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-fxckedlife


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yOooo Xx
yooooO mA dooD
how are yaaa, dudette?
okay, and you?
just "okay?"
yeah:/ apparently I'm a lying bîtch
woAh, what happened?
this girl decided to tell my boyfriend that I "broke up with him" and we got in an argument because he didn't believe me. then he called me a lying bîtch and blocked me
if he doesn't believe you, then he isn't worth your time. now come on, Caiden is here now, and my job is to cheer you up:), don't let anyone get to you, lets paint that gorgeous smile back on your face:)
do you want me to talk to the guy for you?
:/ I don't think cheering me up is possible right now
*shrugs, and puts both my hands in my pockets* you really loved him, eh?
*nods* I loved him more than I ever loved myself, and he just gave up. so I guess I should too*looks down at my feet*
*grabs both of her hands and squeezes them* sometimes, the people who we are closest to, let go because of their own fears and insecurities, if they really love you, they'll realise and come back after you, but for now, you have to keep strong, don't ever, ever, give up.
*sighs and looks up at you, hugs you tightly*
thank you so so much
*hugs her, rubbing her back soothingly* always here
*sighs and holds onto you*
*sits down next to her, facing her* remember, every problem had a solution, you just have to find the best suited solution for you
*nods a bit* well, do you know how to fix a broken heart?
I'm not a fairy, if I knew, you'd be the one I'd fix first. it does get easier though
*nods a bit and sits down with you* wanna go do something?
sure:)
how does building a fort then watching movies sound?:)
Sounds amazing:)
*grabs pillows and blankets*
*smiles*
*smiles back at you and starts building*
*watches her and sighs* please, don't leave
*looks down with tears in my eyes* nobody likes me here, besides you, you're the only one who actually talks to me
hey, hey. don't cry. not now. *wipes her tears with my thumb, and pulls her into my lap* not everyone is going to like you, not everyone is going to dislike you either, you just need to stop wasting your time on 1% that don't like you, and use your time and find the 99% that will like you. you're an amazing, stunning, confident, young lady, and I'd be crazy not to talk to you.
*buries my face in your chest* maybe the numbers should be switched...
don't talk like that *wraps my arms around her*
just please, stay, please?
I'll think about it*sighs and holds onto you*
*sighs* everything gets easier
*wipes my eyes* I-i know it will get better eventually..
exactly, and I'll be here throughout it all.
*hugs you tightly*
*weakly smiles, hugging you* what happened to your bio?
new theme*smiles weakly*
*smiles* make a new one?
I will soon*smiles a bit and lays my head on your lap*
*smiles* hellooo
hey:/
what's wrong?
I cut because of him:/ and now I can't stop
*widens my eyes* you what.
I-I cut*frowns and looks down*
*grabs her wrist* you can't destroy yourself because "he" destroyed your trust, love and happiness because all it takes is for someone to come and build all that up. Scars don't go away. Hurt does.
Show me.
*holds my wrists out, has them cut up until my elbows
*sighs* what am I gunna do with you, aye? *grabs her hand and takes her to the bathroom, sitting her on the toilet seat, grabbing cotton wool and baby oil*
It stings a bit, but it gets rid of the scars. *dabs her arm with the oil and cotton wool*
*sighs and sits down* I don't even know what to with myself..
*winces a little* ow
*dabs her arm, listening* what was you even thinking?
*winces again and sighs* I don't know, hurtful words got the best of me
words aren't always necessary the truth. *washes her arm with cold water*
they seem like it right now*shrugs a bit*
it won't later on, though. how are you gunna explain to your kids and grandkids how you scarred yourself?, *sighs, drying her arm*
*sighs* hopefully, they won't ever know
*rubs her arm, gently* don't do it again
I can't promise that...*looks up at you sadly
*sighs* at least try not to?
*nods a bit* I'll try
thank you *sighs* you can't keep hurting yourself.
*shrugs* it's not that bad
it is, you don't understand.
Caiden, you're the only person that would miss me..
Am I not enough?..
you are, but I'm not... you deserve better than me as your friend
you are more then good enough. *sighs*
*shakes my head*
*sighs*
*looks down again*
*sighs* you can't say this
it's true...
it's not. stop.
fine
*sighs* can we talk?..
*nods a bit* sure
*coughs*
I've been catching feelings.. urm. for you. and it doesn't happen often. It's fine if you don't feel the same, I just want you to be happy. urm, probably gunna stop talking now, urr, sorry *shrugs*
hey... I actually kinda like you as well*looks down and smiles to myself*
*sighs* sorry, I've made myself look like such a fool, aha
it's okay*smiles a bit at you* this is the first time I've smiled genuinely in a while
*shrugs, grinning* ah, sorry, I feel so awkward telling you all this, hah. I'm glad you're happy, though
post your biooooo♥️
*smiles a bit wider and kisses your cheek* I will soon
*smiles*, can't you now? before I sleeepppp
I'll try*giggles softly*
*smiles* well, I'm falling asleep watching love island, ahah, you haven't hurt yourself since,, have you?
nope:) are you proud?
very much so, always here, gorgeous
*smiles and pecks your lips* I'm gonna head to bed now, talk to you tomorrow?
I was about to say the same thing, tomorrow sounds like a plan, sweet dreams darling x
:) goodnight, don't let the bed bugs bite
♥️
❤️bye bye
good morning♥️