Well baby made it to Twin Falls and everything is fine lol love u❤️❤️

fxck babe I’m fxckin losin it like my dad rn I kinda wanna disappear like fxckk

I love u too I miss u so much already ❤️

I need u rn babe fxck

dammït fxckin waited too long to txt u... okay don’t die ig babe idek love u ❤️

Ima not die ❤️❤️

goddddd fxcckkkkkk u okay?

Yea I just fell asleep for a bit

okay... fxckin I rly just miss u tbh

like fxck

Miss u to baby

ugh

Fxckin cuddling would be nice

fxckin yea... but not at my place plz... like fxcking anywhere but my place

Kk babe we can try to cuddle in the car

that works I mean we cuddle on the bus fine... I mean fall asleep in the car

sorry if ima actin weird shït kinda blew up and I’m kinda on edge of doin somethin rly stupid but ima holdin back ig so yea...

Ok babe sorry internet went to sshhiitt aye if it does again I fxckin love u baby❤️❤️

should just assume u did find a way to die or fell back asleep like ima tired so I should take it and sleep by jma paranoid tbh that ur gon b back like “hey sorry was doin shït” and with my luck it’s the last time we r gonna talk to the next couple months so fxck

okayy love u ❤️ I figured u died oml

No I didn’t die thank god lol love u❤️❤️😘😘

k love u too babe ❤️

hey u missed it today... thinkin maybe u would’ve enjoyed actually doin the shït at school it was actually funn tbh

Love u baby❤️❤️ And nah I would of found a way to hate it

hey it was fun tho... for one it was funny watching the gay aśs cowboy with a BBQ in the back of his truck at lunch cooking for most the high school and some jr high... then there was a giant aśss water balloon fight then Hatfield got everyone with a hose

I was so fxckin soaked 😂

Lol see I would BBQ in the back of my truck to lol but it sounded like u had funn

lol well it was I mean at lunch me Lesley and amber got in the back of my truck, went and got lunch, came back and sat on my tailgate and laughed out aśses off at Connor lol

I mean he was dressed gay af too which was funny as hełl

Lol noce noce

I mean I legit started to lose it in band.. thx for that btw goddd, but I mean yea idek misssd u like hełl the whole damñ time

sorry I kinda got excited there for a sec explainin shït 😂 it’s okay to tell me to shut up sometimes u know lol

Lol nah I’m not goin to tell u to shut up lol

welll I mean sometimes I get started talkin about somethin then I don’t shut up lol I rly too excited and just kinda vent almost

Oh well lol I’ll just do what u do to me when u want me to shut up lol

lol okay well when u start plotting shït to throw in my room to pïss me off and I want u to just shut up already ima just start kissin u till u finally catch on 😂

Lol kk babe and when do u get ur license

umm I have to drive I think 60 hours with a permit before I can take the test for my license.. y?

I mean I can drive with ppl as long as an adult is in the passenger seat when I have my permit

Lol well I was thinking babe next year I can drive to the home coming game and when it’s done u and I can go fxck around in the woods or some sshhiitt lol

lol that would b funn... I meann depends if I can get my license before I’m 15 that’s the only thing tbh

U can drive*

that sounds great right about now tho god

Yee true babe true but I mean just an idea

yea oml... I mean we could do that sophomore year if u still have ur permit tho when homecoming comes around

for sure will have my license by then lol... just need a truck

It does tho babe

the min I get my license like no one will ever see me tbh... I mean u can see me but everyone else can fxck off I’m getting the hełl away from everyone especially weekends

baby u tired?

congrats u died

if u become alive magically and I don’t reply ima sleepin cuzz I’m tryna not to fall asleep but my eyes hurt and I’m tired enough to where I might in a sec

I love u so much babe ❤️❤️ just in case I do sleep and u become alive

Ok baby Sorry I lost internet again love u tho baby❤️❤️

I can tell

ur lucky ima not sleeping... I like started to fall asleep then jerked awak like 3 times godd

u tired tho?

Babe u can go to sleep baby I mean ima be in bear lake in like an hour

No I’m not tired and I smell weed

well idek kinda feels like if I say bye now, the nxt time ima talk to u is when u get back so fxck

I have my music on and my bedroom light ima good I think

haaa

Okey babe

don’t judge

I mean I’m kinda afraid to let go at the moment especially after the big aśs fight I had earlier like that kinda set me off and I don’t trust myself rn

Ok well I mean we have about an hour to talk then I will have to leave baby

k..

Baby I love u❤️❤️

I love u too ❤️❤️

Aye did u get that note I put in it pencil

yea I need like every piercing I can get and as far away from here as I can

❤️❤️

okay yes babe and I found it in band and u know me I kinda lost it... then u txted then I had to tell dalton to turn away

What do u mean babe

oml fxckin god love u ❤️

Oh hope that kinda made ur day

okay the note u put in my pencil... was waiting to take my final in band and I found it then idk y I just got all dunno missed u rly bad way too much at that moment and kinda lost it then dalton kept bugging me y I was bein weird and had to tell him to like turn around and not look at me soo

Love u to baby❤️❤️

well it did tbh omll ❤️❤️❤️

yea fxckin two months is gonna feel like two years... maybe I should go to Oregon for like a month instead of a week

Yee ik babe but I was askin y u needed to get every piercing that u can but away from there I was kinda confused lol

U can if u wanna babe

oh.. well fxckin I doubt ur gon b able to txt while ur gone tbh soo ima go and try and get my belly and a bunch of ear piercings and shït then head off to Oregon for hopefully as long as possible until like July I wish

well the thing with Oregon is Idek how long we r gonna b there I just hope for awhile

Some thin to keep u busy lol yee it works

yea it does... and talkin to Kay about a part time job workin with horses and shït, then get the money to get piercings, then leave

or work, drivers ed, piercings, leave in July

Yee it works baby

get my fxckin hair cut nxt week hopefully too god

yea I kinda gotta stay busy this summer godd

Same babe same god wish we were cuddling babe I mean cuddling my pillow wishin it was u isn’t really workin

see even just a hug rn would b great... just one then I’d b okay like I miss u too much and I’m cold and can’t get comfy and fxck maybe cuddling is just a good fxckin idea rn

Yee cuddling is a good idea lol love u beautiful❤️❤️

goddd babe I love u too ❤️❤️

I’m bein such a bxtch rn holy fxck

❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

❤️❤️ not sure how ima manage to say goodnight later... u know ima probs not handle that well tbh

It’s fine babe I mean I was earlier and babe btw I honestly can’t fxckin live wit out u❤️❤️ Fxckin 2 months is goin to kill me

I think it already killed me... or at least it’s gon kill me by nxt week fxck

I mean I can try to txt u tomorrow baby

Yee it’ll kill me soon

idk babe I mean if u can okay but I’ll b fine like it’ll take me like a week at least to get somewhat used to it then when I get busy I’ll b okay so I mean u don’t have to txt me it’s fine

Yyuuussss I’m in Soda Springs

do I wanna know how far that is away from Bear Lake...

U sure baby

About 20 mins babe I’m kinda excited to see my fam but I also wanna txt u

yes I’m sure... fxck okay

Honestly babe if I wasn’t forced to go I would be in Winchester RN

just u have fun with that

Fxckin around wit u or some sshhiitt

tbh I want u to go at the same time tho like u wanna go obviously which makes me want u to go cuz fxckin if u stay back just for me don’t get pïssed but I will get a bit pïssed off if u stay behind just for me tho

I will babe fxckin love u baby😍😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

like miss u too but go if u wanna go rly idc

just... have fun ig idek

Ok babe then and I’m not goin to get ppiiss don’t worry just didn’t know u would do that

love u too tho ❤️

I srsly would get kinda pïssed or at least bothered cuz I mean obviously u wanna go over there and see ur famm and I want u to go cuz ik u wanna go and ima not let me b the reason u wanna stay like go if u want I rly don’t care it’s fine

Ok babe I’ll have fun but it would be way fun if I was wit u or u were down here wit me

hey I mean u go do wutever tf u gon do, I’ll just b either workin, getting my belly pierced, or in Oregon ima b gone hopefully most the time anyways so

Ok baby

sorry I kinda started to vent there love u tho babe ❤️

just kinda scared shïtless of losing u that’s kinda y I am the way I at

am*

Ok babe

sorry

Babe ur not going to loose me ok don’t worry ok u won’t loose me

I sure as hełl hope I don’t lose u like fxck

time is going by too fast fxck no

It’s fine u don’t have to be sorry okey know I love u ❤️❤️

okay fxck I love u too tho ❤️

It is goin by fast babe and like I said ur not goin to loose me to anybody or anything

Yeeee love u more tho baby❤️❤️ Lol

I don’t think that’s possible babe oml u have no idea how much I fxckin love ur aśs ❤️ it’s going by too fast I mean I honestly wanna sleep cuz I have no emotion, no feeling, no thoughts, just like emptiness and Idk wut to do with myself so I wanna sleep but at the same time I don’t wanna like I don’t rly know if I can actually say goodnight tonight cuz then I’ll have to wait till August to talk to u again 😩

Babe like I said I’ll find a way to txt u ever once and awhile

have fun timing that when I’m actually home or have WiFi to actually txt

I need to stop venting like bits and pieces of my thought process like no

Babe it’s ok I mean if u don’t txt right then I’ll give u a a chapter book to read about how much I love u

❤️❤️

then ima cry and fxck okay yea I miss u

a lot and it kinda hurts

❤️

I miss u to baby aye ik u don’t wanna read this but I’m know entering bear lake

❤️❤️

k babe.... just k

Aye I gtg love u baby❤️❤️

okay fxck I love u too babe ❤️❤️❤️❤️ ig I’ll talk whenever tf u txt nxt idek

Yee I’ll txt u some time❤️❤️

I hope so babe I kinda hope so ❤️❤️❤️❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

ig I’ll talk to u in two months...

I miss u already... a lot

hey uh ur not gonna see this which is probs a good thing and I shouldn’t bring it up with u anyways soonyea but was talking to John and something came up that he brought up that u guys talked about and rn I’m scared af to lose u babe okay soo fxckin knoe of course ima miss u and shït but it won’t hurt me or anything I promise... wut WILL hurt me like hełl is if we broke up... I couldn’t handle that okay? I love u ❤️❤️ I’ll see or talk to u whenever tf idek just know ima here doing absolutely nothing besides getting more god damñ horses Tuesday soo yea that’s workin our apparently... and cutting my toe open 😒 sorry okay love u ❤️❤️ don’t die plzzzzz 😩❤️

FXXXXCCCCCKKKK okay ima day this cuz it’s on my mind and I’m tearing myself up about this but OKAY I FXCKING LOVE U OKAY?????? okay sorry fxck but shït I talked to John and ik I love u and never wanna let go and ik u say u love me too and we r gucci and we’ve done shït together and okay anyways don’t cheat... plz... ik IK TRUST ME IK that ur not gonna read this... I mean the only reason ima even send this is cuz I have a lil faith that maybe u will... but John said u have had a couple girlfriends down there before and u mentioned wanting to fxck this bxtch when u guys were together and fxck plz plz don’t cheat okay? that’s probs the only reason I would ever break up with u tho... I mean I wouldn’t want to but ik if u cheat once who says u won’t do it again and I would fxckin live with that thought and fxckin ughhhh I couldn’t I’m sorry that’s where we would end is if u cheated

I won’t cheat I PROMISE I won’t.. I’m not about that but ik u have done it before that’s the only reason I’m flipping here but fxck baby I love u and I’m okay over here I promise... I hope ur doin good and hey John mentioned some shït and ima just say let’s not ever break especially over this... I can survive the long distance shït I mean I have said I didn’t want to in the past but I’ll survive it for now but like if u moved permanently down there idk I would think about that tbh... I don’t wanna break EVER but fxck.. okay I love u ❤️ plz don’t get pïssed at any of this okay? this is my version of venting almost fxck im sorry I hate venting but I thought I would for once I mean even tho I doubt u will see this... I love LOVE u so FXCKING MUCH and I miss u like hełl already... okay ima done txting until u txt IF u txt... don’t die baby plz and plz don’t get too fxcked up with shït I honestly worry... okay love ur aśs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

if u can’t already tell that’s my version of venting so I vented probs too much but I miss u like hełl so fxck it

love u tho

a lot ❤️❤️