{click} Hey frens, I just wanted to start by saying that I am going to my grandma's house this weekend, and she may or may not have wifi. (Rip me) so if she doesn't, I won't be active at all :( Also, if it's okay with you guys, I think I'll rant a little about my school trip. So we went to a museum as a grade. It was free seating, and of course no one wanted to sit with me, so I ended up squished against my sister. Everyone was yelling and singing and it was giving me a headache, it really was stressful. When we got to the museum, there were so many other schools there it was crazy. We ate lunch, I ended up at a table with no one who even looked my way, which was lovely. Then we were handed packets to fill out for school. There was information that would have to be completed to assist us in writing an essay when we returned to school. And the answers were nowhere. The other kids found them some how, but as much as I looked I just couldn't find them. It was so stressful, I knew without those answers I would fail my essay. By the time we were at our last exhibit, it was time to go before I had any answers filled out. And that wasn't okay with me. I don't know why, but my eyes flooded with tears and I was shaking but staying silent so the other kids wouldn't hear me. It was a panic attack. People in the museum stared at me, the other kids scoffed at my mascara tears. My heart was pounding and I was crying and it wouldn't stop. All I could say was "they can't see me", hoping I would convince myself that the other kids wouldn't notice me falling apart. It became a chant that I repeated all through the trip. These people probably thought I was insane. And now I'm guaranteed an F on Monday, my notes are still blank.

I'm sorry fren,I hope u feel better now 💜

ah i'm so sorry,,

awe honey i'm really really sorry. i hope you're in a better place emotionally right now and i hope stuff figures itself out. that really sucks man,,, stay strong 💖🖤💕

ahahah the picture or just what I wrote about??

i'm glad you can focus on something else these few days. see if you can go to a movie, arrival is amazing

ohhh okay, and thank you :)

i haven't! what's it about

łmao it sounds p good

we went and saw the movie 'sing'. also i'm terribly sorry about your museum experience ❤️

idek anymore. I'm low-key praying that she likes me

idk I worry about these things

if that's not the best compliment ever idk what is

:)

thx fren

no im not doing it in order or else it would give the indirect away ;)

it was supposed to be a gif but łmao it wouldnt load

THANK YOU FREN

the one tou just commented on is yours :)

it's from makeup revolution (you can get it at Superdrug) and it was £5

it was I got some nice shirts

hmmm you might be able to get it online, I'll have a look. where are you from again?

yup that's all I got

I'm not sure if there's anywhere you can get it. have a look on the Superdrug website, they might do shipping :)

no problem! let me know if you get it!!

true josh dun brings happiness into this world

ahahahah thank you fren 💕

yEs☀️

wait what

hOw

thanks 😘😘💜

I high key love them too

thank you! I'm glad you like it! lol I didn't do that on purpose but that's cool!

aww thank you!! ily fren ❤️

Hey! I've made a thing called the ship games. it's pretty much like the fandom games but with ships! the teams are PHAN(dan and phil) JOSHLER(Tyler and josh) TROYLER(Troye and Tyler) FRERARD(frank and Gerard). sign up on my account if your interested!☺️💕

łmao it's not bob it's matt

their name is Juno and they're my favorite person on Instagram lol but they post covers, cosplays, tøp and other band related things, their user is @shorthairshortemma

you are

it's not even like in general it's mostly just with a convo i'm having rn. i guess i've just been getting upset by mentions of the daddy kink, i have an explanation that ill remix you

ahahaha we're getting there

it's not there's just a lot of conspiracies

and ty!!

yes you may

okay deal *handshake*

thanks fren

thank you so much fren💜I'll remember that and ily too

thanks fren!

yeah he was, he's an English teacher as well so??

nah I'm not upset or anything by it, at the least I found it kinda funny how that was the thing that he asked me

@comment :))

I mean obviously suicide is a big deal but i think if he genuinely thought that I felt that then he wouldn't have said it in front of people

a pastel blue kinda, it's really pretty ^^

oohhhh sorry, I read it the wrong way

same I wish I knew who did it

thanks fren!

I read your comm and I feel the burden on my chest😔 maybe I'm relating in a way idk

♣👋

OMAGOD!!!!!!!! Kids stare at me when I have those! I am not popular at all, but when I cry at school, I am the center of attention

I hate it