I don't even bother smiling anymore

I should stop smiling it doesn't help

my friends think I am bored/irritated so they leave me alone, my teachers just think I don't care about school (not true),and my mom thinks I am just tired all the time

my mom worries about me when I don't eat

my mom isn't home very often and thinks I eat before practice and then I don't have to eat dinner and at school they don't monitor you so I can get away with not eating sometimes and I don't eat breakfast

I never eat breakfast