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Ivy...

help

what?!

everything...

same..

I can't do this...

why?!

Claudia is staying but I can't save her and it almost happened again.... I'm crying why does this happen to me I can't do this

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I was the reason....

no you weren't

Yes I was look at the comments

I read them all Chris..

See it was

It always is

Chris I don't know what to do anymore

What's wrong??

everything. Liam isn't on, you're blaming yourself, my best friend irl hates me, I cut earlier because my friend Logan is mad at me and so is gunner my boyfriend and Claud was about to do it.

WHAT

WHAT THE HĖLL

WHY WOULD YOU NEGLECT TO TELL ME HE WAS YOUR FÛCKIN BOYFRIEND

I didn't know how to tell you

Well that's slightly depressing

idk why they're all mad at me. Logan is gunners best friend and I hang with both of them all the time. I think gunner thinks I'm cheating on him with Logan..

I didn't mean to not tell you I swear I was gonna tell you I just didn't know how to bring it up

That's stupid

I know

Well both out boyfriends are mad at us

you have a bf?!

I feel horrible now

you have a boyfriend?! and why?

But I don't think he likes me anymore so

like why do u feel horrible

Liam

oh my god you're dating Liam?!

Because you're supposed to be able to tell me things and I'm a bad friend

Not anymore

did you break up with him?

No

then why did you say not anymore?

Well he told me he loved me and I thought we were dating but I guess he changed his mind because he kissed me originally but later when I kissed him he pushed me away and told me to stop so

Chris maybe he's just scared

No he's not

It's fuçkin Liam

how do you know?

that doesn't have to do with anything!

He doesn't like me Ivory

how do you know that?

It wouldn't have ever worked anyway

Chris please stop putting yourself down I hate it

No, I'm not, I want a committed relationship and he wants freedom

it's hard being in a relationship Chris

We just aren't meant to work out.

No I mean, he wants to be able to leave whenever he wants. He pretty much wants me to be his fallback

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Besides that he's eighteen, an alcholic, and a smoker

I know but..I dunno

I'll be fine if that's what you're worried about

I'm worried about everything. you're at the top of the list

Don't worry about me

well I do

Well don't

Chris I'll always worry

meh

bleh

I'm very scared

why?

I want to get you

why're you scared ?

But that means I have to leave my life here as well as pretty much become a single parent without the legal ability to work or drive with a twelve year old child

okay one you aren't going to pretty much become a single parent and two I'm not a child

I'm old enough to take care of myself

See, this is why I didn't tell you the majority of the reason I didn't leave before.

Don't get offended, you know full well what I mean. I'm the one almost old enough to get a job and I'm ridiculously overprotective. I am fully aware you can take care of yourself, but that doesn't mean I want you to. I am also fully aware you aren't a child, but you also realize no matter how grown up you are, if we left, I would be responsible because I'm fourteen. It's not about personality or maturity, it's about age and the law, and you know that.