What this poem means to me: This is quite scary to share, but to me this poem is about hard times and failure. I haven't always had it easy and I'm afraid that I'll always carry that with me. That I won't know how to build good things, because I never learned how. That failures will lead me to think that that's all I can ever do. That just because this is how things went in the past, that's how things will go in the future too. I don't want to get too personal, but mostly this poem is me being scared of the future and who I will have to be. But, the collage actually means the opposite to me. I've used the black and white for the destruction, but the hands are in colours. It shows that I CAN hold beautiful things. That yes, some things might've turned out wrong, but I can grow. I can hold all these things close to me, but not turn black and white myself. Don't know if that makes sense at all, but these are my thoughts :)

miss girl this is beautiful 😭😭

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for me it means that no matter what I do it will always end with me hurting someone and that I can’t do anything right. also it’s amazing!!!

^^^aww girlie that’s so beautiful and yes it does make sense🥺🥰

this poem to me(just a warning ur gonna read a lot) but basically to me this poem means to me being a failure and not being able to do anything at all. this failure has always been in me like ever since i was 9 i think....and it told me that ‘hey your too dumb to do this or that’ or like ‘stop trying ur gonna fail anyways’ so whatever i do i always think that there’s gonna be a negative outcome

Gosh this makes me want to cry! It’s just pure talent how you right these things. I if this relates to you, I am sorry.

it makes me think of emotional destruction. like you can’t build a home of emotional stability. Everyone you’ve ever loved is toxic, and when you piece your heart back together and it looks pretty, you let someone else in and they blow some of their toxins on you, shattering you once again. after a while you become toxic like that too, it’s all you know. you can’t love correctly or remain with someone bc everyone has only ever left, so you expect everyone else to leave too

just read what it meant to you and I think we are thinking the same thing but you explain it better😂🥺💔

but the poem is amazing and I love it 🙌🏻💗✨

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what it makes me think of- ig just that I have such toxic people in my life and such darkness that I feel like I’ll never be able to come out of it. like I just feel that with all my emotional insecurity with the depression and the self hatred and all, I’ll never be able to support the people in my life, whether that would be a friendship or a romantic partner, or even if I ever had kids someday. that’s been one thing that I’ve feared for a long time, because I don’t have many friends, and I’m too scared to make new ones bc of all that. so the poem just makes me think of how I relate to that feeling where the darkness is so overwhelming and I’m too far deep into it to ever come out

actually what you said is pretty much it 😂

same to you :)

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Worries/fears of failure is what I got from your poem. Being scared to try something but only knowing that the the results will always be their downfall.

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❤️awesome. that’s what I felt too. angel had an interesting one, she said depression also but then said even death, how it sneaks up on you which I thought was awesome too. How was your week?

lockdown? like the economic shutdown?

that stinks. fortunately it’s not like that down here in Louisiana.

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I know. and I’m trying. I’m doing a lot better.

yeah I’ve heard of that :)

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