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if you’re going through something like i did, i hope we can both slowly get better and love ourselves because you don’t deserve to be treated like trash

I’m so sorry, you shouldn’t have been treated like that:( but I’m really glad you’re doing better now! 💞💞

im reading over this for the first time & i think that i sound pretty dramatic ;-; i swear i have no writing skills whatsoever. anyway props if ya took the time to read the entire page 🥺🤧🙌🏻

my art teacher is a literal angel uwaa

ofc!! I’m really happy for you, you deserve it so much 🥺

honestly, what angered me the most was that everyone thought i was a lucky kid because i was “smart and had loving family” my friends said i smiled so much and i must be really happy, but honestly i was just trying to pretend i wasn’t sad. but i can finally smile for real now <33 that sounds so cringe but sEriousLy

oh god that sounds really cringe but it’s true

^ aw 🥺🥺

SCREAMING AT THIS OH MY GOD YOU DESERVE ABSOLUTELY NONE KF THE TREATMENT YOU GOT FROM YOUR FAMILY IDC IF THEY TELL YOU YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THATS TOXIC AND YOUR MENTAL STATE DOESNT CARE ABOUT HOW YOURE DOING IN LIFE IF YOUVE GOT MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS EVEN IF ITS NOT ILLNESS THEN IT WILL TRY TO RUIN YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE

i read this quote somewhere that said something like “just because the person next to you is in a full body cast doesn’t mean your broken arm can’t hurt” and that’s the way i think about mental health. if you’re hurting it doesn’t matter how “great” you have it IT 👏 STILL 👏 HURTS 👏 SERIOUSLY i’m so sorry that you felt so awful to go as far as trying to take your own life and that your parents handled it like THAT I-

you do not sound selfish. you are human !! everyone has problems and you shouldn’t be expected to go chugging along like a perfect little working machine when people are constantly yeeting rocks at you with the force of a freAkiN rOckEt LaUnchEr especially if they’re people so close to you. i’m so happy you’re doing better now (even if it’s just a little bit) and if you ever need someone to talk or rant to about it i gotchu🥺 keep doing what makes you happy my dude!! surround yourself with people who will push you up (like your art teacher WHO IM SO GRATEFUL FOR EVEN THO IVE NEVER MET THEM) and support you and do your best to ignore the people who pull you down. it can be so so hard but i believe in you!! stay strong, we’ll always be around to support you when you need it bc you deserve it💞