What’s up?

I just feel bad in general. I feel like giving up, I’m tired of trying to stay happy for everyone, trying to keep everyone happy.

Yeah, it can get a little boring when your trying to make everybody happy. But, if you “feel bad in general”, what’s going on besides, what I think, depression?

Yeah. I have severe depression and on top of that really bad anxiety.

Oh, I feel bad. So you have anxiety, depression...besides feeling bad, what caused your depression?

Also Voo, if you ever want to post your own things on here the password will be changed to “voodoo” for you :)

I’m not sure. I guess I just slowly started to hate myself and life more and more so it developed into depression.

Oh, Voo...I feel so bad. I have almost the same problem and it sometimes is awkward for me to handle. :)

Although, you’re 12? you shouldn’t be feeling like that so early on in your life.

Well, I turned 12 yesterday...

What age are you?

Oh. Happy late birthday. I’m almost 17.

DANG! You really beat me in age! Happy early birthday! ✌🏻

Yeah that’s why I’m saying you shouldn’t feel the way you do, you have so much ahead of you, so many experiences

Thx, but it’s just things at school...I’m always kind of thinking I won’t fit in, I don’t look right, etc.

Yeah, that’s what I was always afraid of but I can guarantee you, people don’t really care about that stuff, you just have to find those few people who will always be there for you and you’re set.

I mean I have, but some new kids I’ve tried to be friends with...like there was this girl, we were the best of friends, and I let one of my friends from my old school join in my “group” and my new friend and my old one do exactly nothing with me, really...And I have two friends who’ve always supported me(3, counting you) since we all met in 3rd grade...My fourth friend is kind of quirky...And technically, I joined PicCollage to try and have a different life, for a little while...

WAIT! We(you and me) met here...oof my other two friends... =///=

well, whatever friends you got, just make sure you keep em as long as they’ll stay. it really sucks being lonely.

Sometimes, I like being lonely. You?

Yeah, I mean it is nice to be left alone sometimes but it’s one thing I also can’t handle. being alone means my thoughts can get louder and louder and take over my mind.

Mhm. People need someone(friends, for example or a notebook) to confess to. I just record my thoughts in my personal notebook, while at school I tell my friend how my day was. Just wondering, how many friends do you have? I have 5(including you).

I have lots of online friends, mainly from here and an online gaming platform which are a few of my closest friends which I’m planning on meeting sometime in my future (if that exists) then only one or two irl friends.

my irl friends don’t know about my problems though. I’m too scared of them leaving to tell them.

I understand. No one wants to admit something when they think they’re going to blow and leave them.

Yeah. Pretty much my whole life revolves around that.

Also, it doesn’t look weird, you’re very pretty.

Thanks. And just so you know, if you ever feel bad about yourself just come here and we can talk it out ^w^

Alright. thank you for doing this.

Yeah. I wanted to do this so you’d feel safe talking to someone.

It’s very kind of you <3

What are you doing now?

Just chilling at a family members house.

You?

Getting ready for school :p

Fun lol

How was your day? School boring?

its been okay and it’s been fall break for me.

cool! Haven’t got mine yet

Sad.

😂 to me it’s not sad. Anyways, how are ya?

I’m okay I guess.

Hey, sorry if this sounds weird, but I can make you an icon....!

I want to keep mine for a little longer but you can make me one and I’ll use it next time I change it

Kay! I might remix one of your collages....what ideas do you have?

anything you think I’ll like. I don’t mind.

Okay! :)

Hullo! If you’re on, I won’t be on for long, just saying

Hey, sorry. I didn’t see your message till now.

it’s okay are u on?

I am now.

oof sorry for late reply

that’s okay.

K! How are you?

eh. alright I guess.

oops hello I died sorry for this reply

*im alive

Welcome back.

sorry.

I’m depressed again, but you don’t need to care.

of course I care. you’re a friend of mine.

eh?

you’re a friend. who wouldn’t I care?

why*

hey Voo this is me but other account cuz I forgot the email but anyway happy Monday!

oh. alright. Happy Monday.

u good?