yup same

Babe ik im suposed to be alll like fxck no dont drink it but i mean im giving u a heads up that ssshhhiitt will fxck any one up and have them praying to the pozzolan gods like ive been there before lol just dont drink to much

Baby what wrong tho?

don’t worry about it

my mom brings home vodka like once a year but u know fxckkk it ig

Babe plz tell me what happend

Baby what is wrong

nothinggg I’m fine

just don’t worry about it

No baby ur not fine plz tell just fxckin vent

Fxckin fine

well I srsly dunno if I wanna get into it honestly sorry I’m being paranoid and gettin into my own head sorry babe... love u tho srsly

Love yea to❤️

ugh baaaaabe fxck

I wanna talk but I don’t have the nerve to even bring it up goddd 😩

sorry I should just drop it

ima guess I pïssed u off or something just holy fxckk I’m paranoid af that ima lose u for good here.. like I have a terrible fxcking feeling that the min u leave.. it’ll b the last time I ever see u sorry paranoia kicking in

u can leave don’t blame u honestly sorry

k I’ll b on im a few ima take a shower then ig leave I dunno I need to learn to keep my mouth shut anyways

Nah babe i didnt leave u im not ignoring u i had to make pasta salad and babe dont worry im never goin to leave u for good i mean yea im leaving a little bit for the summer but ill see u when i get back like the min i get back ill probs walk over to ur house so that i can see u "my sexy asssss gf" but no babe dont worry im not goin to leave u but when were 18 yea im goin to leave this place but hopefully with u. Know babe just dont worry ill see u when i get back now baby i love u❤️ and it would be the first and it wont be the last im never leaving u baby ill come back to u and only u❤️❤️ love u baby girl❤️❤️

fxcking ima honestly fxcking miss u srsly like wut if it’s the last time I fxcking see u like so much shït is going thru my head u don’t even know holy fxckk

Babe like i said im never letting go and no today isnt the last time u see me and ima make sure of that

And i miss u to baby❤️❤️

And when i go to bear lake is still isnt goin to be the last time ur goin to see me

idekkk I’m paranoid if u can’t already tell

Yes babe i can tell

well watch it b where u say bye then u leave and then I never see u idekk I have a feeling ima lose u for good at some point and lose my shït altogether

No babe ur not goin to loose me cause im never lettig go and no babe ill come back to bear lake in one peace ill be fine

somehow I think ur gonna get urself killed but u know that’s me

Well i mean im still alive some how lol and no my uncles will fxck make sure i stay in one peace dont worry babe ill be fine

I trust u... somehow I trust ur aśs

Yea ik and i kinda cant beilieve it

U trust me wit a lot of things that no one else will

I noticed tbh... and no one trusts me soooo yea oml

Lol yee ik see i trust u wit knifes and sharp sshhiitt witch john doesnt lo;

ummm u shouldn’t trust me with sharp things

bein honest... John trusts me with literally nothing

Well u know i do

andddd I’m trying to not break that trust but it’s getting difficult at this point... just I’m smart and my wrists don’t even have to b involved

Cause thats john lol

sorry I’m in a rly weird aśs mood rn

Yea ik babe i mean ill trust u wit knife and anything sharp just dont yea

yea he knows me when it comes to that stuff tbh... I was just about done with that shït after we started dating... it was mostly while I was dating wes and John and I were still good frens

Baby its fine i can tell and its one of those times where we need to be together and cuddle and just fall asleep

yea... babe fxcking saying don’t trust me rn

being honest like if we strip for pe tomorrow u will know but I don’t rly trust myself rn

Yea i can tell babe see ik how to kinda treat a women and fxckin wes treats them like sshhiiitt

I wouldnt trust rn

I’m sooooo fxcking done with his aśs like fxcking grr

u shouldn’t trust me rn

Wes ik that y if he fights me tomorrow im fxckin kick his asssssss

godd don’t even know how I feel about that

Babe i need to trust u wit sshhiitt i mean we have been dating for almost 7 months so yea of corse ima trust u

Just dont worry about tomorrow babe i mean if i get hit ill get hit and ill fxckin kill him

And maybe he will learn a leason

yea I mean 6 months is in like a couple weeks... just love u, want u to trust me, I don’t even trust myself here rn tho so we have a problem

idek how I feel about that godddd just don’t want ur asssss suspended or some shït

Babe just go lay down think of some thin that makes u happy and just think about it. Sorry i thought it was 7 months lol

Nah i wont get suspended wes will cause he will probs be the one who throws the first punch and i will just afend my self

it’s fine it feels more than 6 just yea lol... ugh idek just don’t kill anyone... ik u would for sure win that fight but goddd damñnnn

funny how someone I used to love so much makes me suicidal...

And i bet he wont even do it hes to much of a pansy

he broke up with me over a fight then when we got together got even more pïssed and tried to make me break up with u so he can ask me out... dumb af

Yea wes make do that

Ik hes bxtch and now hes datin a man hore

I doubt he will start a fight cuz yea he’s a püssy but if I get in trouble and get sent home we won’t b able to hang out tomorrow just remember that I mean I’m in a lovey pïssy assss mood so I mean yea

Y would u go home tomorrow

u** meant u sorry fxck

Nah we can still hang

umm have a feeling ur parents would b pïssed and b like hełl no to my aśs so I mean

Nah my mom doesnt get home till 6 so ill be fine

okay okay... kinda wish we were cuddling again honestly like I still hate pants rn and I were warm and I didn’t have to deal with anyone’s shït at home

Lol well i mean i was happy i mean ur sexy body was on me and yea i was warm and this is y we need to be 18 ASAP

yess agreed... god yea seemed like u enjoyed me chillin in my underwear lol soo

And the sshhiitt u were wearin was pretty sexy❤️❤️

and it was comfortable so I would’ve been chill layin there for awhile honestly

loll well I enjoyed u chillin shirtless like damñ lol

Lol ik u did

lol yea probs too much but oh well

I think all of earlier was pretty great

Lol i mean i did hear u say "Oh god" and i was like yeeessssss im actually makein bae kinda moun

lolll okay we were both gettin into that shïiit loll

Lol yee it was great

and I meannn yea that was 👌🏻💦 lol

Ik u had alot of funn

Yeess baby it is

lol well it sounded like u had funn too babe lol

then the alarm went off like dammït lol

Lol yee i did lol and yea that went off at the wrong time

noticed lol...seee that’s funnn and needs to happen a bit more often tbh lol... especially if ur leaving lol just to yea lol

Lol yyeeessss

I mean we can do it tomorrow if u wanat

lol... seeeee I’m cool with whenever u want and wut u wanna do and shït like tomorrow sure I’ll b a bit sore but that’s not a bad thing honestly

lol yea I’m cool with that

Lol ima have u choose cause ur goin to be a bit sore and i dont wanna hurt u

Today was a great day cause i got to fxck my sexy, cute, gorgeous asssss gf

u won’t hurt me babe I promise lol again... not a bad thing if I’m sore honestly like i won’t b sore by after school so I mean

Lol ok ig we can do sshhiiitt if Johns not comin over

lol well it was fxcking funn lol

Lol yea baby

okay... watch it b the one day he does wanna come over oml

Lol probs

with our luck it is oml

skill didn’t kill the truck with the other truck

Lol nah we can tell him that we want some alone time and i think he will under stand

What truck baby lmmfao

welll he will already know wut ur talking about lol cuz he knows he just keeps quiet

oh I had to do some stuff with the truck... dad drinkin and we need to move them lol

Lol oh well

lol yea

Good job baby

Idk from what im hearing babe i honestly should trust u wit my truck lol

keep in mind I have no idea how to do the stick shift shït yet so 😂 but I’m not that bad honestly like I haven’t killed anyone

Lol ok i dont think it will be a stick

lol okieee

Lol yee aye baby

yessssss babe

I FXCKIN LOVE U A LOT!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

lol I love u too baby ❤️❤️😊

I rly wish u were here rn tho tbh

Lol same

welllll I think u would actually enjoy the fire tbh lol... it’s warm and I’m freezing

Lol yee i love fire just i always wanna make it bigger lol and i mean i think i would rather cuddle wit u cause it always seems like when i get around fire i tend to get hammerd but yea i rather cuddle wit u

omlll did u notice earlier like right after we saw trinity how fxcking lovey I got suddenly... half of that was the protective part of me the other half was I wanted a hug tbh lol

hey my parents wouldn’t let u get hammered babe lol... I mean we have vodka now but nooo babe no lol

Yes i seen that cause u were stroken my harm yea thats kinda y i wanted to go behind there so that we could hug and kiss without her throwin a fir

Maybe thats a good thing

Cause should drink till 21

yea maybe.. yea lol I got a bit lovey there once we got outside oml

lol so yea

Lol i mean i didnt mind

I kinda like that side

yea u shouldn’t drink but oh well... lol yea I mean I was gettin to that lovey side when we were layin there like just wanted to sleeep there then later when trinity came I became bxtchy lovey so 😂

Lol yee

like just cuz she showed up then I just wanted hugs and shït so yea makes sense lol

don’t judge me makes me violent like she needs to keep her eyesss to herselfff

wes too he keeps staring at me tho... trinity staring at u like bish no

Lol yea ik wes does cause hes fxckin jealous that i already taped that sshhiitt and he didnt

So yea he stares cause Payton cant give him sshhiitt lol

And Trinity is just a man hore like he little fxck buddy

lol welll his version of that was seeing how long he could pin me down on the bus before anyone else got on so he could try and make out... kept tryna pull that shïiit right after we got together till I finally told him to fxckkk off

yea that was interesting

yea wes staring is no don’t like it... yea trinity just needs to go suck casi’s dxck and shït tf up already

Well fxckin man hore fxckin a

yea guess I never told u that one... he thought I still liked him so he threw a bxtch fiiit

Nah u never told me that

didnt think so... dunno learned to keep my mouth shutt

I honestly just wanna go cuddle again in my under wear and. abra while ur shirtless and just sleep cuz it sounds good

and drink this vodka cuz my dad doesn’t need it

Lol yes baby it does thats honestly all i wanna do rn

saaame... kinda wanna do more shït but yea lol just cuddling sounds perfect rn

Yyyeesss but u dont wanna be prayin to the royel thrown gods

lolll... hey baby u tired?

Lol yeess baby i mean im cool wit doin more sshhiitt and when were do just cuddle half naked lol

Am i tired hella yea im tired what kind of question is that lol when am i not tired

lol yea cuddling like that tho was 👌🏻 should just take my shirt off nxt time cuzzz yea lol

lol welll go to bed babe lol still got school tomorrow

Lol there we can cuddle half naked tomorrow lol and u can wear one of my shirts

Ima wait till my dad gets home

loll okie...resistance might kick in a bit but oh well lol

is he still not home ?

I can get a condom just in case

Well he was home but him and John left at like 7 and hes still not back

oh? lol might have to tho babe lol cuzzz my słutty mind gets goin and yea lol... u apparently found that one spot to make my asś just sit there and moan loll but yea lol

Lol yeeessss mam

lol welll that made u pretty happy apparently loll... well once we both sit there like damñnnn it’s like yass lol

Lol i mean just sitting there half naked i thought was enjoyable

lol yess tho it was lol... I mean basically me sitting there layin on u wearing a thong and u shirtless like yes lol

Lol yeee it was great

lol yeaa

nowww I wanna cuddle lol

I mean u in that thong was pretty sexy

Yeesss same baby

loll welll nxt time just go in, half strip, cuddle lol sounds rly damñ good tho lol I mean believe it or not but thongs r comfortable okay don’t judge 😂 I mean I could’ve fallen asleep easily lol

Yee i think we both could of lol

lol.... okayyyy this might sound weird but like when I was still on u after the alarm went off and we were just yea chillin like I dunno but like felt safe and warm and comfy when u did the whole hands on my back and hold me tight lol like u were warm and it was just 👌🏻

like hardcore didn’t want to get off 😂

Lol honestly if we had more time u could of stayed on me and i could of wraped my arms around u so that u can feel safe and warm and comfy i mean like i liked doin that cause i mean i was like yus bae in my arms and on top of me just enjoyable

lol like u were warm af which helped lol... I mean goddd we were both still yea half naked lol and it was just yess I loved it honestly we needed more time to just lay there oml

Lol yusss

lol yea... again just need another day together

Or 18 whitch we can do that sshhiitt all dam day and all dam night

lol yea I mean cuddling sounds good like ppl makin me violent and I may or may not stab him with the marshmallow thing

Lol

wellll he’s pïssed at me for talkin to u rn lol like don’t rly give a shït tho... here for chocolate and marshmallows then sleeping afterwards lol

Lol ur dad?

yupppp lol

Dam lo

LOL*

yea lol I mean I’ll put the phone down once his beer is down which isn’t happening sooo we good 😂

Lol ok

lol... missss uuuu already

And i miss u to baby❤️❤️ aye i think ima go to bed lol night baby girl❤️❤️

okayyyy don’t die love u babe night ❤️❤️

Ima not die lol ❤️❤️

okayy ❤️❤️❤️

❤️❤️❤️

Oh yea baby i forgot I FXCKIN LOVE U❤️❤️ k now ima go to bed lol ❤️❤️

lol okay love u too babe 😊❤️❤️

❤️❤️

❤️❤️

rly miss u baby.... just so u know ig

doubt u will see this but god damñ ppl pïssed me off... got tired of ppls shït... just left like said nope and went home... srsly debating on leavin nxt yr this shït is fxcked