*sits down beside you and pulls you onto my lap gently, wrapping my arms around your waist tightly*

you’re not the problem darling, it’s all me *keeps ahold of you and closes my eyes*

i just don’t want to end up pushing you away with it *sighs softly and opens my eyes as i pull back to look up at you, brushing some of your hair behind your ear*

i want you to know that i love you blaze *looks at you and leans my cheek against your hand gently* and i love aurora

*nods and brushes my thumb against your lip as it sticks out slightly* don’t be pouty, we’re okay

yes *nods and smiles small, pulling you closer to me* i’m sorry for acting the way i am, truly

yes we will *nods and smiles as i peck your lips gently*

*shakes my head gently and holds onto your waist* not that i can think of, what about you?

i have a bad feeling you’re getting bored *frowns a bit and leans my head back on the couch slightly*

*stands up and takes your hand gently, nodding*

sit sweetheart *gently leads you to the table, helping you sit down and goes to the fridge, grabbing you a water and quickly brings it to you*

*brings one of the chairs around to sit in front of you and places my hand on one of your knees* take all the time you need baby

wait what happened? *frowns as i scoot closer to you, gently brushing your tears away before they can fall* i’m so sorry blaze what did i do?

no *shakes my head and lifts your chin slightly* i’m so worried that i myself am not doing enough for you. you’ve been nothing but perfect to me since we met. i think so highly of you, you have no clue blaze. all i’ve ever wanted to do is make you and aurora happy. i’m so sincerely sorry for making you feel that way, it was absolutely never my intention

i’m so sorry *frowns and shakes my head gently*

no, you’re not *stands with you and holds the small of your back so you can lean on me a bit*

blaze, wait *stops you gently and looks at you pleadingly* i can leave if you want me to, i don’t want to upset you and i don’t want rora to see you upset

okay *nods and backs up slightly, speaking softly*

*follows you and stands in the doorway quietly*

yeah of course *nods as i gently walk over to her, picking her up then carefully l ays her down in her bed*

*speaks softly and covers her up* goodnight rora

*follows you and stands in the doorway of your room while speaking softly* please tell me how to fix this

*nods and walks inside over to the drawer* sure, thank you *opens it up and grabs a pair of sweatpants and a t shirt*

*changes quickly and sits down on the edge of the bed, plugging my phone in to charge*

*gets into bed, covers both of us up gently*

no *shakes my head gently as i l ay on my back as well, playing with the drawstrings on my sweatpants* do you work tomorrow?

maybe friday, or saturday i’m not sure yet. i’d like to take you out sometime with weekend if you’re feeling up to it *looks over at you gently, then turns on my side to face you*

okay *speaks softly and gently places my hand on top of yours*

*nods and keeps my gaze on you, squeezing your hand softly* okay

ah, i’m really not sure the holidays may be a bit tougher this year so we haven’t really planned anything *speaks softly as i slowly move my hand to your cheek, stroking it softly with my thumb*

we’ll be okay, but i will let you know *nods and places my hand back on yours when i notice the fidgeting* relax honey

i will try my best *nods and brings your hand to my lips, kissing the back of it softly*

it’s okay *helps you sit up gently and sits up with you*

blaze *gets out of bed and walks after you, standing by the bathroom door, speaking softly* can i get you anything sweetheart?

hey, it’s okay *shakes my head gently and closes the toilet lid having you sit down* stay there i’ll go get your water alright?

okay let me help you *nods as i help you to stand and gently walks you over to the sink then grabs your toothbrush and toothpaste*

*holds you steady as i hand you your toothbrush with toothpaste on it*

*holds you in my arms as you brush your teeth*

(your bio is gone so i’ll have to comment here, but im not tired yet. unless you are then i can go to bed)

are you feeling sick or is it just from the spells you think? *frowns a bit as i speak softly*

(by all means if you’re not feeling good then you should get some rest my love x)

let’s talk this out then, i’m all ears blaze i promise *nods and wipes your eyes gently, then kisses your forehead*

(oh blaze :( is it because of me?

are you maybe having second thoughts about something? *rubs your arm gently as i try to calm you down*

maybe some of those old feeling for ash came back when he did? *nods slightly as i help you brush your hair out of your face*

(please let me know if there’s anything i can do to help)

*shakes my head* no it’s not what i’m worried about, i’m worried about you and how upset you are by this entire situation. three days ago we were perfectly fine together and ever since he came back you’ve not been yourself and i’m just trying to see if maybe that’s the root of the problem. i’m not angry, i’m not trying to make this about myself, i’m just worried about you blaze

(okay x)

*sighs softly and closes my eyes for a second then nods and opens them as i help you sit back down and walks out of the bathroom to go get your water*

*walks back in with your water, handing it to you gently*

*sits down on the floor and leans against the cabinet, speaking softly* aurora knows him as her father

so what if he tells you that he wants you back now? *looks at you as i run my fingers through my hair* what would you say to him?

*places my hands up and sighs then starts to stand up* okay

*bends down a bit in front of you and places my hands on your shoulders while speaking softly* blaze i want you to look at me please

*stands you up slowly and holds you tightly in my arms to keep you from falling as i speak* blaze we are okay. we are fine, i love you and i love aurora and i don’t ever plan on leaving you two. you girls are my entire world and to say im scared of losing you is an understatement. *pulls back gently and bends down so i can look at you as you look down* do you understand?

*brings you back in and holds you tightly, closing my eyes as i k iss the top of your head* everything is okay

*smiles small as i see your pinky and immediately links mine with yours* always

*rubs your back gently and kisses your temple before pulling back slightly* lets go l ay down?

but first you have to look at me *smiles small as i tap your chin, still holding you steadily*

i think you’re beautiful all the time *smiles and lifts your chin as i press my lips against yours softly but passionately, holding the k iss for a few seconds*

you brushed your teeth *laughs softly and kisses your cheek, starting to walk back towards the bedroom*

i will not let you forget *smiles and closes the door once we’re inside, helping you to your side of the bed*

(you better post a new bio tomorrow, i miss your pretty face already 😩)

absolutely, i could stay up all night and watch you sleep if it meant keeping you safe *laughs softly as i place my hand on your cheek, stroking it with my thumb to try and soothe you a bit*

(please do, it’s my last wish before i go to sleep tonight 😍)

i know, but i’ll keep you safe even in my sleep *smiles and kisses your cheek gently, pulling your body against mine*

(i do love the one you have right now, your eyes are stunning x)

*turns off the light strips and runs my fingers through your hair softly* goodnight my sweet girl

(oh this one is 🤤🤤🤤)

*whispers and smiles as i l ay awake while you fall asleep* goodnight girlfriend

*continues to run my fingers through your hair gently*

*moves my hand to your back, running my fingertips back and forth*

*continues until you fall asleep then hesitantly closes my eyes*

*opens my eyes when you whimper, waiting a few seconds for you to settle*

*slowly falls asleep*

*sleeps lightly*

*opens my eyes to check on you then squeezes you a bit tighter and falls back asleep*

*sleeps lightly*