ok so i’m still not really sure if i want to officially date nick or not bc i know a lot of people in the band don’t like him and he’s on like the lame list of band kids and i don’t wanna be judged by everyone and i know that’s so selfish of me and Emma keeps saying “if u truly like him u wouldn’t care what others think” but no matter the situation that’s not how my mind works at all and when my friend Anna found out today who I go to for advice for everything and I trust her so much she was like “ew! That fäggōt? Amber you can do so much better don’t be known for dating him” and I also just realized how hard this year academically is going to be for me and I don’t want to be stressed about that and him and idk what to do

but like also now i don’t wanna be like “Hey never mind” bc then it’ll be awkward and he’s the only one I know in my chem class and we sit together

I told Anna if I don’t date him then she’ll have to find me a man and she said I gotchu so idk what will happen I’m so upsettttt

that a lot,, but yea if u like him go for it and try not to feel pressure from other ppl even if it’s hard but if it’s stressing u out just don’t deal with it bc it’s likely the situation is going to come right back sometime and stress u out even more

^lol srry if this was bad I’m not good at advice

i know it's instinct to care what people think, but i suggest you defy that in this situation. i had one of the best relationships i ever had by not listening to my own sister's opinion about him because she was completely wrong. she judged him for tumors and past mistakes, but all in all, he was the best ive ever had and that showed me to make my own judgements instead of listening to others. like totally listen to others if it's serious and he could be dangerous, but it sounds like everyone just doesn't like him for stupid reasons, so who cares? go date that boy if you really think he's great

I’m not even gonna try to offer any advice because I don’t know what to say but like if he’s a good person and you really care about him then you should go for it girl !!! I really hope everything works out the way it needs to ❤️