hey, don't apologize! everyone gets down sometimes. i think everyone has their own "existential crisis" every once in awhile. these thoughts are totally common, just try not to cave into them okay? i care about you! 💓💓 you're definitely worth it and i'm sure you're a beautiful human being. this is normal, i promise! i have these thoughts too, even. 💓💓

I'm so sorry. you don't deserve this and I'm so sorry that your family treats you like that. im also sorry about your cousin, I know it's not the same thing but I just lost my grandfather, so I sort of know how it feels to lose someone. I'm always here for you if you want/need to talk. it'll get better.

gosh guys you're so nice tysm and @sickass I'm sorry about ur grandfather. but thank you. i really needed that 😌

oh my god I'm so sorry. sometimes I wish I could just pop out of the screen and you tell you I'll be ok, but I can't, so I'll just say it here. even though life may have put you in a low spot, that doesn't mean that you can't get out to a higher place. I can't say I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you, but I'm still here if you need to vent

thank u Everest I needed that too thanks 💜

If you dropped dead I'd find you and múrder you.

(Also some people would argue that souls are immortal, so either you live until you die or you live until you after-live™. Others will argue that a person's actions/words have a perpetual lasting effect, and you know about the whole immortal legacy craze jazz. Also, I'm one of the youngest cousins in my family...so I get stuck watching my second cousins a lot [my cousins are either married or they won't leave the TV]. My oldest second cousin is 4 and I can't even with them. My second cousins are the terror of mankind. So, I mean...I don't know where I was going with that....)

hhh that's okay I get lost a lot too, but wow I'm sorry firestar little children do kinda suck sometimes and the fact that ur cousins won't leave the tv.. just wow that really sucks. I like that beginning tho :3

thanks @doodlehell I think I just needed to relax today so I feel a bit better than I did last night thank u again 💜