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awww! this was so cute Jules

aw thanks Lauren❤️❤️

Julia

I don't know what to say

Jake?

yeah?

oh sorry that was just my response to when you said my name.

why baby? :)

it's just some of the little things I think about you

it's so much better than anything I could hope to write

I love it

"but no" are you kidding? no, you're an impeccable writer, Jake.

I'm glad you do:)

no this was just so genuine! i don't mean the things I write about you aren't genuine because they totally are but this is just great

like its stuff I never noticed about me

well, I've always found it interesting that people notice things about others that they don't see in themselves. I think people should be aware of all of those wonderful things they never realized

it is interesting. that's true 😌

god I love you both together it makes me cry

your writing is so genuine julia

thanks Mal:) I really appreciate hearing both of those things!

I don't deserve this paragraph anymore tbh

yes you do

I really don't Julia

stop

I can't just stop. did you even hear what I did?

Jake, it's over. it's already happened. you had no control, you can't reverse it. I know you would if you could. I love you and I forgive you.

I don't even deserve you forgiving me. I'm so ashamed for what I did Julia

Jake, you were used

it wasn't all her fault

I'm not saying that

it was mine, i just get too drunk and screw up with every good chance I get

Jake, stop. what do you mean? "every good chance"?

you. you were the shot I got at trying to be good. I'm never gonna get it better than you and I swore to myself I'd not screw this up and I just did

and on my fùcking birthday

it's almost FUNNY

Jake you still have me. if you screwed up I'd already be gone. I'm not going to ever leave you. you didn't screw this up. stop it

you beating yourself up over this is what's killing me honestly, not what you did

I deserve it

no you don't

you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I've never been so happy in my life. I don't feel empty anymore