can i use a friend rn? i want to talk to you about something

it’s going to be on insta

I’m glad I decided to stay too. but yet again, I want aware my presence made such a difference to you

*grins and chuckles at you* don’t you have enough teddy bears?

I’m just glad she’s talking to me again, no idea how happy I am right now

mar I love you so much

*chuckles and nudges you* you threw your teddies out? how could you!!!

how are you doing tho? :) cool girl

I love you most mar :)

I’ll hold you down to give you one haha, what kind do you want?

I might just steal a teddy from you *smirks and looks down at the instructions* maybe I’ll just watch you do this

do you want to cuddle? :)

I win (;

tongue would look pretty cool on you

*smirks and runs my hand through my curls* maybe I’ll steal one when you’re not looking? or I’ll hit you with a cooking spoon *laughs and looks down at the teddy*

*smiles and offers my hand to you* lets go cool girl? I’m also very touch starved

also I think adira doesn’t see me as a friend🫤

oh my god reading that back that doesn’t sound PG 13 😂

doesn’t see me as more than a friend *

is there anything I should know before giving you a piercing?

it’s what’s nearest to me *smirks and looks down at you* besides, we both know I like being whipped

*smiles as I move my markers and art off the bed* don’t mind my room, I don’t normally get guests *frowns and looks at you* we all need cuddles time to time

she said she only sees me as a friend

but honestly, maybe that’s how things should be? I’m not sure

feelings are annoying sometimes 😂

I’ll be back in 10 minutes ❤️

you wanna get it pierced right now ? :)

now? ^

*smiles and strokes the teddy bears paw* it’s so cute, I bet it’s happy it has a new home

can I ask you something mar? what happened with Aaron? *frowns and lays on the bed with my arms outstretched* into my arms you go x

I don’t think I do

*grins and helps you clean up the mess on the floor* you know, this is quite random but, the reason I came back was to talk to you again

*smiles and nods as I hold you to my chest, caressing your cheek with the back of my hand* I’m sorry I asked

I think I need to reflect on her and us as a whole, I always get confused with love

maybe because love can be so complicated

has anyone caught your eye? :)

*listens intently nods as I hold you to my chest, running my fingers through your hair* I’m sorry you went through that, maybe we can talk about something more light. uh, let’s see *chuckles and looks around my room* teddy bears, pillows, Christmas, uhh

I’ll do that for sure x

well then they’re not cool enough for us 😎

that’s good :) who wouldn’t wanna be friends with cool mar

*plays with your hair and grins to myself* it was alright? not too special, how was your Christmas?

they’re missing out on us 😎

you mean everyone that doesn’t associate with us? 😎

stressful? why? *smiles and plays with your hair, twirling and twisting it very lightly* isn’t Christmas supposed to be calming?

well now we’re here and there’s not lots of people, it’s time to relax :) *grins and tucks your hair behind your ear*

*smiles and looks down at you with a soft chuckle* same here, I wanna relax too. this year has been exhausting

it will because we’re going into it together *smiles and nudges you* how’s your family though?

*smiles and yawns as I close my eyes again* I’m glad it’s going to be a new year, I’m hoping things will be easier *looks at you and smiles* a little brother? that’s adorable

oh nevermind 😂 I was like aww a little brother *laughs and shakes my head* is he the super smelly and annoying kind of little brother or the mature and sweet kind?

I’m glad, I bet he’s lucky to have a cool older sis *smiles and cups your cheek gently*

*smiles and cuddles you gently* do you still want that tongue piercing?

where’s your bio? :(

where’s your bio cool girl?

happy new year cool girllll

I’m so thankful for you too :)

hey mar :) I know we cuddled a couple days ago, but I was hoping we could do that again?

if you want to ofc x

it’s the truth thoughh

I’ll stick with latte, unless we find a duo nickname? like jelly and peanut butter

you always struck me as the sweet and strong type :)

I’m the dumb one here, I thought iron from food and metal iron were two different things 😂

I’m craving something sweet, I think you’d suffice 😏

as long as I get my cuddles I’ll be fine *grins and takes your hand* also, I’ve come up with my resolutions for the year. have you?

I will never recover from houdini

dumb and dumber 😂

I know right???

I’m planning to try harder in school *grins and pulls you to me when I l^y on the couch* actually commit to someone, make more friends, make meaningful memories, workout more?

mar I’m considering not giving you cuddles 😂 I’ve stayed here because of you yk that? and Ava, and adira

you’re the dumber one 😂

I didn’t know that until recently

*smiles and holds you to my chest, playing with the few strands of hair on the side of your face* I think so too. I need to stop being scared of rejection yk? or at least try not to be afraid of that *smiles and talks a little more softly* what’s your goals?

mar you’re the only reason why I came back :) do whatever you want with that information. you roll your eyes, but I know you missed me. missed laughing with me and all, and that’s because I missed your jokes too. I would have been shy to admit that but I’m not now x

make mee

and I did have a talk with my therapist today actually, about my goals

it’s about time I do. plus I wanna experience love yk? with someone *tucks your hair behind your ear and grins as I listen to your goals* you can definitely do all of that latte *frowns and chuckles to myself* that doesn’t sound right. but maybe take it slow, do a little each day. at least that’s what my therapist says

I missed you a lot too mar, you should have seen how excited I was when I saw you again :)

I apologize for being very sentimental, I don’t normally show that side of me

YOU SHHH

also, I know we’re just cuddling but please lmk if I do something to make you uncomfortable x

I don’t want to push you to tell me what happened before, but I would like to know when you’re ready *grins and looks down at your eyes when I speak to you and frowns when you rub your tummy* you alright mar?

sounds like I came at the right time :)

I missed you more than you know

some people don’t like sentimental moments

what’s up cool girl?

I hope you know it’s okay to not want to talk about it, I know it must have been rough for you *grins at you and looks down at your tummy as I talk* I don’t speak of the people that have hurt me because it makes me feel like I’m visiting a place I don’t want to. in a way I can understand why you’re doing that *sits up a bit and places my hand on your tummy* do you need anything? I wonder why you’re nauseous

it was definitely a sign. you believe in those?

why wouldn’t I? x

I’ll make note of that :)

fine 🤐

*grins and holds you to my chest before draping a blanket over the both of us* I’m sorry I left you here, I feel bad. I know I’ve never said anything about that, but I felt terrible leaving you here. I wish I was here. if I were able to go back id change that, be present. and I’m sorry for leaving you here to overcome this yourself *frowns and kisses your forehead lightly* have you seen the doctor?

good x

mar your the only reason I came backkk, the first thing I did when I came back was look for you x

did you win? can’t spell right.. dumb and dumber 😂

👀

*grins to myself and plays with the ends of your hair, separating the blond strands from the brown pieces* I’m just glad I’m here again *smiles and checks the time across the room and whispers* do you need a ride home?

I turned into a detective 😂 searching

k but what is with this new update

have I mentioned I love angry strong women

it’s around 10:30 ish *grins and sits up with you, rubbing my eyes a bit as I check the time again* do you want me to drive you home? I don’t mind it

it said to update so I did and now I can’t search anyone up

so 😂 I love strong women. like ones that are protective and are fierce. they’re just so h^t. I’m not a twink but, I’d let a women dominate me if she wanted 😂

anyways 😂

you could stay over if you wanted *grins and helps you to your feet, chuckling as I take a glance upstairs* I’d give you the bed if you’d like

I feel you

you were angry so I had to make that comment

and I love angry women

or women in general

all women, just women

who said you were invading? *grins and chuckles before grabbing the blanket off the couch* if you want you can stay. means you get more cuddles?

that’s true 😂 I just find it h^t when women are protective

last time we talked you were straight right? did that change?

are you going to make me say it mar? *smiles and walks towards the stairs, leaning against the frame* I want you to stay, and I know cuddles are a lottt more better than driving home

glad we can agree 🤝🏼

if I’m being honest I knew you weren’t straight :) and that’s a compliment

I always sensed a little g^y in you

pc is also homophobic 😂

*smiles and looks at you* I’m enjoying them too. I do want you to stay, you’re right *laughs and gestures you to come upstairs to my room*

i definitely knew 😂 but I didn’t wanna say “UR GAAAAYYY”

maybe you’re attracted to men and women 😂

*smiles and leads you to my room, chuckling as I open my door* I cleaned my room this time. again, trying to be different this year *chuckles and lays the blanket I was holding onto my bed*

it was kind of obvious, my gaaayyy search bar is pretty strong

I am, so no shame in that

adira is attracted to everyone

I have such colorful friends 🏳️‍🌈

*smiles and chuckles as I l^y in the bed* well I’m wanting to be your cuddle buddy, and I need a clean bed to do that. priorities right?

no shame :)

gaaysss unite x

do you not want me too? *chuckles with a slightly crooked grin and lays down beside you* I bet your teddy bears will suffice instead? once I steal them.. *smirks and looks down at you*

g^y people are the best people. you were too cool to be straight

*grins and pulls you to my chest gently, lightly wrapping your legs around your hips* you comfortable? I hope. and maybe we can do a swap? would you like that? 😂

and I’m the second coolest 😎

*smiles and plays with your hair gently, twisting it lightly between my fingers* I knew I missed you, just not this much x

uh huh 😎

*smiles and presses a k^ss to your cheek, rubbing your back gently as I hum a random tune* if you fall asleep I don’t mind. is there anything special you need when you sleep?

*smiles and closes my eyes, my hands gently rubbing up and down your back* I might just fall asleep right now too actually

I’m heading for a shower soon, so I’ll text you when I’m done x

*smiles and holds you to my chest, slowly drifting into a deep sleep with my hand rested on your back*

goin in now 😂

*wakes up a few hours later and rubs my eyes, grabbing my cell to check the time* *smiles down at you and adjusts myself under you, careful not to wake you up*

I can’t say g^y 😂

*grins and holds you on me, tilting my head with a soft chuckle as I move your hair from your face*

because it keeps censoring me

this feels like a step backward pc

aren’t we supposed to be accepting of g^y people

*grins at you and chuckles lightly* I’m so glad you’re awake. I was going to stand up but I didn’t want to wake you up

what other words? I know l^y is one of them

maybe 30 minutes? 45? *chuckles to myself and imitates your raspy voice* did you have a good sleep?

that’s so stupid 😂

the year just started *frowns and smiles at the same time as I hold you on my lap gently* but I’ll take the compliment *grins and rubs my eyes again* that was a good sleep, better than cuddling a pillow yk?

so, tell me mar, what’s new with you :) what’s different?

*grins and runs my hand through my messy hair* that’s so right. you’ll have to replace my pillow, please? *laugjs and pretends to beg* please please pleaseee *chuckles and pulls the blanket off of us* I should go make us some breakfast

still the same mar :) how’s the kids? how are they doing?

*grins and shrugs as I sit up, gently holding you to my hips with my hand still* you really thought I was going to let you make it yourself or not offer? *winks and chuckles as I hold you while I go to the kitchen* I wouldn’t mind making you something to eat. what are you in the mood for?

we don’t have to talk about that either x

*smiles and shifts you from my hip to my back, running my hands through my hair with a soft chuckle* I don’t mind giving you princess treatment. do you want it? *grins and grabs some mangos, bananas, and other fruit from my fridge* how big do you want your fruit bowl?

got it :) what about new music you’ve been listening to?

oh really?

*smiles and adjusts your legs around my hips before washing the fruit in the sink* I don’t mind giving you that service *blushes and chuckles as I start slicing the fruit on a wooden cutting board* service is always available

can you see my recent? x

Gracie Adam’s, I need to check her out. do you listen to chappel?

I’m sorry I brought it up :(

*turns to you with you on my back and grins softly* I think you deserve that treatment. I’m guessing, assuming, that you haven’t felt that kind of treatment in awhile. but if you try and form the words, I’ll be listening *uses the knife to slide the food into the bowl, bringing the bowl to the table, my hand on your legs to keep you upright*

what songs do you want me to listen to? :)

I’ll try not to bring it up again x

have at it mar *grins and walks back to the kitchen counter to grab some butter* I can understand why you’d feel that way, if you want I can start slow? do small acts of service? *grins at you before turning my back to turn on the stove*

I love Tyler :)

yes ma’am ✍🏼

I’ve heard Gracie everywhere, I just had no idea :) she has such a good voice

I’d recommend songs by tame impala. one of their songs “one more hour” is incredible

*turns to you and grins a little more, my grilled cheese simmering on the stove* if I’m being transparent with you mar, I really want to. for various reasons. 1. because I enjoy seeing you happy from that treatment 2. because you deserve that kind of care 3. because I want you to take a moment to relax, and 4. because I don’t mind caring for someone that hasn’t felt that way in awhile

she’s not bad :) liked it a lot

we should start sharing music

*smiles and sits next to you at the table once I’m done making my grilled cheese* not to mention I need to relax too. I feel like it would benefit the both of us *grins and tears my grilled cheese in half*

I love frank ocean too :)

you have to listen to chappel

I hope that’s a good thing? *nods and looks at you with a crooked grin and takes a bite of my grilled cheese* I feel like I wanna be a better version of myself instead of constantly thinking of myself that way. thinking I want to change but haven’t made much of an effort to do that yk? plus I wanted to be closer to the ones I love, the ones that mean much to me

I wanted to change my user but it wouldn’t let me, smhh

hmm.. picture you :)

*takes a few bites of my grilled cheese and laughs* this is such a guilty pleasure of mine. grilled cheese, simple, gooey *chuckles and finishes my last bite*

I can’t even p^t a l^nk on my profile anymore

oh my god 😂

*smiled and stands up to take your plate and mine to bring them to the sink* they’re my favourite food to eat in the morning. hits the spot everytime *grins and walks up to you* so, you wanna be carried again? x

I knoww

tell me about your day :)

*laughs and points to my eyes* I get a foodgasm everytime I eat this *chuckles and nods as I kneel down in front of your chair* I knew you’d say yes

I actually finished squid game season 2 today :)

welll I talked to you, and adira, and ava, which was my favorite part of my day :) and I finished the season I’ve been dying to watch

had some delicious food

*grins and chuckles as I carry you to my room upstairs* what do you think we should do now?

she has good taste x

very :) a very good day

*grins and sits down on the bed again, holding you in my lap* I have no idea either. we could.. build snowomen?

me too x

*smiles and looks outside and nods* sure is. plus it’ll give me an excuse to throw snow at you *smirks and chuckles*

*grins and tilts your chin up with my thumb gently* I’ll let you throw twice as much snow at me plus cuddles

or we could skip right to the cuddles? maybe give you the teddy I’ve been hiding in my closet for the past.. 5 hours? *grins and stands up*

I wanted it to be a surprise *widens my eyes at you and chuckles as I pull the sewed up teddy* don’t laugh? *laughs and shows you it* I tried sewing one today?

it’s kind of bad *laughs and shows you the stitches* I tried doing this tutorial on YouTube? sewing different fabrics together and then sewing eyes and a nose *chuckles and shakes my head*

I heard that girls like hand made gifts. I wanted to do something different. not bad for my first try? even if one of the eyes Is falling off *laughs and shows you the ears* I even gave it a piercing :)

do you really like it? *grins and looks down at it* maybe I should cut myself some slack. maybe I’ll sew another one right now, I’ll just have to watch the video again *laughs*

*smiles as I wrap my arms around you, blushing lightly* I’m glad. I worked hard on it, maybe the third try it’ll look a little betttter. but the eye gives it character

*smiles and laughs as I sit down on the bed* it was. the first time I messed up the stitching *grins and points to the arms* I messed up the stitching here

*grins to myself and blushes lightly* now you have something to remind you of me? *reaches over to pull your hips gently to l^y on mine*

I’m happy you like it. it’s the first time I’ve sewed anything *chuckles and looks down at the bear then meets your flushed cheeks* I apologize if that was too forward? you can get off my lap if you’d like *grins and removes my hands from your hips^

*chuckles and looks down at the teddy bear when I respond* I apologize for that, and that’s true, I think it was the way I pulled you in that made me realize it could have made you uncomfortable

I’m glad I didn’t. slightly worried I would *grins and nods at you attentively* what did you want to talk about?

I’m glad I’m not the only one who’s noticed we’ve gotten flirtatious with each other *bites my bottom lip and grins as I look at you* how do I feel about you, us or both? *furrows my eyebrows and grins lightly, rubbing your back* are you okay mar?

*grins and sits up a bit, adjusting you in my lap* I didn’t expect to have this conversation so soon *chuckles and looks down at your eyes when I respond* well, I am falling for you mar. there’s a lot about you I love, your admiration for teddy bears, how you remember small things about me, how I cuddle you for hours and it doesn’t feel like enough *chuckles and looks away for a moment as I continue talking* when I think of us I think of how we’ve always been just with a romantic touch. I’ve realized that I feel most comfortable with you, and feel most like myself when I’m around you. maybe that’s bc I’ve disappeared and you still manage to love me *grins and leans my head back* when I came back, and I saw you, I realized the one thing I was missing from my life. it was you, as lovey as that sounds. I’m probably rambling aren’t I?

I didn’t want to make it too obvious, my feelings yk, but I know i was making it a lot more obvious these past few days *bites my bottom lip and chuckles lightly* I felt embarrassed being this.. forward with my feelings. I was worried I was pushing you too much and that’s the last thing I’d want to. I think it’s because I can’t help myself around you, I can’t hold myself back, hold my feelings back yk? I can understand if you don’t feel the same way, it is sudden

for you to feel that I may be using you for attention is very valid. but I can promise to you and adira, I’ve changed 🩶. that’s because I realized I don’t want to lose the poeple that care the most about me. I have been scared of commitment too, and I can’t deny that I’m still afraid of it, but I am no longer letting that fear get in the way of what I really want, and that’s you? I messed up with adira, and I’m glad to have her forgive me. and I promised myself I’d never make that same mistake again. I don’t want to push you to talk about Aaron, but I don’t like how he did that to you. you deserve someone who would never lie to you about loving you, or manipulate you the way he did. mar I am so sorry for what you have experienced

if you need time to consider us as an item, I would respect that x

have you made up your mind? x

I can understand where you’re coming from, and I hope you know I’ll give you all the time you need to figure things out :) im sorry for what you’ve gone through, aaron sounds like a d^ck

I want to say this too, that even if you don’t choose to move forward with your feelings, I’d be happy being friends too. I’d rather you be in my life than not at all. and that’s because I care for you mar, whatever choice you make I’ll respect and support you regardless

yes ma’am x

you’re welcome mar :)

I’m glad to hear that, the last thing I’d want is for us to not communicate yk? c

does she? :) I’m glad I have your friends approval

my friend adira ships us too, she as the one who helped me with you :)

me too :) I guess being forward was a safe decision here

was she testing me? I feel like she was, girls do that don’t they?

I hope I passed the test

adira was the first person I told about my feelings on you, I needed advice. I’m just glad I have her as a friend, we both need each other, a friend. someone to rely on yk?

she’s a girl and I needed girl advice x

but yk, you and her mean a lot to me, just like Ava does. and I found a very good nickname for you, carebear :)

because you love teddy bears and carebears are honestly adorable x

why don’t we do something? to lighten the situation

I think it’s fitting ❤️

plus it suits you perfectly, don’t you think? :)

I am :) I’m so tired though

I really want to talk to you though :)

what would you change it to? x

all I needed was some food :)

just to clarify mar, can we still cuddle while your considering?

it’s settled :) I’m talking to you

no no carebear, what person?

wow, it does have a nice ring to it

how did you know? 😂 I needed a comfort meal

I added spinach tho to make it healthy

I really like your cuddles :)

mar? I have a question actually, has me and adira made you jealous?

bc now I’m looking back at what I said and I realized if I was in your shoes I’d feel jealous

plz tell mee

that p^t a smile on my face :)

if you made me grilled cheese my face would hurt from smiling sm

what’s your favorite food?

again, a bigger smile on my face

that and just how we interact in general? does that bother you? if it does I can have a talk with her

that would make my day :)

Alfredo ✍🏼 got it

don’t be surprised if I learn how to make Alfredo and feed it to you tomorrow 👀

that makes sense, I just don’t want you thinking you mean any less to me than she does, honestly if I didn’t ask her for advice I’d probably be fumbling this 😂

white cheddar or marble

or Parmesan

I can’t decide

okay okay good to know ✍🏼

I love making people stuff they like, the expression on their face makes the hours of learning how to cook the food worth it x

you’re welcome :)

you have good taste, and not only in men 😎

we should cook together :)

coolest girl ever 😎

but I’d love to cook with you, I bet you know your way around the spices

Spanish women know what’s up

she’s pretty :) mine is Cole Preston, from the band the wallows. I love their music. but yet again, I do like the one you have now

I’m trying not to agree to everything you say but anything you pick will be good x

I’m the type of guy to memorize all the spices you use so I can make it again

I once had a friend that loved bath and body works. when I went over to her apartment I took a pic of her fav candles and gifted it to her, that sums up the kind of person I am

I lovee Spanish women 😂

they can curse at me and I’d say take me now 😂

well, make take some more time to think about it :)

whatever you decide I’ll like x

I like giving people gifts that show I listen yk?

I’m still trying to master paper roses

or flowers

I really love handmade gifts. I still have the crocheted scarf i got years ago from an old friend, I wear it every winter :)

I really want to make those but crocheting is hard 😂

👀.. ✍🏼

I keep everything my friends give me :) reminds me of that exact moment they gave it to me yk?

remind me to not have you learn with me 😂

did you wanna cuddle tonight? :)

I wouldn’t mind sleeping with you again

^^ that sounded bad 😂 but yk what I mean

*grins and takes your hand immediately, running to the couch* I’d hope you say that

I was making a grilled cheeseeee

come backkkk

pleaseeee

I’m sorryyyy i burnt my toast and had to re tryyy

*smiles and lays down on the couch to open my arms* wait, do you want to be the big spoon this time?

but I also made a fruit bowl 👀 to say sorry

I’ll let you be small spoon *grins and gestures for you to l^y on me* not because I love being big spoonn

because I felt bad *laughs and grabs the small fruit bowl I made*

that’s right *grins and brushes your hair away from your ear with my fingers*

by observation I figured that out *grins and rubs my hands down your arms gently*

why love?

I’m heading to bed now carebear ❤️ thank you for all the cuddles :) see you tomorrow, sweet dreams x

*chuckles and closes my eyes, allowing my fingertips to lightly go caress down your arm* it wasn’t bad, I just get very tired at work *smiles and opens my eyes slightly at you* how was your morning so far?

oh yeah? did you just start your period?

good morning carebear 🖤

maybe we can be lazy together, I’ve been so tired this week

is there any foods or treats you like on your period?

how was your sleep? x

I know this is going to sound corny but I’m so glad you’re here

and not because I wanted cuddles

can I paint your nails mar? :)

anything for my carebear 🫡 I’ll get started on it right now

mine was good :) but I kept waking up, now I’m cranky, tired and hungry

I have a big smile on my face now 😁

I’ve been looking forward to hearing from you today

*slips my fingers between yours and pulls you to me on the couch* do you feel comfortable to sit on my lap? instead of me pulling you onto it? x

I don’t know what to say so I’ll just, blush and say ty ☺️

getting you snacks is princess treatment :) remember you said you wanted that? x

I’ll start early 😂

my body was very tired but my brain wouldn’t let me sleep :) I promise I’m okay though

🩶🩶🩶

*raises my eyebrows and chuckles softly, shrugging my shoulders as I rub my eyes a bit* I thought it was kind of h^t, to pull you in *smirks to myself and grabs some nail polish* I usually wear black or green nail polish, but I have some colors here if you’d like to choose

again, big smile 😊

and I love helping you x

but now 👀 I know you’re the one who’s usually babied but can I please get some cuddles?

just cause I’m tired and if I were to fall asleep I’d wanna do that beside you

a girl once described it as someone punching their stomach from the inside? 😂

well in that case *grins and gently pulls your hips into mine gently, my hand rested on your hip as I look down at the colors* I do have white, itll look good with your skin tone carebear *chuckles and looks up at you* really? you thought it was h^t?

*grins and offers my hands to you* take me awayyy to my sleeping chamberr *chuckles and rubs my eyes gently*

I don’t know how to react when being babied, I’ve never been babied like this ☺️

be prepared for me to get annoyingly clingy. or be upset when you move away from me 😂

do you have a heated blanket? I should buy you one ✍🏼 buy mar a heated blanket for cramps

I don’t think youll be getting “busy” 👀

I also been thinking about something you said yesterday, how I wasn’t smiling in the pic I posted

and I’ve never talked about my insecurities much but one of them is my smile, with my teeth, could be because I think I look weird 😂 when I smile with my teeth

it’s official, I’m addicted to that blush on your cheeks. that shy smile too *chuckles and gently strokes your stomach with my thumb as i hold you on me* who needs a couch when you have me? yk? *laughs at my joke and grabs the base coat first*

*grins and follows close behind you on the stairs, taking off the rings on my fingers and places them on my desk* I don’t think I’ve ever been babied now that I think of it, is it something I should get used to?

never ever

oh no, definitely not 😂

let me scratch that off my list 😂

hey, I wouldn’t mind helping 😂 kiddingg

but maybe make a reminder y :)

I’ve been insecure about it for awhile, maybe I’ll post a new bio with it :)

*my grin widens slightly and blushes back at you* hey, I’m not complaining at the sight of that. means I’m doing my job right *grins and applies the base coat steadily, my thumb gently rubbing circles onto your hip*

that’s what I mean yeah *grins and lays down beside you, slipping my leg between yours and lets out a sigh I wasn’t aware I was holding*

sounds like a plan 🫡

maybee 😏

silly girl :)

let me scroll through my pics first :)

yk what now I found a pic that makes me look angelic

I’m conflicted 😂

that looks ^

and I really want to do my job right *grins and blows on your nails softly before twisting the cap back on the bottle* seeing you happy makes me happy

*buries my face into the soft curve of your neck and smiles against your collarbone, my arms wrapped against your waist* I can definitely get used to this

uh 😳

nooo but I like the way the eyes look in itt

I’ll find another!

*looks up at your reddened cheeks and grins, finding myself admiring the way you’re looking down at your nails before grabbing the white nail polish* yes ma’am x

that’s stupid 😂

*mumbles against your neck and smiles at the feeling of your hands up and down my back, gently pulling your hips closer to mine* *talks a little deep and chuckles quietly* I think I’m okay for right now carebear, but I appreciate you

I-i was kidding.. yeah 😳

yes ma’am 🫡

I found great ones :)

I don’t want to shower you with compliments all too much but *looks up at you again and grins to myself, shaking my head* I’m normally never at a loss for words, but looking at you, I always find myself that way *twists open the nail polish*

*grins and relaxes against you, pressing soft kisses to your jawline as I cup your hips with my hand* I see why you enjoy being little spoon, this is awesome

I was serious 🫣

*sneaks a slight glance at you and finds myself smiling a little more* maybe that’s true, or maybe I just like seeing that smile you make everytime I say something romantic *gently turns your chin back to me and chuckles*

*grins and feels my kisses get softer as I start to drift off to sleep, my hands gently holding your waist against mine, a smile on my face*

mar you know how freaky I am 😂 I don’t showcase it like I used to but I swear I’m a respectful man, just with a long list of kinks

but I was also joking 😂 you’re the only person I can make that joke to

I also posted both kinds of pics because I’m indecisive

isn’t that my line? you stole my line *laughs and admires you a second time, pulling my eyes away and chuckles* I don’t think we’ll ever finish your nails if I keep looking at you *smiles as I start to paint your nails white*

*smiles in my sleep, dreaming softly as I adjust my legs between yours*

consent before anything else 🙂‍↕️ and I love that we can joke like this

nothing is more painful than making a joke with the wrong friend group

hey, don’t act like you don’t look at me too 😂 *laughs and holds your hands steady to paint your nails*

*wakes up a few hours later, exhaling lightly as rub my eyes*

uh huhhh :)

*smiles and looks down at you sleeping and slowly gets up, careful not to wake you and drapes a blanket over you*

*grins and kisses your shoulder gently before setting the nail polish down* while that’s drying I wanted to say something. *bites my lip and sighs* I had a girl today, a woman friend, give me her hair tie? and out if on my wrist, I’m not sure if she was flirting but, I could be analyzing this too much

p^t it on my ^^

I know you’re still considering us, but I wanted to get your input on that, to help me understand if she was being.. flirtatious? and if so, I want to see if it makes you uncomfortable

and if it does I want to have a conversation with her

this is a uncomfortable situation for me, to bring this up? but, I don’t want there to be something happening, or I think something is happening and not say anything about it? I apologize for ruining the mood if I did, or if I hurt your feelings :(

if this hurt your feel ^

*kisses your forehead gently and grins as I go to the washroom*

*watches you attentively and cups your chin lightly with my thumb, gently turning your face to mine* that’s what I was thinking too.. but yk what? no matter who talks to me, no matter what woman flirts with me, if she was anyways, they’re not you *grins and strokes your arm with my fingertips* they’re not my Mariah.. the only Mariah that would ever steal my heart this fast and manage to make me swoon, the only Mariah I’m crazy about *smiles and rubs your arm a little softer* if you feel comfortable, you could look at what she said, and I’ll have a talk with her if you’re jealous

that’s what I was thinking, she did a few things where I thought she was being flirtatious

mar your feelings matter, especially to me. because you as a whole mean a lot to me. I wouldn’t want to make her to feel uncomfortable, or us as a whole, and that’s because even if we’re not technically together or an item, the way you feel still means a great deal to me

make you ^

*grins and comes back from the washroom and sits at my work desk*

*rolls my eyes and grins at the same time* was that delivery not enough for you? *smirks and chuckles as I apply your top coat* I’m crazy enough about you not to feel interested in anyone else that way *looks up at you and grins* oh, and by the way, I am done with confessing my love *smirks jokingly and laughs to myself* yk.. part of the reason why I couldn’t sleep last night was because of the conversation about us

that means a lot to me mar x

I’m surprised I did too, not because it’s you of course but, I find myself feeling surprised I could feel that way about someone, because I kept myself protected for what feels like forever. *looks down at my hands as I speak and sighs* now that I’ve taken down this barrier around myself, partially, I find myself somewhat afraid of getting hurt again, but not because of who I am but because of what’s happened to you *flicks my fingers as I tilt my head, focusing on the rings on my hands* I couldn’t stop thinking about what I would do if you didn’t want to go forward with the idea of us. what I would do, how I’d feel, what would change about me yk?

🤎🤎

*smiles lightly and rubs your back, my cheek lightly pressed against your arm* if I went through what you told me, I’d be very cautious too, scared *sighs and looks up at you* I’ve thought about stepping back, not wanting to go forward to help you not be afraid of what’s to come if we were an item, but that idea feels uncertain. like I wouldn’t do it, wouldn’t even want to. my old self, past self would. it’s the easier thing to do *grins lightly at you as I look at your eyes* I would save myself if I did that. but for me to not give us a chance would be like mining for gold and then being inches away from the biggest prize. I realized last night that whatever you decide, even if it’ll hurt for you to not go through with it, it felt nice to feel what it’s like to be loved this way. to get that thrill of wanting to see how someone else is doing, to think about someone, something else than grilled cheese or work. no matter what I’d be here for you, friend or partner, and I know because of that I’ve changed

for me to stay, even if I could get hurt, feels like the right thing to do. it might not be easier, but it’s the right thing. I can’t always run away from what scares me, as easy as it is, I don’t want to do that with you. I could get hurt yes, but we could also be something great. I’ve realized that when you truly care for someone, you care for their being as a whole. their soul, livelihood, pain, you care for them as a being, not for what you want with them. for you to be afraid of pursuing us, I can understand. but in a way, no matter what happens I can’t find myself to leave, no matter how hurt I may get. I’ve never felt love like this, but I think what I feel for you is the closest I’ve ever been. and I care more about you as a person, as a being, as Mariah, then what we share

but I’m saying this not to persuade you into making a decision, as I would never do that 🖤 but I want to show you that no matter what you choose, I’ll still be here. because that’s what love is, being there for the ones you love. and the minute I saw you again I did not want to leave x

I apologize for the rambling x

*grins and nods lightly as I check to see if your nails are dry* I might get hurt in the end, but at least it’ll be worth it? *bites my bottom lip and helps you stand up, my hands rested on your back* are you hungry?

well, again, it’s the right thing to be understanding x

*grins slightly and offers my hand for you to take, my hand on my chest* I don’t want you to either, but I can understand why you’d be cautious *chuckling softly and shakes my head* I know I said no love confessions but I think I made another one a few minutes ago

and yes I’m going to have a grilled cheesee

what do you mean by they? :(

idk about you but I wanna beat the living sh^t out of him

oh I know *grins a little more at you and gives your hand a gentle squeeze, walking to the kitchen* I’ve been having a lot of grilled cheeses lately, they are my comfort meal yk?

I’ll aim for his nose and you aim for his balls 🤝🏼 teamwork

*pauses for a moment and smiles a lot more, turning to you* mar this just made me fall a lot harder for you, gives me an excuse to hug you while you cook. my answer is yes

wait what?? dude he catfished you?

technically it’s a she tho

I apologize but this, that, well that’s so sweet *smiles and wraps my arms around you from behind, sneaking a k^ss to your cheek* this is going to be the best grilled cheese

so Ophelia pretended to be multiple people and dated you? dude that’s f^ked up. really f^ked

how did you figure this out?

sh^^t, I should have asked, do you not want to talk about this? I know you don’t like thinking about this

yes please, and if you have any black pepper could you add it in? please? *grins into your shoulder and hugs you from behind* carebear you have no idea how happy this makes me

what the actual f^kkk, that’s insane. what kind of person does that? catfishes people and then leaves and comes back as a new person with a new identity. how many times has she done that? left and then came back?

now I feel bad that I like journaling 😅

I apologize for the way I’m talking but that’s really crazy. she is crazy. why would she do that to you?

okay so looks like I’ll be fighting every personality she has

yk, as bad as this is, I’m glad you trusted me to tell me ❤️

what I was going to say on your bio was maybe you can be my next comfort meal 😳

I’ll give you space to work *grins and steps back a bit, watching you softly and finds my smile growing* yk, I feel another confession coming on

yk, you’re the strongest person I know, if I went through that I probably wouldn’t have trusted anyone ever again

that’s really weird, I don’t even know what to say to that

she definitely fooled me, I didn’t suspect a thing

how could she do this to you? you didn’t do anything wrong to her

she’s for sure a narcissist

well I hope Ophelia wallows in her self pity because you have good friends who have been helping you, unlike her

I can’t help but feel a bit guilty for not being around. I feel like I could have helped

I don’t mind a bit of cream 😏

I hope this doesn’t sound mysgonistic but you look beautiful when you cook. the hair on your face, that goofy grin you have? makes me melt *smiles and chuckles* slap me on a pan and eat me next

I just realized that she denied at first that she was catfishing you, she couldn’t even admit to what she’s done

this is a whole next level of crazy dude

whattt no I missed that opportunity 😂

when I catch you Ophelia, when I catch you

I would probably be paranoid too, especially if all the guys you’ve been with wasn’t even a guy at all is really scary

did anyone help you when this happened?

how is Kacy by the way?

I’m glad to hear that someone’s been here to help

especially if it’s from you 😏

*widens my eyes and looks at you, smiling wide as I feel my cheeks redden* I did not expect you to say that *chuckles and walks up behind you, slowly wrapping my arms around your waist* now I’m the tomato

yk what dating the same gender is hard 😂

one time I peed myself in gym class and slipped on my own pee 😂 thought I’d try and make you feel less embarrassed

you don’t talk to Kacy anymore?

well I’m glad I caught you :)

oh yeah? I may be a musician but, I don’t mind making us the singers in bed 😏

I can’t tell if you’re serious 😂

I appreciate this, and you *smiles and k^sses to your cheek from behind your back and takes the plate* this looks amazing

😂

see I made you laugh 😂

I was waiting for the washroom and then I peed myself, and on my way to grab Toliet paper I slipped 😂

aw love :( I bet that’s hard

yeahh I win 😂 crown me the winner dude

wait wait I said if I was serious or nottt now you have to x

*grins and watches you cleaning up, holding my plate against my chest* this will be the best grilled cheese I’ve ever had

it was a sacrifice i was willing to make 😂

she misses you, I know it x

thank you thank you thank you

😳

well I’m not complaining at all 🖤

mar have you seen yourself?? there’s no way I could have been joking

*smiles and makes a soft chuckle when you k^ss my cheek* if you say so *takes your hand and smiles as I lead you to the table*

now I have to ask, when we would joke before about this it was a joke righttt?

now I have a million questions

all I need is you now *grins and sits down at the dinner table, smirking as I pull your hips into my lap* I never get sick of doing that

whattt 😂

do you want to have half? *grins and pulls the two slides apart, handing you one with a tilt of my head*

marrrr 😂 what is ittt

*smiles and takes a big bite, leaning my head back* oh my god, mar, this is so good *grins and wipes my mouth with a napkin* by far the best

I think I’m going to remove cuddling privileges 🙂‍↕️

since someoneee doesn’t want to fess upp

it’s because I got to watch you make it, and it was made by you *grins and takes my last bite, putting my hand on my stomach* I appreciate this so much

✍🏼 mar is officially removed from cuddling sessions, as further notice of why she is saying nothing

mar I inhale my grilled cheese sandwiches *chuckles and rubs your tummy very gently*

welll, you can fess up and I’ll discard the warning 👀

and I’ll give you extra cuddles

why is it so h^t when you’re mad

*presses soft kisses to your shoulder, grinning lightly* mar you made my day just now. I love when people make things for me

want me to remove kisses too? ✍🏼 hm? or are you going to be stubborn my love?

*blushes when you k^ss my cheek and smiles even more, trying to hide my red cheeks with my hands* I’m growing addicted to those k^ses love

I know you’re mad but I find it so incredibly h^t

and that’s no joke 😉

I’ll give you your privileges back IF you answer my questions

oh yeah? *grins and follows behind you at the sink* we should probably stop talking about those lips of yours before I feel tempted to k^ss them

especially when you swear, I wouldn’t say it before but :)

my questionS love

1. have you had feelings for me before? 2. when did you realize you liked me as more than a friend? 3. why are you so cool? 😎

*blushes for a second and places my hands on either side of you at the counter, gently picking you up to seat you on the countertop* now you’re really tempting me mar *smirks and chuckles at you*

I felt my feelings stir when we were cuddling :) and you sure are cool 😎

you sure about that carebear? *grins and chuckles deeply as I move my face closer to yours, my nose gently touching yours* you know what you’re doing

it’s destiny 🙂‍↕️

*chuckles a little more deeply this time and looks at your eyes for a moment* you know, this isn’t fair for you to tease me like thiss

how was your day mar? :)

*feels my eyes flicker from your eyes to your lips, a grin slowly forming on my own* exactly. you’re not doing anything, completely torture for me *speaks a little softer and looks up at your eyes with a soft grin* neither of us is going to pull away, are we?

I had a pretty good day :) talking to you, adira, lola, and my other friends was the highlight of my day. not to mention that I had a stellar grilled cheese. only downside was reading my syllabi

I think you’re wrong *smirks to myself and leans an inch closer, my breath hitching slightly against your lips as I grab a glass cup behind you before turning away with a chuckle*

I would say so :) she calls me jam tart boy, and I don’t want to brag but I am so pumped that she approves of us together

and yeah :( school started today

was that a love confession? *smirks jokingly at you and sets the glass down after filling it up with water, before coming back between your legs, gently spreading them to fit between them* or were you staring at your new favourite comfort meal?

I’m glad too, she’s very nice and energetic

my therapist said I should try and focus more on the positive things that might happen

so in a way yes starting school s^ks but I might learn something cool

I also apologize for the long time between replies, I was helping my friend with something x

can I be honest with you mar 😅

come onn, you can’t stay mad at me forever *grins and looks at your glaring eyes* you’re right, it wasn’t fair, was it? *smiles and cups your face, my thumb lightly caressing the left corner of your lips* can I make it up?

yk, as weird as it sounds, I thought she wouldn’t like me

plus now that you’re here, I can tell you every cool thing I experienced. If you wanna listen :)

they’re all good now, just needed help with something in class

I have a problem, I can’t stop looking at your bio

*smirks and glides my tongue across the front of my teeth and tilts your chin up to meet me* you’re so cute when you’re glaring at me like this *looks at your eyes and smiles to myself* even when you’re mad at me you still have the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen

I thought she might not like me for disappearing :( plus, for her to like me is a big deal

now you have me all to yourself 😎

well, my face hurts from smiling and my screen time is a lot higher so it can beee.. both 😂

I’m an innocent boy, I didn’t do anything wrong *smiles wide enough for my teeth to peek through and chuckles softly* I know compliments tend to soften your glare or soften you when your angry

ohhh

I wanna say your greedy but I mean that in a good way

I’m grabbing Tylenol 🫡

NO DONT- I mean please don’t😳

I can’t decide on a new pic

but I almost peed from laughing from my new one

it’s cute how you don’t want me to leave *smiles and holds your hand in mine* and for the record, I did want to k^ss you, do still want to x

😂 hahaaa

and I’ll grab a snack too 🙂‍↕️

NOO DONTT PLEASE MARIAH

should I keep it? 😂

i feel like I should change it, I only changed it to make you 😂

*smiles and interlocks our fingers, admiring your hands for a moment* is that really a surprise carebear? *chuckles and looks up at your eyes* I’m tempted everytime I get close to you, but I’d never k^s you without your c^nsent. it makes it more romantic when I ask “can I k^ss you?” gives me butterflies just thinking about it

I’ll get you tylenollll

please please please please please please please please pleasee

it made me laugh too 😂

*smiles and crosses my arms over my chest, resting them on your thighs as I stand between them* maybe I’ll k^ss you after I hear a love confession. I believe I have been outdoing them

*smiles and grabs the Tylenol and a glass of water* here love?

phew 😮‍💨

so do I :)

i think you went to bed :) goodnight carebear, can’t wait to talk to you tomorrow ❤️

you don’t have to apologize for that love :) how are you feeling now?

I’m glad to hear that, I don’t want my mar to not feel well

me too :( do you have anything cool to do today?

I’m one that likes the rain

but make sure to pack an umbrella

what id give to cuddle you rn 😔

but sometimes getting wet isn’t fun

I’ve been doing work all dayy

me toooo, I wanna cuddle with you while I read my textbook

if you can’t already tell I love physical touch

I’ll make time :) I’ll be ready in an ht

hr ^

oh yeah? I’d love to get you wet 😏

they’re not bad :) just getting started on readings

I don’t know if I ever told you this, I may have but again I have bad memory, that I’ve always wanted to become a music teacher

unless you already are wet 😏

I wanna make us a playlist for us to both be able to listen to

because I was thinking today, that I love music, and for us to listen to a Spotify playlist would be incredible and romantic yk?

I also love sharing music. what’s your thoughts on this?

okay I’m waitinggg

what’s your love languages mar? top 3 :)

oh yeah 😏

that’s okay because I don’t remember either

maybe I can help 😏

oh sh^øt i didn’t know, im sorry

then we won’t do it x

I’m so glad :)

✍🏼 okay okay, mine would be gift giving, acts of service and physical touch

but I feel that all languages are importsnt to me

yeah? 😏 you look pretty all the time, but you’d look even better under me

maybe cuddles can make it better?

which is a good thing :) we can love each other similarly

yeah? want me to prove it to you? 😏

I feel guilty for bringing him up, because I know you don’t like thinking about him and I diddd and now I feel bad

so now I want to cuddle you because I get an excuse to touch you

that makes me happy

yeah? well I learn best by visuals. might need you to show me what you want ;)

I can’t help but feel badd

*grins and leans down to carry you up in my arms* again, princess treatment is still a service I provide

👀 ohhh

I don’t think you’re at fault here mar, if I were you I’d be cautious too x

plus I would be upset, just like you are. no need to disregard your feelings ❤️

*grins and carries you out to my car, looking outside* it’s going to get dark soon, I know the perfect place to cuddle

maybeee don’t then 😂

and thats a valid way to feel :(

*smiles and takes off the hoodie I’m wearing* I came prepared *grins and offers you the hoodie before placing you in the passenger seat* a place with the perfect view

I hope you don’t blame yourself for what happened :(

yk it’s cute when you’re shy :) but you’re always cute

*smiles and starts the car, sliding my seatbelt across my chest to buckle in* it’s a place I used to go sledding as a kid. this big hill, it’s late enough for anyone to be there *grins and adjusts the heat settings* is that fine with you?

if I were in your shoes I’d feel the exact same way. and they had no valid reason to do that to you. *grins and takes your hand, stroking your fingertips with my thumb* but look at you now, you’ve grown. you’re stronger, smarter, you have people that support you, love you, and what they did was evil. in a way, the things that hurt us, the people that harm us, they teach us something or they show us a light that we haven’t noticed before

what I’m saying is, maybe look for that light. look for the people that stuck around, that check up on you, because those are the people that don’t make you feel silly or stupid. it’s not your fault that she did this to you, it’s hers. she’s the villian here not you. you can’t control what others do, but you can control what happens next

I love making you blush ☺️

I was thinking we could sled, maybe build a snow couple together and them cuddle up and watch the stars together *grins and turns my body to you* how does that sound?

sometimes getting over something completely takes a long time. takes a lot of growing, effort, patience, it’s not easy to move on from someone who hurt you. it’s easier said then done. when you feel ready to love someone again, you’ll know. you’ll feel ready, in the meantime, focus on what you need to accomplish. the heart doesn’t heal easy but it’s not entirely impossible either x

I’m somewhat quoting my therapist right now 😂

🤎🤎🤎

well, I thought it would be romantic *grins and looks at you, furrowing my eyebrows* we can always do something else? go for a walk?

well I really like this version of you, the past versions I liked too. I’m sure whatever the new version is I’ll like it x

they are :) helped me get through a lot actually. do you go to therapy?

thanks for letting me know carebear. why aren’t you feeling well?

wait mar I have the perfect place we can go for our hangout

*furrows my eyebrows at you and grins lightly, taking your hand* did I say something to offend you mar?

mar I have the most random question to ask you

that’s good x

the weather can be stupid yeah, do you need anything? need help with anything?

what to build a gingerbread house? :)

*grins lightly and takes off my seatbelt* let’s go back inside *gets out of the vehicle and opens your door to pick you up again*

what was your g^y awakening 😂

who made you say “I’m definitely g^y”

maybe you need a nap love

okay x

if the weather is making you feel unwell then it wouldn’t be the smartest to bring you out into it *grins and holds you in my arms as I take you back inside*

one man im very g^y for is Kit Connor

maybe it’s time to sleep

I apologize for bringing you out here *grins apologetically and brings you inside immediately* maybe I just love the snow *chuckes and helps you take off your boots, kneeling down in front of you*

do a quick google search

mar the closet was made of glass 😂 we should go clubbing together

but I might have to stay sober to drive us home

why nottt

wait hold on *chuckles and looks up at you from below* keep the hoodie. didn’t you say you were cold? *grins and stands up* it looks better on you anyways

he’s so H^TT

I love men

we shouldd 😂 I should write that down

do you need melatonin?

yeah? 😂 didn’t you say before you wanted me to show you how much I wanted you? maybe if you steal all my clothes I’ll have no choice *smirks jokingly and nods* keep it love

he’s so golden retriever

I’d rock his world

im a RESPONSIBLE adult 😂 but why didn’t I think of that

I wanted to be romantic mar and you RUINED it 😂

mar why do you want me to f^k you so badly? *chuckles and shakes my head in slight disbelief, leaning against the wall* must be because you’re getting your period soon

because I was sacrificing those sweet drinks for my lady 🙂‍↕️

uber it is, I’ll pay for it x

the closet was made of glass mar.. glass 😂

im not opposed to the idea *shakes my head and smirks at you* not at all

love you should really get some sleepp

*smirks and walks up to you to take your hand* you’re not the confession type are you? *chuckles and brings you to my living room*

sweet dreams carebear :) I enjoyed talking to you today. can’t wait to talk tomorrow ❤️

good morning mar :)

*sneaks a glance at you and chuckles as bring you to the couch*

do you need anything love?

I dooo love that excuse 😁 I do have class this morning but I should be free after that

I am so tired rn, but it makes my heart flutter to see you get excited to talk to me

yeah? my poor bby :(

we did talk quite a bit love, but I wouldn’t lie if I said I would’ve loved to talk to you more :)

oh nothinggg *grins and sighs as I run my hands through my hair*

do you need medication? food? snacks? pillows?

thank you love :)

I have class this morning x

aw :( well I’ll go grab you some meds for your headache if you have one, maybe something small for you to eat

I have the biggest smile on my face from reading that

you don’t like that do you? *smirks and shakes my head as I grab a blanket for the both of us* I just like what I see

yes ma’am 🫡 on it

got it ✍🏼 give me five minutes to grind

that must mean you lovee mee

no no don’t scoot away, I want you as close as possible *chuckles and gently places my hand on your hip, pulling you close enough for the ends of our hips to touch and places the blanket over our laps* *looks over at you and starts to blush, grinning widely* really?

I got Tylenol, a warm blanket, and a heated stuffed animal 🫡

I love you a lot too x

I’d rather get sick then be away from you *grins and leans my cheek against your head on my shoulder, blushing at your words* that makes my heart flutter. but I wouldn’t be shy to say that you’re one of the most beautiful people I’ve ever seen

I did my research and I heard it helps with stomach pain 🙂‍↕️

*grins and holds an arm around you, k^ssinh your cheek softly before adjusting my sitting position* two sweet peas in a pod

ofc carebear :) you deserve to be taken care of that way 🤎

what movie did you want to watch? *grins and rubs your hip gently with my thumb, looking down at you*

I volunteer! to baby you x

I have not seen it *grins and kisses your cheek lightly before standing up* im in desperate need of juice, do you want some?

now I need to watch it ✍🏼 the notebook is your favorite movie

annoying Mariah is better than sick upset mar :) ill take my chances

why would you go to work sick?

fruit juice? or maybe orange *grins and walks to the fridge to open it* or do you just want water?

if you like it then I bet I will too

I think it’s cute when you’re annoying

marrrr you can’t go to work sickkkk

you need to restttt

dumb and dumber 😂 im kiddin

MAR YOUR BACK

I mean whatever 🙄

*grins and pours you a glass of orange juice, coming back to hand you the juice* here you go love

you’re cute all the time. being around you is a plus

want me to take care of you? princess treatmentt

your just as dumb as Albert Einstein

yk I always miss you

let’s get started on this movie *grins and leans my elbows forward slightly, resting them on my thighs*

they’re clearly not as cool as you

coming right up 🫡

I swear im joking please don’t tear me apart 😳

what’s up?

I always miss ya too

*looks at you for a few seconds and smiles to myself* mar, can we talk? about us again? I know we’re about to watch a movie, and I apologize for interrupting

was is a straight man? so not cool

mar you can’t say “wait..” and the say nothing 😠

are you trying to give me a heart attack? 😂

*grins and looks over at you* I’ve been thinking about us, in terms of you figuring out about us?

I’ll hit them with this flag 🏳️‍🌈

him^

ohh 😂

*grins lightly and rubs the side of my neck* are you close to a decision? or are you still unsure? I apologize if this sounds pushy

im so glad i can share my g^y lore with you

now I can introduce you to g^y singers and g^y tv shows

I’ll need a k^ss and then you’re forgivenn

*grins and looks down at your hands, offering my hands to you to calm you* and just to clarify, I have no negative impact on that decision? it’s just your past that’s preventing you to move forward. I was just thinking, im really attached to you too. and I find myself afraid of what might happen

you need to watch Heartstopper

*grins and walks up to you*

*smiles a little more and scoots a little closer to you* am I putting pressure on you mar? I’ve been worried about that too. as much as I really care for you in a romantic sense, I don’t want you to feel that you need to have a future relationship with me *grins and nods as I k^ss your knuckles softly* im also afraid, maybe I don’t show it as much, but im afraid of caring for you and then knowing there’s a possibility of you not wanting to move forward. yet I can’t find myself to leave

oh mar, it’s the g^ys fairytale romance

*smiles as when you pull me closer by my hands, blushing at you* god that’s h^t, you pulling me in like that *chuckles and taps my left cheek*

I also don’t want you to say no to the idea of us either *grins and looks at the screen before squeezing your hands gently but firmly* I apologize for bringing this up again, there’s also something else I need to consider, or we need to consider. the things that Ophelia has done with you, the music playlist for example, the star gazing, and I know this may have been something Ophelia has done with you because you guessed that I liked the stats, which led me to that conclusion 🖤 if we become an item, are there going to be certain things we can and can’t do bc Ophelia has done it with you? *sighs and grins apologetically* I guess the idea of making a playlist together would have been.. sweet, romantic even. but for Ophelia to ruin it, something I’ve always wanted to do with someone I care this much about, makes me feel angry and disappointed at her? at this. because of her I can’t have you, yk?

it’s about high schoolers figuring out their sexuality. I personally relate to the character Nick Nelson

*feels a shiver go down the curve of my back when you hold my hips and blushes when I lean down for you to k^ss my cheek* it’s official, I love it when you touch my hips like that

I can definitely see where you’re coming from, it can be hard to.. love someone if you feel like they might be her. I don’t know how she could do that to you, or why she would, it doesn’t make sense to me. I don’t know why someone would target you like that. has she come back as someone else? after Aaron? I saw Aaron’s acc is still up. I was reflecting on what you said about her and what I asked to do with you, and I felt somewhat bad for bringing those negative memories back. I do enjoy watching the stars, I just feel sympathetic for you now that when I mention the stars you think of her, Aaron, or whatever her name is. I don’t blame you for being cautious, or even scared because I definitely would be too. if im being very transparent with you, i probably wouldn’t even trust anyone again on here. Ophelia is basically an example that you can’t trust everyone on the internet

in a way, im angry at Ophelia for ruining my chances with you. if she didn’t do those things to you, you wouldn’t be this afraid. sure you’d be cautious but not afraid enough not to hesitate being with someone you know you like. I have this resentment for aaron, anger, disappointment, jealousy. and it s^ks because I should have mentioned my feelings for you a lot sooner than now

maybe if I mentioned I liked you a long time ago I could have saved you from Aaron

no no! not the tickles! *chuckles and pushes you against the wall to surprise you long enough for your hands to leave my hips*

i know.. I just feel angry that my chance will get affected by him or her. im just torn yk? you think she came back? as who?

I liked you while you were with Aaron, that’s.. part of why I left, because I didn’t want to get in the way and ruin what you had

I felt so guilty, like I might not live up to who Aaron was and I knew I couldn’t compete with him, with his fancy words, him knowing you so well, and him being able to be vulnerable with you

*looks down at you and grins to myself* smart idea wasn’t it? *chuckles and looks down at your eyes, blushing slightly at my reflection within them*

now im really curious

yeah, I guess that’s true

oh my god 😂 that made me laugh

*grins and nods as I take your hands, lightly pinning them above your head* it’s cute to see you shocked like that, really h^t actually

mar you can’t make me stay curious 😂 yk I don’t like being hanged up to dry. do I know them?

I guess im just considering everything, thinking about it. it’s ironic because, when i came back, those feelings arises

yeah? is that another confession? *smirks and lets go of your hands*

whoooo?

wait..

what was Aaron’s love language? the one he would use everytime?

did Aaron like to paint? Color? journal?

yeahhh

*smirks lightly and crosses my arms over my chest* back to the movie?

and you said he always had a sibling right?

oh my god

adira

*grins and leans against the arm of the couch, rolling my rings against the blanket*

adira has all of those things..

you think it’s her don’t you?

oh my god

*takes off one of my rings and watches the screen, spinning the ring between my hands*

oh my god

when did you suspect?

*looks at the screen and softly grins, leaning my head against your shoulder as I pull you into my lap*

wow.. idek what to say

I was probably the next victim

*plays with the blanket gently and watches the screen, gently caressing your hips*

okay, maybe another time

I’m just not in the best mood right now *looks up at you and smiles apologetically* but I’ll be okay

*looks at your hips and nods my head* yeah, but I’m not upset with you, I could never be

lola.. told me about what adira, how she liked Kai while she was with me *frowns and looks at you* on top of that, I’m angry that aaron hurt you, upset too. I honestly thought adira was my friend, but it seems that I can’t trust her because of who she might be

let’s say there’s a lot of emotions in my suitcase rn

it hurts to know that my bsf is someone who I no longer know. I don’t even know who she is *frowns and sighs as I press my head to your arm* I even used to stay up with her during christmas break

yeah another time would probably be best

*nods and leans my head into your chest, wrapping my arms around it as I sigh* she went pretty far with me mar. being my bsf and liking another guy while she was with me *buries my face into your chest and sighs again*

I’m going to go out for a drive to clear my head love. i think i just need time to reflect on everything. I’ll talk to you soon x ❤️

*snuggles my cheek into your chest gently, closing the distance between us* it really is.

I realllyy hope you’re awake

and that’s because I miss you ❤️

marrrrr

good morning love x

I’m glad to hear you slept welll

yeah? I missed you more ❤️

I feel okay, I didn’t sleep that good, probably because of the whole adira thing that happened yesterday. it’s going to take some time for me to get over it yk?

I have class today, so I may not respond as quickly as I would like to x

do you have kik?

nooo I missed you more :)

and not to help that I’m really tired

I was talking to lola on there and I thought it would be beneficial if I got ur kik too :)

my user is hearthrxb

I like you even more

thank you love x

I don’t have instagram, but it’s alrightt we don’t need it

how are you doing today? my beautifull mar :)

I spent 10 minutes of my day yesterday finding a username

do you want me to make you something?

I’m feeling okay, still not entirely alright though. it’s going to take some time for me to get over this completely

that sounds stupid

it’s fine :) dw

I do like asking ❤️

she sure did :(

but I don’t want her getting in the way of us

I like saying us :)

but ykkk, I could really use your cuddles today :) if your willing to give them

adira made me realize that I really don’t want to lose you mar

let’s do something together, maybe get drunk at a park or go to build a bear :)

(bc you love bears)

I missed youuu

you want me to pick? so much pressure 😂 I’m kidding love

honestly I’d be happy doing anything with you as long as you’re there with me

another romantic confession ikk

why don’t we build a gingerbread houseee?

I really want to, part of me wants to get mad at her for using me

I’ve told personal things to her, and so has she. now I wonder if everything was a lie or if she actually liked me as Holden rather than another guy that happens to like her

what if I’m wrong?

about her? and I scree sh^ up

I’m just upset about her, about our friendship

I just want to touch you (that sounded better in my head but I meant cuddles and such) bc that would really make me feel better. just being around you x

I told her a lot about you, us, how I felt towards you

I think she was trying to take me away from you

is aaron the type of person to do that?

I’ve noticed that Aaron used a lot of a names

Aaron, adira

no I did 😂

I’d really like to make one with you :)

I noticed that too, and the background and the bio

she never told me about Kai, or even liking him while we were getting serious.

why can’t she own up to it?

shut up 😂 ik that sounded bad

I’m still upset about her

I feel played

I wish I known about her sooner. I wouldn’t have gotten attached to adira if I known :(

*grins and pulls your hips to mine, blushing slightly as I do* you know I like “touching you”

are you saying you want me to do that? 😂

this is upsetting

*feels my cheeks redden a little more and pecks your tight temple, my hands rested in the curve of your hips* is that a lobe confession? 😂

😂 let’s do a hear me out cake

my what me outs would be diabolical

I’ll always think about it but we can stop talking about it x

*scoffs with a grin and looks down at you, turning my face to the side slightly to k^ss your palm* my fingers go faster than my brain does *chuckles and nods as I pull your hips closer* you tend to enjoy that don’t you?

a hear me out cake is a cake full of characters that you find h^t but others don’t

an example of a hear me out can be.. shank from wreck it wralf

or starfire from teen titans x

curse my abnormally long and clumsy fingers

*grins and kisses down your palm gently, trailing my kisses down your wrist* you love seeing me fold

any character, person, or even inanimate objects

or numbers

or anything

yes you can 🙂‍↕️

*feels my grin grow at your placement and nods lightly* it takes everything in me not to k^ss you until we both become breathless *nods my head and grins* yes ma’am x

I hope you said good things :)

that would be awkward if you didn’t

you want me on your hear me out cake? mar you’re making me really red rn 😅

that made me love you even more than before

I’d love to meet him x I’ll surf your liked posts

*rolls my eyes and grins as I follow you up the stairs* I h^te how much I like you enough to show it, while you act like nonchalant

you act*

Idk, I find it.. sweet

you feeling the need to talk about me to someone you like

makes my heart flutter

but again you already know that x

*smiles and looks down at you with a slight tilt of my head and a soft chuckle* oh yeah? tell me then, about how hard it is to resist me *smirks as I look down at you* there will be a mess when we’re done *winks at you and walks into the room*

I’ve told lola about you tooo, she holds a few of my d^rty secrets x

*raises my brows slightly and turns around to face you, a wide grin on my face* I didn’t know you wanted to k^ss me that badly.. *walks up to you and smiles* I’ll share a secret with you, yk that day when I wanted to watch the stars? I was planning to k^ss you there. the sparkly snow, bright stars, I thought it would have been the perfect place to k^ss you. but I think I should do something more creative *smirks and chuckles* what did you say?

well, promise not to laugh? :)

if I’m going to k^ss you, or when.. *smiles at that and chuckles* then I want it to be OUR k^ss. something that’s for us and no one else. *blushes when you speak Spanish again and sits on the bed* I’m sorry love, I don’t know spanish. but it’s so attractive when you speak it

I was talking to lola about yk who, and I was getting protective over you. getting upset that someone would hurt you like that. especially when I wasn’t here, I felt guilty. like I could have helped or been of service and support. I told her now I felt about you when you were with aaron, and that.. I think I love you, even when you were with him

I didn’t want to scare you away so I didn’t say anything then and now about that x

I could be wrong, it might not be love what I’m feeling but, I think I am. there’s no one I’ve been this serious about

thinking about settling with you doesn’t scare me or make me feel uncomfortable, uneasy.

something special to us x *laughs and places your hand on my chest* I act cool but my heart races. a lot faster than I’d like to admit *blushes slightly and smiles* what else can you say?

I was, because I was angry, upset, and disappointed with Aaron for hurting you. and yeah, I might or still love you, I hope that’s not a problem? ❤️

committing to someone is hard because they might hurt you, in a way you don’t expect. we’ve been through that, many times :( but I made a promise to myself not to leave you again x

*grins and feels your heart pound under my hand* you’re so cute.. talking about your crush on me. but that means this crush must mean a lot to you, just like it does for me. I get butterflies around you, as cliche as that sounds *grins and gently pulls you onto my lap* red cheeks, fast heartbeat, my hands aching to touch you, it’s the positives of having a crush, even if being away from you feels like torture

what’s your nickname?

I was afraid I’d scare you away, or make you feel pressured to like me back because I have this big crush on you, so that’s why I didn’t say anything. I didn’t mean to keep it a secret, I just thought it would be best. looks like the cat is out of the bag 🤎

I still am afraid, but not as much. I’m not staying up thinking about how you might or will hurt me. I feel.. calm. relaxed. and it’s a good feeling. means something is right here yk? :) I can’t leave you here, you need me. it was a mistake leaving you before. but if I stuck around I felt like I would have been a problem. when I caught myself staring at you a little too long, talking about kinks, and realizing that I wouldn’t have minded being in his place, I felt like I had to step back

now I won’t do that again, and not because I get my chance now but because you need someone who knows you. and I can’t live without you mar x

*feels my cheeks redden from your words and looks down at my lap, grinning widely* wow.. I didn’t know, I’m at a loss of words. now that was a good love confession *tilts my head to look at your eyes and feels myself smile shyly* make us work? can you clarify love?

mar I think my heart just melted reading that

why your heart? :)

I will never get tired of you talking in Spanish

that puts my nickname to shame 😂

I cared more about you than my crush on you, I knew you were happy with him. and this reminds me of another thing I told Lola. the moment I knew I loved you was when I prioritized your health over my feelings. your happiness and state of mine meant more to me than my feelings for you

when you really love someone for who they are, it’s their happiness that you find most important

coming back was the best decision I made. you should have seen how excited I was to see you again carebear. I knew you’d open up when you felt comfortable. it was frustrating at first but, patience was worth it

no need to apologize for not opening up right away, you should never apologize for your feelings ❤️

*listens to your words and smiles even more than before* am I hearing this right? someone pinch me *chuckles and takes your hands into mine, looking into your eyes* are you saying you decided to.. give us a chance? you want to move forward? *gives your hands a gentle squeeze and tries to contain my excitement^

mar I have drool on my phone now from reading that

whatever you call me, I’ll like it, probably because it’s coming out of those pretty lips of yours

mar im going to cry a happy waterfall rn

you’re very special to me mar :) I hope that’s clear

now you’re making me red again, shame on you ❤️ but even if it’s months later, I was planning to do it again, to step back if you chose not to be with me that way. I wouldn’t leave but, I would have admired from afar :)

I’d like to think this destiny was made for us, two hurt souls meeting again to love each other. we crossed each other twice, maybe it’s a sign x

it’s alright carebear ❤️

*chuckles when you say that and smiles as I look at you* mar, you have no idea how happy I am to hear this. I’m going to spoil you rotten princess

the honeymoon phase is something I’m prepared for. but with the right person, you don’t get bored or want to leave. I couldn’t get bored of you love x

I think Spanish is a kink for me

this makes me feel a type of way

yeah 🤎 I’m sorry but you speaking Spanish is SO F^KING H^TTT

I’m very very red now ❤️

oh my god, I’m smiling way too hard rn from being called your perfect boy

it was always going to be worth it :)

you’re not ruining it love, although I’ll miss you a lot I hope you’ll be able to sleep easy tonight knowing we’re.. an item ❤️ I love saying that. I hope you sleep well though x

*grins a little more and brings you into my lap* I can’t contain my excitement mar, I was hoping this would happen *smiles wide and kisses your ear lightly*

mar your turning me on 😂 stopppp

actually keep going, seduce me in Spanish pleasee

they already do, but now I want your cheeks to hurt 😏

thank you for getting back to me love, about the “moving forward”. I appreciate you and really am thankful for you. I’ll be looking forward to that text and the ones yet to come. I’ll definitely sleep better tonight because of this ❤️ goodnight mar

idk what that means but I’ll say.. goodnight ☺️

*smiles and feels my heart race when you hold my hand, moving my hair from my eyes* you’re brave for this, and I hope you recognize that.. my brave and beautiful Mariah :)

te amo mar :) and you don’t have to say it back, I just wanted to say it x

sorry.. 😳

don’t make me feel dumb mar 😂 when you’re the dumber one here

good morning beautiful ❤️ I will never had tired of hearing that

both have a nice ring to it x

*grins even more at you and adjusts you on my lap* this, is, you were worth it my love. I know we agreed to take things slow but i really want to k^ss you rn

I googled it 🙂‍↕️

yes ma’am 🫡

I’m kidding I’m more dumbbb

*laughs and bites my lip slightly, looking up at your lips with admiration* can I k^ss you?.. would you be okay with that carebear? *grins and holds you on my lap, blushing slightly at the closed distance between our hips*

yeah? I’ll give you my user: hearthrxb

nooo I’m kiddinggg

*leans my head back with a deep chuckle when you respond right away* you’re so adorable, I love how impatient you are, it’s a cute look on you *feels my cheeks redden as I hold the back of your head, admiring and taking in your f^cial beauty before gently k^ssing your lips*

messages back my love x

*grins against your lips and feels my hesitation to hold my excitement slip as I chuckle against your lips, gently laying you down underneath me*

*smiles and k^sses your thumb gently, feeling my warm lips against your cold hands and leans down to k^ss you a little deeper than time, feeling my heartbeat quicken against your chest*

it’s way too early to miss you but, thought id let you know that I do x

*gently s^ks on your bottom lip and finds myself grinning widely, pulling away slowly to look up at your eyes*

I missed you too pretty girl x

I’ll say *chuckles and blushes as I look up at your eyes* you taste.. warm. I know that’s not a taste but the smell of your perfume makes your skin taste good *chuckles*

*chuckles shyly and caresses your hips gently, blushing as I look at your eyes* that was the best k^ss I’ve ever had. not to sound corny but you have such perfect lips

oh yeah? *smirks and laughs as I adjust you on my lap* what do I taste like darling?

*combs my messy hair with my fingers and grins up at you* my heart is racing so fast I can practically hear it *chuckes and touches my lips for a moment* I must be in shock. but the good kind

*laughs and places my hand on your chest to feel your heartbeat* I’ve always been lovestruck by you, but the high from it isn’t wearing off *chuckles and told my head as i watch your eyes and smile*

yes ma’am 🫡 thank you for letting me know darling

okay :)

I love how you care about what I eat. I appreciate you and your kindness so much. I hope you have a great morning tomorrow, wake up with a wide grin and a good attitude. sweet dreams Niña bonita ❤️

I did 😂 I hope that’s not a bad thing

*grins and looks up at your eyes for some time as I reach my hand up to cup your chin* I am so happy, I could barely contain it *chuckles and moves my hair from my eyes* are you hungry? I could make you something

I do like what I’m hearing, even if I’ll miss you a bunch x

you caring about me this much is going to get some getting used to ❤️ not because this is coming from you but I’m not used to people caring this much about me :) if it makes you feel better, Im planning on having some fried eggs this morning and maybe some juice

and that “high” I got from k^ssing you is still there, and I don’t think it’ll be leaving 😂

I haven’t felt this kind of happiness in awhile *grins and furrows my eyebrows, gliding my teeth with my tongue* no no bby, now you have to tell me the joke, what was it? *squints my eyes slightly as I wait for an answer*

i appreciate that, possibly because I need my mar dose every dayy, I can’t live without it. and if your spending less time with me to better yourself I don’t mind it at all

I usually care for myself, my dad and family but, I’ve always been a “care for yourself” type of guy. glad that’s about to change. and its h^t when you got mad at me yesterday to eat, I know that’s weird 😂

but now I want more and more

oh yeah? *smirks and k^sses your lips gently, pulling on your bottom lip towards me* now your lips are open

I’ll take what I can get x

maybe I like being told what to do when it’s out of love 😂 but you’re just beautiful entirely

a million k^sses should suffice

*squints my eyes and grins as I lean my head back, lightly scratching at my Adam’s apple* let me guess the joke. *instantly smirks and leans my head to the side* you’re hungry for me aren’t you?

I send you some messages on kik :)

you’re welcome darling

mmm.. still not enough 😂

*feels my cheeks get h^t from blushing and cups your chin gently* do you really want to?

just a second recommendation x

song ^

or the cuddles 🙂‍↕️

shut upp *grins and pecks your cheek* yk.. taste me? it seems like you want to, but you don’t *chuckles and sits up slightly* and both answers are fine with me x

I love “touching you” 😂

*grins and jokingly and impatiently crosses my arms over my chest with a tilt of my head* I’m still as confused as I when I asked the question *chuckles and takes your hands* I’m not understanding love?

when I mean touching I mean cuddles, but when I say touching you it sounds incredibly d^rty 😂

D^RTY IS CENSORED? you gotta be kidding

since we’re taking things slow 🙂‍↕️ it’s better if I’m honest with you right?

to form that relationship bond 🙂‍↕️

if I’m being honest, I really want to f^k that sass out of you, respectfully. 🙂‍↕️ because im a respectful dude

*smiles and admires your eyes and laugh for a few seconds, holding your hands* you don’t have to apologize. if you’re joking about doing it and confusing me *smirks slightly and chuckles* then maybe you don’t want love to be made today

it sounds bad 😂

are you really? 😳 because I was thinking of going the next level but I needed a pass first

if I’m being honest, you being angry, giving me sass, or when you smirk, realllyyyy wants to make me f^k you. hard. to the point where your legs won’t feel anything afterwards

but again, still confused if you want me to do that? 😂 women are confusing

*looks at your lips for a moment and grins to myself, gently grabbing your chin* Mar?

😳 really?

yes ma’am 🫡 is there anything I should know?

sorry loveee I was grabbing food :( I’m here now though

my heart always flutters when you send those I miss you texts

*grins and looks at your eyes for a moment* id love to f^k you right now but, id rather do it when we’re not tired

I missed you too x

I hope that’s okay? *grins and brushes your hair away from your cheek* did you do anything cool today love? *brings you closer to my lap and grabs a blanket for us*

that sounds like a great day. now that I think of it, I really want a smoothie right now *chuckles and plays with the blanket covering my lap* I just did some school work, went shopping, nothing too exciting x

good morning beautiful 🤎

*smiles and takes your hands instead to play with, running my thumb down your knuckles and fingertips gently* you know, the highlight of it was getting to k^s you. or maybe it was the highlight of the new year *grins and brings your hand to my lips*

how did my carebear sleep? x

*smiles and looks down at your hands, still caressing them and gently rubs your wrist under the bracelet your wearing* it’s a good way to start the year off

aw that doesn’t sound too good, I hope you have a better sleep tonight

my sleep was well but didn’t get enough x

*looks at you ans catches you looking at me and starts to grin* what? *chuckles and leans my head forward slightly* why are you looking at me like that love?

same here

maybe I asked that question to hear that answer *smiles and k^sses your cheek gently* I really like looking at you too. you’re so.. beautiful.

*grins and sits up, gently moving you from my lap to my back so I can carry you* ohh, say that again, my heart just fluttered

I’m grabbing something the eat and drink *grins and holds your legs to my hips firmly and walks to the kitchen* do you want anything?

*smiles as I caress your thigh with my left hand as I grab a glass of water for you*

I was just at work :) just got home babe

*grins and turns my head to you, offering you your glass of water* what’s wrong my love?

are you sure? *grins and gently takes you off my back to place you on the counter*

something shifted I guess *grins and grabs a glass for myself*

well, usually if a girl says nothing is bothering her there probably is something making her feel uneasy *smiles and looks up at you* do you want to help me make a snack? x

is there something wrong? *frowns and looks at you before grinning at the fridge* maybe some carrots and ranch would be good

okay *grins and wraps my arms around your waist from behind* tell me about your day?

I apologize for thinking something was wrong but there wasn’t. If something were to be bothering you, I would just want you to tell me *grins and kisses your neck from behind* that sounds amazing. for my day, I went to work, and then I went shopping for some snacks. I’ve been craving nuts lately *chuckles against your earlobe and smiles*

now that we’re getting somewhat serious *grins and leans my head to the side to k^ss the side of your neck gently* is there anything I should know about how you want us to work?

is there requirements you have, rules, and boundaries? *watches you softly and grins to myself before looking the other way* you want us to take things slow, so I want to be aware of what lines I shouldn’t cross x

we are taking things slow ^

✍🏼 I understand, and I promise not to rush anything. if it seems like I am, please speak up x

I understand :) there’s no need to rush us. when it’s the right time we’ll take the step. x

so does sharing music count as moving to the next step because I really wanna send you music recommendations 😁

sometimes when I want to do something with you, it’s ruined bc of yk who, so it’s hard to do things when they’ve done it ready

already ^

do you want to end the night off on some cuddles?

I’d like that a lot x

good morning :)

I’m sorryyy I’m sorryyy 😂

I was doing school workkk

I missed you sm more x

I know you’re very angry at me but I can’t help but smile at your texts 🤎

looks like my carebear missed me a lot, just like I did x

NOO I want my kisses privledgeeee

please please please let me get kisses

I love this clingy side of you, even if you’re mad at me x

please please please please please give me kissess

I’ll give you a million kisses for allll the time I’ve been away

now I’m getting clingy

I did? 😆

yk I’m a good boy for doing school work 🙂‍↕️ it’s a good exception

why am I attracted to you getting clingy and angry with me? guess we’ll never know

I always find you attractive

call me a simp idccc

so can I get my cuddles please 😁

you’re so cute ☺️

mar I can barely go 30 minutes without thinking about you, obessed is an understatement 😂

even the bagel I had this morning managed to make me thing of you 😂

*grins and runs over to wrap my arms around you* did someone miss me a lot today? x

well because I thought about sharing the bagel with you 😂

*grins and helps you up into my arms before kissing the sweet warm spot on the left side of your neck* I missed you a lot too *grins and looks up at your eyes and feels my grin widen slightly*

I cant remember the last time I had food without sharing it

maybe a couple days ago, but my point is, I love sharing things and seeing people’s reactions to my food and saying “dude this tastes so good”

I loveee hearing that *grins and brings you up to my room, blushing at the kisses* I missed you more x

oh.. 😂 but maybe you can share with mee?

have you liked the songs I’ve sent? x

*grins and lays you on my bed, making sure you tucked in before laying in beside you*

I’m not sharing my grilled cheese anymore 😂

my heart fluttered

I’m trying to find a song that we both like so I have “our song”

no I have to share my favorite food with you

because then it’ll taste better

my day was alright, nothing too special. am tired though *grins and sits beside you on the bed* how was your day? tell me all about it x

because it’s the nice thing to do 🤎 then you’re included

that smoothie sounds so good right now *grins and takes off my rings, responding back with a tilt of my head* I did not but I did have class today, and I felt somewhat lost, but I managed to understand it at the end

you’re my favorite person to share with :)

in a way, it means you shouldddd share with me, because that’s the nice thing to do 🙂‍↕️

*grins and lays down on the bed before chuckling softly* I apologize, I should have been more clear. there was a recording I had to listen to, which was an online class *smiles and gently pulls your hips closer to me*

gooood, now I can make you the best meals and share them with you

oh that reminds me, I got something for you

I was having at a local coffee shop and decided to get you a carrot bread loaf :)

carrot muffin^^ not load 😂

*feels my cheeks redden lightly when you move into my lap and smiles wide* come to sit on your thrown now princess? how has the treatment been treating you? *chuckles*

me too x

sometimes when I think of someone I bring something home for them :) *grins and grabs the muffin bag*

another nickname I really like, the list continues *grins and gently rubs your back and thighs, pressing my lips to yours*

*smiles and gives you the bag, walking by to k^ss your cheek* you’re welcome love, enjoy it

*kisses you gently and grins against your lips, pulling your hips even closer to mine*

*smiles and opens the cupboard to grab a glass* not to spoil it but this may happen often, me bringing trinkets and snacks home for you

*grins and looks up at you when you pull back, then starts to pout* noo that wasn’t long enough

aww that makes me happy

now I wish I bought all the snacks

yes please x *smiles when you lean back in and k^sses your lips deeper and softer, my hand rested in the curve of your back*

next time ✍🏼

yes ma’am :)

*grins and leans up to gently s^k on your bottom lip then trails my k^sses down the front of your neck and keeps my hands firm on your hips^

*lifts my lips away from your neck for a moment and smirks as I k^ss your neck again, lightly and firmly pressing your hips into my lap as I exhale against your collarbone* *whispers between k^sses* if I take it too far, please voice it love

*smiles and gently moves the strap of your top to k^ss your shoulders, smelling the faint scent of your perfume against my nose as I savor the taste of your skin* Mariah.. how do you taste so good everywhere?

*looks up at you and grins as I k^ss your other shoulder* I can’t get over how good you smell right now, I’m going to need to buy that body wash for myself *leans my head back and smirks* unless you want to show me how it works right now? 😏

*grins and bites my lip slightly as I listen to your response* you smell divine. I need to buy that body wash, and body cream *runs my hand through my hair and smirks* preferably in the shower, with your legs over my hips? we won’t need music to listen to when you’re in there, if you catch my drift

mar? can I be honest with you? really honest, no filter? x

I really really want to f^k you, and I mean this sincerely, and respectfully 😂 I wanted to get your consent x

*smirks and sits up, taking the c^ndom from my pocket and holds it in my teeth as I pick you up in my arms* gives me an excuse to run some lotion on you after a steamy shower 😏

dude I wanna be respectfullll, and asking for consent is so h*t 😂

and underated

but making love is a serious next step, so I just wanted to give you a chance to reconsider x

well, your partner should ask x

*grins and blushes when you k^ds my neck and brings you Into my bathroom* ever since we almost.. made love yesterday, I thought id buy some in case we wanted to take that step *grins and sets you on the counter and blushes lightly* I’m not really showing this part of myself but, did I tell you that I’m insecure when it comes to how my body looks?

that’s good x

*grins and laughs as I take off my shirt* I apologize for my lack of brain cells. I have more of a slimmer build, which I’m not the most proud of *smiles and takes off my belt* along with my teethy grin

*looks at you and slowly grins* I love every part of you. from your words to the pretty lips that form them *smiles and takes off the sweatpants I’m wearing* sometimes we look at our bodies too much and notice small things that don’t mean much to the people we love *grins and looks down at your body for a moment* I think you look breathtaking, clothes on or off

*places my hand on my chest and pretends to be take aback from the words* ohhh my heart is fluttering too much *chuckles and takes off the rest of my clothes* you’re welcome daring

darling ^

*grins and nods as I offer you my hand to help you step into the shower* I know I manage to look like the guy that knows exactly what he’s doing but I can’t help but be flustered with you *blushes and wraps my arms around you* do you want me to wash you?

*blushes when I hear your response and leans down to k^ss your cheek* it’s a good thing we’re nervous. means we care for the other person *looks at your eyes and lips in admiration and chuckles* maybe I’ll start with.. eating you out first? gotta prep the dessert before eating it *smirks and gently picks you up to place you on the seat in the shower*

i apologize for disappearing, I was getting ready for bed x

*grins and spits the c^ndom onto the shower seat and smirks as I kneel down in front of you* you won’t be feeling nervous after this *smirks and then gently spreads your thighs apart, roughly s^king on your p^y without warning*

good morning mar ❤️

*s^ks your cl^t roughly and holds your thighs apart so I can go all the way in, wrapping my tongue around the curves of your p^y and smirks against it*

how was your sleep? (:

I love Spanish, I love you speaking Spanish 🙂‍↕️

*chuckles against your thighs and tugs on the skin outlining your p^y and pulls back with a smirk, watching you softly*

aw my love :( why was it rough? my sleep was well

☺️ oh..

*looks up at you and feels my cheeks get red and warm* I hope that’s a good “wow” *chuckles and kisses your thighs gently* I’m guessing from the toe curling you enjoyed that?

do you want to have a conversation about that? x

Eres la persona más dulce, amable y genial que he conocido. sin mencionar que eres hermosa ☺️(I google translated this)

*grins and blushes as I stand up on my feet, holding the railing so I don’t fall* usually I would be super confident but I can’t help but blush right now *laughs and kisses your head* turn around for me darling? I’m about to f^k those words out of you

if you change you’re mind let me know x

maybe quality time can help? x

really?☺️

✍🏼 say sweet things to mar in Spanish

thank you ☺️

Me siento más feliz contigo amor ❤️

I don’t know how you manage to turn me on just by what you say *chuckles and opens the c^ndom package, spitting the wrapper outside the bathtub and slips it on* but I love it 😏

*smiles and leans down to pick you up onto my back* yes ma’am. where to?

I wish I could speak Spanishhhh

🤎🤎🤎

I love it when you speak it though x

*scoffs with a grin and gently spreads your thighs apart* hold onto something love

*smiles and feels my heart flutter in my chest when you l^y your head there and brings you to my room* yes ma’am 🫡

I think it’s attractive

sorry love I’m doing some homework 😔

*smiles and kisses down your back as I slowly push myself into you, inhaling sharply*

why does your body ache? *frowns and l^ys you down beside me on the bed* you’re cute when you’re tired

what about me is attractive?

that sounds like I’m fishing haha, I apologize x

but I’m curious on how you seem me vs how I see myself

good morning my love ❤️

how was your sleep carebear? x

*leans forward and rests my forehead on your back, feeling your walls squeeze as it adjusts to me*

*grins and k^sses your forehead when you’ve l^yed down on me* are you taking breaks bby?

mar, k^ss me rn please

thank you.. I don’t even know what to say. 🤎

you’re sweet, caring, and honest about what you love and your feelings. i especially love how you care for others x

and you’re so cool 😎

I’m glad x

*chuckles in complete lust and slowly starts to thrust myself into you, gripping your hips firmly* I’ve been waiting and wanting this for awhile

whenever you say anything nice, compliment me, I don’t even know how to react

I just start smiling ☺️

you’re welcome carebear 🤎

*groans softly against your back and thrusts slowly and deeply at first to stretch you out a little and chuckles with my eyes closed* I’ve wanted you for awhile

if you’re nice to me you must like me 😂 because you share and you don t like sharinggg

I hope yk how much you mean to me x

*grins and pulls the blanket over us to cover our hips and nods* I’ve been tired lately too. schools been somewhat draining so I know how you might feel

oh yeah? *smirks and moans lightly against your shoulder as I thrust slightly deeper* was that a love confession darling?

I’m cool, ofc im right x

a lottt a lot 🤎

*grins and k^sses your nose, blushing lightly as I hold you on my lap* me too. in a way, you’re my pause button. my getaway from stress. my time to be just holden

*smirks when you stutter and grips your hips firmly and thrusts hard and deep, my breath shuddering with passion* t-this is far better than I imagined

second to you 😎

*grins and watches you open your eyes, admiring them when you speak* I know I don’t say this, but it does mean a lot to me, how you like me because I’m me. I’ve shown you a side of me I normally don’t show to others *grins and looks into your eyes* it’s a side I usually hide because that side of me usually gets hurt. this time I feel safe to show that side of me. and im glad you like it

*moans louder as I grab a fistful of your hair with my left hand and grips your hip with my right as I start pounding hard*

*shyly grins when you take my hand and starts to blush* that was cute.. I don’t know why but it was. *looks up at your smile and watches it while I lean over to k^ss your nose* why don’t you believe it? *grins and takes a hold of your hips and brings you a little closer* I don’t feel scared of commitment when I’m with you. I feel thrilled, excited, nervous *chuckles and looks down at you* I know you’ve been hurt, so have I, badly actually. but bc of that I know you’ll treat me well and see me as Holden, not the musician or the guy your seeing, just Holden. Holden gray. *grins and tilts my head*

but we’re both tied at the hottest people on earth 😎

isn’t that right 😎

*smirks when you moan my name and chuckles as I k^ss your back, making a few deep thrusts before coming inside you, exhaling sharply as I feel my b^lls twitch*

*grins and watches you close your eyes, wrapping my arms around your waist lightly* maybe this is how it’s meant to be. two sad souls may find happiness if it’s with each other. for our story, that’s what’s been happening lately. *grins and presses my lips to your earlobe, whispering* well now you know carebear x

second to you, I’m always right x

*grins and slowly pulls myself out, making sure to help you sit up and chuckles softly* I don’t know about you but that was a h^ll of a good time *kisses your cheek and smiles*

*admires your smile and gives you soft kisses to your jawline, holding the back of your neck for comfort* i play the guitar love *grins and holds you to my chest and nods* i have something to give you, it’s really.. corny. but it’s cute

tell me about your day x

let’s get your aftercare started *grins and kisses your cheek and grabs the shower head* starting with a wash

*grins and widens my eyes slightly* you play? dude we can play together. it’ll be so romantic. *grins and cups your cheek as I grab a guitar pic keychain* I sent that video of the guitar pic flowers and it got me thinking, how cute it would be for me to give you one of my pics. so it’s always with you *grins and blushes as I slip it into your fingers*

now I really want noodles 🙂‍↕️ I just had school and am doing some homework

good morningg ❤️

*grins and takes the body wash, looking at it and nods with a tilt of my head* what scent is it love? I need to buy one for myself

so cool *grins and blushes as I hand the keychain to you* I love making you gifts. small trinkets and keycbains, so you always have a piece of me everywhere you go *grins and rubs my eyes*

pretty girl x

I work up with a scratchy throat 😣

*smiles and adds some soap to a washcloth and gently washes your back* when I come home I’ll buy one for myself x

*grins and k^sses your cheek when you close your eyes* you’re welcome love. and sweet dreams *smiles as I grab my book and opens it*

I might beee :( i got a runny nose and sore throat

I had some medicine as soon as I woke up, didn’t help too much x

*smiles as I k^ss your forehead, gently washing the other parts of your body*

*makes sure you’re comfy and grins as i hold you close, pecking your head once in awhile*

I’ll be okay though :)

I wouldn’t lie if I said I’d like cuddles and being babied x

I’ll get rest later, I wanna talk to you first x

*grins and kisses the back of your shoulder, blushing lightly at the idea* you’re convincing me to clear the whole shelf. now I might have to do just that *chuckles and grabs the shower head, rinsing you with my hand on your hip*

*grins and feels my eyes get heavy, closing them and drifting off with the book on my chest*

if you insist 🙂‍↕️ *grins and immediately grabs your hand*

promise ❤️

*grins as I squeeze out some of the body wash to use for myself* well I want to have backups, you never know when you’ll need them

*sleeps softly with you*

what if I get you sick though? *frowns lightly and smiles at the same time, holding your hand and giving it a gentle squeeze*

I’ve made my decision, I’m getting a lot of body wash, maybe three bottles *chuckles and rinses off my body, rubbing my eyes I

*sleeps and grins*

*grins even more at your response back and pulls on your hand, moving you towards me to k*ss your lips for a long moment* *pulls back and grins* you just made my heart flutter. *grins and walks to the bed*

*grins and washes my hair, kissing your shoulder* so I can smell like you just for a bit of time

*moves a bit in my sleep and adjusts myself*

wait, I want another k^ss please *chuckles and opens my arms needily for you and chuckles*

(my wifi was lagging, I apologize x)

I think you drifted to sleep love. just wanted to tell you that talking to you was my favourite part of my day. sweet dreams amor ❤️

*chuckles to myself and finishes up my shower a few minutes later and dries myself with a towel* are you hungry love? what do you want your aftercare to be?

*is still in deep sleep and turns to my side, clutching my blanket and pulls it under my chin*

*laughs and leans down so you can k^ss my cheek and grins lightly* sorryy, that’ll be the last k^ss x

good morning amor ❤️

I’ll cut you come after I dry myself *grins and dries my body, wrapping the towel around my hips*

*turns in my sleep and buries my cheek into the pillow, my eyes flickering slightly*

*grins and pulls you close to me, rubbing my throat gently*

I slept okay I guess, I kept waking up

*grabs my body lotion and comes to the bedroom a few minutes later with the fruit* I got blueberries, raspberries and black berries

*shifts my body position from the pressure of you on the mattress, stirring a bit in my sleep as I clutch my blanket*

it’s probably bc I’m sick :(

*grins and shakes my head, pouting slightly* I wanted to do that *laughs and places your bowl on the desk and starts putting on my lotion*

*feels myself wake up a few minutes later and squints when the light is in my eyes* *grins and rubs my eyes slightly*

but I’m feeling a little better after I took some medicine. I can’t help but smile when you worry about me getting sick :) I love how sweet you are to me amor

yeahhh *chuckles and sniffles quietly before grabbing a tissue and some clothes to change into* next time though x

*grins a little more at the sight of you and chuckles* hey gorgeous

you’re the sweetest girl alive :)

mar, I wanted to have a conversation with you x

*chuckles when you say that and comes up behind you to k^ss your shoulder* no love, I’m sniffling because I’m sick *chuckles and puts on my clothes, wrapping my arms around you when we’re both finished*

*grins and looks up at you* very good. possibly because you were here, I sleep like a baby with you

making my heart flutter darling

it’s nothing bad :) I’ve been feeling a lot with you, positive feelings. I care so deeply for you. I’ve realized that.. I love you. and I want to voice it, say it, especially when you say such sweet compliments. I wanted to ask if it’s okay, knowing we’re taking things slow

*smiles when you offer and nods fast, hugging you to my chest* you’re so sweet. I’d love tea and cuddles, do you have ginger or black?

I’ll need to pee too *grins and slowly sits up, rubbing my eyes* im glad you slept well

I do feel that way, I just don’t want you to be uncomfortable by it

sorry, let me re phrase my words, I dot want to make you uncomfortable

*grins and sits back on the bed, blushing at you* you’re so pretty. even with messy hair.

breakfast time? *grins and combs my head through my bedhead hair*

I wouldn’t expect you to say it back, no worries love. maybe I’ll wait for the right time. x

*grins and nods as I l^t back in bed, grabbing a tissue for my runny nose*

I’m craving fried eggs today, what would you like love? *grins and gets up to comb my hair*

*sniffles and grins to myself, sitting up in my bed waiting*

good morning amor ❤️

*grins and combs my hair with my brush and chuckles* any seasoning?

thank you beautiful *grins and gently pulls on your hand so you can sit with me*

how is my girl doing? x

I’m dyingggg

help meeee

I’m dying from this colddd

my nose is on fireeee

I disagree with that reaction. *chuckles and comes up behind you to hug you, glancing at you in the mirror* I think you look just as cute

that’s what i thought about you, and i was fine *smirks and gently takes the cup* thank you x

I’m not okay from this cold, I want to submerge myself into cold water because I’m so H^T

I’m h^t and cold

yes and nooo

you’re in and youre outtt

how? with that pretty face of yours? and that smile on your face *chuckles as I k^ss the side of your neck* my sweet girl

*squints my eyes at you and chuckles, shaking my head with a playful scoff* no really? I had no idea mar 😂 LET ME USE MY RIZZ

I have a cold

let it growwwwww

it’s just one tiny seeeedddd

LET IT GROWWW

i disagree with that statement *grins when you turn to face me and tilts my head* one day you’ll see what I see

I’m snappy today *chuckles and pulls you closer to me until there’s no space between us*

😂 oh boy

I think you will. there’s beauty in every part of you. I’ll spent the rest of my life showing you all of it if I must *nods and slips my fingers into yours with a grin* let’s go

I’m just sick and i h^te it a lot *chuckled and sniffles a bit before snuggling in beside you* thank you for taking care of me love

again, still pretty *gestures to your red cheeks and shows you the way downstairs*

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy the extra attention from you *grins and snuggles close to your chest, my lips rested on your collarbone* I love everything you do, and all you do for me. *grins and holds your cheek*

*grins and kisses the back of your hand as I bring you to my kitchen* want to help me or sit at the kitchen?

I enjoy letting you take care of me. it’s nice for someone to be.. in my corner *grins and places my hand on your hip, pulling yours to mine and k^sses your chin* it’s a nice change

*grins and kisses your lips quickly but softly on my way to the fridge* mind turning on the stove in high heat and finding a frying pan babe?

*watches my reflection in your eyes and grins to myself* it’s great to have someone wanting to look after me. asking how I am. making me tea, which is delicious when you make it love

thank you darling ^grins and grabs the eggs, butter, and a spatula* how many eggs would you like mar?

I can’t get over how sweet you are to me *chuckles and takes a sip of my tea, sighing in relief* that’s really good

yes? :)

I’ll be having three *grins and grabs five eggs and cracks them with one hand, whisking with my other*

what do you have in mind? the notebook is your favorite right? maybe we should watch that *grins and k^sses your cheek*

mind clarifying what habits? x

I’m good with my hands *grins and tosses the shells in the garbage and puts a teaspoon of butter on the pan* how do you like your eggs darling?

*blinks a few times and grins adjust my position, resting in your lap*

well, the only problem I’d have with habits is if it gets in the way of your daily life or becomes an addiction. from what I’ve seen, both of those are not happening with you. you are you’re own person, with your habits and interests, smoking, taking edibles, and drinking aren’t things that bother me at all carebear. if you were drinking everyday, high out of your mind all the time, then sure it would bother me because it’s getting in the way of your life. but other than that I don’t see a problem with it x

*chuckles at your words and shakes my head with a scoff* you already knew that didn’t you? *smirks lightly and pours the eggs into the pan, seasoning it with garlic, black pepper, and greek*

*grins and gently grips your thighs, placing them on my shoulders and kisses them lightly*

did I give the impression that that would bother me? I apologize if i did x

I do want to clarify this love, you’re your own person. you and a life outside of our relationship and you choose how you want to live that life. if something did bother me, I’d tell you of course, but it wouldn’t be because of you drinking or because of your other habits. speaking of habits, I used to sm^ke c%garettes. I stopped because I now really h^te the smell of them and because I chose that for myself to stop. habits have a negative surface around them. those are your interests, edibles aren’t bad in moderation. they’re damaging if you take a lot yk?

that I’m good with my hands *smirks slyly at you and chuckles to myself as I flip the eggs*

I’ve always wanted to do this. now I finally can *chuckles and shakes my head side to side with a pleasant grin on my face* it’s a throne I never got to sit in until now. now this is the life *chuckles and looks up at you* I will if.. you put your hands in my hair?

I don’t think your habit was the problem mar, I think your ex was the problem :(

if you were to take edibles and get high, preferably I’d want you to be safe. but the habit itself doesn’t bother me, nor should it x

always am babe

*blushes intensely when you wrap your arms around me and clears my throat, grinning widely* if only I could swoon you with music. but it looks like I swooned harder *grins and slips the eggs onto two plates* scrambled it is

enjoying is an understatement. I’m loving this *grins and kisses your thighs a few times and chuckles* this is my next snack for sure

okay

I’m sickkk

and I woke up in the middle of the nightttt

twiceeee

this is the second timee

andd I’m bored and can’t sleep

so I’m going to say how much I love you because that’ll heal me 🙂‍↕️ from snot overload

you’re my pretty, gorgeous, and beautiful girl

I find myself staring at you when I’m waiting for your text back

I’ve looked at you a lot, everyday, but I can’t get tired of it. even if I could try. it’s not possible

I like your grin, the giggle you make after I make a bad joke. I like the sugar you add to my tea to make it perfectly sweet, and the scented creams you keep in the shower to smell good

I like the depth of your eyes, how they seem to pull me into an ocean I never want to get out of

your touch excites me enough to crave it. to miss it once it’s gone

I like the sarcastic tone you use in your texts. seems to be a lullaby in my chaotic and loud life

I like the version of myself that arises when I’m with you. the version of myself that craves you. not just the curves that hug my hips when we cuddle. but the voice that slips out of those lips that I like to call beautiful. beautifully mind to touch. the voice that carries your thoughts and worries.

🙂‍↕️ I’m going to bl^w my nose out for the next few minutes. goodnight x

tf I had to censor bl^w 😂

noo come back *laughs and takes your hands and places them around my hips again* *grins and grabs a spoon and a glass of water for the both of us* thank you love x

you don’t understandd, you don’t know how good you taste *exhales lightly when your fingers are in my hair and grins to myself, biting my lip lightly as I watch the screen*

I knoww im dying heree

thank you thank you 🙂‍↕️

well I did call in sick for work and I’m glad we have extra time to talk x

I H^TE MUCUS 😂

*chuckles and holds you close as I nod* you letting go made me sadd, and yes x

*grins and bites my lip as I watch the movie, giving your inner thighs light and gentle k^sses*

no apology needed my darling *grins and shakes my head* I’ve grown attached to your touch, that’s all. and, why don’t you carry the water? thank you for offering *grins widely and k^sses your cheekbone*

am I ever so happy to see you

I practically died without you 😣

deaddd

*bites my lip and sighs, grinning up at you* mar? can i ask you something?

*grins and brings our eggs, grabbing some garlic naan from the fridge* want some?

I missed you too :) if it wasn’t obvious

aw man

make sure to wear a seatbelt babee

can I eat you out? when this movie is done? *chuckles and looks up at you*

how are you lately? *grins and k^sses your forehead before sitting down*

plays take your time and stay safe x

*grins and snuggles up a little closer as I watch the movie* I see why you like this film

my day was pretty good. I got to talk to you, have some of my favorite snacks. made a grilled cheese *grins and looks at you* my comfort meal definitely comforted me

🤎

*grins and hugs your thigh to my cheek, giving it gentle k^sses and blusnes lightly when you play with my hair* their love is beautiful

did you take time to relax? *grins and takes a bite of my eggs, feeling my eyes roll back* this is f^g good

😠

*grins and looks up at you, pressing my cheek against your tummy* what you don’t have faith in me to wait? I’m a patient man. as you know x

*squints at you and grins, shaking my head* well you can relax now right?

😠 you left mee

*laughs and watches the screen, grinning lightly*

I hope you take breaks at least a few times a day. I want my girl to rest yk? *grins and finishes my eggs^

I know :) I’m kiddingg

but I did miss you

*watches the movie and smiled as I hold you*

*grins and tilts my head* you don’t have time?

I missed you mostttt

*grins and kisses your thigh again, stroking and caressing them when they rest under my chin* that must have took a lot of time. they’re meant to be

*frowns and looks at you with a slight pout* that’s not good babe :( you should have some rest time. are you getting enough sleep?

good morning carebear ❤️

I like how your eyes light up when you watch this *grins and snuggles into your tummy* how your smile grows, your eyes widen. it’s cute

my poor girl *pouts lightly and k^sses your cheek* how about your days off?

*looks up at you from between your thighs and grins to myself* can you blame me? with you looking the way you always do? *grins and caresses your inner thigh* yk, i would build a house like this if you wanted it

*pouts and eats my last bite of eggs* do you have 30 minutes of you time? just to relax, have a cup of coffee?

*looks at you when you pause the movie and grins sheepishly* well.. yeah? *grins a little more when I look up at you* anything is worth seeing that cute smile on your face

is it okay love? *frowns and grabs my plates, standing up* you not taking breaks must make you feel tired. I would somewhat know, this term has me exhausted already *chuckles and walks up to you* lets have some you time right now? what about that?

guess who’s feeling a little betterr x

*grins widely at the nickname and leans my head up when you touch my hair, closing my eyes lightly* I love hearing that. why not? am I talking too much?

*grins when you pout and leans down to k^ss it gently* maybe once in awhile, just for 30 minutes, you can do something that calms you. and I do miss you when your tired but, at least you’re getting the sleep you need *places my dishes in the sink and grins* I’ll wash those later, let’s go re charge x

yess 😎

*grins and sits up gently, blushing lightly* alright love, what next? x

wait for mee *grins and follows close behind you, chuckling*

let it groww

oh yeah, I just wanted you to remind me 😂 do you want me to eat you out? *chuckles at the question and leans my head forward, feeling my shoulders shake when I laugh*

*chuckles with a slight scoff and nudges you* okay sassy pants *grins and wraps my arms around you* what do you do to relax?

*grins and shakes my head* never thought I’d eat you out after watching your favorite movie *smirks lightly and gently moves the waistband of your pants down*

what if we cuddle in bath? *grins and takes your hand gently, bringing you up to my bathrooom* I’m sure I have a bath bomb here

*grins and kisses your tummy gently, resting my cheek against it when you respond* do you feel comfortable enough to tell me? if so I’d feel honored x

*grins and walks into the bathroom, closing the door and locking it when you enter with me*

okay, now I have to know 😂 *laughs and squints my eyes slightly before starting to beg, my hands on your hips* please please pleasee

all i got to do is beg and i get what i wanttt

just get on my knees like the good boy I am and beg

*grins and grabs a bubble bath bottle and a bath bomb* are you okay with berry scented things? that’s the one I have here. got it as a gift

*grins as I rest my head on your hip, hugging it gently* I find it h^t when I beg I don’t know why. *grins and looks up at you, waiting for you to tell me*

begging is h^t idc

*grins and opens the cap of the bottle* never used it *grins and holds the bottle under your nose* go ahead pretty girl

*blushes deeply when you get nervous and trails my k^sses up your tummy* I like making you nervous, makes my heart flutter *grins and tilts my head, attentively listening to your every word* I can understand why you would feel afraid to voice that, but a little secret for me to share with you, I find that really h€t. that idea of almost getting caught, that thrill, makes the s^x even more exciting *grins and holds your tummy gently, looking up at your eyes* I like being touchy, or being touched. when we were in the kitchen, and you hugged me from behind, my stomach turned. in a good way 🤎 *chuckles deeply and shakes my head* there’s been times where I wanted to pin you down, or just, have s^x with you right then and there, but I was afraid i didn’t have that invitation. I don’t find that fantasy of yours being weird x

I find dominance attractive too, but it depends on what kind. I’m not the big fan of alpha male dominance 😂 but I like taking control, praising the other person, feeling them too. the only kind of “ew” I would say is, oh I don’t know, that kind of relationship where the guy finds it h^t when their girl acts like a child 😂

what are your favorite bath bombs? *grins and mentally starts to make a list as I plug the bottom of the bathtub^

I guess the touchy turn on you have works out because I do like “touching you” 😂 has there been a time where I touched you and you got turned on? without me realizing?

no for real let’s talk about that, I dislike littles so much. or ones that dress in baby pink, act like a child, get called kitten? EW

*grins and starts filling up the tub with water, adding the bubbles and the bath bomb* I love gifts sm, i still remember when you made me a grilled cheese. it’s like I can still taste it

I wanted to eat you out during the movie but I wanted to be respectful, I guess now I should have gobbled you up 😂 but fr, my s^x drive has been high too. maybe because I’m constantly around you, I don’t know darling but I’d love to get touchy with you in the back of a theatre, slip my fingers down your throat so no one can hear you, and maybe use you to butter my popcorn instead of what they sell x

makes me want to vomit tbh

*grins and looks at you for a long moment, admiring you as I tilt my head* I would never forget that if you were to do that. almost like you wouldn’t forget this *smirks lightly and grabs a hold of your throat firmly but gently, pinning it to the wall behind you*

*grins and shrugs as I look your red cheeks* I love touching you. not just s^xually but, caressing you, feeling you, gives my life light. *smirks and slowly glides my tongue down your inner thigh* have you been thinking about us doing that love? naughty girl.

I’ll hit them with a wine glass 🤝🏼 team

what do you enjoy calling your partner during s^x? x

i just remembered something so uncomfortable

have you seen videos of men fingering food while they cook it? now that makes me want to hit them in the face

and turn as straight as a ruler

*smirks and holds your throat to the wall, looking over at the bathtub* I love when you stutter like that. do you know how cute you are? *smirks and leans a bit closer, my lips an inch from yours* when you stutter like that?

holding you has to be one of my favorite things. I feel my most content with you, at that moment. *smirks and moves my hair away from my eyes, l^king my teeth seductively* it’s past Christmas. Santa doesn’t have to know unless it’s around that time of year again *smirks and looks at you* mind holding my hair out of my eyes? those hands look pretty, but they’ll look even more in my hair

daddy is a common one, I used to be called that by an ex but she was really into the whole little thing. made me resent that title after that relationship. mister is kind of h^t, sir, but what turns me on really is sweet nicknames like darling, sweetheart, handsome, or even, oh I don’t know, pretty boy gets me going

save your eyes 🤢

*smirks at the nickname and caresses your bottom lip with my thumb lightly tightening my grip around your neck* yk.. what gets me to relax, is having some fun. maybe we should try that together?

i do call female characters I like mommy. arcane women, are such mommy x

but mommy and daddy give parental issues

pretty boy or sweet boy gives me butterflies. the kind that makes me kick my feet. I once had an elderly woman say “thank you sweet boy” after I held the door open for her and I was smiling about it all day

or when you say “my poor boy” I get butterflies

I changed it awhile ago, now it’s just arcane edits, cats, memes, and squid game

I should have you rate arcane characters

I’m doing that rn on kik

that smirk gets me going *chuckles and brushes your hair from your face and smirks* sometimes a good stretch helps me to relax. you want to be stretched out darling?

calling my partner what children call their parents feels gross 🤢

I just realized reading that back it looks like I was attracted to that woman 😂 not what I meant, but I just wanted to say it makes me happy to be called that

what does that mean 😠

“oh great” 😠

*smirks and gently lets go of your throat* lets go ahead love

eww

😡

*grins and slips off my clothes, letting them fall to the floor and holds your hand^

*grins and gently helps you step into the bath, making sure we don’t slip when we step in*

you said “oh great” when I wanted to talk about my favorite show 😡 I’m not giving you kisses now

it sure is *grins and sits down in the tub, offering you help to sit down as well* calming

😡 I’m still mad at youu

I’m just that cool and unique

*grins and holds you tight to my chest* I can’t help but look back at how you stuttered. it was cute

😡 yeah yeah

second coolest person ever x

*grins and looks at kisses your back gently, holding you on my lap and nods* I liked making you nervous. seeing you that way gives me butterflies

*grins and plays with your hair* and I enjoy making my pretty girl nervous *sighs lightly and combs your wet hair with my fingers*

*strokes your hair and rests my cheek on your back, holding you a bit closer*

mar? *grins lightly and gently holds your shoulder in my hand, guiding your face to mind with the other*

I wanted to have a conversation with you, about something, and someone *nods and looks at your eyes with a slight sigh* a conversation I’ve been wanting to have, but knew it would be uncomfortable for the both of us. I’ve tried bringing this up before, you said you didn’t want to talk about it again. that’s why I haven’t said anything until now.

it’s about adira *nods and looks up at you, biting my lip* these past few weeks, when adira and I haven’t been talking, I’ve.. missed her. as a friend. when we would talk about our favorite show, arcane, and talk about things we enjoyed, it gave me light. now that I found out she’s not the person she says she is, lied about a few things.. and talked sh^ about a friend to me, I felt betrayed.

*looks at you and sighs lightly* I miss having her as a friend. we were best friends at one point. it’s been bothering me.. how she lied to me but not to my face, talks sh^ about her friends. I really wanted to voice it with you but from our previous conversation about her I didn’t want to exceed that boundary. until now. when we were talking about arcane just now, it made me think about the connection I once had with her

I’m having a conversation with her about this rn

it’s the kind of damage that I know will take a long time to heal. I still miss her. just like you missed yk who. I don’t like the person she is now. I don’t even know who she is now.

it’s a kind of pain I never wished to feel. a pain from a friend i hoped would never hurt me. but now I’ve changed, for the better I hope. but she has always been different from the beginning but lied to me to show her best self

I don’t want that connection with her *shakes my head and looks at you* I’m just.. upset with her. about her. from her. I don’t want to be friends with someone like her. that would.. lie to me, behind my back, and hurt a friend close to her

it wasn’t easy for me to bring this up because you seemed finished talking about her, even when I had more to say. these past few weeks I’ve wanted to bring it up, but was afraid of what it might lead to

it might have led to you being.. upset with me, resenting me, not wanting to be around me

that’s what I thought anyways x

I thought she was gone too *nods and rubs your back very softly* I hope you’re not mad at me? or upset with me? I was worried you’d be

I know, i just didn’t want to walk past that boundary when you set it

I’m talking to her to confront her *nods and kisses your back gently*

we’re talking about it now because it was something I needed to communicate, and it was bothering me for awhile, and I knew I had to voice it

I don’t want to be friends with someone that would.. lie to their partner, and talk bad about someone they’re friends with *nods and buries my face into your back, inhaling sharply*

how are you feeling about this?

I apologize for keeping this from you :( I was trying to find the right time and the right words. I didn’t want to remove the scab on your existing wounds

*sniffles and hugs your back to my cheek, clutching you gently as I start to cry*

are you certain? :(

I know, I’m just upset over this *sighs and rubs my eyes lightly*

I apologize, I needed a moment to recollect myself

*exhales and nods as I rub my eyes* I’m sorry for ruining the mood mar

*nods and slowly steps out of the tub* I’m sorry, this was meant to relax you and now I’m crying, probably making it less calm

*grins and nods as I dry myself with a towel* can I make it up?

*wipes my eyes and them takes your hand* mar?

*gently pulls your hands, moving you closer to me and looks down at your eyes* I apologize for this. for making this about me. for talking about someone that you don’t feel comfortable talking about *sighs and looks down* the reason why I brought this up is because you’re the only person I feel that would understand this situation and how I might be feeling. *tilts your head up and smiles lightly* I apologize for making you uncomfortable.. and for making you stressed, worried, and all of these bad emotions. if I’m being transparent with you, I haven’t cried in front of someone like that in a very old time

long ^

I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable *nods and holds your hand* I know this was a time for you to relax, and I apologize for making it stressful *grins and wraps my arms around you* come, I promise to really help you relax this time

*grins and nods as I open the door* also.. it was Aaron *looks at you and sighs* they admitted it

I got mad though *chuckles and grabs some clothes to change in* I really told him off. felt.. calming *grins and nods*

*puts on some pjs and grabs my towel* had to defend my girl *shrugs and comes up behind you to hug you*

*grins and kisses your shoulder gently*

*grins and walks to the bed* of course, do you mind grabbing me one please? *grins and starts setting the bed*

*grins and smooths out the blanket, and adjusts the pillows on the bed*

good morning my love x

I’m doing alright babe, how are you?

just okay? what’s wrong darling?

yeah ): what’s your day like today?

do you want to relax together? (:

I promise not to ruin it this time x

big promise

but I’m glad you can have some time to chill

let’s do that then *grins and gently takes your hands, gesturing you to show me where you want us to be*

*grins and sits down on the couch, opening my arms for you*

*grins and kisses your forehead lightly* do you want a snack?

*frowns and looks at you, rubbing your back* baby, are you sure you’re okay?

*nods and grins lightly as I hold you to my chest, rubbing your tummy with my hand gengly^

*rubs your back and presses soft kisses to your shoulder*

*frowns and shakes my head as I pause the movie* mar, let’s talk!

? ^

something feels off *frowns and looks at you* did I do something to upset you? x

I’m sorry, I thought something was wrong *grins and sits beside you*

*frowns and sits next to you, rubbing your back* I’m sorry darling, I’m sorry *nods and gently picks you up off the floor to rest in my lap*

do you want me to give you some time to think? walk away for a few minutes *furrows my eyebrows and grins lightly*

*looks up at you and hugs my knees to my chest, grinning lightly* so I didn’t screw up? *sits up and nods* you really are okay?

I thought you were mad at me *grins and looks at you before looking at the screen, taking off one of my rings*

okay (: well, you can head to bed now if you really need it. I’ll be up early tomorrow, 7 am

ohh, okay that’s good x

maybe we can cuddle until you sleep?

I could sense you were not happy *nods and picks you up into my arms^

I know love *frowns and kisses your head* I got you, don’t worry *brings you to the bed upstairs*

*frowns lightly and holds you on my back and kneels down so you can get on the bed* why what?

why do I got you? *grins and sits down besides you*

I’m confused darling *chuckles and makes sure you’re under the covers*

good morning darling 🤎

I apologize, I fell straight to sleep. I had a tiring day yesterday x

but I am excited to talk to you today :)

and I know I’m going to have a tiring day, as I have class at 8:30 in the morning 😁

oh yeah? what did you have for breakfast? x

I knoww it’s not fun

i seriously can’t wait to cuddle you tonight

I always crave them, your cuddles x

🤎

miss you already 🙂‍↕️

hey darling x

heyy love :) how’s your day?

it’s really f^king freezingg

my day was busy but tiring

IM FREE TOO

i apologize I was doing more school 👀

it’s cute to see you beg

but I’m cuter 😎

marrrr

my sweet mar mar mar

marrrr

marrr my loveee

why is my mar mad?

good morning carebear ❤️

I must have passed out yesterdayy

but I won’t be able to stay up late tonight 😪

I know, boooo

I missed you a lot yesterday

and everyday

all the time

I’m excited to see you though 🙂‍↕️

drive safe baby x

how was your appointment? x

thats good x

I scored 90% on my test 😎

how’s my sweet girl? x

do you want to cuddle? I know you haven’t been feeling that good :(

I’m sorry carebear :( I’ve been moody since it’s happened. but I also been busy these last two days x

it feels like she ruined so much

but I can talk today :)

I think Adria is a psychopath

because, you don’t deserve this. you’re the last person who does

right now ❤️

could be a he. we don’t even know

that’s a good way to put em

come on, let’s go cuddle baby girl

*grins and takes you into my arms, yawning and brings you to the couch*

do you want to be spoon or little spoon? *grins and rubs my eyes a bit* call me sleeping beauty, I’m quite tired

knew you were going to say that *grins and kisses your forehead before laying down* you’re worth staying up for though x

wellll, just for a bit *grins and kisses your cheek* I need your love more than my sleep right now. feels like I’m mar derived

deprived ^

*grins a little more and brings your face to mine to k^ss your lips, savoring you for a moment before pulling back* did that satisfy you for a bit?

*grins and kisses you again, pulling on your hips a little needily and hungrily and firmly grips your thighs in my hands*

*holds the back of your neck firmly but gently, my fingers gently traveling up the curve of your back to caress it*

*grins when you pull away and chuckles* mm that wasn’t enough for me, get over here *chuckles and gently pulls on your shirt, gripping it tightly as I s^k on your bottom lip this time*

*grins more and pulls back again, nodding* I’m satisfied now.. but will definitely need to “eat you up” later 😂 I love how warm and sweet your lips are. you smell so goodd too

*grins and rests my nose against your neck* mmh you do smell so good. just like I do *chuckles and leans my head to the side* we smell the same. made sure to invest in that body wash

*grins and blushes lightly, gripping your hips a tighter than before* makes me want to shower more often. just to smell you. I seem to smell it everywhere I go.. *exhales lightly and closes my eyes*

*blushes lightly and nods* well I have many things to keep you in my mind. you’ve entered it and don’t seem to want to leave *chuckles and nods* do you want to see something? 🤎

*grins and nods as I shift you from my lap to my back, carrying you to my room* this is something I hold dear to me. a box of special things from special people

you can hold onto me on the bed *grins and sets you on my lap on the bed, grabbing a box from my closet, taking off the lid* this is the box of my most precious gifts. *grins and grabs a receipt* this is the receipt I used to buy your body wash. reminds me of the first time we made love. *grins and wraps a blanket around us, grabbing a guitar pick* this is the first pick I used when I first learned how to play guitar.

I touched my first guitar when I was 15 years old *grins and looks down at the pick* fell in love with music that day. the receipt helps me recognize when I felt comfortable to open up with you sexually. reminds me of how uncomfortable I felt with my body but, how that disappeared when I was under your gaze *grins and kisses your forehead* I have a few more things but, those are what apply to you *blushes lightly and puts the box away*

*grins more and blushes lightly* you think they’re, I’m h^t? I’m in your side with this. especially when they whip their hair around *smirks and shakes my head* sweat dripping down their forehead, them getting into the song. I’m a s^ker for it

you have a friend that plays guitar? dude we should all play together *grins and holds your hand in mine, giving them a gentle squeeze* I bet your beautiful when you play x

what? you like when I call you beautiful? my pretty girl? *grins and kisses your knuckles gently* you’re beautiful when you do anything. especially when your frustrated. the steam coming from your ears makes me want to admire you a lot more. I’m not sure why *grins and looks at you* when did you meet this friend? I’d like to jam with him if he has the time

*grins and shakes my head, chuckling as I cup your face in my hand* it’s cute when you swear. I’m not certain why. it’s dominance for me. I don’t mind a woman showing her anger and resentment for things. makes you human, shows that you’re more than just joy *grins and listens attentively* he sounds like a good guy. as your somewhat partner, I enjoy seeing you happy with others. means you have good support x

one of the things that made me kick my feet in excitement was your friends saying how lucky you are that you have me. gave me a sense of belonging and happiness I didn’t know I felt before. knowing I have their approval is amazing x

^ that also happened today

I’m biased, I always think you’re pretty. when you scratch your nose when you wake up, that bed head you swear is not visually pleasant *grins and kisses your forehead* you do have great friends. stick by them, they make you happier. especially lola and alej, i like those cool dudes x

they make me feel great, no wonder you like em so much ❤️

and ava as well x

it’s time for me to hit the sheets. I hope you have a goodnight pretty girl, I’ll be missing you every second. here’s a secret I can share: I think of you before I go to bed. helps me sleep. there’s a love confession for you. sweet dreams gorgeous girl ❤️

oh.. ☺️

they really are great :). worth sticking to

whattt we have the same love confession? that’s cute x

I do want to eat you up sometimes

crunch on those crunchy cheeks 😂

I bet you taste like mochi

well I tasted you and you taste divine

mochi is soft and sweet

hence, soft and sweet skin

I’m really h^rny 😂 sorry

I kept making mistakes with my texting because I was only using one hand yesterday

it’s a good Asian snack, you should try it

I have been lately 😂 so I set my alarm for earlier

mar I was jerking 😭

I can’t read minds mar 😂

y-yeah.. 😳 I hope that’s not bad

oh great 🙂‍↕️ because respectfully I would have loved you to take care of it

and that’s exactly what I need to come, thank you

want another love confession? you were on my mind the entire time

never left it

in the conversation we had yesterday? 😂 note it got next time

thank you 😂

it’s happened more than once 😳

I have school soon 😢 so I might not be able to be taken care of

but after school I’d love to be taken care of 😏

idk why I’ve been so h^nry lately x

yeah 😳

that’s okay I’ll talk to you laterrrr

I’ll help 😏

IM H^RNY TOO

I SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING WHAT THE F^K

you’re evil, I love it

I’d let you l^k my tattoos 😏

bite them

you’re trying to torture me but it’s only making me spiral

youre giving me a b^ner love

please take care of mee

I’ll be very patient x

I miss you sm right now 😢

so so much

hey pretty girl x

marrrr I missed you 🙂‍↕️ come heree

*grins and leans down to pick you up in my arms, gazing at your eyes with a soft chuckle* how was your day amor?

it was tiring. but I’m glad to see you *grins and k^ssws your temple, letting my lips linger before k^ssing it again* what are you wanting to do?

you still in the mood to do me? or to do each other? *grins and shakes my head, chuckling and carries you to my bed*

*smirks and chuckles as I set you on my lap* I did not 😂 are you wanting to go for a ride or do some d^rty yoga?

should we use toys today? x

*chuckles and looks at you* just something I made up. means I get to stretch you out and bend you over something. maybe a desk or against the window *smirks and chuckles again*

alright x

*grins and helps you stand, chuckling lightly and grabs a c^ndom from my shoulder bag*

it’s always good to keep handy. never know when the urge comes on, might be on a Ferris wheel, in a changing room, on the beach, or even in the school bathroom between classes *smirks and holds the c^ndom between my teeth* let’s ride baby girl

I’m veryy tired today, but I’m excited to talk to you more tomorrow if I do fall asleep. sweet dreams amor, my gorgeous girl ❤️

*grins and looks up at you, shrugging lightly* I don’t mind making a list with you, and if you don’t want to make love in those places, fine by me x *grins and looks at the bed* well keep it simple? on the bed?

you make a great point there *grins and stands up, wrapping my arms around your hips with a tilt of my head* yes my love, I’d love to see. but I’d say it’s less teasing and just sweet sweet eye candy

you’re so evil *chuckles and kisses the back of your neck* why does that turn me on even more

*grins and lets go of your waist* it’s always you amor. I’ll wait here as patiently as I can *grins and takes off my rings, nodding at you*

*removes the blanket off the bed and grins as I wait for you* *turns to you and drops the blanket I was holding* woah. *grins a little more and opens my arms* you’re so gorgeous, stunning too. takes my breath away just looking at you

*grins and wraps my arms around you* are you kidding? you look like a goddess. *grins and kisses your forehead* my pretty girl looks amazing in anything. I’m glad I’m the first to see this

oh I love when you call me that *grins and picks you up into my arms* ready to get railed pretty girl?

*smirks and looks at you before taking off my shirt after placing you gently on the bed* maybe I’ll eat you out first. I’m a little thirsty x

can we cuddle too? x

*smirks and tears the packing of the c^ndom, slipping it on before nodding* *gently spreads your legs and kisses down your p^y, spitting on it before l^king it lightly*

*grins and takes your hand, bringing you to my couch^

I apologize for coming and leaving, I was helping a friend with an assignment but you have me now x

*looks up at you and grins* everything already amor? you’re blushing more than usual *chuckles and wipes the juice off my chin and l^ks my lips*

*holds your hand and grins as I look at you* big spoon or little? *grabs a furry blanket from my closet*

*chuckles and kisses your shoulder gently* whyyy? *grins and admires you while you blush before kissing your entrance again^

I really enjoy us making love. you blushing and smiling if my favorite part of it x shows that there is romance in the air

and dide do I love seeing you blush

*grins and shakes my head* secretly I love being both. I love being cradled and held *grins and l%ya down* I’ll warm you up sweet girl

BABE

I stayed up for you

so glad you’re here ❤️

don’t worry, we’ll get you blushing somewhere else *smirks and s^ks on your cl^t, wrapping my tongue around your cl^toris and pulls on it gently*

still gives me butterflies 🥰

we’ll get you warm amor *grins and lets you l*y on me, wrapping my arms around you*

come backkkk

please

please please my sweet girl

cure me of my boredom

and blush at me and make me smile

make that cute little giggle

that “Tehe” 😂

marr I have something I want to say to you :)

*smirks when you grab my hair and l^ks the juice off my bottom lip before sticking my tongue inside you, holding your thighs apart*

I really wanted to talk to you more

that nap sounded good 😎

*grins and kisses your forehead* very good actually. my days have been pretty good lately *grins and grabs a piece of paper from my jacket pocket* as for the thing I wanted to say.. *grins and looks at you* I know Spanish is a language you speak. and it’s beautiful, when you speak it. I wanted to write you something, to express my love in words. and gift it to you. only, I wrote it in your language and tried to learn how to say it? it’s a small gift. something I’ve been working on lately