haha lol

lol

ok so I came back to an earlier post bc I don't want ppl peeping😂

my boyfriend of 6 months and I have been put through too much to have all of it thrown away by my parents. they think he is influencing me and "leading me down the wrong path" and all that stereotypical bs, granted he does do dr.ugs., and I wasn't really into all that before I met him, but meeting him has been the best thing in my life, and I refuse to give him up. I told my mom that we were going to take a break until he sob.ered. up bc she said the only way our relationship will be ok with her is if he changes. i thought it was unfair to ask him to quit doing dr.ugs when he did them long before he met me. but he's trying, and I went over yesterday and told him that we were taking a break until he did sob.er up, but earlier today I was feeling so sad about it and I realized, I thought that by taking a break it would scare him into stopping, but it's killing me and he can still get sob.er if we are together. being apart doesn't make a difference. I haven't gotten a chance to see his response to that (I sent him a snap on my friends phone bc I dot have mine) and I also haven't told my mom that I want to be fully with him again while he sob.ers up.

omg ugh ok so I'm an illiterate piece of trash but let me clarify this😂: I snapped him on my friends acc saying how I think he can still get sob.er if we are together, and the break doesn't make a difference, all it does is hurt us. so I haven't gotten to see my friend so idk what he answered with and I'm lowkey nervous to see what he said. also after this conversation I need advice w something else😂 I'm a mess ok fxck.

(I am on this app from my "trap phone" I guess lol. I use this phone just to set my alarms and shi bc everything else on this phone is messed up so yeah I don't have pc on my main phone)

sure 6 months isn't that long to a lot of people but me and this guy have gotten so close in that time, and I'm in love with him

yeah, I think about that a lot and he told me he is going to go to re.hab and quit, and I'm proud of him for that. I know him and I know he's a good person even tho he's made a lot of bad choices but he has changed my life and I really just can't imagine losing him.

this is my trap phone lol but the texting is restricted for some reason