thank you Wandering *hugs* ur a great friend… i dont exactly know how to start tho…

thank you… I just n-need to talk about what all is going on...

e-everyone seems to be mad at me… a-and I dont know w-what I'm doing wrong

o-okay… i um, I just moved churches from the church i grew up in to a new one, and im taking Confirmation Classes… and I dont know how or why we moved but im never going back to see most of my friends or the person who led me to Christ… a-and my p-parents are expecting me to do all the housework, and b a straight A student, and are pressuring me so much

they dont help with anything and yell at me when i screw up or mention going on overseas mission trips when im in high school or my career choices cos i dont wanna work for my dad

and im cussed at a lot and my class hates me and im so alone and i only have 5 friends irl

i- i dont know what to do either… i mean, i cant just cry myself to sleep every night…

a-and i… i feel like cutting or starving myself would help… i cam barely look at my scissors without wanting to cut

im so messed up

😭

i– i dont have any time to sleep more than a few hours at night nor to take a bath… i, uhm, am not allowed in the kitchen for a while either for not finishing the dishes right 😭

and i used all my data on my phone so no yt

yeah it is her fault and the things she said weren't just rude, they were cyber bullying

i– i dont know what to do! i cant do anything cos i dont have time! i feel like I deserve it, to suffer a little bit physically like Jesus did

i know… my scissors arent sharp enough anyways

can barely cut legit paper

no you dont cut… please dont. even if i do i dont want you to

Lizzy dont do that!

LIZZY PLS DONT HANG URSELF!!

Lizzy please stop! Please