Oh shoot, is there any way I can help??

aaah I’m sorry. Maybe find some music? Or watch vines? Meme compilations? Humor helps with stress/anxiety. Most of the time that is.

Aaah fudge. Hold on. Think I got smth to help

Mmm fishsticks hope that helps

anytime. stay safe please

if you’d like, we could talk some more. I could try to take your mind off things.

that’s not good

it’s chill

I’m really frustrated atm aaaa

I can’t focus on anything and I really want to draw but I can’t and I’ve been losing my attention span and aaahgh I’m just scared right now

aaaaaAAA I duNnoooo,, I just kNow tHat I’m terrified??? and can’t distract myself?? and my stomach hurts and I just wanna uGgGh I WANNA GO CRY

Re: I'm fine..

ukkkjjkjjk id love to talk but dunno what bout mmm I wanna stab myself

Re: I don't know anymore...

I don’t know. Right now it’s In Aisles by Nero’s Day at Disneyland

sounds like insanity put into noises but it’s nice ig

my mental state is wack and I wanna hurt myself but yknow

I don’t know but you saying that for sure did something

My stepmom just got so mad at me for something small and i feel like a big screw up aaaaa,,

Re: I really don't know anymore..

my sister wouldn’t leave me alone and told me to go shower so I went to and my stepmom said “it’s not even six oclock and you haven’t eaten dinner, you know better than that” and I tried to explain my sister told me to but she just blamed it on me.

Sure

thank you. I just... ugggh. they’re just so horrible and I honestly wanna die

Yea

thank you for even bothering to talk to me despite everything bad I’ve done

if it’s okay with you umm, I don’t trust myself alone so could we keep talking...?

aaaaH thank youuu...

woa wth is thattt

honestly I’m feeling 10x better... how has your day been?

yiKes, hope that gets better soon.

so my music is on shuffle and i just cried laughing because a particular song came on and all I could think of was the memes

soo hru as of rn?

gReat. I found a really good song, and I normally hate rap but it’s so upbeat and summery-y. Is there anything you need to talk abt...?

nAh. My dad just gave me a brownie so I’m really happy

You seem to be doing better, umm I hope you can stay happy. It’s nice to see you in a good mood. You’re a really good person and deserve to be happy.

aaaAaa tHANK YOU

wHOO BOY IM SORRY IM RESPONDING SO SLOWLY

aaaCK I’m tiRED AND MY SISTER IS BEING SOOO DRAMATIC ABT BOY PROBLEMS

she gon smacc me

nAh she got more physical strength

she’s sad and quiet now so that’s good

aaaAAA IM SO HUNGRY BUT IM NOT ALLOWED TO EAT THIS ISNT FAIR

oh bc my stepmom is out to make me die

I swear she wants me dead

I’m lowkey sad again ahahahahsksk

aaa I’m tRyin not to be and asksksk I don’t like this

uh good question

just talking normally helps

sorry for the late response my stepmom was being mean

mm just the usual, getting mad at me for things I don’t do

oh ye the page over was for u

she p dumb

ughhhkkj I’m so hungry oh my goooooodd

hh nAh I wouldn’t burden you with the hassle of caring for me

it’s too much work because I’m fūckng needy

I’m just scared. I think I have some minor ptsd from some emotional abuse from my ex and I can’t so much as go about my day without him being able to affect it and he doesn’t even interact with me. I’m scared all the time. And my disassociation is getting worse. You’re the only one I really feel comfortable talking to

oh goodness thank you so much aaaa- I haven’t had someone this nice to me in a while

oh... thank you?

*!

if um if we can keep talking that would be great. I’m still trying to calm down

Thank you. How has your day been..?

Ah I’ve been... decent. Could be worse. Got the fridge restocked w my favorite drink, so that’s the highlight of my week besides going to a friends house on friday. School starts in two weeks on a Thursday for me.

aaa it’s normally not so this is a first. I’m a bit scared for the thing on Friday bc another girl is gonna be there and she’s one of the reasons I have such bad anxiety and always worry about being a burden. She didn’t mean to, but yknow she’s affected me so bad and I feel like she’s 10x better than me and aaaaa

hh yeahh ig

mmmm I hate that I don’t have many friends bc I have literally no one to talk to when you leave bc im too scared to start convos

aaa no I don’t, I’m sorry. all I’ve got is pc and pinterest. *sad noises*

yeah that’d work! ig?? ukskskk idk my acc is pretty weird aaaaa

uh well I have to clarify something first. don’t scroll to the bottom of my page. like you legitimately may regret it and it’s lowkey disturbing- uM ANYWAYS ITS @barbecueboogaloo or -c0ld-bagels-

nevermind the bottom is safe

k

gmornin

bruv my mental health is deteriorating and I need you rn aaaa you’re the only one that can calm me down

alsjakskks I’m disassociating and my head is spinning and I tried to tell my best friend about it but she just says “oh it’s okay” LIKE MMM THATS NOT HELPING AAAA

well I’m getting a coke so that should help and really just talking to you could help distract me

Mmm good question. We could just ask questions back n forth? That’s what I always do when I run outta ideas aaaaa

you wanna go first? or should I?

hskskksjaks okay um what’s the name of your favorite pet?

oh shīttttttt nooooo

I hung up on my best friend and she uhsjsjsk she’s called me like five times and now she’s worrying about me and i just feel annoying aaaa

mm but I don’t really wanna because she’s in a gym waiting on her sister and it’s so louddd but I don’t want her to panic...

aaa i guess...

Hh I wanna diiie

Hey it’s chill, don’t worry about it

You doin okay?

Hh could be worse

doing some intense fanboying rn

IM SCREAMING

pfft nice

aND BECAUSE uM?? Lana Del Rey is so freaking stunning??? Like how??? I’m sorry if this seems weird but I just uGgHh I’d love to meet her

just the person I spammed my profile with

she’s a song artist and I’m in love with her music

oh right um if it’s okay w u can we stay up and talk again tonite...?

yAY

So uHshsgd wdy wanna talk abt

well I’m prob just gonna rant abt lana so you should pick smth ahah

I hope that dont sound mean

I’m drawing so I may take a lil while to respond but ajsksksk shes just so pretty I can’t stand it

nONONO

sksks I messed up a lot but eh

eeeeh ig

Mm pretty good. Had to lie to my cousin to get her to leave me alone lol. I’m at a max for socializing today. well except you. I could never get tired of you.

I’m lowkey pī šsed bc I showed my friend a drawing I did and she said “oh I’m jealous” and I think it’s bc I don’t draw her??

ehhh maybe

doubt it

Mm no, I mean a few months back I did butttt I don’t trust myself to draw her bc it doesn’t ever look right so I don’t show her 🤷‍♂️

I’ll try to aaa

ughsjsk I won’t have time to color this b4 i gtg for a family game

That’s me, and I’m 12 😂