thank you alejandrooo🩷 mmm your giving copycat vibesss, no im joking

hey i’m sade:)

💞. okay okay i will sheesh, primos mad 🙄

aww thank youuuu💞.

yuppp my fav cousinnn

how are you kind sirrr

you've always been, whatcha meannn

that's good, im doing very very well kind gentlemen

bru no I don't, why you lyinggg..say swearr

old lady ?? tf im not old, im barely 21 abt to b 22 this year

ooo you gon' die twin

alr fine, im an old lady

ummm no kind sir, its not.. i've alr lost josh, cant lose you either

oh uh yea no problem.. uhm Brianna ? i've never talked to her😭 but i will try to get to know her why you askin' twin

its okay twinnn <33

AHHH WAITTT ARE YOU FORREALL that's so sick alejandrooo, have you told your sister???

wait bc noo that so cool you, ricky & noah all have girls and moving on with ya'lls lifessss

I'm so happy for youuu twinnn & im also proud of you as well, you've really found the one!!!! all three of you guys showed me that love if real

ahh you didddd, wait-- can I tell herr for you I wanna spill it toooo

yea, she really did mess u up twin

im proud of all of us too, the fam really growing tg twinn, nd yeah I'm sure Josh is proud of usssss!! <33 I'm actually surprised at myself, BUTTTT speaking of Arthur I found an old pic of himmmm

yayyayayaya I'ma tell her rn bruu

Oh se puede decir muy fácilmente asustado de su #ptsd

oh so u gon call him old man, hey atleast he's my old man!! old lady + old man = forever and everything, but old lady - old man = not forever and nothing :( and yes I seen an old pic of him todayyyy

lmaoo not the #'s , I'm waek

weak**

yea he does, he came back I think last year for a while but left three days before Valentine's day and alex is doing fine

also I done told you sister

before :(

comment on my first remix nd the fourth or fifth remix on the @evergreenn account

I'm so happy 4 uu hermano

wsp chatt

BRO U COOKEDDDD THAT LINEE

W BARS

yes you did broskii😎

I WAS COOKING AND I BURNT DA BACONNN🥓

alr bro ur really brainrot.. don't pass it to me or Alex or Aisha or ur gf

be happy for yourself mano

lmaoo you and erykah sure do argue a lot and its for ya'll bullshi to

alright bro I'm counting on you

I WAS COOKING AND I BURNT DA BACONNN🥓

oo yeah true, but still its over nothing mano

its fine manito

oh wow, andro that's outrageous

no fr bc rednote jus gon get banned

hi alej

yello primosss

dude I didn’t know you had your own acc x

*grins and looks up at you* I love her more than.. I’ve ever loved myself or anyone else, in that way, I want to specify. *takes another bite and chuckles* she means the world to me. pains me to see her this hurt after what that b^stard did to her. and them Aaron tried to get to me, hurt my other friend lola. Aaron has to be a con artist *frowns and runs my hand through my hair* I worry for mar because she doesn’t deserve this. she’s the last person who does. my mar.. she’s.. *sighs and smiles* she’s my everything. my breath, my heartbeat, my will to live. it’s all wrapped into her being. everywhere she goes I miss her most and continue to do so. mar doesn’t know this but, she brought out the best part of me, just like you did dude

sometimes I just want to blurt the words “I love you” because that’s all I can think when I look at her but I have to hold my tongue 😕

I don’t mind that she doesn’t want to say it back right now, I just know part of the reason why is because of Aaron

awesome dude 😎

sorry dude I went on a rant 😂

I might fall straight to sleep dude, my eyes are trying to close 😂 thank you for being a great friend. you continue to show me how much I need you and how much you mean to me every single day. goodnight dude 🤎

that’s what I’m unsure of. mar did nothing to deserve this *sighs and takes another cookie* I’ve never committed to someone this much before. it feels right, but feels scary too. commitment comes with responsibility, and, I’m afraid that this fear of aaron will always stay with mar

it does s^k. sometimes I want to do things, say things, but think twice and wonder if this would trigger traumatic memories for mar..

thank you dude x

dude I was drooling in my sleep 😂

yello primo, how are you doing today kind sir :))

I’m just worried *grins slightly and turns to you* Aaron set such high standards. he was a villian that pretended to be the most loyal hero. I can’t help that maybe I competed with him, or her, I don’t even know *frowns with a scoff and chuckles dryly* I haven’t shown mar all of me. well I’ve tried, but sometimes I felt the need to pull back. *frowns and sets my cookie down* I find myself feeling awkward talking about my interests. with arcane for example. I have a soft spot for this show because it’s one of my favorites. intrigues me with not only the characters, but the storyline. and how complex the show is. how many layers it has. *grins softly and grabs a glass, swirling the water in it* when I speak of this show to mar, things get.. not as interesting as I hope.

I’ve been wanting to talk to her about this, but can’t seem to find the right time to voice it. have a deeper conversation about it. I don’t want to seem that I’m complaining.. my mar has so much on her plate already. I don’t want to add to that, add more stress.

Alejandro, what if I can’t live up to that? I’m not as cool, or smooth, or energetic as he was. I am at times yeah. but not all the time. *sighs and takes a sip of my water* there was a gleam in her eye when she was with him. I just hope it’s there when I’m here. I wouldn’t like to think they were soulmates, but what.. Aaron did isn’t what a soulmate would do

I’ll find the right time, I don’t want to seem like a complainer. or hurt her more. I don’t want to hurt her accidentally. I’m.. cautious. makes me realize how much I love her yk?

*looks up at you while taking everything in, nodding slowly with a soft and genuine smile* I didn’t know that.. I guess it’s easy for me to compare myself to who he pretended to be. I used to do that back then. *grins and wraps an arm around you* I can’t help but be confused. what do you mean by her liking me first?

the more I talk to you dude, the more I realized I missed you without realizing it before I met you

really? you’re being serious? *grins and hugs you slightly when you talk* now I need to know. the suspense is killing me. what did she say? *chuckles and turns to you, offering some water as well* that makes some sense

awww dude 🥹

*grins and looks at you for a moment* I didn’t know that.. *takes your hand and grins* mar amd I are just as lucky to have met you Alejandro. you make me level headed, more focused, and supported. I love you, and I mean that as a friend. a best friend. a best bro *chuckles and nods*

dude same 🥹

hi

i didn’t know you still used it

i don’t about nonchalant 😂

oh okay

are you going to be on here now

i don’t know if i do 😂

you’re right, I might have no idea. but now that I’ve met you I plan on never letting you go or anything that is similar to that. *grins and wraps my arms around you* dude I might cry, and I also don’t cry with dudes but this feels just right *grins and rubs your back^ I love you too dude x

dude im cryinggg

yea

yea :)

im going to go now alejandro, i’ll talk to you tomorrow 💛

message me so i know which account you’re on tomorrow 😂

im feeling nauseous now so im going to try to sleep

that’s toxic masculinity for ya. it’s really f^king stupid *grins and hugs you again, chuckling as I wipe my eyes* I didn’t know we’d cry over cookies *chuckles* I appreciate you dude

I did 😂

i appreciate you too *grins and rubs your back* we need this. at least to cry just for a few moments yk? feels good. *grins and looks at the tv with a chuckle* my eyes are too blurry to see the screen 😂

it was a good “bawling” 😂

good morning

im feeling better

for real dude *grins and rubs your back* what do you want to do now? *chuckles and gently takes your hand* we can go for a walk? build a snowman?

yes dude 😎

I’d love to do that dude *grins and stands up* also I’ve been meaning to ask, are you 🌈 ?

*grins and shakes my head* I hope that wasn’t an insult, I just like to ask so we can bond over g^y things. g^y singers for instance *grins and grans my jacket*

*chuckles and wraps my arms around you* usually the st^ight guys I meet are.. t^xic. but I like you, you’re not the t^xic kind of man *grins and offers a f^ b^p*

im half g^y 😂 bisexual *laughs and gestures to the left of my body* I like to explain it as my left is my g^y side cause I can never walk straight on this side *chuckles and gets ready before opening the door* (I wanted to give a fist b^mo 😂)

mp*

you’re welcome dude *grins and walks outside with you, taking a deep breath in as the air feels slightly dry and chilly* so have you asked her yet? how did that go? *smirks and gently nudges you*

yes ?

do you have kik? x

I can understand how you may feel. *frowns and rubs your back* I’m sure she’s okay. she’s probably busy.. and I know it can really s^k to have someone you love not talk to you for some time

mm not so good, you?

uhhmmm idk, i just don't feel good :(

and i miss arthur :(

collage is stressing you out, how ?

hmm, alright x

dude.. really? one text and she ghosts? *frowns and locks the front door* what is it with partners disappearing around here?

its fine :)

well, i have faith..yk? maybe he will come back..maybe he wont :(

well, what's stressing you out ? can you specify ?

mhm im sure

oh..and i have..idk it feels good okay? ik but alej you can't stop it..i've gotten so close to him, that he made me stop for a while. but recently i've found myself wanting and needing him so much that i did it again :(

oh im sorry alej

e, you cat do that just because you miss him, it hurts me to know that your cutting yourself, it does it really does e..please talk to someone if you ever feel like doing that, or do the things you told your therapist you would do if you do feel like cutting, please e please

no apology needed x

I see both sides. sometimes people get busy. but it takes a minute to tell someone you love that you’re not, I don’t know, not alive *chuckles and gestures you to walk with me* I can understand your frustration. I would be too. when I don’t get my daily dosage of mar I get grumpy

i can understand that it would s^k for your whole world not to be around you. makes you feel lost.. I’m guessing? *grins and walks down the sidewalk with you* in a way, that person completes you. without them here, it feels as though part of you is missing. at least that’s how I felt with mar, when I wasn’t around her

it’s a friend of mines dog 😂 not mine

I know he’s cuter than me

big bummer

but I’m more of a cat person

she sounds like the perfect girl *grins and walks with you, attentively listening* for mar.. I’ve always felt this connection to her. this longing, belonging, and love. a sense of comfortability that I never experienced with many people. then I knew she was special. just like she is now.. *grins and nods* she’s a part of me. a part of me I once.. didn’t know was there

are you a dog or cat person?

have you told her? how much she means to you? *grins and walks down the sidewalk with you by my side* there’s just something so special about mar. so captivating, her eyes, the way her smile grows, and her gorgeous hair. I’ve always had a thing for brunettes. *chuckles* she’s special. and not only because she’s funny, talented, and so passionate about helping the people closest to her, but she is mar. my mar.. *looks up at you and grins* Alejandro? im planning on asking mar to be my girlfriend x

NOOO 😂 really?

im thinking of going to a build a bear shop *grins and nods* it’s a locally owned place, and im planning to rent the place out and use it to ask her to be my partner. I want this date to be about her, and specially for her x

NOOOO

I want this to be different for her. I want her to know how much I love her and jow safe she is with me. if I have to wait an eternity, than I will? if that’s what she needs to do to feel safe again *grins and chuckles* how was your day?

*grins and pulls out some couch drops* take one man, I always got some just in case I get one *grins and looks at you with genuine happiness* everyone has been so supportive of us. you, lola.. I can’t help but feel this is meant to be. I really want her to feel safe with me, and she has voiced that she has. she just needs some healing time, and I don’t mind giving her the space to do that *grins and nudges you* why don’t you tell me about Brianna?

awww dudeee *grins and side hugs you while we walk* I appreciate you supporting mar and I. it’s so f^king adorable when your eyes light up when you talk about Brianna. waiting for someone to mention her so you can rant, I really relate *chuckles and grins* hm, what’s your favorite memory together?

okay

good morning al

what was that like dude? when you first met? *grins and shakes my head* this restored my faith somewhat. hearing about love *grins and sits down on a bench*

good morning dude 😎

she sounds like your soulmate dude *grins and looks up at the sky, my head rested on your shoulder* she sounds like a dream. did you pinch yourself to make sure it’s real? *chuckles as I pretend to pinch you*

how are you

hii, im alexis :)

why lmaoo?

good morning 🙂‍↕️

im okay

how are you alejandro

i miss youuuuuu

dudeeee :)

maybe don’t, because you probably know it’s real *chuckles and looks up at you* I think she is. your eyes gleam at the sound of her name

i miss you moreeeew

so good dude 😎

*pulls my knee to my chest and chuckles as I look at the sky* i want to meet her, when she comes back I’ll greet myself *grins and scoots closer* sky is nice isn’t it?

I’m glad you’re good too x

I will definitely say hi *grins and crosses my arms over my knee* the sky is one of my favorite things *grins and chuckles as I nod at the moon* gives me some clearance

I'm doing good, glad your fine :)

noooo

heyyyy how’d you know 😂

to answer your question, im okay

yes i am.. i think 😂

that’s goodddd

lmaoo, dude that's crazy, I still haven't heard it..I'ma listen to it

whatever 🙄

i guess

she needs to get onnnn :(

*grins and shakes my head* not exactly.. I was going to surf until I found the right account *chuckles and nods at the sky* the sky gives me a moment to think about how I’m feeling, register with myself, understand what’s going on and how it’s affecting me. it’s a relaxing and reflecting moment to look at the stars yk?

that’s why I love them sm

I’m asking her right noww 😎

hi!! sorry it’s my fresh account

I miss you dudeee

alsooo.. I asked mar, the big question *grins and sits up slightly* funny thing, I’ve been waiting for you to come on so I could talk about it

uhh welll.. *grins sheepishly and chuckles dryly* she didn’t say no, but she didn’t say.. yes either. I told her my feelings and read aloud that poem I wrote

who performed at the Super Bowl? 👀

*clicks my tongue and grins halfheartedly* she wanted to say yes, she really did.. but the title couple made her feel anxious and nervous. the pain from Aaron, is still there. somewhat a barrier to our relationship.. *frowns and rests my head on your shoulder* thank you x

DUDE I love SZA

yea i did

check the gc in the joint account..

hi cool guy 😎

*grins lightly and sighs softly* yeah.. it just s^ked. if aaron didn’t mess things up we’d be together by now yk? her fear is a barrier to everything that’s what we can be

I can’t pick just one

low, or maybe open arms

we talked about it though. we’re okay now *grins and stamds up* come on, let’s head home dude

dude that’s so romantic 😭

AND BABY BABY WOULD YOU GO AHEAD AND JUST CRY

i know those aren't the correct lyrics but its fine

i’m gooodd! how about you cool guy? 😎

where to now? *grins and offers my hand to help you up*

AHHH I DIDDDD ???? IM SO HAPPYYYY !!!!!

yuh, that's why i said, ik they arent the lyrics.. dummy

*grins and stands up* continue our walk perhaps?

i jus got home after the long day from college and went out with friends, i have a headache and super tired cool guy! i’m glad you’re good though 😌

thank you!! so kind :)

as always!!

that sounds like a rad plan, what do you want to do cool guy?

YAYYYYAAAA, WE'RE BOTH HAPPY

bro, you just called me and idiot..how- okay whatever

alrighty, do you like going to shopping or watch a movie?

what did she say? *grins and walks beside you* I really hope she said yes. I’d want to be your plus one at the yk what x

no f^king way?! she said yes? *grins and shakes your shoulders gently* at the wedding! dude this is amazing! congratulations

so *chuckles and shakes my head* let me follow along here. you want the bridesmaids to be men and the grooms to be women?

congrats dude 😎

sounds lovely, i’ll remix you then!

we could go to walmart and clothing store

can you remix me so i can comment on yours?

that did help *chuckles and walks alongside you* im so excited for you man. yk, i planned a date for me and mar today, but, i bailed on the last minute, saying I didn’t want to go anymore

ahhh okay!

I’d hope she’d respond *grins and looks up at the sky* she seems like a sweet girl. *shrugs and chuckles dryly* I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable, bring back bad memories. most of the memories she’s had is with Aaron, and I don’t want to trigger something and ruin the date. like last time. I don’t want to go through that a second time. so I made flowers instead, out of paper and chocolate *grins* she seemed to like that, so I’m glad

it was a bouquet. I love making gifts by hand *grins and nods as I look across the field* I like putting effort into gifts. possibly because I know it’ll be worth it in the end. their f^cial expression. priceless and never gets old to see. every time *grins and nods* she deserves the whole world yk, a bouquet is just a small part of that

hi hi! I’m Ava!

I’ve heard sm about you! I’m friends with bri

being around her Alejandro.. *grins and places my hand on your shoulder* around you too, Ava, makes me realize I’m happier this way. I found my people and im lucky to have all of you in my life, as support. *grins and opens my arms*

all good things *smiles* I’m good, how are you?

thank you!

hey dude :)

it was good, thank you for asking!

amazing dude :) how are you?

hi cool guy! how are things? :)

how’s briannaaa 😏

she’s wonderful, no surprise x

I’m so happy for you being engaged dude! calls for celebration. you like to drink?

i’m glad things are good! i’m tired </3

let’s go for a drink, on me x

I know a cool bar close by :) let’s walk? or drive?

*grins and offers my elbow* lets go dude :)

*grins and walks beside you* so, how has Alejandro been? anything new? x

been spending more quality time with my best bro, and my mar. I’ve been a lot happier lately *grins and walks to the bar*

ALR THATS ENOUGH HAPPINESS...

maniac - is outrageous😭

alsoo, did you ask your girl ?

how have you been alej ?

OKAY :)

never lol

congrats alej :) i'm so happy for you

aww i'm sorry alej, hope its goes away

also i've been good

karen is outrageous -

your welcome newbie

oo that's good, i'm glad

thanks

hey dudeee

guess who’s sick 😔

only sometimes i sleep really good and then sometimes i sleep bad

so it depends on my sleep

unfortunately 😔

right back at you my friend 😎

dude we’re like the same!

true tha

i made a new bio

haha! mariah beaten you and she’s first and the first person gets the first medal

you will get the second medal

since you’re second lol

aw thank you!! but u!

gladly

and you’re welcome :)

you’re welcome man x

this is random but!

i can hear my neighbours shouting across my neighbourhood

they’re so loud and it’s like in the middle of the night

right now

it’s been alright, I keep waking up at night (like right now)

how has your day been? x

good morning my man :)

hey dude, I need some advice :(

whenever you’re free

it was some argument

dudeeee :)

I need some advice about mar

we were making brownies today, and I brought up duo nicknames and it made her upset, thinking of Aaron yk? x

I am always accidentally bringing up bad memories for her

I feel bad yk? always bringing memories up to the surface. she didn’t even want to touch me..

it was going for a little while but they eventually stopped

i wanted to go outside to ask what’s going on but my anxiety could never

it’s alright, it just feels like there’s always a barrier yk? always something I’m up against

anyways how are you? x

I’m still sick but I’m alright x

hiii alej

I missed you man 😎

we should continue from before and get drinks x

i don’t know why either

on our way to the bar :)

how are you bestieee

it’s not going away fast enough *chuckles and shakes my head* haven’t been able to eat, or drink without coughing

let’s talk about something more exciting, like your plans with Brianna? *grins and elbows you gently*

*walks up to the bar and grins at you* Brianna is lucky to have you dude. always thinking and considering what she feels most comfortable with. god spent his sweet time with you *grins and walks into the bar with you*

I'm doing pretty good

the way your eyes light up at the thought of her.. that’s beautiful dude. you’re happy and I love to see that *grins and leans over the counter at the bar* mar is.. everything to me. from her pretty smile to those gorgeous eyes of hers. I can’t help but recognize how lucky I am, to have someone as amazing as her in my life. we balance each other very well, and we listen to each other. I was afraid of comitment once, but she’s helped me with that. she makes commitment easy. or easier x

I agree with you dude, how can I not love her? *grins and wraps my arms around you in. a gentle embrace* what are you in the mood to drink my dude? my treat *grins and nods at the bartender* hey miss, may i have a margarita please?

she’s perfect in my eyes. no matter what, my mar can’t do no wrong *grins and nods at the bartender* that’ll be two margaritas please?

hey dude, can you get kik? the app might remove the texting feature in the next week and I still want to contact you x

*grins and thanks the bartender after she makes our drinks and hands you yours* what should we drink to my man?

*takes a sip and grins as I set my glass down* we should dance. do you consider yourself a good dancer? (also, the app might remove the texting feature in the next week. can you download kik so we can talk?)

I don’t consider myself a good one either. and that’s okay because we’ll look dumb together *grins and pulls you to the dance floor, chuckling as I hum to the song* (that’s good to know, and thank you man. I don’t want to stop talking to you, you’ve become too important to me x )

*grins and nods as I dance around you, chuckling as I hum to the music louder this time* ( I don’t have instagram, but I do have kik, so I’ll wait until you make a kik acc )

(oh dude, i can just send you my user: hearthrxb)

(and mars is s0ftkissess)

very weird

(sounds good dude x)

hii i’m lydia!

how are you though? x

could be better? why dude? x

pleasure to meet you mister alej, how are you? :)

dude :( really? I’m so sorry for your loss

do you need a hug dude? :(

*frowns and holds my arms out to wrap them around you* who was this person to you?

*frowns and rubs your back* I’m so sorry man.. how did he die?

i’m doing great, thank you for asking! what are you up to this evening?

*pouts and rubs your back* poor guy.. I’m so sorry. how have you been grieving?

sameee, just laying in bed watching tiktok :)

so, how are you?!

it’ll take time *frownd and rubs your back* it’s not easy to move on from that.. losing someone that way

hey dude, how are you doing? x

i don’t feel good

i have a cold

and a blocked nose :(

hi I’m Delilah just looking for friends

it’s okay

i had a cold for a few days

sneezes in and there

but how are you? :)

hey Alejandro :)

hey alej :) miss you too dude, how have you been doing love ?

I’ve been well dude, been missing you :)

how are you?

that’s good man, I just wanted to see how you were doing. anything new? x

dude really? are you guys ready for that next step? x

that’s so exciting

nothing :)

just the same

dude that’s SO exciting

can I be the goddad 😂

yes yes reallll

I’m glad you guys are moving to the next step