i LOVE this aesthetic uwu🍑💕

^btw i posted a new one, could u as well?

np!

Ty uwu 💜

it’s fine

yea

GORGEOUS

imagine being this talented 🤩💕💜

first of all you shouldn’t be jealous of her... I’m not saying you’re wrong, I mean I’m kinda jealous of her too but most important I’m (kinda) jealous of you too look how many followers you got, look at all those likes you get, and look at your edits they’re unique and gorgeous like you’re so talented tbh your account is a goal not just for me but for many ppl...and everyone loves you, cares about you and wants you to stay happy and healthy, we (your rosepedals) may not say that all the time but trust me we REALLY care that’s why we start making questions when you go on private or say you’re leaving...ik ppl don’t ask you if you’re okay and ik it’s frustrating, they don’t ask me if I’m ok too so I understand how you feel, but...have you ever noticed that you don’t ask about these ppl too? I mean idk if you say “how’s your day been” to them but yea you don’t ask that to me, like “spread positivity and you’ll get that back” or whatever...I’m not saying you’re doing anything wrong I’m just pointing out some things...also how many time have you been on pc? 3 years? 4 years? you said you made amazing friends, you would miss them, wouldn’t you? and you’re like the eomma, guardian and queen of pc everyone would miss you sm, pc wouldn’t be the same without you...as I said I’m just pointing out some things, if you want to leave that’s okay I’m not going to stop you, you have the right to quit and if it will make you happy that’s good we just want you to be happy okay? your feelings come first (and don’t say that they don’t matter bc they obviously do 😤❤️) we lysm rose the english (spanish, portuguese, korean, japanese, etc) dictionary doesn’t have enough words to describe how much you are important and loved <33 we will understand if you decide to leave but please remember we’ll be always be there for you no matter what. .*･｡ﾟ “ωє’яє αℓℓ ƒαcιηg συя σωη ρяσЪℓємs ωнєη ωє cσυℓ∂ Ъє нєℓριηg єαcн στнєя.....Ъυτ ιτ ∂σєsη’τ мαττєя, αs ℓσηg αs ωє sταყ τσgєτнєя..” 단결하면 살고 흩어지면 망한다 (“United we stand, divided we fall”.) < oh look what I found...this one is from a loooong time ago...yeah...but I still feel like that. anyway I feel like if I write one more word this will become a book...just remember that, if we could, we would get you the moon. 🌙💕

i do ask people how they are doing....everytime I’m having a convo with them I ask hru? or how was your day whenever I’m talking to you (Ik this time I didn’t ask) but don’t I always ask “how was your day or hru?” or if Ik what’s bothering you don’t I ask?

I’m done for today

ah...yea that’s right...sorry, I have bad memory...you do ask ppl how they’re doing...even if we don’t ask you if you’re okay that doesn’t mean we don’t care about you or forgot you you’re one of my closest friends on pc how could I possibly not care about you I mean I lose so much sleep when you say you’re not okay I get worried about you bc I do care even if you think I don’t...also I don’t ask anyone how they’re doing and I bet they to the same and that sucks but you know what we can change that

......rn I’m happy with my irl friends....I’m trying to be hanging out with them more but I won’t leave y’all (my internet friends) Bc I did have a close internet friend who said she’ll promise to talk to me everyday you wanna know what she did? she chose her boyfriend and left me....I lost 5 friends last week that’s why I’ve been having extreme emotions like this

aw that’s awful! I’m sorry 😞

I mean are they fūckįng retårdēd who the hełl would leave you? now I’m pįśšed 😤

(btw did you see what I - and jizzle - did?)

(^ we started this #weloverose)

you know what you should do? forget us. take a break, forget that your phone exists, take a deep breath. everything will be okay. this ^ happened to me too, but I was the person that chose the boyfriend (if you want to know what happened, I left her bc I was blinded by him, one day I realized he was eViL but he broke up with me before I could break up with him. I felt horrible and everything was my fault and everyone was mad at me. but then I apologized and yeah we’re friends now and everything’s okay.) trust me everything will be okay just hang in~

hey

……yep you’re asleep lol

yea jsjdjs I was asleep

^ did you read everything?

yeah

it’s just you know me I support every single acc and when lower accs ask me “how do I become like you,you’re so amazing” and I would feel bad and then say “everyone’s acc is beautiful and if you want to strive to be like me work to improve your edits are already gorgeous as it is” and ig when Katie started to take over me all my followers seem to have gone to her and I was angry and jealous but most of all I hated myself Bc I’m supporting that all accs are wonderful even if you don’t get enough attention but yet here I am getting angry and jealous when my acc isn’t being like how it used to be

(by gone to her I mean to support her and leave me hanging)

and I’m that jizzle say that I don’t have to strive to be the best and that just accept that everyone is equal and be at their pace but tbh when she said tang it kinda offended me....it made me feel like I’m not a editor to even be COMPARED to Katie and that had hurt me Bc yes I would like to think that there is no ranking in PC but in reality when you open your eyes there is I mean take my kid for example she’s been on here for 2yrs?? and she’s been stuck at 580 followers for a year BUT when someone new comes in and their talented asf they all go to them and follow them and support them so how can I not see that there is no ranking in this community when their is

and if I comeback I probably will have to work really hard so there won’t be anymore rankings

but that’s if i do no promises

to me if you’re my friend and you say that it means a lot to me I did use to think (back when I was really popular) that people only said that to get my attention but now when I spend time with them and talk to them they genuinely mean it and now it just means a lot to me

lol I already saw your comment

oOps 😅 I deleted it bc I wanted to change some things

so here’s the version I wanted to comment:

umm...yea you’ve got a point...but I can’t just compare you two, you two are totally different from each other, her followers may say that she’s talented af and ppl don’t say that to you anymore even if you’re talented too (that’s why you have almost 4k followers) but have you ever noticed we don’t say that bc we think you already know that? imagine if every edit you posted everyone commented “wOw you’re so talented” it would sound like we’re fake and we’re just saying that bc we’re friends...at least I would think ^ that if ppl commented “yOu’rE so taLentEd” on my edits

and there’s my reply ^^

well I’m sorry I thought that if I commented that all the time it would sound like I was fake...and I have anxiety so I always think like “uHm if I comment that, she may think I’m fake so I’m not going to do this”

don’t worry you won’t

I just miss how it was in the summer

I just hate that I’m getting mad and jealous that Katie’s improving and that I should be happy about that which I am but something else is angry Bc of that Bc of all the attention she has tang I use to have Ik this is gonna sound selfish but I miss that I took it for granted and I miss it

ahhhhh idk how to handle thisss helpp

oof I’m really sorry rose I wish I could help you...I feel horrible bc all the advice I can give is useless

but you should talk to her, tell her how you feel

it’s fine it’s not useless I believe advice is based on experience be lucky you can’t give me advice Bc tang means you haven’t experienced this

if I do I ruin my friendship and to me my friendship is worth more than a pity jealousy emotions

well I haven’t experienced this but I can say that talking to her will make you feel better

but she keeps begging me to tell her but I always refuse to say what I feel or what’s going on in my mind

I’m sorry but I have to disagree Bc nothing from talking is simply going to make things better if I say what I just did to you then how is she goin to fix it by what not posting? blocking everyone? to me that’ll make me feel worse and feel like the RUDEST person on Earth

well you should hide the part that you’re jealous of her, and tell her that you feel bad bc pc isn’t the same

I already did but she’s just like me she knows when I’m not telling the truth so rn I’m just hiding yesterday she didn’t talk to me at all I texted hi while she was on PC I felt ignored so I deleted it and just see If she’ll text me....but I never got a message

umm...lets suppose commented on the same post... the notification she got was like “(*insert username*) and (*insert number*) other ppl commented on your collage” so she doesn’t know you commented on her post

we dm each other on PA

oh btw yesterday she commented “is everything alright?” on the chat page I made and I just said “yep” but she asked “you sure? I know when ppl are hiding things” and I was like...oh

ah okay I thought you commented on pc

^^^ * someone commented

yeah……she’s been hanging out with me to much to have tang gift now •-•

that

no

anyways I better go it’s already 10 my family is probably wondering what I’m doing in my room bye

ok...bye (pLS STAY HEALTHY HYDRATED AND HAPPYYY)