Ok, so you may think I’m crazy after reading this but that’s okay. I just need to vent. I don’t tell anyone I know irl this because 1. They’ll think I’ve gone mad and 2. They’ll ask me a ton of questions non stop. So here goes. Ren and I have been together 9 months now. We’re going through a lot right now. But we’ve pulled through our trials together each time. We’re happy. And we’re most likely gonna get married... Ren intends to marry me after he comes home from his mission. And I intend to wait for him. People already think it’s weird that I’m doing that, so there’s no way I’d tell them that I want to be married to him too. I’ve known for a while now that Ren is the person for me. (You can ask me how I know but it’s a long answer) And Ren claims I’m the one for him. Love is where you value someone else’s happiness over your own, and I am definitely in love with Ren. So by the time I’m 19 or 20 I could be married. I almost wish he’d propose before his mission. I’d say yes. But right now I’m gonna work hard to earn and save money for when he comes back. So that he and I can have a decent start on our own together. Again, I haven’t told anyone else this (except my parents, they think we’re gonna get married already) because the people here would find it bizarre and try to make me “sane” again. It’s ok if you think I’m crazy too, I just wanted to tell someone.

this is cute :)

Awww that's adorable

i don’t think that’s crazy at all, I completely understand the situation. I almost feel apologetic whenever I tell someone I’m married at 19 but there shouldn’t be any worries attached to it, it’s fine to when you know it’s the right person. granted my right person messed up a LOT but we’re trying