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I know loads of bi people, there's nothing wrong with it. If your struggling to pick between 2 people, think of who you'd make you the happiest and who is always there for you :) The most important part of a relationship is trust... so if you trust your best friend more then your boyfriend, it's obvious you need to be with your best friend.
*Sits next to her putting my arm around her* You just need to work out what you want.
*Sighs* You can tell me... Who would you rather be with? Best friend or boyfriend? I won't say anything to anyone.
So she's straight?
*Looks at her* I could talk to her? Not about you, directly but about "someone"... I could try communicating your feelings to her? Anonymously?
*Looks up* Oh..
I'd just talk to her, about how you feel about everything, including her. If you're struggling, try texting it to her. The worst that could happen is that she'd say no. She wouldn't look at you differently, things won't change. I promise. And if they do, I'll be here, your new best friend โบ๏ธ
*Smiles* Its fine. If you and your boyfriend have been on and off that many times I'd say it wasn't working out, and that you'd like to be friends as an an excuse of leaving him for your friend.
*Laughs, pulling her up* Tell me about you :)
*Laughs* I'm Ryan, I'm from Essex, England :) I'm 17... I have 2 sisters. Ellie who's 14 and April who's 20, she's at university. I live with Ellie and my mum. Dad passed away a few years ago :( I play rugby and study law at college... I'm taken and infected by LilKitty_... ๐ค That's about it really :)
I'm sorry about your mum *Looks down*
*Swallows* Really sorry...
Oh .. *Hugs her* it'll get better :)
Do you wanna go for a walk?
Ohhhhh okay then. Sleep tight and tell me how things go tomorrow *Smiles giving her a soft poke in the cheek*
Okay :) Sleep tight x
Thanks a lot :) x
heyyyy :)
GOOOOOOD! โค๏ธ
It's only just morning for me ๐๐ฎ How was it?
Texr your friend: "I'm sorry..." and your boyfriend should understand :/
If he doesn't understand then he doesn't love you... He should be happy for you .::
I'll always love you :)
You haven't done anything wrong, don't blame yourself. It won't hurt forever.
And you know what girls are like, they fall out one day... and become best friends the next :))
I meant it as a friend way..
You'll find someone who loves all of you, your smile, your scars, counting your vertebrae and tracing your skin... It takes time to find someone that special, Lexi.
You told me you wanted someone else... If you wanted someone else, he couldn't f been giving you everything, someone else could of given you more ... *Looks at her*
*Shuffles towards her* It'll get better..: You'll find someone who can give you everything you need. But you have to be patient and let them find you...
And who knows? Your friend could like you too..: Nobody knows what goes on in her head. She could tell you she's sorry for over reacting...
Because it's kind of a shock... having your best friend say that. Some people don't know what to do. *Puts my arm around her* It'll get better, I promise :) It will sting, but only for a few days and in them few days you have an excuse to eat loads of ice cream *Laughs*
Cos listen, you are an amazing girl, funny and sweet and caring. Anyone would be lucky to have you :)
I do but I don't use it often: ClarkeyBoi0 is my username :)
Hahah okay :) I'll add you back when I have time :)
on f? ๐
I was at the gym.. sorry ... and Awh thanks I'm flattered :)
YAH ๐
I bet you deserve it ๐
you do.
*sighs*
*Sits next to her, lifting up her head* You okayyyy?
who's that ^
idk.. i just, im on three accs and your one of the 4 people i stay here for.. im on this one to try mmake friends, my personal one (stfulexi) and another (@suhnrise) but i cant seem to make really good friends. idk i guess im just not 'friend material'
yeah good news? ๐
Yeah :))
I care, that's good news :))
Same ๐โค๏ธ
I was at college ๐โค๏ธ
Hey Frienddd ๐
Where's my friend? ๐
HEYEYEYEYEYEYEEYAAAAA ๐๐
Okay, thanks x
LEXIIIIIIIIIIIIII โค๏ธ
same ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญโค๏ธ
YAYYYY โค๏ธ
yep ๐๐ด I imagine
ehh... wbu?
my girlfriend thinks I wanna break up with her
No Lexi... omg I feel sick... because I got angry
I feel sick. help me
NO IM NOT IN THE MOOD. I CANT STAY CALM... TALK TO HER FOR ME PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU. I CANT LOOSE HER
Well talk to her please ๐ญ
He is...
thank you...
*Pokes her cheek* Thank you x
talk to her ๐ญ don't let her slip ... x
Thank you so much ๐๐ She's my breath of fresh air, my life....
I won't ๐โค๏ธ
Thank you โค๏ธ
I've got her something *Pokes her nose* โค๏ธ
Yep ๐โค๏ธ
can you ask her where her favourite holiday destination is... and don't mention my name! ๐
๐๐๐๐โค๏ธ
thank you ๐๐
what was you doing with a blade ๐ถ
Did you hurt yourself?
Well if it doesn't work you come to me and tell me... I will help you x
I will try hard โค๏ธ
Who?...
Hey hey! Stop talking like that!
There will be someone who loves you more then that.. It takes time though Lexi.
I understand. I do...
*Holds her hands tight*
You love me!?
Lexi... I understand, I do.
No Lexi stop it! I do get it I do.. just talk to me please
You have loads of people...
I had a girlfriend, for 8 months... offline, she was my world, my rock.... She made me feel so happy with my life... but then she left, without an explanation, one day she decided to just go... imagine how I must of felt, 8 months of perfection and now the fear of being alone... Yeah it stings, and it stings some more until you're past the point of caring but if you hold on, I promise you, you will find someone to love and you'll get all those butterflies again and you might even be happier with the next person, not the previous one...
Because now, I've met kitty and she is my life, she makes me realise how happy I actually am... she makes me feel loved, more loved I have felt for anyone... and you'll feel like that one day too...
So listen to me... It takes time to find someone, the right person and what does cutting achieve?
It achieves nothing. It feels good for 5 minutes or so before your left with an ugly scar you want to erase...
but there's no eraser in life and if you want to change something, it's YOU that has to make the change.
Noah has gone. You need to accept that. You need to know that and move on, It seems harsh and cruel but to the truth, Lexi.
Let's make a deal...
You cut once, I cut twice. Whatever you do, I'll do harder.
You don't have to be weak anymore, love. You've got me. And I'll be there even when you try and push me away.
And it will hurt! Until you feel like you want to die, I know! Because I got left without an explanation too... and when you move on, you'll look back and think; "how did he even make me happy" because you'll feel a lot happier once your settled with someone else. Why waste your time crying over someone who isn't probably crying over you rn?
Don't make the deal then... Say no to it... But you can't stop me from hurting myself too...
So it's time to move on.
And I'll help you do that... If you let me.
If you don't feel comfortable talking to me, surround yourself with other people you love,like kitty, you can always talk to her... โค๏ธ
And push me away, push me right on the edge of the cliff, push me off the cliff, I'll find a way to climb back up and stay with you... I am here for keeps. I'm not leaving. You or kitty ever... I mean it. Your my sister โค๏ธ
No, you deserve to hear it โค๏ธ
Because I've been through it... I know how much your hurting... I don't want you to hurt like that, you don't deserve it.
And one more thing, don't you ever forget, I am always here for you and so is kitty so if you ever need to talk, please either me or her, just remix us.
And remember, you are not a burden to anyone... โค๏ธ
And no matter what people say, you can trust me and kitty :) โค๏ธ
You feeling any better? ๐
โค๏ธ*
You don't need to be grateful โค๏ธ
I have 3 sisters โค๏ธ You, Ellie and April. โค๏ธ
Ellie is 14, she does boxing and is obsessed with makeup... and then April is 20, she's at uni ... so we hardly speak... but when we do, we speak for like 5 hours at a time, she knows everything about me and more, like she knows me more then I know myself, like kitty, OMG kitty reads me like a book I swear โค๏ธ
Awhh โค๏ธ
I'll be your brother, if you like ๐โค๏ธ I know I could never replace him but I could try and make up for lost time
Have a good night sleep โค๏ธ
Good Morning x
I'm good you? x
Oh, remember what I said a few hours ago? (It's the same day as it was when we last talked aha) ๐
I hope you remember ๐ it's important ..:
And it was like 9am last time we talked and now it's like 10:30pm x
tell me x
Okay โค๏ธ
That's a pretty name โค๏ธ
Did you like my sc story? ๐โค๏ธ
stop being so hard on yourself you little poop ๐๐โค๏ธ
I forgive you - this time ๐โค๏ธ
I am not! ๐๐๐๐
I believe you ๐๐โค๏ธ
Kitty is asleep ๐ฉโค๏ธ
But you can't fรปck me so ๐๐ get that idea and image out of head ๐๐
Okay I will ... tomorrow ๐
what you gunna dress up as?
Im going to a Halloween party and I'm getting a professional makeup artist person to make my face look like a skeleton... โบ๏ธ and then Ellie is going trick or treating with her friends as a dead school girl and April is probably gunna get lร รฎd with a guy from a party
I will later // Ellie is on my phone... I'm on my iPad and don't have sc on it x
Twins? ๐๐๐ You OKAY? x
I worry about you, I'm glad your smiling ๐โค๏ธ
I do ๐โค๏ธ
*Smiles* Yhwiwowhehdhajaowuehrbsna I'm one proud big brother โค๏ธ
*Smiles, nuzzling my nose against hers* I do try โบ๏ธโค๏ธ
*Smiles* Not long ๐โค๏ธ It's a normal length? ๐ Whyyy?
my hair? ๐โค๏ธ
Have you saw it? ๐
you have saw a picture of me haven't you? ๐
Ohhhh goshhhh โค๏ธ
Have I written you a bio yet? โค๏ธ
Have I even told you about myself? ๐โค๏ธ
Hah do you want me to write you a bio? ๐โค๏ธ
Okayyyy โค๏ธ 2 mins
Sorry, I fell asleep ๐โค๏ธ
WAKEY WAKEY sleepy head โค๏ธ
I'm Ryan Keenan Clarke. I'm 17, half Arabic. My mum got with a man called john and had my sister April who's 20 then got with my dad and had me then got back with aprils dad and had Ellie ... then married my dad, He died a few years ago. Ellie is 14.. I'm from Chelmsford / England. I play rugby ... I try and write ... I study law and sport at college.. I like the colour blue and I like kitty alottttt โค๏ธ๐
nah I'm okay โค๏ธ
I'm guessing you like my hair? ๐โค๏ธ
Awh ๐โค๏ธ I put a picture on my story of what I looked like at that time of day like a few hours ago ๐
your in the future because it's like Monday for you and it's still Sunday for me... can you tell me what happens on Monday please? ๐๐๐
AKWARDDDE ๐๐๐๐
Am I good lucking ๐
looking*? ๐
Haha it's the same day as it was earlier, like we talked at like 11am and now it's like 10:30pm
wait never mind it's only like 10pm ๐๐
But your okay? ๐
what does he say?
I'm staying up especially for you x
Hahah ๐
I fell asleep ๐ฉ time zonesssss hurt ๐๐
๐ I'll like it so if you loose it, it's in my likes
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