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i need to see my daughter

no. i wanna see summer

i will when u let me see mt kid

he just wants to see lily babe .. *pounds*

fine ill delete my acc. lily wont even kno im her dad. bye

just let him see lily , he don’t want you . just lily

he’s giving her to me ..

cxms slamming in over and over*

*smiles kissing you*

did you enjoy yourself

i did too *kisses you* mm

ava’s trying to get in my pants

she remixed me asking me to fxck

oh , well i can’t block them . that’s austin’s girl , but i’ll ignore it

she’s in my nerves

ava killed herself .. *picks up lily*

at least she’ll be happier | yes princess | what’s wrong buddy

*hugs back* | *smiles* i missed you | you gotta share me buddy

i love you | nooo | i love you buddy

rubs your belly* | i missed you more | *puts you on my lap*

wuv chu too | noo i did | *holds you*

yeah | i did | *watches*

i am | i do | *turns it on*

i’m not in the mood *gets up* | whatever | *sets him on the bed walking out*

there fxcking pxxsing me off . *cries standing there

cries into your neck* she’s really gone

i feel like absolute shii

sorry , i’m gonna have a beer *grabs one kissing you*

alright x *carries the beer upstairs to the bedroom*

*drinks watching tv*

finishes the beer wrapping my arm around you*

holds you* i am happy , just a bit upset

i know , it just takes time babe

we can think of baby names

i was gonna say ava , but i thought you wouldn’t like it

i like Ava Lynn ❤️

*kisses you smiling* that means a lot to me

*kisses you passionately*

*holds you* how’d you sleep baby

i hope you had fun my love

oh i’m proud you baby

hanging with my sister

you wanna meet her ?

she loves anything to do with me 😂

damien just don’t like me

*shrugs kissing you*

rubs your belly* is it time

you need sum spicy ?

gets the kids and buckles them running back into the house picking you up*

puts you in the car getting in*

drives to the hospital fast*

pulls in as the nurses take the kids and i help you inside

i wasn’t on , sorry baby *sighs helping you inside* i’m such a fxck up

*helps you lay down as the doctor comes in7

d: push gently | you got this x

d:one more big push | your doing great baby

*takes the baby and checks it out* | babe why ain’t it crying

d: your baby isn’t going to make it .. he came to early | *looks at him as tears roll down my face*

d: he’s heart stopped beating | *cries holding you*

d: i’m sorry it can’t | *cries harder holding you*

d: no . he’s dead *leaves* | *holds you close crying*

from being a doctor .. she can’t come back alive baby. her heart was to tiny and she came to early *holds you rubbing your back crying*

even if she comes a couple days early then that’s to early

idk baby *hugs you tightly*

baby she’s gone ..

*sighs and carries in her dead weightless body*

*she doesn’t respond* baby it’s not gonna work

summer she’s dead . *gets up and walks out crying*

the doctors have already said she’s gone summer . you can’t bring back someone who’s already dead *cries* your just causing more pain

she was already dead when she came outta you

summer that’s not possible

the doctor says she’s gone

yes i believe in god summer

she’s checking on me . calm down *does mouth to mouth and cpr*

idk why ur still talking to her, she disrespects me and u don’t take up for me

i told her to calm down baby *grabs the air tub forcing it down her throat*

she needs to back off I’m tired of her she needs to go find someone else I rather Carly comment and someone other person but not her

she breathes faintly as i put her in the thing to help her breathe* whos carly and i told her to leave you alone

nvm but she doesn’t need to come between us

she ain’t going too baby *kisses your head* now we just gotta wait

I feel outta place..like I shouldn’t be here...

*kisses you* shush . your mine *watches her move*

*kisses back* u promise...

i swear , she left anyway

she’s going to come back like she always do tho ...

babe relax , i love you only you

*walks over to her and smiles* baby come here

*she smiles right at us*

baby you can’t hold her right now , you have to wait a day or two *smiles and checks her heart rate* she’s gonna make it

baby don’t cry , she’s gonna be alright

she’s gonna be alright *kisses her head*

*hugs back* i love you

you can kiss her and rub her but you can’t take her out

*she squirms a little*

that’s normal baby , she’s just moving

oh i thought you meant an hour ago anyway i was hanging with my cousins

get a chair and stand over her or pump

what’s up *holds her*

just got back from the pool

i have one on this app summer

your my one and only baby

i feel like your mad st me

*walks out going to talk to some doctor friends*

*she doesn’t drink*

*she looks around as i come back in* what’s wrong

what nurse just feed her a bottle bc you weren’t on

*she kicks happily* sorry you haven’t been on all day when i took off to hang out with you

forget it . my boss is pxxsed off so i gotta go in . bye

ok i’m hanging with ava

she’s going through a hard time

*sighs* are you seriously gonna fxcking leave me

it’s 9:40 for me ? . summer i fxcking love you . i’ve left her over and over for you baby

*kisses you deeply* she’s not gonna take me

summer don’t start

you just won’t let it go . how many times do i have to tell you that i’m not leaving you . ava and i are friends and we’ve been there for each other through a lot

*goes outside lighting a cig*

it’s fine *smokes*

yeah just chill baby . i ain’t gonna leave

*finishes my cig and comes inside*

*hugs you from behind*

*kisses your neck holding your waist*

hi gorgeous *still holds onto your waist*

did i interrupt something

good girl *kisses you8

*slaps your ahh* you should send me some pics

seriously why the fxck you so hot

i’m so hard irl bc of you

why you so fxcking hot 😂😂

did you just take that in the bathroom 😂

you didn’t have too baby 😂 it was hot tho

whats the point. u hate me. he doesnt need me. she has henry. and i told him that i want him to tell her that he is her dad. not me. i told you i will be on once in a while to see how she is. not to talk to her.. its best she doesnt know about me. so every couple of months i will come on and ask if she is ok. then i will go. henry is her dad as far as shes concerned. i cant stay when the mother of my kid hates me. she doesnt need us arguing all the time. and henry is a decent lad, he would be a good dad to lily. now i will be back in a couple months to see how she is. bye.

i love you but i’m taking a break due to family issues .. i’ll come on every once in awhile and check on you and the kids. i’m sorry

figured you would wanna move on since i won’t be here

hey baby i can talk for a few

i’m not here for long *kisses you*

i can’t stay , i got family in town

yes , in the future . why ?

i have to go , i love you ‼️

morning baby , i hope you have a good day! i love you

fine. i wont come back at all. ill stay outta her life. bye summer.

i’m not leaving forever

breaks almost over , i love you

you’re taken so I can’t talk to you 🤩

ya kno wat ion care bring him

i wanna be in lil's life. i aint gon argue bout it cuz im her dad and im gon see her.

hey baby, i think we should take a break. i ain’t gonna be here and that ain’t fair to you. when i’m not with family i’m gonna be working. i love you very deeply and i don’t wanna hold you back my love

listen babe. henry isnt on pc for a while,, i needa see my babygirl. so i wanna see her rn. im her dad and ima see her if i want too

i came on for a little while but guess i’m no longer needed .. bye summer ..

*changes n goes to sleep

*shurgs* tbh ion know

thursday and then i start full time no breaks monday

bc i’m busy and i have to work more to help my family

*gets up n gets the door for u*

u gon stay for a bit I want a nap ma

sorry i do it to everyone, its a habit. but anyways are you okay?

i try, but u always say that she dont need me and that i wont stay, i told you im outta her life bc u dont want me in it. im sorry that i ever fxcked w u

i still have fxcking work summer and family shii. i’m not on my phone like you 24/7. i have a life

MY BEST FRIENDS DAD LITERALLY DIED TWO WEEKS AGO AND MY BEST FRIEND HAS BEEN IN THE BIGGEST FXCKING DEPRESSION

well we’re done . goodbye

i can’t handle to stress

i’m sorry but goodbye