Hello... My name is Kate btw if some you didn't know but that isn't what I wanted to say, so I need some advice. I haven't told anyone about this (one of my irl friends are on here, I'm hoping she doesn't see this but if you do Nor please don't say anything to the others) and I wasn't planning on telling you guys but I don't know if there's something wrong with me or whatever but I don't know what to do. So lately (like all through the summer holidays) I have been very sad and stuff and school started just a week ago for me but anyways a few nights ago it was like 10pm and I was trying to go to sleep and I find myself thinking about how life is pointless and the usual things that had been going through my head recently. That's when I start uncontrollably shaking and I'm freezing cold and I shut my eyes and I can't breathe. Then I'm crying and just thinking about how I could go downstairs, into the kitchen and slít my throat. I was thinking about slítting my fúcking throat... The shaking had stopped and I just lay there in my terrible thoughts and cried myself to sleep. At that point I was just thinking that in the morning I would write all of this and tell all of you but when it was the next morning I thought it sounded stupid and so I just ignored it, I pretended it never happened. The next night I stayed up reading and watching Dan and Phil and listening to music bc they make me happy and then I get so tired I fall asleep straight away, I was scared what happened to me that night was going to happen again. (I'm a morning person and so it isn't working out well for me.) Yesterday I was going to go to sleep at 9 but I could hear these thoughts coming from the back of my mind where I have been trying to repress them and so I just turn on my light and watch Dans live show thing. I can't keep doing this and I know it, I think the only reason I have the courage to tell all of this rn is bc it's night and I need help. Idek if any of you have read this but please I need some fúcking help, I just don't know what to do. Also no one is on rn so I'm just going to listen to music in the dark and try to forget everything else... I'm sorry this is such a shítty edit. I love you all frens |-/

also sorry my tense is all over the place 😆

I'm so sorry that this is happening to you! ☹️️I personally don't have any good advice, but I have to say that this collage and every single collage you have made are absolutely brilliant!!!! I really hope you get better and all.👍 Anyway please stay strong! luv you❤️

btw your account Anne is perfection!😉

I'm not very good at giving advice but I think you should tell your parents or a friend so they can help you.

HEYYY KATEEEEE💓

kATE IS YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO IM HERE. I HAVE ANXIETY AND ADHD SO I KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH. JUST FOCUS ON THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE NOT THE BAD THONGS

*THINGS😂

I'm am so sorry this is happening to you, I don't want to say i know exactly what's going on because I do have anxiety and depression, but not thought about hurting myself, if you ever feel like you don't have anyone to talk to you can always talk to me and there are so many other people on pc that love you and will always be there for you!!!

You should tell someone irl about this, like a friend or parent. it will be hard to tell, but then they can help you through this! stay strong 💕👍🏻

PANIC ATTACKS AND SOCIAL ANXIETY:/ ILYSM BOO❤️

UPDATE: thank you all so much ❤️ at about 10 last night I was crying and thinking about how I should tell my mum what I was feeling and before I lost my nerve I guess I ran into her room and told her everything. she said that in a few days we will talk again and it it doesn't get better or it get worse of I get more panic attacks (I've had 2) then she will take me to the doctors. we stayed up talking till midnight and it made me feel a lot better but rn its 6am and idk I feel like I shouldn't have told her it's going to be so awkward when I see her but I will just have to deal with it I guess. Again thank you all so much. I love you ❤️

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you're welcome!

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yeah.

could u please do a edit for Darry 😊 or stranger things 💗

I hope you are doing better now😘. If u ever need to talk I'm here to help😉

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