~rant bc I need to,, sorry~ I know that I did this to my self, but my friends were toxic, but I really miss having a best friend. The closet thing I have to a best friend is my cousin and she's totally inconsistent in what she says and I never see her. I'm trying to stay positive with the distant friends I have but they're not the same… I'm trying to be happier but it would be easier with a good friend.

I kind of feel the same way as you,my friends aren't toxic but we're getting kind of distant so I know what it feels to need someone by your side.dont worry,you'll get a pal you can talk to everyday.for now,maybe you should talk more to your internet friends,idk it might help;anyway,I hope you feel better soon xx 🌻