😭😭 so beautiful♥️♥️

😭😭

this is truly beautiful! I fully believe Jonghyun would've appreciated it! May he rest in piece.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i sobbed, I was heartbroken.. he didn’t deserve the hate.. he didn’t deserve depression to come across him. he didn’t deserve any of this all to happen..

this is..so beautiful..

everything about it is so wrong. poor angel.

💕

This is stunning. I was ever so heartbroken, he didn't deserve any of this... 😔

it’s mostly a rumour but a few people have definitely killed themselves

beau..left..she’s on private...💔😞

NO!! do you know why? I hope she’s okay. we’ve all been going through a lot

there’s been some stuff happening at her home irl...but..

I hope everything gets better for her. she deserves a wonderful life as do you. might I ask why you are once again on private?

I’m rlly depressed...I’m not feeling that safe..and..there’s been a lot happening

I’m so sorry. do you want to talk at all?

I do but I feel so bad..that I’m gonna rant to you...

don’t feel bad ranting. it makes me feel better about my problems to know that I’m hearing others.

😞..I’ll remix it..

okay!!

I’m just rlly terrible at everything

no, he wouldn’t have

no, I completely disagree

well your wrong

I usually am but this time I’m right

I’m just terrible

why do you say that?

bc I am..I’m just really horrible

no..I got blood on my bed....no..no..no..

if you think you’re horrible than I’m just despicable

cråp

what??

blood is on the bed....😭

hey, I told you to stop. I don’t want you to get hurt any more than you already are

it’s not just that...tho..

oh, I’m sorry I think I misunderstood

I just...😭....

it’ll be okay

imma be yelled at..

and//or beaten..

you’ve probably tried this but try cleaning it with water, soap, anything you can find that cleans

I hope everything is going to be okay. just because you made a mistake doesn’t mean you deserve to get beaten

ouch..

no..I have to run Brb

I hope everything Is okay... :(

it is..nm happened..I just got a glass bottle thrown at me but nm

this is just my everyday life

that’s so wrong. you should really talk to someone irl who can help you, that should happen to no one

I’m just “overreacting”

no. you aren’t overreacting. this shouldn’t happen

it shouldn’t..but it does

I won’t ask if you do t want me to, but you really shouldn’t be going through this

😭😭.....btw like you can ask..but yeah..

I’m sorry...💔

I am a little curious so if you are comfortable sharing I would like to mow what happened. you can leave out the details you don’t want to share

no problem.

about which problem..the blood one...or..

whichever one is bothering you the most

He truly was such an amazing idol.

I’m sorry I gtg..

goodbye, I hope everything is okay

I just...I don’t want it to be true...

it can’t be true...

agreed...i wanna cry so bad about it...

...but I can’t...

my sibling finds it dumb...that I’m sad..

..I told them why I was sad...

they said I shouldn’t be sad over it...

because I didn’t know him..

my Kpop Friends I talk to at school

we’re on break so I can’t grieve with them

(break from school)

...you sure...

it does help with the pain a lot.

I’ll always be able to have his music.

his music, his legacy, his shining point.

same...I can’t expect it either...

I want to cry so bad....but I can’t cry...

RIP Jonghyun💜

same. I try not to cry much but it’s hard

re:// I'm doing ok, for now. It was much worse yesterday, I felt miserable and angry at nothing. It's difficult to handle. I cried alot too. :c also 2) ahhh thank so much, but your collages are always much better than mine ♥♥

yea...crying helps with grieving so much

his smile just kills me 😭

yeah thanks for understanding...like I didn't know him personally nor was a Showl but it is getting out of hand and I started crying bc it was getting to overwhelming but then again I am a empathy person

thanks 🙏 for the comment on my pic collage

your collages is so much more amazing 😉 by the way

what do you need to tell me???!!

please, Georgia

oh, and what’s a whi?

rest in peace

tysm Abbey😭♥️♥️♥️♥️

honestly my crush wouldn't care but thank you

how was your day..??

eh, I just woke up. I don’t have school today so that’s nice!

^ that’s good..💕

re:// yeah I guess I don’t know. I guess I’ll post a bit. my mental health is really bad right now to be honest but I’ve got a good support system so even though pc is basically dying I’ve been thinking about trying to come back and yeah

hahaha Thanks i took a while HAHAH

no!! why would I ever think you are annoying?

honestly..I am..

^ eh I feel like your lying to me.

why would I lie to you?? I actually look forward to talking with you and I enjoy your online presence (if that is a thing)

I promise, you are really important to me

I’m so sorry. I have literally a perfect life and I wish I could give it to you. you don’t deserve the life you were given

^ that sounded rude, I meant you deserve more than what you were given

it matters to me, so much

I may not know you irl but I know a small part of you, and for me that’s enough

no. please stop

does it hurt a lot? (I’m sorry that probably sounded rude)

nope.

I knew this one kid who cut and he said the pain ‘felt good’

what?..that’s..

not true! their so much better than mine!

bye...

talk to you in 3 days...

goodbye

no they wouldn't

iM BaCk.

hey bro

hey.

iM oFf pRivaTe

honestly I feel like I rushed this one because I had to post it today and it didn’t have time. but thank you

by today i mean yesterday 😅 oops

look in the remixes of my last post plz

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSS

you too!

re:// yes an oc in a way

re// ty lol

re:// thank you so much! do you have army amino?💕

thanks boo💙

😢 omgosh... 😊 thank you!

thank you, but I have so much to work on.

so basically...mgk is a rapper..right?....and yeah..I’m.,like his bIggEsT fAn

and my sister got me his Merch

^lets just say his the guy I made the orange edit of 😂

re:// awww :( if I knew you in rl I would definitely give you something! But also, neither of my parents know much about it.. (But my dad watched Not Today a few months ago, it was pretty awkward.) They just tease my sister and I about it. But my mom is less open minded, so whenever she sees pictures of K-idols she just criticizes them for having earrings and looking "feminine". I get you 😭👍

I love your account!😱😱

Thank you!! I love it when you make BTS edits! They are amazing!!!😱😱

Thank you!! Would you like to be friends?💓

❤️❤️

Ok! You can call me Blue!

WOAH UR COLLAGES ARE SO GOOD

awwww tysm sweetie ♥️

ty ur so kind! would u like to be friends?

aw thanks 😘

❤️❤️❤️

I’m so ugly😂

yeah right..

re:// omg yes Army Amino is heaven for bts stans, I promise that it is totally worth it

re:// thanks the old one took so long to type in and I also just got kinda bored with it

yeah..😞

Abbey...is it ok if we talk for a bit?

of course!

well.im just a lonley freak.

I think it’s best for me to sleep Rn so night..

goodnight my friend

nope..I can’t sleep so it’s not goodnight...😞

:( Why can’t you sleep?

if I sleep someone is gonna...stab me again..

again?

yep.. remember a few weeks ago..

my god I’m so sorry

it’s fine.

it’s not fine.

I’m back.i had to take antidepressants.

well true.but I’m pretty used to it.

I’m just so confused at why a human would do that to another human?

it’s so cruel and wrong

she doesn’t care.

she should.

when you turn 18 I’d get away from her, for your safety and well-being

yeah.

you don’t need to take my “advice” at all though, I’m just a messed up girl

more sane than me.

hardly

yeah right

😭😭

why are people txting me about depression rn..

I have no clue

i told them to stop..and they said “”why”” and I said well bc somethings happening..and then they sent me death notes great.

just another self confidence boost.

people are just WONDERFUL aren’t they?

(I was being sarcastic in case you couldn’t tell)

yeah I could tell..

there just amazing..

definitely

..so..

re:// IKR I LOVE THEM AAA

Christmas was pretty bad..she ruined it..😞..but apart from that pretty good.. hbu?

yeahhhh!

llama is perfection 👌👌💕

mum..destroyed Christmas.

I’m a fxcking idiot.

cool!

you’re not an idiot, she is an idiot for ruining one of the happiest days of the year

yeah.

yeah...I was rly happy when I got my new watch..

oh the watch has white leather and then Mickey in the middle ((yes I’m a little child at heart))

Abbey?

yes?

don’t worry.