Look Jace, I'm really sorry... and I mean it. Idk what came over me it's just you think my life is oh-so-perfect but it's not. I try to act like nothing's wrong and that nothing is bothering me but really... I'm dying inside. I have anxiety and depression and stress and sometimes I just can't deal with it. I'm sorry if I annoy the hëłł out of you and you just couldn't deal with it anymore. I miss you and how we used to have fun and do weird ćràp together and have fun but it doesn't happen anymore, and it's sad to me. I love you lots❤️ and I miss you and it would suck to lose you. But if I already have, then my bad and I'm sorry for everything I've done