okay so this is what I said

*after quite a few hours woo was still thinking about this he was still cuddling bum but he was overwhelmed with all his thoughts why was he thinking these things? of course he loved from he was very much aware that bum will be heartbroken if woos love wasn’t real so he would never tell bum but why would he tell anyone if he didn’t trust bum then why would he trust other people...? it was tragic that he was thinking these things but while thinking these things he was hurting himself as well*

*Bum groggily woke up. Before turning to wearily face Woo, pressing a kiss to his head and drowsily hugging him close.* L-Love you Woo..~*He murmured with a small yawn.*

*this was just a bit surprising woo did not expect To be kissed on his head so suddenly he didn’t know that bum had woken up already had he woke him up? god I hope not that would make woo feel terrible* I love you too did I wake you up yoon?

Mm..? No, no. just woke up on my own..~*He murmured, smooshing his face into Woo’s neck gently.* Are you hungry? what do you want for breakfast..?*He asked sweetly from his neck.*

*woo smiles sweetly* I don’t really know right now *woo yawns he was extremely tired he didn’t get any sleep but he didn’t want bum to know that he was tired*

Ah..? Is Woo tired..?*He asked curiously, rubbing at Woo’s face gently with his thumb. Bum’s love for Woo was almost all too apparent. Bum was definitely more affectionate than Woo so as of now he didn’t suspect anything wrong but that wasn’t guaranteed to be the case later on.*

*woo smiles again he felt extremely happy with bum for some reason* no yoon don’t worry I was just up all night I had some weird thoughts last night... *woo reassured softly he was worried bum would find out about it which made him very anxious just having that thought that bum would find out and woo might start something*

Woo should’ve told me. ‘Would’ve warmed you up some chamomile or brought you melatonin. ‘Don’t want Woo to be tired.*He said worriedly. The little guy really was exactly like that of a worried mother. A good one unlike Sangwoo’s. It was his own motherly nature. He couldn’t help but worry like one when it came to the guy he loved.*

*bums mother-like behavior brought up memories...it was visible that he was getting sad having a mother like woos honestly made him want to kill himself just being r*ped was a very very sensitive topic for him*

Woo? What’s the matter..?*He asked worriedly, caressing his face gently. Bum was all too unaware of how his behavior was affecting Woo. He was being sure to be so kind and gentle with Woo. To show him he loved him and he was cared for. Bum was clearly a sweet guy so showing kindness was just his way of affection.*

*woo looks over at bum and instantly looks away bum even looked like his mom he is in shock and he’s horrified* m-mom? *he mutters out there was clearly something wrong with him right now*

H-Huh..?*Bum froze up a bit, looking super confused as Woo seeming questioned if Bum was his mom.* N-No.. it’s- it’s Bum..*He murmured.* Are...are you okay..?

*woo sat up whenever he heard bum ask if he was okay and he looks at bum again and can only see his mom* please...d-don’t h-hu-hurt me a-a-again... *as he says that he puts his arms up in a defensive way and looks away he was extremely scared bum was only helping him he didn’t even do anything wrong but woo was acting so defensive and scared around him for no reason*

Woo. Woo. Shh. M’not gonna hurt you.*He said softly.* Do.. do you not want me here..? Are you scared of me..?*He asked worriedly. He knew Woo couldn’t help the way he was acting but Bum was so confused.*

*woo didn’t let his guard down and he brought his knees up to his chest* t-that’s w-w-what y-y-you s-sa-said la-last ti-time... *woo began to cry he was so scared it was just like how woo first started showing his affection for bum but just woo was learning it in bums prospective*

No, no. Woo. I’d never hurt you. C’mere baby.*He said sympathetically, opening his arms for him to offer to hold him. He thought back to how he felt after first being kept here. He had been so scared.*

*woo slowly opened his eyes and he finally seen bum instead of his mom and he lowered his hands next thing he knew he was crying in bums arms after a several minutes later he had stoped crying and he felt safe again and he has his eyes closed but he wasn’t falling asleep*

*Bum’s eyes softened as he held Woo, gently rocking him and petting his head. He hated seeing Woo so clearly scared. He showered him in kisses and affectionate acts to try to make him feel better.*

*woo blushes softly and he pulls himself on bums lap but woo was still hugging him being in bums lap made him more comfortable woo smiles just a bit cause he was still scared*

*Bum kissed Woo’s forehead gently as he held him in his lap. Woo was bigger than him but he wasn’t super heavy and it wasn’t uncomfortable to have him in his lap clinging to him.*

*woo was still acting extremely weird* I’m so sorry... *woo repeated that a few times before bum reassured that he was fine multiple times woo was getting a bit sleepy so he started being silent so that he could go to sleep*

You’re okay baby. Get some sleep, ‘Kay?*He encouraged softly, stroking Woo’s hair tenderly.*

*woo slowly brought his hand up to hold onto bum and just a minute later he’s asleep woo was quite cute when he slept he was very peaceful he didn’t make any sounds so it was pretty easy to sleep with him*

*Bum carefully laid down with Woo, wrapping his arms around him gently as to make him feel safe and secure. Bum loved the way Woo looked regardless of him being awake or asleep but he was certainly very cute when asleep.*

*woo was happy and he felt safe woo was getting a bit cold so he snuggles into bum it was quite cute to see them cuddling bum was his cute little kitten*

*Bum purred quietly as he was cuddled into so gently. He loved curling up with his Woo like this.*

*woo loved bums purrs he could really hear his purrs since they were quiet but woo could still hear them a bit woo liked being gentle with bum cause it made him happy so woo was very cautious with his words and movements*

*Bum nudged Woo’s neck softly, his tail shaking it’s way around Woo’s calf as he gingerly snuggled into him.*

*woo smiles softly he didn’t smile to much since he was still asleep but he still felt joy while bums tail was around his calf he’s face grew a bit red not to much though*