oldEr I'd low key come n see ya
I'm sorry I can't though, girls of my age are still in school for some time ahA
I'll be supporting you through the air
goodio
very welcOme
the one from Elvis Presley?¿?
it's a nice one
you're a good singer then?¿?
that's coolio, do you sing often?
you should, singing keeps me happy
miss and love you babe <3
whAts with the question mark ¿ hi 👋
it’s fine ma dude
um my feelings are rather mixed at the moment, what about you?
ah, yes of course, um
how are you dealing with it jay?
oh migud
☹️☹️☹️☹️
you really need help from someone b
no you’re not jay
I know I am smh, is there anyone helping you at the moment?
are you asking for any?
reach out for help jay
i care, I'm sure other people do too
jay.
get help.
gshshaiagwkaoskks nothing I say is going to make u get help, am I right? :)
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