Jake?

I'm sorry baby i got confused....baby you know what makes me smile? when you say my name and call me your baby

bbay can we have some fun * bites lip and comes out of bathroom with nothing on*

* smiles and hugs you*

ok daddy

want another baby?

ok * takes off clothes *

* smiles*

Jake?

Jake

Jake I'm pregnant but I need to tell you something * cries*

I- I have * cries* cancer found all throughout my body

* hugs you*

* cries*

if I get the treatment it could go away. or if it doesn't go away I could have surgery. I might not make it because they can only replace so many things. I got my heart , kidneys , and my brain operated on ,some went away .

but what if I don't make it

I'm going into surgery in an hour

no matter what happens just know I'll always love you

baby I think it worked. I think I'm cancer free now I need to check on my brother

* hugs back* baby not too hard remember I'm still kinda open on my stomach.

* kisses back* I love you

no I love you more

ok fine let's just both agree we love each other super much

* kisses back * baby what do you think we are having? boy or girl?

* smiles and hugs you*

* looks at my belly *

* smiles*

I'm happy I got you baby

I love you

smiles

kisses your fingers. you know you traced my lip the first day we met. do you think that we will be together forever and before I die you will trace them again?

I want to die together and in heaven we will be up there together forever baby

* smiles*

* kisses back * I love you too

oh ok baby * hugs you* I hope you have a good day * kisses your cheek *

what do you do baby?

* smiles* your so cute

* hugs you* I love you baby

I wanna see you all dressed up . you know ?

ok bye * kisses your cheek*

h-h-I

b- * passes out *

* holds onto your hand * • doctors • don't let go of her hand

* wakes up* baby?

* cries * the baby

is he ok? . what happened * cries and holds onto your hand and kisses it gently *

• she's fine and the baby is too• * takes deep breath *

• we will have to run some tests • *cries *

• I'm afraid you can't but maybe you can watch • * cries *

• you really care about her huh?• * the nurses put me on laughing gas *

• I'll show you . come • BABY!

• where you can stand so she feels safe • * cries *

right here * cries *

* holds your hand *

ok * they take one test then say I have to go in the tub thing * * cries*

* sniffs * ok

JAKE! * cries and hugs you* he's gone, Chris he's gone 😭

yea . * cries *

that's not him, that's Mandy . one who owns this account it's hers

* cries and falls on the floor * he's gone he's really gone 😭

* holds onto you, cries * I need him too,

and I will never see him* cries *

I don't know. he just closed his eyes out his hand up as if he were saying bye , I- I held his hand I cuddled with him , I hadn't ready to let him go.

* cries * I tried baby, I t- ried * holds onto you*

* cries *

yea * sits up*

the kids. are they ok?

* smiles and holds their hands * oh I missed you guys