I love this a lot n i really relate to it :/ im sorry you feel this way, this will get better

this looks awesome but I’m so sorry you’re having those problems. I really understand and I’m probably not the best to give advice on feeling as happy as you used to, but productivity and creating art is how I try to get around it. and productivity means fun stuff too, like reading or playing games or going on walks. just doing something helps my mind get into a focused mode and better mood. maybe that helps but anyways I hope things get better.