caption continued: and ik you guys appreciate me. I’m just kind of tired of just not being appreciated for a lot of things I do for people. it’s recognized sometimes but it just kind of sucks. I also feel really bad about myself because ik there’s someone who’s better at art or something than me. Ik that’s really petty of me to say but my sister is a pretty good artist and a lot of people like her art and stuff and people complement it a lot but whenever I show off my art I do get some complements but half the time it’s a “oh that’s cool” or “that’s good”. I kind of want to know what’s good about it or why I’m good at art. I kind of wish that I wasn’t an artist half the time mostly because I feel like I’m just doing the same thing my sisters does but worse. I love my sister and her art but sometimes it just sucks to have another artist in the house. heck I can’t even do a good painting compared to hers. :/ sorry for the vent I just wanted to let some stuff out without my family knowing cuz then I know that they will just shrug it off or something. anyways enough of the petty venting stuff as you can see I colored in my dnd character yay!

also I’m not saying you guys make me feel this way no not at all because I appreciate all of you and you guys appreciate me and I love your art I’m just kind of unhappy with my art and how I feel. maybe I shouldn’t have said anything (typed anything at all because now I just sound extremely petty and dumb sorry.

yes I am drawing this boi now- and aw dude,, I understand 100% how you feel. in the world of art, there will always be someone better than you and that’s something you can’t change, hEcc even the artists at top-notch animation and art studios have someone better than them. try not to compare yourself to your sister, her style is different to yours and her art process, maybe she’s had more practice and experience. you could even ask her to help you and give you tips. you don’t sound petty at all, I totally understand where you’re coming from, all my friends art is better than mine and I’ve wanted to give up countless times but I’m glad I didn’t. don’t give up dude, you’ll get there someday. take pride in your art, you should be able to look at it and think ‘woa, I drew this!’, what other people say about it sometimes doesn’t matter

^personally, I love your style a lot. it’s so adorable, I adore how you draw faces and your anatomy. it’s so unique, I’ve never really seen a style like yours before. you’ve improved so so much since we first met, and that’s a fact for sure

re//: it’s ok! I’m glad I could help! I’m sure I’m not the only one who likes your art, others do too!! and I’m glad too, you’re such an amazing and talented person aaA