yes?

hey how have you been?

i’m doing alright

yeah sure

it’s alright. i’m clean now if you are wondering. drew and anna were taken from me for awhile and lived with maddy but i have them on the weekends now

don’t be too hard on yourself i was being selfish as well and i think we were too toxic for each other at the time

she’s well she still only has the two kids plus mine. i’m glad the kids are doing well

yeah i guess that’s true. are you still busy?

yeah i’d like to actually. i won’t have drew and anna till friday or id offer you to see them

what time is it for you?

that’s good. i know your old job kept you pretty busy

they still ask about mommy so i’m sure they’d love to see you too

ahh okay. it’s 8 am here

let me know when her next one is and i’ll come :) i miss my girl

i’m free for awhile so if you feel like staying up i’ll be here

you still live in the same place?

well send me the address haha i’m not a mind reader

glad you’re in a bigger place though

yeah sounds good. i have to make a quick stop before your house but it should only take a few minutes. is that alright?

alright i’m getting in the car now so i’ll be there shortly *gets in the car and starts it*

*drives over to my first stop taking only a few minutes and then heads to the address you sent me*

*gets out of the car after pulling into your driveway and picks up anna who is sleeping and helps drew out to surprise you*

where are we dad? *looks around walking* // you’ll see *smiles and walks up to your door knocking*

*smiles big* hi baby *bends down after walking inside holding my arms open for her* // *smiles shyly seeing where we are* hi havy

*picks up hav and smiles kissing her face* i love you so much, anna is still waking up *laughs a bit smiling up at you* hi bella // *smiles walking inside to you* hi mommy -d

*holds hav and gently passes anna to you as i reach down for tucker smiling* hi buddy // *rubs her eyes and holds onto you smiling* hi momma // *smiles hugging you* i missed you -d

*picks him up smiling* how’s my babies? i texted maddie and she let me have them for the day considering they were going to see you // *holds on laughing when you kiss* i missed you too momma -a // *laughs and nods* i missed you -d

*smiles and sets hav down kissing her head* sorry daddy has been gone so long // *holds onto you smiling* i’m in kindergarten now mommy -d

did you baby? *smiles and sets tucker down too listening to her* has it been fun? // *nods happily* i’m big now // i’m big too! *smiles* i’m in pre k -a

i’m going to be four soon! *smiles giggling* ask daddy // *walks over to the couch sitting down near some toys* -d // no way! *smiles* you’ll have to read me a story

i missed you too havy *smiles and hugs her* come play with me // *hugs her smiling* i want to play too! // *laughs and watches them*

*laughs and runs outside* -both // *shakes my head smiling as i watch them* no i’m alright, thank you though

*watches you* i’m kind of dating someone

*watches your reaction nodding* if i would have known you were coming back things would be a lot different

just once when maddie had me pick them up from school *nods* i introduced her as my friend

*nods a little watching you* yeah i suppose, anything new with you?

*watches you* i’m really sorry bells

no i actually want to talk things through with you *moves closer to you* parts of me are still so in love with you

well just within this past week, we were friends that both had been in rehab and had a lot in common

i know *nods and looks down at you* i just figured you were done with me after the last time we spoke, which you apologized for so no need to again

don’t feel like it is all your fault.. i said some pretty harsh things as well and i’m sorry

thank you and i appreciate that. i want what is best for the kids as well

i definitely want to talk things through no matter what happens cause i want the kids to be close

i agree. i want them to be put first in this situation

*nods listening to you* it that’s what you want i can respect that if that’s how things go

of course *nods glancing out the window at the kids* it seems like they missed each other

*smiles nodding* they always have

*shakes my head laughing a little* i’m buying them clothes constantly cause they’re outgrowing everything within a week. if it makes you feel any better i missed out on their life as well with them living with maddie

he’s talking really well now *smiles laughing* how old is he?

drew is 5 almost 6 and anna turns 4 next week *smiles nodding*

*laughs and nods* it seems like yesterday *looks back down to you* i wanna make things work with you bells

*smiles gently and nods as i watch you* (okay, goodnight)

hi bella :) it’s alright i’m actually sick as well

fever and sinus infection:( i’ve had it for days and i thought i was getting better but now i feel worse

thank you. is yours bad?

belllaa

oh no :( poor bella. can i do anything?

i’m alright for now :) i’ll let you know if i do. once you are better we can talk things through

i’m probably gonna head to bed early tonight but i’ll be on in the morning for you hopefully :)

hello :)

bells :( hope you are feeling a bit better

i figured but i’ve missed you haha i didn’t want to wait

are you feeling any better?

a little bit but im still pretty sick :(

i don’t think so. i’ll be alright. did you wanna come over so we can talk?

yeah sure :) i won’t have drew and anna till tomorrow

yep. same as always

see you soon :)

*cleans the house up a bit*

*opens the door smiling and immediately picks her up* hi baby, daddy missed you

hi bella *smiles and takes tucker from you stepping aside so you can walk in* how’s my babies?

*kisses their cheeks and smiles* sorry anna and drew aren’t here to play

*sets tucker down and sits down on the couch beside you*

you can take him wherever hav, drew and anna’s rooms are upstairs *smiles watching her*

*turns to you and smiles*

i’m not sure where to start *laughs slightly*

i guess what we could have worked on last time?

yes. i don’t want us fighting or getting mad over this conversation either. i just want us to learn from one another

i promise *smiles and holds my pinky out for you*

*nods gently* i know we both got busy but i’d like us to make more time for one another. i felt alone sometimes and it was partly my fault because i wasn’t getting help for my addiction

*rubs my thumb along your hand* not that is was my fault but i was refusing help which made missing you worse

bella i loved everything about you. that’s why i married you. you were my best friend and when you left i had no idea what to do. you’re perfect and i don’t think you need to change at all

i understand and i shouldn’t have done that maybe. she was a friend trying to help if that makes things any better but im sorry

i agree she wasn’t saying the best things but we aren’t friends anymore. i promise to not talk about our business to anyone else

*continues to hold your hand* anything else i can work on for you?

*gently lets go on your hand and holds my arms out for you smiling* come here

*smiles pulling you into my lap hugging you as i lean my head on yours* never leave me again

*smiles and enjoys your touch* i want to kiss you

*rubs my thumb along your cheek and leans down gently kissing your lips*

*smiles gently keeping you close*

*tucks her hair behind your ear admiring your features* i love you bella reeves

*smiles and nods holding you* so what’s next?

well i’m not sure *shrugs a little watching you* i don’t want to move things too fast if you and the kids aren’t ready.

i want us to get back together, and i want us to live together again. i want to be how we were *smiles gently*

*kisses you smiling* good then that’s what we will do. maddie still has custody of drew and anna so hopefully with us getting back together she’ll trust me enough to give them back

well maddie doesn’t like me much either so i’m hoping if i talk to hunter he’ll say something for me

hunters good. he’s married to ashley now and they are about to have twins haha

yeah *nods smiling* twin boys. how’s your brother?

oh i’m sorry, i didn’t know

*nods and gently kisses you* i assume you’d want to live in your house? it’s bigger for the kids *laughs a bit*

i am *nods and smiles* i am happy with you

i’ve been texting with hunter and maddie. hunters on board with me having them but maddie is worried i’ll start drinking again having all four kids around

(did you ever have the baby you were pregnant with when we left the first time? just curious i know we had picked out a name)

yes *nods and kisses on your face* hunter is working with her

(i see, i’m sorry i brought things up)

*nods smiling* as much as i love our babies, i do love our time together. i’ll make you dinner *smiles continuing to kiss your face*

(no it’s alright it’s not your fault. i’m sure stress from the situation didn’t help)

*laughs and gently lxcks your face* it’s a date

(don’t be sorry bella things happen. we are moving past things that happened and it’s not your fault. i love you too)

mhmm *smiles and keeps my close* maybe one of those short fancy dresses i know you have in your closet *smirks a bit watching you*

*laughs nodding as i rub your thigh* i can’t help myself

*gently kisses on your cheek down to your neck as i rub your thigh*

*smiles on your neck gently kissing and sxcking lightly* i’ve missed my girl

*kisses up to your ear whispering* when can we drop tuck and hav off?

*nods smirking* yeah cause i want to get mommy daddy time started *laughs and pecks your lips*

i’m coming *laughs and stands up taking your hand*

*smiles and picks her up* are you excited?

*helps Hav buckle and smiles* i’m so glad, i’m gonna miss you two

*gets in and buckles laughing* i know i know but daddy hasn’t seen you in so long

me and mommy were just talking about that. we said that i could come live at your house with mommy is that okay? *smiles looking back at her*

*laughs and nods* maybe soon. it’s hard to explain but they live with aunt maddie right now. do you remember her?

okay baby *nods and smiles back at them* bye tucker bye haven i love you

*blows kisses at them smiling while i watch you bring them you

up*

*smiles watching them*

i know it makes me happy *laughs and nods*

yeah *nods smiling as i place my hand on your leg* anna was pretty shy up until recently

*gently rubs your leg and smiles* maddie said she’ll let me have them this weekend and if things go well they can stay

yeah *smiles nodding*

yeah i’m good *smiles nodding* are you okay?

*leans over and kisses you* i love you bella baby

*smirks as you say it back* let’s go inside so i can make you food and bring you up to bed later

*laughs and gets out going around to you* i know it flusters you *grabs your waist and laughs as i pick you up carrying you inside*

*nods and holds you as i close the door behind me smiling* i’m glad you think so. what does my girl want for dinner? *brings you into the kitchen and sets you on the counter*

*nods smiling as i stay between your legs* pasta it is, any sauce or toppings?

*nods and kisses you again smiling* okay honey

i’ll kiss you all day baby *smiles and holds one side of your face kissing you deeply*

*moves my hand up your shirt as i continue kissing you eagerly*

i missed everything so much *smiles holding your waist close to me*

i’m getting really tired so if i fall asleep i’m sorry :( but i love you <3

if you want *nods smiling as i step away to grab a pot and filling it with water*

*places the pot on the stove and starts to heat it up* yes please *smiles turning towards you* i’ll come you and you go get dressed up for me

mhmm *smiles and nods* my room is on the left *kisses your forehead before grabbing another pan for the sauce and chicken*

*laughs and diced up the chicken putting it in the pan with the alfredo and broccoli*

*drains the pasta and mixes it into the sauce*

*pushes it back on the stove letting it cool once it’s done*

cominggg *laughs and walks out and upstairs to you*

*walks into the room and smirks as soon as i see you* bella you look beautiful *smiles and hold my hand out* spin around for me

it’s perfect *smiles nodding as i watch you spin pulling you into me once you finish* i wanted to see it on you but now all i can think about it taking it off of you

*laughs shaking my head* you’re going to tease me all of dinner huh?

*smiles squeezing your axx as i keep you close* come see what i made

*holds onto your hand leading you into the kitchen* chicken alfredo *smiles*

of course *smiles and holds your waist as i kiss you back*

*puts some in bowls and brings it to the table* can i get you anything to drink?

okay *nods and grabs two glasses filling them with water and sits down at the table with you*

*laughs and shakes my head* you have some things that are really good

practice baby *laughs and takes a bite*

(i’ll be asleep i think so we will talk when i wake up :) i love you)

*smiles nodding as i rub my leg against yours lightly* good i’m glad

(i did sleep well, thank you :))

just thinking about dessert *laughs as i finish my dinner*

(a little better :) i can finally breathe through my nose again)

*holds my arms out scooting over from the table a bit* come here and i’ll tell you

(yeah it’s nice after a week i’m finally starting to get better)

(poor baby :( i’ll give you tons of kisses to make you better)

(goodnight if you fell asleep :) i love you so much <3)

(i won’t be on too much right when you get up i think but i should be later on)

(you’re up early :))

(alrighty lover <3 thanks for trying to be on)

(okay okay i’ll miss you)

*wraps my arms around you laughing as you kiss me* bellaaaa

it was tickling me *smirks and lxcks your tongue*

(i missssss youuuuu darrlinggggg i hope you aren’t too busy at work and you’re having an okay day)

(i love you bella baby <3 i hope you’re good)

that’s ashley, hunters wife i have no idea what she’s talking about baby

i think she was trying to say that last time i had a drinking episode was when you left but you leaving was just part of that and i’ve gotten help since then so it’s not going to happen again

bella please :( i have no idea what she was talking about but i told her to keep her opinions to herself and i told her how much i love you

please don’t get to bed yet

bella baby :(

bellaaaaa

i’m guessing you’re asleep by now, i hope you sleep well. i’m sorry you saw the things she said. i promise i haven’t talked “shxxt”. most i would have said is how upset i was for you leaving but me and you have already talked about that. i love you and i hope we can talk when you wake up

ashley is going to supposedly tell you everything i’m hiding from you so 🙃

bella i know you’re sleeping but i want you here :(

bellaaa wake up

bells

i hope you aren’t mad at me for the conversation you saw or what has been remixed to you. i’d like to talk about it before you form opinions. i have a side as well

bella baby

bella i’m getting worried :/

hi baby

i honest to god have no idea what she was talking about. i remember being sad and upset about you leaving and i remember telling some of them how sad i was and how i wasn’t sure i wanted to live, which wasn’t my proudest moment but i’ve never said i hxted you or anything like that. we talked in the beginning about you leaving and i made mistakes as well and we told each other we’d be better

she messaged me when she found out we were together and started shxxt saying how i used to drink when i was with you. and i talked back and she got mad and said she would just message you herself so

i’m not speaking to her anymore. she’s asked me not to and frankly i don’t want to so i’m not sure what to do

i asked her not to bring you into things but she insisted i was hiding things from you and deleting stuff so that you couldn’t see

i’m sorry. i hope you know i’ve told you everything and i wouldn’t lie. you are welcome to ask me any questions you’d like and i’ll answer honestly. you are my love forever bella reeves and i can’t lose you

your comment is showing up

the only person who has said something is ashley and i’m not sure why. the only thing i have said to her and hunter was me being upset that you left me

bella what do you mean?

i don’t understand

i understand that which is why i’ve explained to them and you that i made plenty of mistakes while dating you. i’m surprised you still loved me after some of them. i know i’m no saint and have never claimed to be. ashley stirs shxxt up every time and i’m sick of it. everyone else that i know loves you? i’m confused why you think they don’t. you were best friends with my sisters

bella your aren’t a horrible person. if anything i was the reason we had issues

yes we are talking occasionally. she was updating me about her custody situation and i’ve been updating her about my situation with hunter

i can stop if you prefer i not talk to her, considering the history

bella i swear to you i’m better this time and things aren’t going to be like last time. please know that. i love you

i will spend every minute making things up to you and proving myself to you cause you are all that matters to me

no more arguing.

i’m sorry. i know you’re busy with work and stuff. you shouldn’t have to stress about this

i’m probably going to sleep sometime soon. um i hope we can talk tonight or tomorrow if you aren’t busy. i work tomorrow 1-9 my time so i won’t be on much in the middle of the day but yeah. i’ll be up for a little longer

goodnight bells

hi

it’s getting late so you are probably sleeping. i work until 9 my time so i’ll try talking to you then

lmk if you have time today

bella i need to talk to you

heading to bed so i’ll talk to you if you’re on when i wake up

i’m on now for a little but i work again today

i know. i don’t think we should be together and i’m sorry

i agree. again i’m sorry for what i have caused you

are you sure? i wouldn’t want to take him from you bells

thank you for the times you gave me. i love you bella. the kids will always know you as their mom

i wouldn’t ever think that. i’m okay with whatever you choose. please do what makes you happy

thank you i appreciate that and i would never take that title from you

that would be amazing actually and of course you can see drew and anna whenever you’d like or we can set a schedule as well. they are living with me full time now and i’m sure they’ll miss you

i’m back going to my meetings and i’m seeing a therapist so i’ll be good and i’ll keep you updated :) thank you for allowing me to see her maybe on the weekends you have hav, all the kids can come to you?

okay good. thank you

okay. completely reasonable. we also aren’t dating just so you know but she’s a good friend. let me know when you have time:)

okay :) i’m working this morning but i let her know and you are welcome to introduce yourself if you’d like? or i can introduce you. either way

maribel :) she’s been commenting on my bio, so that’s her account

if you’re on drew and anna would like to see you

i’ll come over then :) i’ll be there in about 10 minutes

*gets them ready and carries anna out to the car, helping them inside*

okay! *gets in the car driving over to your house*

*texts you i’m here and gets them out* // *runs up to the door knocking and giggling* -both

*picks her up kissing her cheeks* hi my baby // *hugs you smiling* hi momma -a // *hugs you laughing* mommy your squeezing too tight

*laughs and holds her* daddy missed you so much hav // *nods smiling big* momma i’m four now! -a // *shakes his head laughing* i didn’t grow!

(okay take your time :))

*smiles and picks up tucker kissing his face* hi bubba // oh thank you momma *smiles and holds onto you* // *walks to the living room smiling*

oh alright. if that’s your decision i respect it

thank you mommy *smiles big* look at the balloons! can i open the presents? *holds onto you* // *smiles carrying hav and tuck over to the couch and sits down*

okay. thanks for trying for me bells

*looks at them smiling and picks one up* i’ll open this one first *smiles excitedly starting to open* // *watches her and holds hav and tuck*

oh look it’s a barbie!! *smiles excitedly looking at her* just like havy. i love it mommy *looks at the accessories too*

*smiles taking it and starts to open it* // *kisses havs forehead and smiles* i love you baby

*gasps excitedly* mommy thank you *looks at it smiling big* i love it *runs over and hugs you*

(i’ll be heading to bed soon, just so you know. anna seemed really excited about everything. i’ll talk to you tomorrow :))

*holds onto you smiling as she snuggles into you* (i agree, i’m not sure how we would go about that conversation)

(alright, we can tell them now)

*holds haven and tucker kissing their heads nodding* mommy and daddy want to tell you something // yes? *holds onto you* -both

*smiles nodding as i watch them* // yes we do *smiles* -d

*frowns* how come? i thought we were going to all live together -d // *nods listening as i watch their reactions* mommy and daddy decided it is better this way. mommy and daddy aren’t going to be married anymore but sometimes that happens but we love you so much

(i haven’t slept with anyone, i’m not going to. i’m taking time for myself)

(i slept with maribel a long while ago when we were dating. before you came back)

(send me screenshots. i swear i’ve done nothing)

(i wouldn’t do that to your trust. i want us to be able to work things out with the kids)

it wasn’t really my busy at the time because i was going to be with you. i’m not sure what to say. i don’t want to fight with you. the maribel i have gotten to know and who has helped me is very sweet and has everyone’s best interest in mind. i trust her

i would never lie to you bells. i have our kids best interest in mind and i’m being careful with what i do considering we have them to think about. i hope you know that

i understand completely bella. i wouldn’t go against your wishes and i hope you would do the same if i asked

okay. is there any way i’ll be able to come see them? would you still like drew and anna on your weekends during those weeks?

okay. did you want them this coming up weekend? after that we can just do every other or whatever you think will work best

oh alright. whatever you think is best

i’m very sorry, i wasn’t trying to upset you. when you are ready, i’ll be here. i didn’t mean for all of this to happen

i just ask that i get to say bye to hav and tucker

of course

*walks downstairs with you and back into the living room with the kids smiling gently* hey havy, come here baby *sits down on the couch holding my arms out*

*hugs her tight and kisses on her cheek* daddy is going to be gone for a little bit and i want lots of hugs and kisses before i go

*holds her and nods* it will be a little bit before the first visit, but yes eventually you guys will visit my house and anna and drew will visit mommy

*kisses her cheek setting her down and smiles* daddy loves you so much

*holds her in my one arm opening the other for tucker* come here bubba

hope your break is going okay :) drew and anna miss you

i’m very sorry for your loss

how are you doing now?

oh that’s terrible. i’m so sorry. i can’t imagine what he’s going through. how are hav and tuck?

wow i’m really sorry bells. bubs are good :) they have been asking about you and havy and tuck of course

how about i bring them over so you can spend time with them and i can see my babies

okay i’ll head over after i get them dressed. they are still in pajamas haha

alright i’ll head over then *helps them with their jackets and shoes before carrying them out to the car*

*buckles them into their seats and gets in heading over to your house*

(okay bells :) i might be at work when you get up but i’ll reply when i can)

*pulls into your driveway and unbuckles getting them out* // *runs to the door once they see where we are*

*laughs and follows them* hi bells // momma *runs in hugging your legs* i missed it -a // hi mommy *hugs you tight smiling* -d

*smiles up at you reaching* good -a // i’m good too mommy -d // hi babies *picks them both up and kisses their faces smiling* i’ve missed you so much

i was for a little. this is all pretty recent but i’m happy

i hope you’re okay

okay just making sure

i’m sorry if i upset you

okay

did you to have drew and anna this coming weekend? i know you probably miss them

okay :)

hi bella :)

yeah let’s talk. are you okay?

you’re leaving for good? bella i’m sorry if i hurt you

i get that

i’m not talking about that. you were upset with me when people were coming to you and lying about things i said

so you’re leaving or you just aren’t talking to me anymore?

i get that bella. i wish you nothing but the best and i really appreciate the memories we have together

i see. i’m not sure what to say i thought we could at least trade off weekends

ok

just tell them i love them

of course they do

sure :)

you all good?

i get that :) shall i come over?

hmm yeah we can meet at the park or something. you pick and i’ll get them ready

alright, i’ll leave it to be a surprise for them as well. i want you to know before hand that drew has had a very hard time with this and he’s a bit stand off ish with everyone right now

i’m leaving now

i’m sure they will be excited to see you and i hope havy and tuck are excited

*parks at the playground and texts you* i’m here by the way

*helps them out of the car and walks towards the middle* // *gasps smiling* momma!!!! *runs to you* -anna

*smiles and holds my arms out picking them both up and kisses their faces* hi baby girl, hi bubba // *hugs you tight smiling* i missed you momma // *walks to you slowly and is in shock* hi -d

*smiles and watches them* you’ve gotten so big?? i can’t believe it // *smiles and holds onto you* // *smiles gently and goes into your arm*

i know i know he’s so big now *laughs and sets them down* are you done with school yet hav?

*hugs you smiling starting to warm up* i missed you mommy -d

oh my goodness *laughs and nods* that means daddy’s getting old // *holds onto you* i didn’t think you were gonna come back // *snuggles into you smiling* -a

*smiles gently and nods* // *smiles and kisses her head* this summer ill take you and tucker to get new clothes for school

of course you can honey *smiles and nods* // *smiles* i’m going to be in kindergarten momma // *smiles nodding* i’m done with school on thursday

i was sad when you left mommy *looks up at you* -d // yayy *smiles hugging your leg* -a // oh wow, i’ll have to come to one of your meets? anna has been doing dance which is kind of similar *sits down on the bench holding tucker in my lap*

*nods and hugs you gently* // *smiles clapping* good job baby girl

*nods smiling and runs over to play with haven* havy!!! // *laughs and watches them together* do you want to play tucker? // *holds onto you sitting in your lap*

(just so you know i won’t really be on tomorrow)

*shakes his head leaning into you* i don’t like being apart from everyone

*nods and leans on you*

*nods hugging you* okay momma

sure, i’ll drop them off?

glad you’re reading my stuff 🙃 and yeah he’s had a really hard time with this so you seeing him for only an hour really confused him even more.

okay im dropping them off in 10

realized i didn’t want to fight with you

we were talking about drew being upset, i’ve talked about it with you that’s he been having a hard time. i wasn’t sure how long you’d be gone so yes i said it probably caused more harm than good i’m sure i cause more harm than good seeing haven and tucker only ever so often. tucker barely knows who i am

i’ll take them to ally and ally will bring them to you

i’ve told drew and anna as well, the truth that they are able to understand right now and i’ll answer questions for them later on. all i was saying is drew was upset and i brought it up to the both of you since you are both significant in his life. i’m not blaming you bella i’m just sick of the fighting

they are with ally, you can text her from now on. have a good life bella. take care of hav and tuck for me

i’m getting them in the car now so i should be there shortly :) -A

*pulls in your driveway after a bit and gets out helping them out of the car* hey i’m here

*laughs and hugs haven* hi honey, i’ve missed you. hi bella! // *runs to you smiling* hi momma // *walks up to the house and gently holds your leg* -d

i’m doing alright *smiles and nods* how are you? // *holds onto you and smiles* -a // *keeps hugging your leg* -d

i would love to stay and talk but i have quinn and lane in the car cause bru didn’t give me notice *laughs and hugs haven once more* you four be good for your momma

you too, happy mother’s day *smiles and heads back out to the car*

i missed you momma *smiles and stays close to you* // *hugs gently* hi havy

hi havy *smiles and hugs her* we should go to the pool! // *smiles gently looking around*

yayy *smiles and holds my hand out* tucker do you want to go to the pool // *nods* i like the pool

*holds tuckers hand and smiles* // *laughs and squirms a bit* mommy stopp *smiles gently for you*

come here baby tucker *smiles* i’ll hold you // *laughs and squirms* mommy!

*giggles and picks up tucker holding him* look momma // *smiles gently and holds onto you*

*giggles and carries him around* // i love you *holds onto you*

no we haven’t eaten dinner yet *shakes my head* // *holds onto you tightly*

yea! *nods smiling and carefully puts tucker down* we can all help you momma // *holds onto you* can we have meatballs with it

*walks to the kitchen smiling* // yes a movie *smiles and holds your hand*

*smiles and nods* what can i do momma? // *walks with you to the kitchen and stands up on the stool*

yes ma’am *smiles and grabs it from the cabinet*

okay momma :) -anna

yes mommy the pool! -drew // me too i want to go to the pool -anna

i don’t need help *smiles shaking his head* // i need help reaching the swimsuits and then i can do it *smiles nodding holding your hand*

thank you *smiles and lays it on the bed starting to change* // thank you *smiles and changes into her swimsuit*

*changes and heads downstairs* // *changes and smiles* haven are you excited

*holds her hand smiling* we can go down the slide // and go under water! *smiles holding her hand* -a

yes *smiles nodding and walks outside* // *holds havens hand and walks out* momma are you gonna get in with us?

*climbs in her seat and buckles up* // *smiles and buckles*

*watches out the window* // *swings her feet and looks around*

okay bella i’ll let drew and anna know :) let me know if you need help with havent and tucker at all?

bella i’m so sorry :( i’ll definitely come pick up tucker and take him to bru

bella i know you don’t want to speak with me but ally told me what was going on and i want you to know i’m here for you and especially haven if you two were to need anything. i’ll make sure tucker is good so you don’t have to worry about him but tell havy i’m sorry for her loss.

just let me know if either of you need anything and i’ll keep ally updated about tucker so she can update you :)

okay, would you mind if i saw hav?

i wouldn’t expect her to be, i just wanna hug her and tell her how much i love her

hi baby girl *holds my arms out for her*

*hugs her gently and kisses her cheek* havy i love you so much

*holds her and smiles gently* daddy is here if you need anything okay?

maybe one weekend you and tucker can come stay and we can do something fun? *smiles*