I’m gonna have to talk to James after school today and tell him I’m still not ready to kiss bc 1.) we haven’t even been dating for a whole week and I don’t wanna take things too fast and 2.) I’m kinda really upset today bc it’s our parade at the fair and four years ago today when I was a freshman and did the parade I sèłf hãrmėd for the first time when I got home bc it was awful and I was really going through some stuff and I’m gonna have to tell him about that. that’s why I don’t want to stay as long today bc I don’t want to start freaking out or dwell in that mind set ya know :/

I don’t want him to be mad at me but I don’t think he will be since he’s super understanding and sweet anyways but I just don’t wanna let him down ya know? bc i really really realllyyyyyy like him and this almost first week has been GREAT and I know he feels the same way and already likes me so much he wants to kiss me and I want to also but like ://///

I’m really not feeling it today but we won’t have time to until November bc of band and my dad being a chaperone and being around all the time

I’m sorry I hope u can work things out

I’m so late to everything ahhhh but I hope it went well

the best things are worth waiting for 😌 slowly and sweetly