I understand this so much

I feel this to just not the way you do. in school I used to "popular". I hated it, i hated the people I hung out with. so I left them and started hanging with the alternatives and emos, they taught me about LGBTQ. my friend James left the group to with me soon after he left the school haven't talk to him since😢

I haven't come out to my family or at school besides my friends. but I've always been hated by everyone I've ever met for no reason. bullied at school and....well home isn't that easy either. and I can't get over that feeling of not belonging. even my "friends" don't seem to like me. I'm just the only one who doesn't push them away cause I wouldn't be able to handle being alone like I was before

I'm so sorry but I'm here if you need it.

why haven't u come out?