re// Oh God, I'm sorry. To tell you the truth, I know what you mean. I have too. (By no means am I trying to one-up you.) Is there stuff in particular that been going on to make you feel this way, or is it kinda in general?

re// I know this won't really help, but I don't think you're pointless. You don't have to do the program if you don't want to, but I am proud of you for getting in. don't feel obligated to do something you don't want to. Does venting help with the stress?

re// That sucks....have you told your parents that it stresses you out? (Also, if venting helps and you're comfortable with it, there's an app I use that can help with anxiety and stuff, and you can also vent anonymously in either a public or private group. The people there are super nice and supportive.)