it’s pending 💗

what’s up beth ,i’m ángel.

I’m good thanks, yourself ?

i know it wasn’t a long leave but i feel like that’s all i needed and i’m here now

:)) u feeling any better?

i’m glad, who is it? is it shane - just a guess because he’s in your bio

hello x

with everything with ash or the hatepage? or both?

I’m very well, you?

yeah same..all i’m going to say is that whatever happens with ash i just hope we can still be friends, i don’t wanna be one of those crazy rivals who do anything for ‘revenge’ or ‘karma’ 😂

hey what’s up! I’m Cole, i just haven’t made a bio

i just honestly don’t know what to do with the situation anymore and i kinda wish i hadent even got involved with him but 🤷🏼‍♀️ i just think that if one of us did end up with him then the other shouldn’t be jealous or angry because nobody can control their feelings for someone (unfortunately 😂)

i’m not sure because i’m not sure which way it’ll turn out but..go ahead

i’m pretty good wbu

just okay?

you wanna talk about it sweetheart?

i get the bit about steph..i even told him that but the other part i’m just not going to put an input in because there’s honestly nothing i can say. nobody in the world is capable of controlling their feelings so i wouldn’t be affected in my opinion

why ig?

yeah..i guess we’ll see what happens

okay well i’m here if you do

of course

hi I’m Calvin

good thanks, you?

nawe. do you wanna talk about it?

beth please stay alive for me. i’m so sorry i’m not here i love you 💘

please. breathe. remember why you’re on this earth.

won’t deny or agree to that. but please, why are you doing this? it breaks my heart..

you’re not just a mistake.

no; you’re not.

don’t die.. please..

who says i don’t?

i need you like a plant needs water.

hi anyone I have no friends :) -Paige

OmG wowwowowo your the gorgeous one. but hi vic nice to meet you

aw thank you. :))

I’m honestly lonely , but meh okay I guess. how about yourself ?

I’m not pretty, hah. and idk :( just am.

how ? :// and okay.. thanks I guess. :)

I like surprises ;) 💞

*smiles* when do I get to see my surprise :))) x

viiccccy viiiiccccyyyy

nawe that’s okay :((

yayaya please try I’m so bored without him :(((

nawe just tell him it was my idea 😂😂

awww bad vic ;((

just yell at him and say PAIGE IS WAITING FOR YOU

yay thank you

meanie :((

what’s up Beth?

oMg yayyayayay hi

mhm *smiles brightly*

awww why :((

I know kyle just found out :((

I have a bad history with cutting :((

*sighs a little and pulls up sleeves from hoodie showing big scars*

*looks down* someone that I thought would never hurt me :(

*pouts and looks down* I got hurt, and I didn’t know how to deal with it so I did this to myself.

I don’t wanna put you in a bad mood though so let’s talk about something else... do I still get my surprise ? 😂💜 ;)

hehe yay

about ?

oh nonono don’t worry it’s okay

ok

beth what’s wrong

how

no....you said you didn’t wanna talk about it bc you would cry

remix me and tell me about it

what’s good, I’m tre

pretty good, hbu

me too

sure, like what

i'm here beth.. you okay? -ash ❤️

happy birthday love. ❤️❤️❤️

why?

physically? mentally?

anything i can do?

sorry; tbh fell asleep. but that's great, who is he?

hey angel, nice to meet you

hi again (:

I’m alright thank you, and your

you?*

how’re you?

how would i know that? we’ve not spoken for days 🤨

we’re not together

but it doesnt necessarily mean that what i’m waiting for will happen

not trying to sound nasty i just don’t know how else to put it - if you cared for him that much wouldn’t you be happy for him no matter what? i said to him that if he dated you i’d be fine with that and would still be friends with both of you

true but all you’ll accomplish by leaving is hurting him - u saw his reaction when you wanted to leave

he’s checked in on you and replied to you everyday that he’s on - i’m more than sure he’d notice

it’s not small talk - ashton has told you himself how much he would miss you, i’d miss you as i class you as a friend and idk who mark is

maybe he’s busy? maybe talking to other people like him could help you? that’s what helped me when me and cameron broke up

go ahead

..is that a good thing? will it lead to something else? or is it a mistake?

i think it’d be worth a try - everyone feels like that after a breakup and people move on after having the bravery to try new things - the fact that you started talking to him is a good start ((:

but how do you know your not over someone if you don’t try new things? if that makes sense. if you don’t try then you’ll never truly know. idk but surely it’s worth a tiny try and you could end it if it doesn’t feel right? 🤷🏼‍♀️

surely there must be something there if you hooked up - nobody usually hooks up with someone for no reason at all

yeah but still - gotta be that tiny bit

there’s no such thing as can’t

hey hey//Cora

YO

what’s gooddd :) //Cora

HEYO I MISSED U TOO

SCHOOL 🤮

sorry; work sucks. i'm here

all ears

you don't have to do anything you don't want.. but please don't hurt yourself or anything like that, please?

i know it does.. i just don't want you hurting yourself more.

don’t go :((

but you were doing good and moving on :((

don’t do this

every relationship doesn’t end the same way.

there’s someone out there for everyone you just haven’t found him/her

a breakup isn’t a matter of life or death - you don’t need a relationship to survive.

even if we could or couldn’t a breakup doesn’t mean death. so don’t do this.

oh the way you were talking seemed that way but still - don’t leave OR hurt yourself. no offence but it’s stupid and there’s no need for it? what will you accomplish out of it? nothing. nothing apart from hurting yourself and ashton as he has already explained how upset he would be if you left or hurt yourself.

that’s not an excuse. stop this. please.

okay.. please do

HEY

bethhhh what’s up??

heyo what’s up??

done with what??

what’s happened?

so what?? you don’t need him?! and it was a jerk to you

hiii vic im carrissa :))

I’m alright, u?

yah same

it’s late here for me

uh huh

nnnoo

you’re very tall... *giggles and looks up at you

*frowns* I know

*sits down on couch*

*pouts* can we do something

cuddles and the grinch :))

yayay

beth

I missed youuuu what’s up??

aw love why??

why would u think that Beth???

hi angel, how are you doing?

hey Beth. I’m josh

hiya, i’m back

u doing better? x

i’m sorry for everything..

i’m feeling the same hurt and it makes me guilty for what you went through..because now i feel it too

and it’s all my own fault

i get if you don’t wanna talk, i just wanted to sort everything with everyone before i go

anywhere that’ll just make me forget about everything..take the pain away..make me not have to deal with it

it’s not that.. did i tell you what he’s done?

he was cuddling another girl even though he knows that i’m uncomfortable with shīt like that and then he proceeded to rub her inner thigh

@xox0 the first post

yeah 😕

there's literally no reason to live anymore.

i just can't..

i'm trying..

?

i know, i'm stupid.. i shut off communication with everybody i've met except for you and steph, you guys are the only friends i've had and i don't think of you both romantically or anything so i thought it was okay..

your right, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to hurt you or do anything like that. but i feel so stupid now, i hurt two of the people i love(d?) most..

yeah no, i'm not talking to the girl anymore..

bye, i'll try. thank you💛

i will, be safe 💛

hey, beth.