*i walk into class and glare at you*

“ I roll my eyes and go back to taking to my friend Sophia

*i sit with my friend Michael and lily and talk to them about you and we laugh while looking at u*

Sophie turns to me and says why do u let them make fun of you ? I look up and say I don’t know there jerks anyway

*i roll my eyes you and your friend then class starts *

“ it’s science class so everyone pretty much falls asleep

*i look around and get bored so I secretly sneak out of class*

“ to pass the time me and Sophie pass notes

*i come back to the class smirking and sit next to my friends and I see y’all passing notes*

(what’s ur name in the rp? mine is Evelyn)

“ I see u smirking and me and Sophie give each other the look thinking what did she do this time

( for the sake of my cuz😂I’m Samantha)

*i look away and realize I was blushing then I look down*

(lol ok)

“ me and Sophie move on from notes to paper air planes

*i look up and roll my eyes then I start talking to michael*

“ the bell rings and the whole class mummers “ yes

*i roll my eyes and then I left to go to the restroom *

“ me and Sophie walk and talk to our lockers

*i come out of the bathroom crying*

“ Sophie and I see u crying and we mummer to our sled what’s going on

*i look see that you guys are looking at me so I wipe my tears and pretend I want crying*

wasn’t crying*

“ we shrug and we see out friend jack so we run over to him

*i take a deep breath before going outside with my friend lily*

“we walk with jack in the hallways to the tables outside as he shows us his new shoes

*i tell her about what happened and I start crying again*

“ as we’re sitting st the table I see u crying and telling lily something and u start to wonder what it is

*i see you staring at me then I lay my head down while lily is rubbing my back*

“ I shrug and turn back to my friends

*she tries telling me to eat lunch but I refuse to*

“ me and my friends fall to the floor laughing when Sophie tells us the story about her baby brother

*i sigh and take out my phone and call someone and try not to cry again*

“ Jake sees u can’t stop crying and says “ yo Sam why is the bully crying so hard

*i get up and go near a tree and keep talking and crying, lily then glares at u guys*

“ Sophie rolls her eyes at Lilly and says I hate when the bullies friend tries to help “ then I remember u still have my binder so I go up to u and say “ give me my binder back

(wait that I have the binder or lily?)

( no I go up to u and say give me back my binder )

(kk, I got confused😂) “don’t you see I’m on the dàmñ phone Samantha” *i try acting strong but then I turn around and cry again*

“ I roll my eyes and say u have been bullying me since last ya I’m done so I’ll just get it down ur locker my self jerk

*i hang up the phone and grab your wrist* “don’t you know how to wait? dàmñ” *then I go to my locker and open it and I throw your binder on the ground which is all written on and I says ‘loser, kill your self, ugly,fat etc.*

“ I look at u then look at my binder I pick it up and look in ur eyes and say “ if u rly wanted me to do and be all those things u would make me do it but ur not so if that’s all u like to right to ppl u might as well do it to urself “ then with tears in my eyes my friends walk me out of skl

*i looked surprised because I didn’t know it happened because I didn’t do it, then I go up to lily and Michael and they said they did it and I start fighting with them *

“ Jake and Sophie calm me down and I say it’s ok she is a bish Any way . then we walk together to the cafeteria

*i see y’all and I run up to you* “can I talk to you for a sec?”

“ I say to my friends go ahead then I say to u coldly what ?

“that wasn’t me, I didn’t write those stuff” *i say with a serious tone*

“ I cross my arms and say why should I bealive a bully

*i roll my eyes* “seriously, if i was a real bully, I would’ve never gave u your binder or when you looked at me while I was crying, I didn’t go off on you” *i lean on a wall*

“ I look at u with no Sympathy and say u have no right to say ur not rly s bully what do u call how you have Ben treating me the past ur !?

*i roll my eyes * “well for your info I only did that because you’re a total bish and that you’d think you’re the best”

“ I chuckle and say so u just admitted ur a bully and keep it up on rolling ur eyes cause if I do it enough u might finally find a Brain back there , then I laugh agian and run to my friends in the Cafeteria

* brain

*i get mad and go to the restroom*

“ I run and sit down with my friends and tell them the whole story

*i go to a stall and grab a blade and cut my wrist 6 times*

“ Sophie and I say to Jake we’re just going to run to the bathroom rl quick

*i cry and blood starts gushing down then I open the stall and go to the sink crying*

“ me and Sophie walk in and gasp but I don’t run over to help cause I’m still mad at u

*i look up but I look back at the mirror then I cut myself again*

I run and grab the blade from u and say just because I hate u didn’t mean I will let u kill ur self then I take ur arm and wash it

“I-it’s not about you” *i don’t fight I just let you wash it off*

“ I turn of the sink and Sophie says why do I bully us anyway

“because of that girl ruby, she used to bully me, so I was trying to prove to her that im better.... but all I did was hurt you guys... and I understand y’all are mad... and I take the blame and deserve it*

“ I put down my bag and say listen the reason u bullied us is very stupid but I guess I say looking st Sophie we forgive u then Sophie and I head for the door

*i nod and look at my wrist and sit near the wall and lay my head on my knees*

before we leave the restroom I ay “ and pls stop cutting ur self

*i look up and make a fake-sad smile and lay my head down again *

“ we leave the rest room

*i sigh and get up and hide my cuts with my long sleeves and go to lily and michael*

(hey I’m going to bed, I’ll talk to u Tomorrow gn🥰)

“ lily and I go to the next calls ( gym ) and talk about what just happened

*i told my friends to go ahead to class because I’m skipping class*

“ I see u and I deacide this is my time to talk to u

*i go to my locker and look at myself in the mirror*

“ I walk up to u and say “ ruby graduated 3 yrs ago what’s the rl reason u bully me

*i look down* “well, because...... when we were in kindergarten, we used to be best friends, but then you met Sophia, and you never talked to me anymore, every year I hope that you’ll, someday be my best friend again but it never worked..... so I just bullied you guys because I was sick and tired of seeing you guys together......” *i look back up and into your eyes, hoping you’ll remember in kindergarten*

“ I look at u and say yes I do remember kindergarten but I also remember in 1st grade when u made fun of me when my dad lost his job. also just beacause I make new friends it dosnt give u the right to bully us and u look fine with lily

“well it’s America so I have the right to, you can’t make me stop doing what I want to do, or there is going to be consequences. *i slam my locker and bump into your shoulder when I leave*

“ I catch up to u and grab ur shoulder and say no I’m done with this garbage I’m not letting u bully me and the reason u so bully me is studio and u said there will be consequences well trust me I’m tougher then I look then I push ur shoulder and walk away

*i pull your hair then slap you* “ya know you’re a loser and a bish, maybe lily and Michael are right, you should kill yourself,” *i chuckle and step on your hand and walk away*

slap your hand*

“I touch the blood on my face and Jake comes running out when he hears the fuss then I say u know lily and miachl are just ur fake friends cause ur gross parents are rich , no one actually likes y st this skl think about it ur only fiends are lily and Michel then Jake half carries me to the nurse

*i roll my eyes and go to the lily and Michael in class and I tell them what happened, then we start laughing*

“ I start crying and Michel says don’t worry she is a jerk I look up and say ya I don’t care she should cut her self harder

*i roll my eyes, then I ask to go to the restroom and I brought my phone and went into the restroom and text my dad*

“ I get A Bandage and we go meet Sophie to walk home when I tell Sophie what happend she gets mad

*i go back with lily and back up we lock arms together while talking and giggling*

pack up*

Sophie , Jake and I walk past u and Jake says remember all ur friends are fake then he laughs and we run out of skl in to his dads carb

car

*lily looks at me and I look at her and we laugh* lily says “they’re so fake... oh wait his life is fake..” *i laugh and say: “soon they will be a threesome because they can’t get anyone” *we laugh*

“I hear that and I peek my head back in and laugh and say for ur info ur prob gonna die alone cause who would want to look at ur ugly fave then I just the door

*i shrug and lily and I walk to a frozen yogurt place*

“ Jake has homework so Sophie and I decide to go shopping

*lily and I order and talk about our crushes, which I didn’t tell her who u liked*

who I liked*

“ Sophie and I were looking at dresses when Sophie said hey we should buy dresses for the party this Saturday

*lily keeps begging to tell her who my crush is..... all I said was I’m bisexual and she was surprised.... then we finished our frozen yogurts and we went to the mall*

“ Sophie and I can’t find anything so we go to the mall

* we go into a jewelry store and look around*

“ we go to bath and body works and look around

*we get some rings and necklaces and try them on*

i get bored and say “ come on soph let’s go to the food court

*we buy the jewelry then we go to rue 21, but we have to pass the food court to get there so. when we past it, we see you guys and I tell lily and we laugh and roll our eyes*

“Sophie sees u and glares and says Uchh the hearts are here I look over to see u and say Uchh just ignore them there not worth our time

*i roll my eyes and walk away to the store: I tell lily “we do they keep being creeps and following us?” *we laugh and continue shopping*

" Sophie looks back at me and says “ is god rly punishing us that there here ?! we laugh and continue eating

“ the next day at skl

*lily and I wake up (we had a sleepover. well I kinda live with her) and we got dressed. I wore black ripped jeans with a NASA sweatshirt and a messy bun with some converse and I put just mascara today then I go down to get my backpack and wait for lily so we can get Starbucks*

“I wake up and put on blue ripped jeans and a red shirt , the ones that u tie on the side . i then go pick up Sophie and she is wearing shorts and a California shirt. we say hi and then walk to skl together

* we stop a Starbucks then walk out and walk to school while drinking our Starbucks and talking*

“ it’s silent for a moment then I say hey Sophie today there giving out the awards for the end of the yr! Sophie says oh ya I forgot then she looks up and smirks and says “ I’m telling u Evelyn will get the kindness award ! then we start cracking up

*we go to our locker and I put my bag in there because during 1st and 2nd we have an award ceremony so I just put everything in there except my phone and drink then I wait for lily*

“the principal says on the loud speaker “ all students pls report to the assembly room “ Sophie and I walk there together and Jake catches up to us

*we find micheal talking to his brother and we tell them to come on then Braydon (michaels brother) puts an arm around my shoulder and Michael does the same to lily and we walk and talk together and sit in the assembly room together*

“ as the skl settles down the principle says ok let’s start the most effort in learning award goes to .... PENNY! we all clapped as she went up to get it

*i clap and continue talking with Braydon while I got a little tired because the awards were going to slow until they said: “the A’s and B’s award goes to SAMANTHA!!” *i looked at Braydon and he rolled his eyes and I giggled*

“ I go up and before I sit down the principle hands me a paper and asks me to read it I look at it and smirk and say with pleasure “ these are the students who don’t get rewards cause there never in class:Evelyn , Lilly , Michel , Sara , brandan , Emily and Ross

*i look down and lay my head on Braydon’s shoulder because everyone is staring at our direction and I ignore them and I start blushing... I look up and see u smirking*

“ I sit back down with my award and Sophie and Jake high five me for the award and what I just did

*i see you high five your friends and I get mad but Braydon calms me down and I sink down into my chair and but my legs on Braydon while putting ma hand on my head and closing my eyes. lily ask if I’m ok and I lie and say ‘yes’*

“ as I look over to u I say is Evelyn dating Braden ?

*i look over to you and see you mouthing the words ‘is Evelyn dating Braden’ and I tell Braydon what you said and he laughs and says ‘I guess we are now’ and I blush*

“ we walk out of the assembly room

*i talk to Braden and we notice lily and Michael aren’t with us so I say ‘they’re probably having a good time and making out’ *Braden and I laugh and he holds my hand and we lock our fingers togther*

together*

“ penny walks by u and says ooooooo branden and Evelyn ! and u blush soo Brandon kisses u

* before I was about to speak, Braden kisses me and i kiss him back and blushes*

“ I roll my eyes and as we walk past u Jake makes a throwing up face and we laugh

then a kid passes by and says “ why would u want to start a bully then he runs away

*i roll my eyes and say* “you’re just jealous because you can’t get Samantha.... wait you can’t get anyone, because no one likes a *i look at you now, and say* girl who always has an attitude because we all hate your attitude you spoiled little brat.... *braden snickers and we leave*

“ I hold u back and say shut the fudge up . Jake can get any girl he wants and remember what I told u NO ONE LIEKS U. there all fakers I’m telling u this skl would have a party if u go kill ur self . and the reason I don’t have a man is cause I choose them wisely I don’t just pick up stupid jerks like Brandon and kiss them . also ur little pity party of cutting ur self in the bathroom I have it all on video I say shaking my phone . then I hook my friends arms and walk away

*braden looks at me and says ‘cutting? why?’ *a tear falls and I walk away... then I see you and say “hey Samantha, first of all he has been my best friend since I was little and why? why did you have to say that?”

“I suddenly look guilty and say I-idk I’m sorry but then I look up and say as I told u when u mess with my friends u mess with me then with pain in my eyes I say just pls stop bullying

*i sigh and look down then at you* “fine.... I’ll stop but please don’t show anyone that video please I’m begging”

“I look at my phone and then I say “ Ik it lying ur not actually going to but at least be nicer then I walk away

*i sigh and go to my locker and Braydon comes over and I look at him and he says “why?” *i ignore him then he grabs my wrist* “why did you do it Evelyn?” *i hold back tears and say* “my mom, that’s why!!! she died last week! and if you noticed me crying yesterday and skipping class, then you’ll know why... but other then that... there is no need for you to pay attention to me!” *then I cry and he hugs me and says sorry*

“ I sit down next to my Locker and look at a pic of my mom and dad* everyone thinks my dad just died but both my parents did from cancer and I live with my aunt

*i sigh and Braden lets go of me so he can go to the restroom and I look to the side and see you sitting down next to your locker and I approach you and say “is that your parents?” *i say pointing at the picture*

“ I look up and say ya then I look back down

“did something happen to them or something?”.........

“ I look and u coldly and say “ there dead

*i look shocked* “s-sorry for asking* “I rub my arm*

“ I look up and say I-it’s fine

“I know how i-it feels”

“ I snap back at u and say “ ya how ? the I say Quietly” how

“my mom died last week.... that’s why I’ve been crying for a few days and skipping class... and looking a mess everyday... I try to be happy, but inside I’m not, that’s why I cut myself everyday...” *i sigh and a tear falls just thinking about it*

“ I look at u and all I say is “ Evelyn do u know bullying is like murder

“I-I don’t know, I’ve never been bullied, expect me cutting myself”

“ I look at u and say listen once u kill somone and there heart stops working and they have no pulse , it’s impossible to bring them back to life so to when u bully somone it’s possible to bring them down so much that u can never bring them back up like u cnat bring somone back to life then I say to u and say u have bullies me so much I don’t k ow if I can get back up

*my heart sinks into the words you say* “Sam... I’m sorry, I don’t know what I was thinking......” *i look down at you and I start shaking*

“ I touch ur shoulder and say I’m glad you will stop but I don’t know if I can fully forgive u

“it’s ok, I understand... I did the wrong thing anyway” *i say with a fake smile*

“ I smile and get up and walk away

*i sigh and walk back to my locker where I find michael and lily staring at me and I say ‘what’ *they look at me stupid when lily said ‘really? you had to talk to her?’ I say ‘yes, and I’m going to stop bullying her... after what she told me...” *then Braydon comes out from the bathroom and grab him by the hand and we walk away... I tell him what happened and he said ‘you guys should be friends’ I say ‘I don’t know, I would but she doesn’t forgive me and I’m not going to force her’

“ I tell Jake and Sophie what happens and they say u have every right not to forgive her right away and right when she said that I burst in to tears and Sophie pat my back and said there , there

*i sighed and Braydon and I sit down outside on a bench while we’re talking*

“ then Jake looks at me and says u know we would never leave u and I say ya then Shawn comes up to me and says hey would u like to go out for lunch sometimes ? I blush and say ya sure as he walks away my friends say ooooooooo Sam

*we keep talking and I put my legs on Braydon while we’re taking then all of a sudden, one of my eyes got blurry then I said ‘shoot’ and I look around for something* “what happens?” braden asked “my contact, I lost it.... ughh” *i sit back down and grab a case out of my pocket and take out leopard print glasses and puts it on* “you wear glasses?” Brayden says surprised I say “oh sweetie there’s a lot of things you don’t know about me”

Shawn and I walk by u hand in hand and then I say as a joke to u “ loos like I did find someone

*i look up* “did you make sure you chose wisely?” *i joke back* (not in a mean way)

“ I laugh and say as I look at Shawn smiling “ I think I did “ as I walk away I think one day I’ll give her a chance

*i laugh and continue talking with Braydon until it was time to go to lunch*

“ the Hallway is full of kids rushing to the cafeteria cause today was taco Tuesday the only day the lunch food was good

*i was walking with Braydon and I see Michael and lily kissing and I was like ‘I told ya’ I nearly yelled*

“ I look back and laugh then lily and Michel blush

*braden and I walk to the cafeteria, but when everyone sees me, they stare at me because of my glasses*

“shawm has to go so me and my friends walk to lunch

*i see you without Shawn,* “hey Sam? where’s your mans?” *i laugh*

“ I smile and say hmmm mabye he got scare of u then I laugh and go to eat lunch

*i roll my eyes and chuckle then I go walk down to the cafeteria with Braydon but when he said ‘I’ll be right back’ I was like... ‘ok?’

“ I see Brandon look around then quietly walk in to the classroom

*i sigh and get my lunch and sit next to michael and lily*

I go follow him and I see him in the classroom kissing another girl

*i start listening to Michaels and Lily’s conversation *

I catch it on canary then I say Brandon what the helł is ur problem then I run to show you

on camera

*i lay my head down of boredom *

“ I run over to u and say evlyen - he cheated- u have to see this and I show u the video

*i get frightened and I look at you and tears fall*

I pat ur shoulder and say I’m sorry evylyen he was a jerk anyway . he then comes running out and says I’m sorry I love u more then the girl I kissed

*i stand up* “that the girl ‘YOU’ kissed?... you jerk!!” *i slap him and leave crying*

“ he sulks away

*i walk to my looker and cry silently*

“ you feel a pat in ur shoulder and it’s Jake cousin Alex and he says “ hey are u ok

*i look up* “i- yes I’m fine* “I wipe my tears*

Alex smiles and says “ this is prob the wrong time but when ur ready I just want u to know I always had a crush on u then we walks away

*i watch him go away and I smile a little bit, I turn to my locker and open it and I look in the mirror to see that I’m a mess. then I take off my glasses and clean them, then I put them back on and I sigh and just stare at myself in the mirror *

“ all of the sudden there is a pircing scream from the gym

*i look up and hear it then I close my locker and run*

“the whole school runs to see what happend but u get there first and I wonder what’s there

*i stop at the door way and see a guy with a gun pointing it at a girl and another girl on the floor bleeding, I scream then he turns to me and runs to me and grabs me* “let go of me!” *i yell and try to kick him off*

“ I run in panting and when I see the scene I say “ all the yrs my parents sent me to karate will finally pay of” and I run to fight the guy

as I kick the guy the girls move back and I yell at Jake and Sophie to help them

*i look up at the scene and help the other girl and we back away to the wall while I just stare at the girl that died *

“I tell u to deal with the guy and I rush over to see the dead girl. I fix her hair and close her eyes and at that moment I decided I would dedicate my life to help ppl

*i grab his gun away from him and hit him in the stomach, then I tell the other girl that was on the wall with me to go get the principle*

“I put the dead girl on the bleacher and grab the guys neck and I realize he is a yr older then us in 12 grade and I say why the helł

*i look at him and he says* “because she” *pointing at the dead girl* “is a bish”

“ I slap him and say does that give u the right to kill her?

*the guy grab you and stab a knife inside your arm* “shut up bish”

“ I wince in pain but I mange to push him down with my bleeding arm and hold the knife to his throat then I say “ I’m going to ask u one more time why did u kill this girl and don’t say she is a bish give me a reason

*the guy raises and eyebrow* “because she cheated, and because I hate everyone here, so why don’t you take your ugly lookin’ ašs to hëlł ”

“ I wince more in pain and push him agianst the wall then I say u are psychotic if u think u can kill somone for that then I stab him but in a place that dosnt hurt him or kill him it just makes him pass out

*the girl comes in with the principle* “what’s going on here?” the principle says

“ the principle then sees the seen and he freaks out and rushes me and everyone else who was here to the doctor

*the people goes to the doctor but me I stay here sitting on the ground scared*

“ the last thing I see before I pass out is u crying

*i lay my head down on my knees and hug my knees and start sobbing, I start shaking then I have a flashback* flashback: ‘me and my twin brother were in the park then there was a fight and a guy had a gun and he saw us looking at the fight so he went up to me and grabbed my neck and pointed a gun at my head and said to my brother “you leave and I pretend you didn’t see anything, I’m going to take this lovely girl” I start crying and my brother says “no leave my sister alone, take me instead” the guy laughs and my brother punches him and I get out of the guys grip when he lets go and I run to my brother crying and holding his hand. Then the guy gets mad and starts fighting my brother and I start yelling and screaming then other people come and just stand there. then before I could do anything, my brother gets shot and falls to the floor and I start yelling and I run to my brother and cry on him and try to tell him to wake up while the guy runs away’ End Of Flashback. *i keep crying inside the gym*

“ as I’m passed out I just see in over and over and over agian the car crash my parents died in

*i finally stop crying but I have it on my mind and I just sit there with puffy eyes*

“ I wake up gasping and sweaty

*i finally get up and i grab my bag and go to the doctor to visit you and when I walk in I see you gasping and sweating, I run up to u and ask “are you ok?”

“ I wipe my self with a towel and say ya ya I’m fine

*i sit on the edge of your bed and grab the towel from your hand and I get up and go to the sink and put hot water on it and I walk back to u and I place it on your arm where you go stapped* “ does it hurt?”

“ I put the towel aside and say I’m fine then i lay down facing the wall and say I’m tired sorry

“it’s ok I understand, I’ll leave you alone, but if you need anything, it’s ok to ask me..” *i get up and leave but before I leave I look back at you then I *leave

“ as I lay against the wall a verity hate for u comes back but then I brush it of

*i walk down the halls and go to my locker and grab my bag and I clean my glasses off because I just started crying out of nowhere, I walk to a bench and just take out a book and start reading because that’s what makes me feel batter*

“ all of the sudden the principle says over the loud speaker “ after the inconvenience we had today skl is canceled for the weekend

*i listen to the speaker but I look back at the book and ignore people that are running out of school. I sigh*

“ I slowly get out of the nurse bed and walk down the hall way with a cast , my bag on one hand and a messy bun

*i keep reading and strands of hair fall to my face from the messy bun but I ignore it*

“ I walk slowly and see u sitting there and then I say “ u know we can go right

*i look up and say* “I know, but I really don’t feel like getting up” *i sigh and look down to close my book and look into your eyes sadly*

“ I look at you and instead of saying anything I walk away

I couldn’t say anything after what happend today so instead of going home I go to the park and sit on a bench

*i sigh and open my book and again but then I get lost in my thoughts then I realize I’ve been on the Same line for 5 minutes so I close the book and put it in my bag, I fix my messy bun and I clean my glasses and I just put my legs up on the bench and hug my knees and place my chin on my knee and try not to cry. I think about you and why you forgave me and that I know you hate me*

“I st back on the bench on my backpack and with the wind flying in my face I look up at the sky as it starts to get dark” a couple of boys walk by and start making fun of my cast. all I say is “ north highland high skl “ then there face reunion white cause everyone knew what happend then they turned red of embarrassment

*i just keep hugging my knees and Brayden comes up to me and he tries to explain what happened but I leave but he grabs my wrist and slams me to a tree and kisses me. I try to let go of his grip but my face is heating up so I smack him and talk mean stuff about him and I leave and walk to the park and sit on a slide and take out my phone*

“ I see Bradyn walking up to me and he smacks me and screams at me that u and his breakup was my fault. even with my cast I stand up and say “ u better listen son but I just stabbbed somone and I’m not afraid to do it agian then I walk away

*i didn’t notice you were there and I see y’all fighting, I get up and run to you* “I’m sorry he acted like that..”

“ I look up and then I look down and say I think after what the skl went threw today nothing matters

*i sigh* “it’s ok, at least it’s over, just forget about the past and move on because you don’t know what’s ahead of you if you don’t let go of something miserable that happened like now, or what happened to your parents, trust me, I know it’s hard..” *i sigh and try not to think about my brotter*

brother*

“ I stand up and say I’m not scared of what happend I sorta stabbed the guy then I laugh and say I guess I’m scared if I could be that brave agian

“look, I know you, you’re braver then anyone I’ve met. you’re tough. just know you need to protect yourself and that’s what you’re always doing, don’t give up now Sam.” *i look at you*

“ I sigh and say I guess ur right then I take my backpack and leave home without saying anything

*i sigh and shake my head* “I sit back on the slide and just think, getting lost in my thoughts*

“ but instead of going home I stop at the skate park to visit some old friends

*i keep thinking then I realize I had enough and I get up and go to Lily’s house and when I walk there I see Michael and lily kissing, I do a wolf whistle and they turn to me and blush*

“ Alex comes out and stays my my look who decides to show up I laugh and say just up bro then we first pump. then I say still in foster care and she says na I ran away

(wait I’m so confused on that part)

( I went to the skate park to meet up with my old friend Alex)

(oh ok, makes sense😂)

*i tell them about what happened and they try to make me forget about it, then we just laugh and talk and we decided to go to the i very cream place next to the skate park*

“ I sit down next to Alex and say listen bro ur one of my best friends you can come live with me and my aunt and go to skl like I did. Alex laughs and says thanks for the offer Sam but no thanks I like the streets and before she continues her face turns white and she says “ omg I just realized what happened at your skl are u ok ???

*we get ice scream and eat outside and talk but I got bored because they were just talking about there love for each other but then I started fangirling (srry I had to😂) but I also felt like a 3rd wheel so I just sit there resting my chin on my hand and looking down at my vanilla ice cream with sprinkles and banana*

“ I hug Alex and say I’m fine just a little roughed up I say as I lift my cast

*i think: ‘why am I still listening to them?’ then I just stare at my ice scream and finally eat a little*

“i take her skate board and do a trick down the ramp and Alex laughs and says “ pretty good for a broken arm ( Alex is a girl by the way)

(so ur saying that Alex likes me and is a girl?)

*i just keep looking at the ice cream and eating it and finally lily asks me ‘what’s wrong’ and I say “nothing, just in a really happy fangirling mode right now” *they smile and I laugh*

“after and hour i day alright Alex I have to head home but it was great talking to you and I’ll visit u agian sometime. we do our special handshake and then I start walking

*lily, Michael and I decide to go to the park tonight since there is no school and we just put music and we sit at the picnic table and I sit on the table with my feet on the seat and I start to dance while sitting*

“ I see u guys sitting there and I wonder if lily and Michel actually care for u then I continue on my way home

*i keep dancing and I see you walk away and I tell them that I’ll be right back they said ok and I run to you* “hey you ok?”

“ I turn around to look at u and say ya then I continue walking

*i sigh and keep thinking it’s my fault then I turn around slowly and start waking slowly*

“ I then turn around and say and by the way Evelyn don’t think it’s ur fault then I walk away

*i turn around and shrug then I go back to lily and Michael and they ask what’s was that all about and said ‘nothing*

“ I walk home and start singing “ lost boy by Ruth b

*i start doing the monkey bars and start doing acrobatic stuff on the bars*

“ when I get home I plop down on my bed

*i start singing to myself and I didn’t know that lily and Michael we’re watching me*

“ I quickly fall asleep

*i sit on the top of the slide and take out my phone and look at pictures at my brother*

“ I wake up in the middle of the night cause I hear a rap on my window

*lily and Michael left without me knowing and I was still in the park*

I look And see your boy at my window

*i look up and realize I’m the only one here but I just sit and look up to see stars*

he looks scared so I open the window a tiny bit

*i look around then I look back at the stars, then down to my phone and see that it’s almost 1:30, i sigh, but I don’t bother getting up and going to bed*

but when I open the window he runs away

*i close my eyes and I feel something fall on my hand , I open my eyes to see a flower, a pink flower with red... I just stare at it confused then I just think ‘maybe, it just fell out of a tree’ then I close my eyes while spinning the floor*

flower*

“ I decide I need a walk so I put on a sweat shirt and sweatpants and I head to the park

*im still playing with the flower and I hum*

“ i walk in to the park and I see u but I sit on a bent h across from u

*i continue playing with the floor and then I open my eyes and look up at the stars and I keep humming *

flower*

“ I sit down next to u

*i get startled and look at you* sheesh trying to give me a heart attack? *i grin*

“ I smile and say I don’t know any more

*i smile lightly* “so what are you doing here?”

rethinking life

*i giggle* “that’s quite..... fascinating”

I smile and close my eyes

*i sigh* why? why did you stop becoming friends with me in kindergarten? you left me for Sophia, there has to be a reason..... *i look at you*

“we were in kindergarten we were babies and we all know it actually happens in 5 grade

*i look confused* 5th grade?

you have to be more specific girlie ... *i smile*

“ I look at u harshly and say don’t call me girlie then I say think about 5 grade Graduation

look i didn’t mean to start any drama, I just wanted to know.... did she have something I didn’t? and what about the 5th grade graduat- you know what, just forget I ever asked... *i sigh and I hold back my tears and I look up at the sky*

“ I sigh and say listen I didn’t just leave u in 5 grade I left you cause u made fun of my mom and dad fro dying in the car crash that yr

you’re avoiding the question tho- never mind... *i had a tear falling but I looked away so you wouldn’t see it* I was..... just mad.... you had a family atleast in your childhood.... I grew up with random people I didn’t know... I wanted what you had. you had your mom and dad... I had some people that wasn’t my parents....

“ i ignore ur tears and say yes we were young but it a stupid excuse ok I breath heavenly and say Wtvr

let’s just forget about the past.... and we can start over. *i look at you and I take my hand out in front of me so you can shake it* hi. my name is Evelyn. *i smile*

“ I my name is Samantha

*i smile lightly*

I nod and get up and leave the park

*i sigh and I realize that the flower is gone*

“ as I’m walking out of the park I feel rain start to drop from the sky

*i look up and I feel the drops too but I just stay*

(hey I was wondering if u wanna do another rp? I’m getting kinda bored with this one)

( ya thank god cause I got bored of this 2 lol

(so what do u wanna do)

( I don’t know u chose

(I don’t know? I’m bad at making up rps!!!)

(something romantic? idk😖)

lol

(so what u wanna do? oh I know something like we both have a crush on each other but we are both scared to say. idk I’m just throwing out ideas)

(ugh no clue!! do u have any ideas?)

(r u ok?)

oh ok... I’ll leave you to your thoughts, sorry...

it’s fine