I've been stuck waiting for the times I get to see my friends and haven't been making friends where I live I want to live for myself again but I don't know how to change

I want to get out of my mind. It feels like a rock. I don't know who I am

It sounds like your having a depressive episode. Don't feel like you're alone. I've been there and I know a lot of other people have, too. It sucks but it will pass. In the meantime, some things that help me are going outside (fresh air and sunlight boost my mood), creating (writing, drawing, building, whatever you like). Also make sure you take showers regularly. They can invigorate you and get you feeling fresh again. I hope this is not a long depressive spell for you and that you feel better soon. Even if it takes a while, I know you'll make it through. 💖

re: Of course 💗. Never be afraid to ask me if you need advice, or just to rant. I know you'll feel better again, but I'm the meantime I'm here for you.